079 Don't leave me

"How did you meet Shaoling?" Bai Xijing held the teacup in her hands, brushed the pattern on the wall of the teacup with her slender and tender fingers, and asked softly.

"One day, after going to ask his father to pay his peace, he saw a palace man bullying him in the imperial garden and deliberately pushed him into the lotus pond. The mud was deep in the lotus pond. He couldn't stand up for a moment and was choked by the water, but he did not call for help or struggle. The palace people just looked at him coldly and occasionally laughed at him. I couldn't see it for a moment, so I picked him up from the lotus pond. Fang Siyuan talked about what happened at that time in a low voice, but as if he suddenly remembered something, his eyebrows suddenly frowned.

"I asked Shaoling at that time, why didn't you call for help? Can you guess how he answered?" Fang Siyuan slowly raised his head to look at Bai Xijing.

Bai Xijing slowly put the teacup in his hand on the table. After a long time, he sighed and said, "What if it's not a call for help? No one came to save me, why don't you just die like this?

"Hmm." Fang Siyuan nodded and gave the answer.

It's just that the answer is that Bai Xijing's eyes are dark, and it's true. Even if he once thought so, Shaoling... Shaoling was just a three- or four-year-old child who could speak in such a desperate tone and say coldly that he wanted to die.

I always think that I am unfortunate. It turns out that there are more unfortunate people in the world than myself.

Shaoling was not born in his parents' expectations from the beginning, and his mother regarded him as a tool for revenge. No one really cares about him, and no one even treats him as a person.

has always been a person, always a person, no matter what. Who will understand his grievances and his fears? What has happened to make a four- or five-year-old child say something he wants to die?

Bai Xijing forgot what he and Fang Siyuan said, but his memory and Shaoling's things kept overlapping and staggered. Originally, he thought he had forgotten the hurt, but he still remembered it so deeply.

Waiting for Bai Xijing to come over, he had walked out of Fang Siyuan's courtyard for a long time and stood at the door of his courtyard. Siqin followed her with a worried face and called, "Princess, are you all right?"

Bai Xijing shook her head slightly, but her face was a little sad, and there was a thick fog in her eyes that could not fade. At this moment, the little man guard at the door saw Bai Xijing at a glance and ran over in a panic: "Princess, the prince has been in another courtyard for a long time, waiting for the princess to have dinner together."

Ye Lin? Didn't he come for a long time? Why did he suddenly come to her other hospital today?

Baixi nodded and answered, "I know." The action is not in a hurry.

Waiting for her to walk to the flower hall, Ye Lin was sitting alone in the main seat. It would be dark tomorrow, but there was no palm lamp in the room. And all the maids stood outside the door with their hands down.

Hongxiu was the first to find Bai Xijing who came back: "Prince, the princess is back."

However, Ye Lin did not say a word. Bai Xijing sighed slightly when he saw the situation and knew that Ye Lin must be in a bad mood, so he waved his hand to let Hongxiu and Siqin retreat with the maids. Then he palmed a lamp and walked into the flower hall: "It's dark. Why don't you light a lamp?"

The sudden light made Ye Lin's eyes unable to adapt for a moment, and she couldn't help squinting slightly.

"Why don't you talk?" After lighting the light in the room, Bai Xijing turned his head puzzled and raised his eyebrows and asked.

However, Ye Lin just looked at her quietly and did not reply. The expression on the face is not as light as before, but a little solemn and gloomy.

Bai Xijing waited for a long time and didn't see Ye Lin speak. He couldn't help smiling and his face sank. He turned around and was about to walk out of the flower hall. Seeing this, Ye Lin panicked for a moment. He stood up in a hurry and chased after Bai Xijing. Then he took Bai Xijing's hand and took the opportunity to hold her in his arms: "Where are you going?"

There is a trace of tension and anger in the voice.

"Eat." Bai Xijing said angrily. Why is Ye Shizi waiting for the princess to come back for dinner together? How can he make her eat with him like a ghost?

Ye Lin couldn't help but be stunned when he heard the words, and then a smile finally appeared on his face. He even leaned his head on Bai Xijing's shoulder and said in a voice similar to coquettishness: "I also eat together. Xier, don't leave me alone, okay?"

When did Bai Xijing hear Ye Lin speak like this, like a child's coquettishness, and Ye Lin's breath made her hair scratch her neck. Bai Xijing couldn't help laughing: "Your mouth grows on yourself. Is it possible that I still care about your food and drinking?"

Bai Xijing was joking, but he didn't expect Ye Lin to listen to this sentence and nodded very seriously and said, "Nanthe way."

"Hmm?"

"In the future, if I don't come, you have to take care of it. If you come less, you have to take care of it. If it's bad for you, you have to take care of it. If you are too good to others..." Ye Lin said a lot of words, but Bai Xijing sighed helplessly.

He has never said such a thing to her, without a word of love, or even some tedious and boring words, but why did such words really make her listen? If you believe in happiness, there is nothing. If you don't believe it, there is nothing.

And she can't trust him.

He lost her heart in the last life. Even if he comes back, how can he find it back?

Bai Xijing did not say anything and did not respond. Ye Lin suddenly felt that even if he hugged Bai Xijing like this, the place in his heart was still empty and lonely. For a moment, I couldn't say what I just said.

Ye Lin, who was half paid, sank down and said seriously, "Xi'er, murmured, I just couldn't find you when I arrived at the other hospital. I felt so scared for the first time. Thinking that you may have escaped because you don't want to marry me, I can't wait to catch you back and tie me. Even if they say you are next door, I have always been afraid that you don't want to come back to me. If I hadn't been afraid that you would be angry and hate me, I would have sent someone to bring you back from the next door. Why wait so anxiously? Xi'er, don't leave me, okay?"

When has he been so anxious and so humble?

But she can't afford to promise such a thing. With a slight sigh, Bai Xijing patted Ye Lin's hand behind him and said, "Let's eat together."

Seeing Bai Xijing change the topic, Ye Lin's eyes suddenly darken, as if the shining stars in the sky were suddenly covered by dark clouds.

When Bai Xijing just wanted to say something more to resolve the embarrassment, he didn't expect Ye Lin to suddenly grab Bai Xijing's clenched waist, and then leaned slightly and kissed Bai Xijing's soft red lips.

Bai Xijing didn't notice for a moment, and his eyes stared greatly because of surprise. It was not until he felt the tip of Ye Lin's tongue pry his teeth again that Bai Xijing suddenly reacted and pushed his hands to Ye Lin's chest with a sudden force.

However, Ye Lin had long expected that Bai Xijing would have such a move. He suddenly pressed Bai Xijing's hands with his right hand to prevent her from breaking free, and slowly deepened the long kiss.

It was not until he felt that Bai Xijing was about to breathe that Ye Lin let go of her: "It's all because Xi'er hasn't taken the initiative, so I have to take the initiative."

Bai Xijing stared at him when he heard the words, turned around and ran away. Ye Lin, who was left alone, chased after him: "It's agreed to eat together. Xi'er, are you going to break the contract?"

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I thought that Ye Lin had been busy recently and would not come to another hospital in the short term, but I didn't expect that as soon as Bai Xijing had lunch the next day, he saw Ye Lin's figure appearing in his other courtyard again.

Thinking of the kiss last night, Bai Xijing couldn't help frowning and was a little unwilling to talk to Ye Lin.

However, today's Ye Lin ignored Bai Xijing's attitude at all, went straight through Siqin's obstruction, and suddenly pushed open the door of the study and walked to Bai Xijing's side: "Let me ask you, who lives next door?"

When Bai Xijing heard the words, he knew in his heart that Ye Lin had known that the next door was Fang Siyuan's other hospital. It should be because Fang Siyuan went to the palace to seek medical treatment today.

"Don't you know all about it? Why do you still ask me?" Bai Xijing did not look back at Ye Lin, but continued to practice calligraphy. His voice did not fluctuate at all, as if it was not surprising.

"Since you know who lives next door, why does this month pass from time to time? You are my fiancee now. Don't you know how to avoid suspicion? Why didn't you tell me that Fang Siyuan lived next door? Ye Lin was angry and looked more and more unhappy. Seeing that Bai Xijing was still writing calmly, he couldn't help reaching out and grabbing Bai Xijing's pen and throwing it away.

In a moment, there was a long ink line on the ground.

Bai Xijing was not annoyed. He stood up peacefully and looked at Ye Lin, with clear eyes: "If you want to think so, why do you still ask me?"

It is a sentence that should be tough to express his attitude, but Bai Xijing said it gently and indifferently, but maybe because of this gentle tone, Ye Lin's anger gradually calmed down: "I didn't mean that."

Bai Xijing smiled faintly and said, "Ye Lin, what are you afraid of? Are you afraid that I will admire Fang Siyuan? He and I are very open and upright, and we are not afraid of shadows. Besides, you won't find out what I'm going to do from time to time?"

She didn't believe that Ye Lin knew that Fang Siyuan didn't investigate the matter between them after living next door. Sure enough, Ye Lin and Ye Lin heard the words, and his whole body became much gentler: "Shaoling, that child named Shaoling is the reason why you went to Fang Siyuan's courtyard, I know. However, it's just that I know that it doesn't work, Xier, this is Ye Guo. You should be more careful in doing things. You don't know how many pairs of eyes are looking at this side.