Chapter 10

Throughout the night, my mind was full of terrible thoughts, and the entanglement became tighter and tighter, and the nerves were almost broken. Later, as if he was tired of tossing around, Xiao Ran fell asleep in a daze, but he kept dreaming that there were a lot of red in the dream, and the shadows swayed around, which was particularly clear.

As soon as I woke up in the morning, fear came again. I'm different from others. I'm no longer my former self. Suddenly, I'm afraid of facing those people, but I have to go to school. I can't arouse other people's suspicion. I can only try my best to hide and hide it.

As long as I think of the scene last night, I feel uneasy, like sitting on pins and needles. But you must force yourself to keep calm, especially in front of people and never do anything abnormal. This secret can only be kept by yourself, and no one can be aware of their own strangeness.

As soon as I sat down, I heard the comments of my classmates. I heard that Yang Xiaoheng is missing!"

"I also heard that I didn't come back after going out last night. Someone saw him being dragged away by three people, and then..."

Hearing these words, Xiao Ran's heart was particularly awkward, like a small needle stuck in his heart, which was painful and could not be avoided, but he kept warning himself to calm down.

Lin Jimian saw Xiao Ran with a calm face and thought to himself, why is he so calm? It's quite patient, but I don't believe you're not afraid." Aren't you happy?"

Xiao Ran's heart thumped, "It's hard to say. Maybe he will come back one day." The tone is also very stable, and now I have to pretend that what happened last night didn't happen.

Just like nothing, you are quite good at pretending!" What if he dies?" Lin Jimian pretended to be easy to ask further questions.

Hearing the word death, Xiao Ran's heart suddenly trembled, and his body trembled slightly. He was already trying to control himself. Such a slight change still couldn't escape Lin Jimian's eyes, and he deliberately lowered his eyelids as if he didn't see it.

"Dead? It should be... No. Maybe it's to avoid the enemy. Xiao Ran has begun to talk a little bit.

But this man continued to force himself, "Why do you think he won't die?"

A touch of coolness gradually rises from the bottom of my heart, and the balance I try to maintain has been gradually broken. Xiao Ran did not dare to face the person in front of him. Sooner or later, his problems will expose his ugliness. This person is by no means a good person. Under his gentle appearance, there seems to be imperceptible shrewdness, such as Hong's fierce momentum coercing others from time to time. After getting along with each other for a while, he felt so uncomfortable about Lin Jimian. Moreover, this person has often appeared near him recently. Did he find out what happened last night?

This sudden idea shocked Xiao Ran and dared not think about it any more. He just asked him tentatively, "Why do you ask that? It seems that I miss him very much.

"His death is a relief for you. I'm just asking, don't you have this idea?" Seeing Xiao Ran's obvious wavering, Lin Jimian began to feel a little satisfied, and he always had some bad interests.

"I don't know." His words reached his heart. Yes, Yang Xiaoheng's death could indeed free himself. But the line of defense in my heart has also been broken. It is the fact that I killed him. This fact can never be changed. Maybe I will be caught at any time and be rejected and despised by the crowd. Something is broken over and over again, like messing together, disturbing his heart, and can no longer heal.

Seeing Xiao Ran, who was a little at a loss, Lin Jimian finally realized that he had gone too far.

Since that day, Xiao Ran has been restless. From time to time, some strange and frightening thoughts have come out of his mind. One day, his original form will be revealed, and it must be. Although his heart is calmer and calmer, he is absent-minded in everything he does. It's like a death row prisoner waiting for Qiu Hou to be beheaded. He doesn't expect too much, but just calmly waiting for death.

Of course, Lin Jimian also found Xiao Ran's abnormality. The previous indifference, concentration and calmness had disappeared. He was replaced with a dullness that repeated every day like a piece of wood. The gray expression was written on his face, and his eyes were often empty. Occasionally, I saw him staring at the bright red silly smile. Looking at Xiao Ran like this, Lin Jimian felt very uncomfortable. Sometimes when he talked to him, he came to his senses and answered, and then sank into a person's cold world.

In fact, Lin Jimian probably guessed why Xiao Ran was like this, and also had the idea of comforting him, but what is this? Why comfort him? How do you feel about this person? It's not like treating prey at all. Maybe I haven't regarded him as my prey in my subconscious for a long time. But there are some things that he can't understand. For example, I am not a human at all.