Chapter 33 (Passive Strength)
Dad? Ziyuan felt strange every time she heard this strange name. She hadn't called her for a long time. She had called her countless times in her dream before. Every time she cried in her dream, she cried and called her father, but her father refused to look back at her. The only fact after waking up from the dream was that her father no longer belonged to her, only There are wet corners of the eyes.
The fact that she deliberately avoids the past does not mean that she has really forgotten everything. It is not so easy to forget all the real pains. Conscious forgetting only adds a stronger imprint to that embarrassing trivia.
Maybe there is a beautiful legend behind everyone; maybe everyone has someone he can't forget; maybe time will dilute all traces; maybe, one day in a year, the once unforgettable figure suddenly disappeared. I remember too much and forget too much, but is it really forgotten?
"If you can, I hope you can be kind this time and don't block the road to Chi Yechen. I understand your means. Once you seize the opportunity, you will never leave a way out. Therefore, no matter what the reason is, please support Chi Yechen. Finally, she finally said everything. The bright red juice made her eyes hurt, and her heart was even more uncomfortable.
Shangguan Ting never thought that his daughter would make such a request: "Chi Yechen? Why did you plead for him?
Shangguan Ting's question was also not understood by Ziyuan, but she was stunned when another person really asked her in an incomprehensible tone. Is it really her? Why did she plead with Chi Yechen?
The unexplained question trapped her and didn't want to face it: "No reason, I put forward the condition. It's your business whether you agree or not. If there is nothing to do, I'll go first. This is not suitable for me. Ziyuan stood up from the chair.
Although Shangguan Ting was puzzled, she did not dare to continue to ask in front of her daughter. Since she didn't want to say it, don't ask. Wait, Dad will promise you whatever he says. No matter what the reason is, even if he is angry, Dad will agree. Can you talk to Dad for a while?" For the first time in his life, Shangguan Ting lowered his head and pleaded in front of his daughter.
"I'm sorry, I can't accompany Mr. Shangguan for other things, but thank you for agreeing." Ziyuan didn't dare to look at Shangguan Ting's expression at all. She was afraid that she would not bear it.
"So... Can you drink this glass of juice before you leave? Have you forgotten your favorite juice? Every time I go out, I will shout that my father bought it for you. Shangguan Ting still wanted to keep something and stood up, but he didn't know what reason to leave his daughter.
Ziyuan looked at the glass on the table and didn't even move the glass: "Even if it's my favorite, it's no longer the taste of the past. Take care of yourself. I'll go first.
After saying that, he left without hesitation. Shangguan Ting felt that it was difficult to keep him, but Ziyuan still cared about him in the end, didn't he? Otherwise, he would not have taken care of his health. It won't be a complete failure.
Looking at Ziyuan's back, Shangguan Ting suddenly felt that he had no strength and sat back on the chair. The juice in front of him was dazzlingly red. He pushed away the coffee in front of him and took the juice and tasted it alone. It turned out to be bitter. It really didn't taste that way. My daughter still can't forgive him...
It's so tiring to talk. If my father hadn't abandoned them at the beginning, maybe something would have happened today, and it wouldn't have made the meeting between father and daughter so stiff. Dad, she wanted to shout more, and she also wanted to act coquettishly in her father's arms like other children. It's a pity that I can't do it.
These are irreparable fore fores. Even if she admits that she doesn't really hate her father, what can she do? Can her mother and her suffering be regarded as non-existent? Impossible.
After returning to Chi's home, I felt physically and mentally tired. Today, it was surprising that Chi's mother and her friends went on a trip. Chi Yechen was sitting on the sofa in the living room and smoking elegantly, wearing a black shirt, with only a few buttons on the bottom, and half of his sexy chest was faintly exposed.
"Where have you been?" As soon as Ziyuan entered the door, she met him and asked questions.
Ziyuan was very tired and didn't have time to figure out the unpleasantness in his tone. She said perfunctorily, "I haven't gone anywhere."
It's really strange. I haven't seen him curious about her whereabouts before, but I came to ask her like this at this time.
"Where didn't you go?" Chi Yechen threw away the cigarette in his hand and approached Ziyuan. Ziyuan suddenly felt that the situation was not right and took a few steps back. Observed his sudden behavior in horror.
"You mean you've been at home all the time?" Chi Yechen continued to move forward, and his seemingly smiling eyes were not as simple as they seemed.
"When did I say that I was at home!" Chi Yechen is simply inexplicable.
"Where did you go?" Chi Yechen won't let go, and still pretend?
Ziyuan pushed away Chi Yechen's approaching body and walked upstairs around him: "I don't want to explain anything to you. We have nothing to do with each other."
Chi Yechen obviously walked in front of her faster than her and stopped at the bottom of the stairs. You are my woman. Why do you have nothing to do with each other? Or did you do something wrong to me and feel guilty?
I'm sorry about him. Ziyuan felt ridiculous as soon as she heard it. If it's an apology, who is sorry for whom? Even his mistress came home and was loved by Chi's mother and him. On the contrary, her wife was thrown aside, and he said something wrong, hehe, ironic!
Ziyuan stared at him: "Get out of the way. I have nothing to say to you. When it comes to guilty, I can't compare with you!"
"What do you mean?"
Ziyuan sneered: "What do you mean, what do you think? Your mistress moves freely at home. Why don't you feel guilty?
"Are you jealous?" Chi Yechen asked questions so that Ziyuan couldn't figure out what was going on.
"Jealous? Do you think you are qualified? I said I didn't want to say anything to you. get out of the way!" Jealousy makes people angry! Are you kidding? Who do you think you are? Bastard Chi Yechen.
Why do you regret asking Shangguan Ting for help now? If he is no longer so rich, she won't believe that those women will come to him!
"Ling Ziyuan!" Chi Yechen raised the volume, raised Ziyuan's jaw, clamped her waist with a threatening smell, and raised the corners of her lips: "What do you think are you qualified to shout in front of me? I want as much as I want for a woman like you. You are just a nominal Mrs. Chi. Do you really think you have a foothold here? My words can also make you a dog in this family immediately, so you'd better calm down and don't cause me any trouble!" Chi Yechen put more force on Ziyuan's jaw, which made Ziyuan hurt. His disgusted eyes became more fierce and he stared at Chi Yechen directly angrily. She is really tired. He can say whatever he likes. It's just a feeling in other people's eyes. Chi Yechen has done too much today. Is this how to repay her for what she has done today? She never thought that she would please someone because of what she did, but she didn't let others do this**. At the beginning, all the senses that obviously struggled darkened and softened all over. Chi Yechen felt that something was wrong with her and immediately let go of Ziyuan's hands. The unconcealed unconcealed pain on Ziyuan's face stung Chi Yechen's eyes. What's the matter? Is there something wrong with you?" The anger disappeared quickly. If it hadn't been for the pain on her jaw reminding Ziyuan Chi Yechen of what she had done before, she couldn't believe that the angry Chi Yechen and the soft and worried Chi Yechen in front of her were the same person.
"No!" He staggered Chi Yechen's eyes weakly and shook his head. He raised his strength and asked, "Can I go up and have a rest?"
Chi Yechen's surprised and chaotic mentality came face to face with Ziyuan, and there was an unstoppable feeling of heartache. At this time, he couldn't say anything.
The hand is empty, and the temperature in the palm of the hand is lost. The whole person is frozen there.
After getting any response, Ziyuan also decided to ignore Chi Yechen and took her upstairs with a tired pace.
Before, Chu Zeyan once told her that girls should not be too strong, otherwise no one would hurt. At that time, she deliberately said to Chu Zeyan with a smile, isn't it still Chu Zeyan's pain? But who knows that she is not self-reliant, self-reliant and not strong, and who can give her warmth when she needs shoulders? Most of the time, she is not really strong, but forced to be strong. Who doesn't know that no matter how strong a girl is, there is always a wound in her heart?
Some people say that people are actually quite contradictory. They always want to be understood, but they are afraid that others will see through them.
In fact, it is true. She wanted to find someone who could understand her, but she was afraid that others would see her pain after seeing through it. She shouted for help countless times.
She is afraid of the sympathetic eyes of others, or she is afraid that others will constantly laugh at her for pretending to be strong. She is obviously very cowardly. She was afraid. When she was a child, others looked at her with different eyes, so now she is both happy and afraid. Fortunately, she has the courage to face it, learns how to hide herself, and is afraid of being demoted to nothing after being seen through by others.
Seeing that Ziyuan's personality was completely different from what she usually showed, Chi Yechen was even more worried. He was afraid that she really had any discomfort and began to regret what he had done to her just now. However, she should not meet the people of the Shangguan family without telling him, and make such intimate actions, which is unbearable for any man, even if she is a woman in his name.
After witnessing her enter the room, Chi Yechen couldn't help but want to go up and ask what was going on, and also accelerated his pace and rushed upstairs.
Ziyuan, who had just fallen down, heard the loud noise of the door being suddenly opened.
She was so scared that she rubbed from **, and the two confronted each other in a strange atmosphere.