Chapter 20 For Dignity

Mo Yuyu drove directly to the golden and brilliant door. The doorman had long known that he often picked me up and did not go up to stop me. Mo Yu's light gray down coat, leaning against the station, saw me coming from afar, holding a cigarette and looking at me step by step, looking tired.

"Xiao Ling, I..." He stopped talking.

I patted his little arm and really wanted to punch him directly in the chest in the most manly way. Just do what you say today."

"Sorry, I forgot to discuss the drawings with you." Sitting close to the car, Mo Yuyu started the car and rubbed his temples. "I didn't want to see him, but he kept dialing. Turning off and turning on was all his missed calls."

"There is also enough persistence." I took out a cigarette from the cigarette box and lit it to see the green smoke curling. "Say it."

"What did you say?" Mo Yu pretended to be stupid.

I immediately said angrily, "Thust you, you have to fight seven inches to fight snakes, and you have to cut ten points."

Perhaps in order to calm down, the restaurant selected by Mo Yuyu is extremely far away from the golden glory. Coupled with the traffic jam in the city, he has enough time... to slowly tell the past.

"Su Ling, how long do you think ten years is?" He asked, but didn't wait for my answer. He continued to say slowly, "In my opinion, ten years seem to be as fast as a blink of an eye, and it seems to be as long as a lifetime. After graduation that year, I was admitted to Binhai University. It was far away from home. I didn't want to go back at all and was afraid to go back. Dad has always valued me very much, so I studied hard and got into a good university, but no one cares about me at all... Maybe if I say so, you will feel too much, but Su Ling, really, from childhood to age, no one cares whether I am happy and what kind of ideals I have. Mom has always been a ** and irritable person. So I didn't like to show my emotions since I was a child. It's okay to be taciturn in high school, but in college..."

"I don't know that my hidden emotions will make so many people upset with me. They talk to me. I just don't know how to answer. My silence is considered to be arrogant." Mo Yu smiled faintly. He should be very sad at that time. With unknown secrets, he dares not reveal his true emotions, his expressionless face is regarded as arrogant, and his taciturn is considered to be cold and pretentious, coupled with his already overly handsome appearance...

"There are many girls who send love letters and gifts to me, and they want my mobile phone number. Don't laugh. I don't think it's worth showing off. It bothered me more at that time. Finally, one day, the conflict broke out. I had a big fight with them. Then I skipped class and traveled aimlessly with my bag on my back to Lecheng.

"Su Ling, if we have time, we must go to Lecheng together. You don't know how beautiful and quiet that place is. There are also many bars there. People like to go to bars. That's where I heard about 'light'. Qing' is the most famous gay bar there. No one knows who I am. I like to drink alone in 'Light' and stumble back at dawn. Many people came to show their goodwill, but I refused. Until that day, someone was holding a wedding there... I saw him at a glance.

Mo Yu settled in his memory, talking about the process of hooking up with his former lover at first sight in Lecheng. I have never seen him with such a soft and nostalgic expression. The man is going to get married, and he will definitely leave alone. In fact, he has always been sad.

Mo Yuyu and I have never been in a circle. The same-sex world is a little ridiculous and indulgent.

In the final analysis, we are all too lonely people who want to find a lover to stay with for the rest of our lives.

In many cases, this is a kind of self-expectation.

I understand this expectation, so I am more aware of the loss after this expectation is shattered.

Mo Yuyu's strength will always take the initiative when his goal is clear, and he will never hesitate. When no one else was around, he always lowered his eyes and looked blank but lonely.

The taciturn young teenager in my memory seems to have never grown up. When we were young, we were classmates. Now we live together. No matter how many years we have been apart, when he talked to me slowly, I suddenly felt that he had never left for so many years and still trusted me so much. And I have gone too far.

"Feather... You must stay calm later. I don't think we need to pretend to be lovers. I bit my lip.

"Do not pretend to be a lover?" He seemed to be very surprised.

"He is not his parents, and we can't show his love to him. Besides, it's really hard to trust him." I played the soot and had an idea in an instant.

"I want to know what he will say." I thought about it and replied.

"According to what I know about him, he won't make any decision easily. The situation in his family is very complicated. He has too many things to carry and too much to fight for." Mo Qianyu smiled self-deprecatingly and shook his head gently. "No matter what he says or does, it's just the past."

"You have to think about it." I said, "Since you have decided to let it go, don't always live in the past. You don't know how sad you are every time you talk about him." I put out the smoke and said, "I'm really not used to it. You will make my strong protective desire to move."

Mo Yuyu is fine with everything, but he can't hear me and sometimes makes fun of his weak heart. He immediately cooled his face, stepped on the accelerator, and the car roared out, which made me feel the feeling of pushing the back before the plane took off in the car...

"Don't be so stingy. It's just a joke." I picked up something that fell in front of the glass from my feet. A small car model was a lifelike white bear.

"Aken is a dog I had before. Because of our quarrel, Acan was broken by him and was not cured. He looked at me with the model and said slowly, "I haven't had the courage to have another pet until now. I always thought that no dog would be smarter than Aken, and no dog would be more sensible than Aken... Aken's hind legs were broken and he didn't have the strength to jump out of his nest again, but I went home. He still tried very hard to run out, so he pulled the floor in front of the nest to welcome me home and kept shaking his little one. The tail, and many times struggling to bring me slippers... It was in my arms, slowly closing my eyes. Su Ling, don't laugh at me. I'm a big man. I'm sitting in the bedroom and crying. It's slowly cold and hard in my arms. I will never run around my legs happily when I make breakfast in the morning. I won't have to hold me when I'm playing with the computer. There won't be such a soft one. Tuan Wen Nuan sleeps on my chest..."

Mo Yu couldn't go on, "So I left, packed up and left him. In any case, it can't be forgiven."

I sighed and said, "Because... he is getting married, so there is a quarrel?"

"I don't think he should use marriage as a bargaining chip, let alone hide the truth and marry an innocent woman." Mo Yuyu said briefly.

"Mo Yu, you are too naive sometimes." If, as he said, that person's desire for fighting is so high, how can he listen to Mo Qianyu's protest? In the face of such potential violent tendencies and arbitrariness, any kind of love will be defeated. Mo Yuyu said that he was embarrassed, and I imagined how embarrassed he was, and I couldn't help pinching his bones. Section.

"In fact, it's all over, and I haven't contacted you for a long time. After I left, he begged me for forgiveness only once through a phone call and wanted me to come back to him. There was no news after I refused. Mo Yuyu sighed, "I don't want to see him at all now, but his temper... Hey."

"Oc's it. I'm in everything. This is Ye Cheng." It's easy to take advantage of the cool by leaning on the big tree. There is also a way to deal with what really happens. "You, calm down, take you down my mother's posture." I patted Mo Yuyu on the shoulder and said with a straight face.

As he spoke, he was about to arrive at the Zimo Restaurant in the west of Yecheng. Zimo Restaurant is a well-known western restaurant. Usually, you have to make a reservation to have a seat. Mo Yuyu booked a seat in the afternoon. It's dinner time, and there are cars parked in the parking lot outside the restaurant.

Before the man came, Mo Yu and I sat down first. He asked, "What do you want to eat?"

"The last time I came here to eat was half a year ago. It was for a while, and there was really nothing to eat." I turned the menu and looked at it page by page.

"Selected fresh and tender lamb chops with mint, tuna salad, chocolate cake... and coconut milk mushroom soup." Mo Yuyu seemed to come here often. He was already familiar with the road and asked for a lot of food. I looked at him and said, "Can you eat it?"

"If you want more food, you can talk less." He replied to me.

I couldn't hide my contempt and looked at him. The little sample was really not promising!

"Black pepper roast lamb fillet with braised miscellaneous vegetables, asparagus salad, milk-flavored crab soup, French fresh milk stewed eggs with seasonal fresh fruit..." The waiter quickly entered the menu, and Mo Yu glared at me, "You also want to eat so much?"

I replied calmly, "I'm hungry."

Mo Yuyu's mobile phone rang. He glanced at the number and stood up silently and walked out of the restaurant.

I just sat in my seat and waited for him to pick up.

When the man came, I was stunned. The sunglasses covering half of the face and the beige windbreaker, isn't this Yue Zhiheng, who was deadlocked with me in the lobby for a long time in the morning? The world is so small.

When he saw me sitting in his seat, his eyebrows immediately wrinkled. While taking off his sunglasses, he looked at me. It seemed that he would not recognize who I was for a while. I was wearing a professional suit in the morning.

"Mr. Yue." I kept a professional smile. "Today is magnificent. I'm the one who entertains you."

"It seems so." After taking off his sunglasses, Yue Zhiheng perfunctorily raised the corners of his mouth and smiled. The lines of his lips and chin were very beautiful, and there was a dissatisfied look in his eyes, which made me feel that this person was difficult to get along with at first glance.

"Since I know each other, I won't introduce it much." As soon as Mo Yuyu spoke, I narrowed my eyes. It seemed that he would not say more today.

"I don't know each other. I just met him this morning." I stood up generously and stretched out my hand. "My name is Su Ling. Welcome Mr. Yue to Yecheng. Feather and I have ordered a meal. It's up to you.

My intimate name made Yue Zhiheng gently raise his right eyebrow, barely stretched out his hand to hold me, and sat down again.

"Vanilla chicken rolls with mushrooms." He casually turned a page of the menu, and then clicked the last few.

"Zang Yu, is this your friend?" He asked tentatively, but Mo Yuyu raised his head, broke the steps I had told him before, and said directly, "This is my fiancee."

The scene exploded in an instant, and Yue Zhiheng's hand over the menu froze there.