077 The direction of the heart

"Miss?" After simply wiping her body for Shaoling, Siqin came out with a basin, but she didn't expect to see Bai Xijing quietly leaning by the door in a daze.

Although the sun is fine today, the outer courtyard is still a little cold, and Bai Xijing's face and the tip of his nose have been slightly red with cold.

"Oh, Siqin, he... fell asleep?" When Bai Xijing heard this, he slowly turned his head to look at Siqin, and his face was calm without any ups and downs.

Siqin sighed slightly and said, "If you are worried, why don't you go and see it yourself? Shaoling is just a child and doesn't understand anything. He has a little temper for a while. Why did you take it seriously and be angry with him?

Bai Xijing lowered his head slightly when he heard the words, and a smile slowly appeared on his face, but the smile was too light to figure out: "I really can't do anything about him like this. It looks like... It's really annoying..."

Hate? What do you hate? Shaoling?

Siqin didn't understand the meaning of Bai Xijing, but she felt that Bai Xijing was actually worried about Shaoling. Although one is a seemingly calm adult and the other is a child pretending to be mature, even the personality is very different. But they are really very similar. They are all so bad at expressing that they don't even know how to express the simplest ideas.

I don't want to die, and I don't want to live alone. Contradiction, ** and extreme trembling walking in this world.

"Miss, in fact, Shaoling just called you in his sleep, and... he laughed, as if it was a very happy dream." Siqin saw that Bai Xijing tilted her head slightly and did not intend to walk into the room, so she opened her mouth again.

Bai Xijing took a deep breath and said in a seemingly true and false tone, "Speaking of which, I don't know where it is just now. Who said that the boy in Shaoling doesn't know good or bad?"

"Miss, if you have time to make fun of slaves here, it's better to go to the room and see the person you care about." Siqin's face turned red, but she returned to normal in an instant. She replied with a faint smile and calmly, "Don't even frown. Don't find an excuse to say you don't worry."

Bai Xijing shook his head slightly and did not talk to Siqin any more. Instead, he turned around and walked into the room. There were only two little maids serving outside the room, so when I walked to the inside, the room was so quiet that I could hear the breathing of Qing Shaoling.

Bai Xijing walked softly to the bedside, looked at Shaoling lying flat on **, couldn't help taking a slow breath, and then walked down next to the bedside.

If you can sleep soundly, it means that it shouldn't hurt so much, right?

Bai Xijing gently brushed Shaoling's hair on his forehead with his hand, but the expression on his face softened a lot: "Shaoling, are you tired? It's very tiring to be in such an environment. I really hope you are just an ordinary child. You don't have to come into contact with these at such a young age to force yourself to be full of scheming and vigilance. It would be great to be happy and act coquettish with your family.

Bai Xijing helped Shaoling tide the quilt, and then whispered softly.

When I was a child, I thought more than once that I would have been born in an emperor's family. If Xiyue hadn't died, her mother would not have been expelled from the White Kingdom as a nun, and Bai Ziyu would not have left her.

A person has always been a person, and sometimes even thinks that it's better to die. If you die, you will be relieved and won't suffer. But I don't even have the courage to die. She didn't dare to die and didn't want to die, so in order to survive, she began to learn how to use people and be used. It has been coming here like this.

However, after dying once, Bai Xijing suddenly understood what he wanted.

"Mumble, Shaoling, live. I want to hear you say in person that you want to live, okay?" Although he knew that Shaoling, who was sleeping, could not agree to himself, Bai Xijing couldn't help opening his mouth slowly but heavily.

Thinking of what Dr. Zhang said, Bai Xijing's eyebrows never let go.

"When you come, you are confused and confused, and walk in the world. Who was I before giving birth to me, and who was I after giving birth to me? It's better not to come or go, and there is no joy or sadness. Bai Xijing didn't know why such a poem came to his mind unnaturally. This sentence seemed to have been heard somewhere, and the old man who said this poem seemed to have eyes that could see through everything.

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Because he has been able to faintly see the figure recently, Fang Siyuan was in a hurry to deal with some things, but he did not think that before the matter was finished, he was hurriedly found by a man in another courtyard.

After Fang Siyuan got the news of Shaoling's illness, he rushed back to other hospitals anxiously. As soon as he entered the courtyard, although a maid and a small attendee came to salute, Fang Siyuan turned a blind eye and rushed straight to Shaoling's room, but he never thought that what he saw was such a scene.

Shaoling's little hand was wrapped around Bai Xijing's waist, and his head rested on Bai Xijing's body and fell asleep, while Bai Xijing also fell asleep against the head of the bed, with one hand on Shaoling's waist.

Fang Siyuan slowly breathed a sigh of relief, and then walked lightly to the bed. He was about to pick up Shaoling from Bai Xijing and put it back on ** flat, but he never thought that Shaoling had been pulling Bai Xijing's clothes tightly. And when Fang Siyuan accidentally touched Bai Xijing's hand, he found that her body was very cold.

Fang Siyuan helplessly helped Bai Xijing take off his shoes, then hugged Bai Xijing and let her lie **, and then covered her and Shaoling, and then walked out of the room.

Siqin originally brought the medicine, but she didn't think that the person who came out of the room was Fang Siyuan. She couldn't help but be stunned and then saluted, "Your son is back."

Fang Siyuan nodded and replied, "Well, please." Although it was just a vague shadow, Fang Siyuan still saw the medicine bowl in Siqin's hand. He was stunned for a moment, then waved his hand and called two maids to take over the medicine bowl: "Warm the medicine and bring it over when Shaoling wakes up."

"Is it Siqin? I have something to ask you, don't you know if it's possible? Although Fang Siyuan used a sentence to solicit other people's opinions, his tone was a little indifferent, which made Siqin couldn't help nodding and responding for a moment.

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Bai Xijing woke up and found that he was lying **, and Shaoling beside him also woke up leisurely because of his movements. Thinking of what he once said to Shaoling, Bai Xijing couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed. He turned his head and got up first.

"The beautiful sister is actually very gentle, really." Shaoling couldn't help opening his mouth when he saw Bai Xijing suddenly turning his back to him. Although Bai Xijing never spoiled him like other adults, or even a little indifferent, he felt her tenderness and warmth.

" Shaoling." Bai Xijing couldn't help but be stunned when he heard the words, but did not look back, but called in a low voice.

"What's the matter, beautiful sister?"

"Shaoleum will definitely live a long life." A gentle smile appeared on Bai Xijing's face and turned his head to Shaoling with a smile.

"Hmm." Shaoling answered with a sweet smile.

Bai Xijing and others were still talking, so Fang Siyuan came in with his maid: "Drink the medicine when you wake up." Although he was worried just now, Fang Siyuan didn't know how to be gentle. After thinking about it for a long time, he could only say such a sentence.

Shaoling nodded, then obediently took the medicine bowl and drank the medicine without frowning. Fang Siyuan looked quietly and saw that Shaoling was still tired, so he told him to rest more and go out with Bai Xijing.

"You know Shaoling's condition, don't you?" Bai Xijing looked at the tall man standing beside him and slowly said, but his tone was a little heavy.

"Hmm." Fang Siyuan nodded. I will go to the palace of Ye tomorrow to meet King Ye.

Bai Xijing immediately understood the meaning when he heard the words. He was going to seek medical treatment for Shaoling. After all, Ye's best doctors are in the palace.

Obviously, he didn't want to expose his whereabouts, but this matter forced him to this point. He was forced to walk into the whirlpool of this troubled world and could not escape.

Even Bai Xijing himself doesn't know why he feels that Fang Siyuan wants to escape the current political whirlpool. Obviously, he was the son of a country and should be keen on power. But...but she has a feeling that he actually yearns for a comfortable and quiet life under the east fence of chrysanthemums.

"If you don't want to, I... I can go to Ye Lin for help." Bai Xijing thought and said, although she never wanted to owe Ye Lin any favors, she couldn't ignore it when she thought of Shaoling like herself when she was a child.

Fang Siyuan couldn't help frowning when he heard the words. His calm face just now suddenly became a little angry: "No need."

After Fang Siyuan finished speaking, he felt that his tone was too stiff and unfriendly. He subconsciously changed his tone and said, "I heard that you don't want to marry Ye Lin. In this case, it's not good for you to beg him for Shaoling."

Bai Xijing shook his head slowly and said against his will, "Ye Lin and I are finally going to be husband and wife. I don't think there is much need to care too much about who owes whom. If it's not easy for you to come forward, it's up to me."

Why do you insist so much? Is it really only Shaoling that is protected? Bai Xijing didn't understand, but she felt that she had to do this.

But Fang Siyuan didn't appreciate it. Instead, he sneered, gently shook his sleeves across his body and stopped facing her: "No, you don't have to worry about Shaoling anymore."

Bai Xijing was stunned when she heard the words. Why did she have a soft feeling of being pushed away? There was a place in my heart that I felt a little wronged because of Fang Siyuan's refusal.