Chapter 29 (I owe you a sentence that I love you)
I hurried to the place mentioned by Mo Yu, just because I was worried that something would happen to Mo Yu. I'm relieved to see that he is still safe.
Maybe Mo Yu knew that Ziyuan didn't like the noise or there were many rich people, so he chose to meet on a quiet street. Few people naturally make it easy to see each other.
"Here you are." First of all, I saw Ziyuan's Mo Yu destroy the few cigarette butts left in his hand and walk in the direction of Ziyuan.
Ziyuan nodded and observed him for a while. I don't think anything will happen.
Mo Yu showed a charming smile with a bitter taste: "I thought you would refuse."
Originally, she wanted to refuse, but Ziyuan shouted in her heart. But looking at Mo Yu, which was a little different from usual, he didn't make such a joke after all. The feeling in the call is still right. Mo Yu has encountered something annoying, otherwise he would not have easily put on such a melancholy appearance.
"Ha ha, you will naturally get tired of refusing too much. My promise this time can also be regarded as innovation, isn't it? Besides, you are my friend." Ziyuan pretended to be relaxed.
When Mo Yu heard it, he also understood in his heart that Ziyuan only regarded him as an ordinary friend. I'm afraid that the last sentence was also to clarify his position. He stood in front of Ziyuan and stared at Ziyuan seriously.
Ziyuan raised her eyes and looked at him more seriously than before, which was a little dazzling. Inadvertently took a step back, and Mo Yu also took a step forward. Ziyuan lowered her head and secretly speculated what was wrong with Mo Yu. It's still like this when you can't face it.
"Friends? After all these years, can I only be your friend? Ziyuan, this time, I don't want to mention others. You should understand. And I also want to make it clear. You can also hear what I say. This time, don't avoid anything. Speaking of this, Mo Yu put his hand on Ziyuan's shoulder. Ziyuan didn't dare to raise her eyes and look directly at him. Yes, she had never dared to look directly at Mo Yu's serious eyes, for fear that any of her eyes would reveal something.
"Dodge? Ha ha... I didn't avoid anything. If I really dodge, I won't come out today, and I'm also thinking. I've said enough about other things and it's clear enough. Ziyuan was embarrassed, but she still said it. She also knew that if she said too much, she didn't know how to think about it at all. There are some things that the more you emphasize rejection, the more people who listen to it will only regard it as a test, and they will work harder to find something they can't reach.
Mo Yu pulled up the corners of his mouth, which was a little comforting. Raising Ziyuan's lowered jaw, she could raise her head and turn to his eyes: "Look at me, since you haven't escaped, look into my eyes seriously and listen to me!"
Ziyuan obediently raised her head in the direction of his fingers to help her move. Her eyes were still dodge, under the pressure of self-sufficiency: "Okay, I will listen to you carefully. Tell me."
Mo Yu was afraid that his behavior would scare Ziyuan, so he let go of the hand that put pressure on her. Ziyuan's clever appearance wants to keep it forever. He really wants to be with Ziyuan in his life. It's really predestined.
The two of them had no contact anymore. They looked at each other like this. Mo Yu lowered his head slightly, and Ziyuan also raised his head slightly. Under the street lamp is like a beautiful scenery, like a young couple talking to each other...
After that, I heard Mo Yu's soft voice, very gentle, very gentle, as if it was as light as a feather across my ear: "Ziyuan, I love you!"
Ziyuan's heart was entangled, and there was an illusion of stiffness all over her body. Still looking at Mo Yu's expression, she only knew that she couldn't say anything. Even if she wanted to vent, she didn't know what to say. Her nature made her stay where she was. Will she really be stunned? She knew these a long time ago, but the feeling after saying it was completely different. At this moment, I still feel that it's good that we know each other, but we don't have to break it directly. At least I can get along with him as if I don't know what to do. Now, how will she end up? Also, no one knows about her marriage. If Mo Yu knows, he will hate her or something?
All kinds of uneasy emotions are colliding and rippling in the heart...
"I..."
Mo Yu's index finger was on her lips, "Shh... Don't say anything, just listen to me." Mo Yu has never been so lonely and gentle.
"Ziyuan, can I give you a hug? This time, I want to ask for your consent!" The lonely voice and strange gentleness are enough to make her panic and frightened. His head also nodded uncontrollably to agree.
Mo Yu smiled happily, hugged her tightly, and put his jaw on Ziyuan's shoulder: "I know you will make you embarrassed and upset when you hear it, right? Everything about you is written on your face. I don't want to see any tiny thing on your face, but it's enough to hurt my expression. Do you know? I used to say that I like you, and I never said I loved you. But this time I want to say it. I can clearly distinguish between love and love. I can clearly distinguish what is like and what love is. So, I owe you a word that I love you. I've given it back to you now, but the heart I lost to you can't get it back. After saying that, Mo Yu naturally let go of Ziyuan.
Similar to Mo Yu, she is also a person who clearly distinguishes love from love. If you like it, you can hate it, but it is difficult to give up if you love it. Even if you can lose it by chance, you will hurt yourself all over. That mark will always be imprinted on your heart. The deeper you love, the more you will be hurt. If you want to forget it. Difficult. Love is just an adventure game. It depends on how you play it and whether you have the courage to play it. Take your heart to make a bold bet. Winning is happiness. If you lose, it is not too much to say that you have fallen into hell...
"I understand this feeling, and you should also know that I am the one who lost. Yu, maybe falling in love with me is the disaster of your life. Before going back, meeting me is the moment of your bad luck. Ziyuan sighed and slowly calmed down after spending some time thinking about it. Is she and Mo Yu the same person?
If you use her perspective, that's it.
"Yes, you can't avoid it. If I knew it would be like this, I would have been far away from you." Mo Yu's words made the two look at each other and laugh. The atmosphere is also a little relaxed.
No, why did he suddenly talk about this today?
The corners of the eyes that just bent up began to become compact. He wondered, "Is that why you called me in such a hurry today?"
"Don't you think this is worth delving into? Or do you not care at all, or don't care about my love for you? Mo Yu approached word by word.
Ziyuan stretched out her hand to block him and opened her eyes: "Okay, don't talk to me about this. I want to know what happened?"
Mo Yu stopped and there was no sound. Ziyuan looked at him. His face was obviously full of sadness. But soon it doesn't matter: "What can happen? It's okay. I just want to see you, can't I?" Mo Yu, who is a ruffian, appeared in front of him again.
No, she thought there must be something wrong with Mo Yu, but why didn't he say it? He asked again, "Is there really nothing wrong?"
"No!" Very decisive answer. But the more so, the more uneasy she is. She knows much about Mo Yu's personality. He won't say what he doesn't want to say no matter how much he asks, unless he says it voluntarily, which is very similar to her.
"Well, if not, there won't be any."
"Hmm."
"But, really not?" Out of reflex, she asked again.
Mo Yu was not bored and was very happy: "Are you caring about me?"
... Voluntarily speechless, it's better to dig a hole for yourself." Aren't you talking nonsense? You called me out in such a hurry on the phone, and now there is nothing to say. Aren't you talking to me? I was tired enough today. Not only today, but I'm almost exhausted these days.
"What about you? I don't dare to make you tired. It's still me who hurts. Tell me, is it my style to do such a loss-making business? Mo Yu seems to be in a better mood now, and he is not as lonely as before.
Uh...poor? Why did she think of this word? Forget it, it doesn't matter.
After this time, it's already very late. It's not good to be found out if you don't go back, and Uncle Chen will be worried.
"Forget it, I won't talk to you. Since you have nothing to do. So... Then I'll go back first?" Ziyuan pointed to the direction of going back and observed Mo Yu's expression. Fortunately, nothing unusual was found.
Mo Yu was reluctant to give up and put on a sad face: "I'm going back so soon. Aren't you going to spend more time with me? I'm lonely and bored alone!"
Ziyuan threw her eyes and said, "Ok, you, I'll go first if I have nothing to do. It's getting late. Go back and have a rest.
"Well, I see. I'd better send you back first." Mo Yu walked over and opened the car door: "Come up."
"No, no, it's not far anyway. I can walk back by myself." Ziyuan quickly shook her hand and refused. If he sends it back, it will be okay.
"What's the matter walking back? If you have a car and don't sit on it, are you a little muscle? Come on up." Mo Yu urged.
"I really don't need it. I can go back by myself." Mo Yu got closer and closer and came towards her.
Ziyuan looked around for the target of rescue, and the cold sweat was almost forced out.
There happens to be a taxi over there. Ziyuan abandoned Mo Yu as if she had seen a savior. She ran towards the taxi and waved to Mo Yu: "I can go back by myself. You can go back first. Goodbye!"
The way Ziyuan left in a hurry, Mo Yu did not stop him, and watched the taxi go away...
The moment Ziyuan turned around, Mo Yu's disguised smile finally came to the end.