Chapter 13: The illusion of history
"After being penniless and hungry for three days and nights, we finally met a kind-hearted man selling cakes. He was Wu Da. When Wu Da knew about our situation, he took us in. Six months later, my mother died of illness, and she entrusted me to Wuda before she died. I know my mother's thoughts. He wants me to follow Wuda. On the one's, he is honest, and on the other, he can make a living to eat, but Jinlian has no feelings for Wuda. If she says something, she is just grateful, only grateful. Not to mention that he is ten years older than me and seven inches taller than me. I will be scared when I see his eyes for a long time. After burying her mother, in order to repay Wu Da's kindness, Jinlian began to sell blowing cakes with him. At the beginning, Wu Da was very kind to me, just like his own brothers and sisters. But the man is a man. Wu Da didn't know why he came back late that night. When I opened the door, he was already drunk.
"With the candlelight, I saw the soul-taking eyes of Wu Da at a glance, greedy and floating. I wanted to resist desperately, but my hands and feet couldn't move. Wu Da's strength was like a cow. At that moment, I couldn't help thinking of the scene of Li Yuanwai hugging me, but Li Yuanwai was an old man in his 70s, but Wu Da's body was unspeakable. Finally, that night was always imprinted in my mind, and even now I can't forget it. Although Jinlian was born as a slave, her yearning for love is like the sun and the moon, but I am no longer a virgin. I am sorry for my heart and the 'love' in my heart. I wanted to hang myself many times, but I was saved by Aunt Wang next door. In desperation, I followed Wu Da. Half a year later, in addition to business setbacks, Wuda's temper also grew a lot. What made me more unbearable was that he actually drank. Every time I get drunk, I don't say much about beating and scolding. The key is that he actually put all the responsibility of infertility on me. There are three kinds of unfilial piety and the greatest. This idea is firmly imprinted in Wu's brain. In a patriarchal society, what can I say? I endure and silently endure it, but even so, I have not given up my attachment to love. I always believe that one day I will meet my lover. At dusk, we will walk hand in hand in hand in the sunset!"
Speaking of this, Pan Mei stopped. Her eyes were full of nostalgia and helplessness, but more of hope and hope for love. "It was a different autumn. I never said that Wu Da said that he had a younger brother and was still a tiger hero, but this is often the case in the world. When I first saw Wu Song At that time, I don't know what's going on. My heart is warm, like a warm current in winter, making your heart unable to calm down. After a period of contact, my good impression of Wu Song has completely turned into love and affection. Under my repeated temptations, Wu Song did not show his disgust with me. I foolishly thought that it was a hint of him to me, a subtle hint!"
Pan Mei glanced at me and hurriedly handed over another tissue. "Dance of Wu Da, I didn't confess. A month, two months, and half a year later, spring came, and the trees and flowers were green. It was a sunny morning. Wu Da responded to the county's call to participate in the cooking competition. I happily cooked a table of dishes for Wu Song, and then began to talk about the wine. From afternoon to evening, we talked about many past events. He talked about his growth experience, especially his brother Wu Da's kindness to his upbringing in detail, which made me happy. Finally, when I took advantage of the wine to talk about my feelings for him, he was first surprised, and then avoided, but I could see his heart in his eyes. At that time, I didn't understand why he didn't admit it. There was anything he couldn't admit. Even if they couldn't be together, as long as they were close to each other, you had me and I had you, that was enough!"
"At that moment, I really realized that wine was a good thing. Finally, I was drunk and completely drunk. In the haze, I saw Wu Song coming towards me, saying that it was hazy but very real, which made me unable to forget it now!"
"At noon the next day, when I woke up again, I found something strange about myself. At that time, I not only did not panic, but on the contrary, I was secretly happy. Compared with words, his actions may be more in line with Wu Song's character, but since then, he has never taken the initiative to appear in front of me. Every time he sees him, he always avoids my eyes, which has lasted for three months. Maybe Wu Da found something, maybe I was more careful. At that time, Wu Da's temper became bigger. I was originally weak, and I couldn't stand his beating. After beating you, I would persuade him with good words afterwards. I don't know how many times I have used these two skills. I didn't have any reaction on the surface, but in my heart But hatred for him has begun to grow.
When I heard this, I couldn't help but be stunned. Anyway, I thought that Pan Jinlian only had an affair with Ximen Qing in history. She only had a secret relationship with Wu Song, but I didn't expect Wu Song to be so Dirty. It seemed that this man was the same.
Although I thought so, the expression on my face did not change much. Zhang Yi seemed to be constantly urging with stimulants, but from his eyes, I could see that Zhang Yi, a vertical and horizontal family, was really infected by Pan Mei's deeds!
"Grandma, if the Wu brothers also come here, the hunger will make them look good!" Zhang Yi muttered, Pan Mei sneered and then said, "At that time, Aunt Wang next door took good care of me. When she saw that I was pitiful and didn't like the domestic violence of Wuda, she accepted me as a daughter. After that, as long as Wu Da was drunk, I would open the window to send a distress signal to Wang Ganniang, because Wang Ganniang reconciled in it, and Wu Da's arrogant arrogance gradually weakened.
"The world is unpredictable, just like the moon. Sometimes there is a round time, there are missing moments. Wu Song was sent to prison by a false charge because he offended the county magistrate's brother-in-law. In this matter, I have the same position as Wu Da, that is, no matter how much money he will be rescued. . But we are just a straw man. In addition, Wuda didn't save much money by selling blown cakes, so we didn't save him. Although Wang Ganniang usually has many ideas, there is nothing she can do about this matter. Originally, according to the laws of the Song Dynasty, he had to be sentenced to one year. After trying various methods, Wuda and I could only silently wait for him to be released from prison.
"But who would have thought that something had changed just after the first month. A group of people in black actually went to prison, and the target was naturally him. Later, I learned that all this was a plan set by the county magistrate's brother-in-law. Prison escapee, behead! Finally, the bad news came to my ears like a Thunderbolt, and I fainted at that time. Zhan, a tiger hero who killed the harm of the people, was sentenced to be executed after autumn. This world is too unfair..."
Speaking of this, Pan Mei squeezed out a trace of hatred again. I hurriedly offered the paper towel again. Pan Mei did not take the paper towel, but nodded to thank him: "At this time, a rich man happened to come to the county. When I learned from Wuhan University that the rich man had the ability to do everything, I ignored the search, but who I once thought that the rich man promised very simply on the surface, but he fell in like the slave!"
"It seems that Ximen Qing is going to appear. I really don't know what the romantic affairs between Ximen Qing and Pan Mei will look like?" Although I thought so, the expression on my face still maintained a careful listening posture. Zhang Yi was obviously completely moved. Her big eyes stared straight at Pan Mei, afraid that there would be a ten-magnitude earthquake at this time, and this instrument's eyes would not move a little from Pan Mei.
"Damn, who is that rich man and who is he?" Zhang Yi's mood has obviously begun to get out of control. I made seven or eight wink in a row, but this boy didn't look at me at all.
"That's right, he is Ximen Qing!" Pan Meiyu's eyes flashed and then turned her eyes to me.
"What happened later?" I asked.
"Later, what happened later was like this. When Wu Da knew Ximen Qing's thoughts, he wanted to give me to Ximen Qing. That day, Wu Da drank a lot of wine that day, but I knew that he was not drunk. On the contrary, he was clearer than ever. He knelt in front of me like a wooden stake and kept begging me to find Ximenqing.
"Women are like clothes, brothers are like brothers, that's right. Although I don't love Wu Da, when I hear his words, my heart is still like a knife. Give up his woman to another man just to save his brother. Does such a man deserve to be called a man? Do you think it's worthy? Pan Mei's mood also began to rise.
"I don't deserve it, damn it, what is it!" Zhang Yi said in flames.
"Alas, the scholar dies for the confidant, and the woman is honored for the happy!" Even if he doesn't kneel down and beg me, I will sacrifice my life to save Wu Song. For him, don't ask me to sleep with Ximen Qing. Even if I die, I won't frown!"
"No, this Pan Mei was killed by Wu Song, this. What's going on?" Thinking of this, I couldn't help but be suspicious, and there was a trace of puzzlement in my eyes.
"Later, Wu Song changed from beheading to serving in the army, but he would never know and would never know that all this was my credit! Later, because of his narrow-mindedness, Wu Da couldn't stand the gossip of his neighbors in the street. Finally, he fell ill and finally died!"