Chapter 24 Resolute Showdown
"Be more careful when you go back." Mo Yuyu said, throwing me a cigarette. I reached out to catch it. The smoke circled around in my hand and sighed, "Today's incident didn't shock you, did it? It's my fault. I still have less worries now.
Mo Yu squeezed his lips and shook his head. The car walked on the road with dim street lights, and only Mo Yuyu's side face, which was reflected by the headlights reflected back from the front of the car, was clear and calm.
"I'm not the previous Su Ling. So many years have passed, and many things have changed." I still decided to have a showdown," I signed Longteng's buyout deed. Longteng's buyout deed means that if it is not a special situation, I want to survive in Yecheng, and I can't get rid of Longteng. I think Mo Yuyu has lived in Yecheng for more than a year, and I also know this.
"Since we have taken this step, the bad luck is unpredictable. I don't know what will happen in the future." I don't know how to make it clear, but I still try to make him understand that I am not a woman with a simple working environment.
Since the day I left the simple small city background of Fucheng, since I came to Yecheng to finish college, since I met Ruochu, I have been unable to walk back to my ordinary life.
When I came back this time, I experienced the change of brilliant personnel and the hasty position within the sphere of influence of Yue Shao. I was far away from my original idea that I wanted to live alone and live in chaos. For the first time, I realized that strength could make me win back a lot of things that I didn't know how to win back before.
This is not the same anger as Chen Feng in the past, nor is it impulsive for a while, let alone arrogant.
I have clearly considered how to go on this road.
"Why did you sign the buyout deed at the beginning?" He asked me.
I closed my eyes and put my head on the seat as comfortably as possible. "I needed money at that time."
"Su Ling, how much do you owe?" Mo Yu asked.
"Don't ask about this. It's too much to use the ordinary people's way to earn money. I was tired and shook my head.
The car turned to the side of the road and stopped. Mo Yu's fingers holding the steering wheel were slender and trembled slightly. He looked at me sideways and asked seriously, "How much do you owe? Is it worth it for you to ignore everything and take this road?"
I smiled and asked, "What kind of road?"
He said, "Do you think I can't see it? Your boss, Yue Shao and Yue Zhiheng, are on the same road. They are ruthless and unscrupulous in order to take office. Su Ling, I finally escaped. I don't want you to fall into it.
"Then tell me what happened that made you hold me and refuse to let go like a life-saving straw?" After all, my words hurt him. Mo Yuyu's handsome and beautiful face was pale. He looked at me in disbelief and slowly repeated my words, "Life-saving straw?"
"So that's what you think of me, the purpose of my appearance next to you." He smiled softly, "I thought you were like me and never forgot what you said."
"You say, unless I like men, we will be together." Every word of Mo Yuyu seemed to hit my heart, which made me stunned. I actually said such a thing!
Over the years, he hasn't forgotten for a moment, and I have been thrown into the abyss of memory with the changes of the world!
The young Baixi Wenxiu has a cold nature that doesn't like words. He jumps and plays ball with him on the playground, and I often laugh and pats him on the shoulder. I slept soundly in class, and he would wake me up when the teacher's unbearable eyes were delivered again. I like to stare at Qin Ru's back in a daze. Qin Ru's long hair like a black waterfall fascinates me so much. I can't help stretching out my hand to touch Qin Ru's long hair, and he will look at this scene with cold eyes. When Qin Ru turns his head and misunderstands him, he is silent.
"Feather... Don't always look like a mother in front of me. I like women, but I don't like a boy who is as beautiful as a porcelain doll." I put the cigarette in my mouth and sat on the horizontal bar in the sand on the playground, disdainful of the beautiful boy sitting next to me.
"You smoke again..." He frowned as if he wanted to persuade him, but was interrupted by me throwing a cigarette directly.
Seeing that he raised his hand to catch the smoke, I lit up the fire and smiled, "The smoke is a good thing. It can relieve thousands of worries by swallowing clouds and spitting fog."
"Are you still worried?" He skeptically lit the cigarette in his hand, took a soft sip, coughed violently, his face turned red, and swayed on the horizontal bar until I grabbed his shoulder hard that I didn't fall down.
"There are worries for everyone." I pretended to be unrestrained, but I scolded God for being unfair to me in my heart and gave me a confused sexual orientation.
He just looked at me with clear eyes, as if he didn't understand.
I'm about to graduate. Everyone is nervous about preparing for the exam. Only I'm repeatedly revising and smearing a love letter.
Qin Ru should not hate me. She always talks to me with a smile. Sometimes she goes to the toilet with me. She often brings delicious snacks to me, and deliberately turns around and recites to me. When I think of this, she proudly raises the corners of her mouth and continues to write love letters. I want to apply for the same place as her. Learning, thinking that I can live in the same dormitory with her, I will fall into a beautiful imagination and can't extricate myself.
I put my letter in Qin Ru's address book, but I didn't get any feedback. Qin Ru treated me enthusiastically and even asked me where I wanted to go to go to college. I also solemnly analyzed several cities I wanted to with her. Hearing that Qin Ru kept smiling and nodded, which made me excited.
After the college entrance examination, let's have a breakup meal together. At the table, people kept raising glasses and toasting. Qin Ru and I were not at the same table. It was not easy to boil until the end of the dinner. I wanted to chase Qin Ru home, but I was stopped by Mo Yuyu.
He drank some wine with a touch of red on his face. He opened his hands to stop me from bypassing him to chase the group of girls. He whispered, "I'll send you back."
I also drank a lot, but I didn't want to talk to him more at this time and said, "You don't have to see me off."
"I tore up your letter a long time ago." Although his voice was low, his words were clear, like lightning strikes. I said urgently, "Why did you tear my letter?"
"How can you write such a thing?" Mo Yuyu said.
I said angrily, "What kind of words do I write? What does it have to do with you?"
"I received a phone call from Qin Ru at home. She asked me which school I applied for and wanted to be with me. I told her that we all made an appointment to go to a school in one place. Mo Yuyu's tone was flat, but it made me stay in an instant.
He didn't stop there and continued, "Why do you write a love letter to a girl? Su Ling, what should you do if it spreads out!"
"I was already out at that time. How could anyone know? You are now showing off to me that the girl I secretly love likes you. Should I ask if I should fight for my own happiness? Mo Yuyu, don't think that I treat you as a friend and tell you my secret, and you can dictate to me! You can interfere in my affairs! You dream!"
With too strong rebellious psychology in adolescence, I began to speak unscrupulatively. Mo Yuyu tried to say anything more, but I was not interested in listening.
I believe in the pure feelings between brothers. Since he is sorry for me first, I won't be polite to him.
When I lost my mind, I had a big fight with him, which hurt both sides and blood flowed from the corners of my mouth. I covered my face and sneered, "Mo Yuyu, I treat you as my best friend, but you treat me like this. If I had known that you despised people like me so much in your heart, I would have been blind to be myself in front of you. You can tell everyone that I'm a freak.
"You know I won't do that!" He covered his eyes that were hurt by me and said.
"You have already done what you shouldn't have done." I spit heavily on the ground and said, "The ancients said that cutting the robe was broken, and that's it! From now on, I don't want to see you."
"Su Ling, Su Ling..." He chased me a few steps behind, but was forced to stop by my vicious eyes.
"Can we be together?" Mo Yu looked at me, and the injured eye was still crying.
I gritted my teeth and said, "You can't think of us together in your life, unless you like men!"
When I was a teenager, I was a stubborn and fierce person. The betrayal of friendship broke my heart. Since then, I have never participated in any class reunion, and I no longer intend to see Mo Yuyu.
Too many things happened later, and I have forgotten all about them.
To this day, I hastily helped him get into trouble, regardless of the showdown, and once again refused his concern and inquiry. These long-standing memories reappeared.
Mo Yuyu is now sitting in the car and sitting next to me. I still wear the engagement ring he gave me. His eyes are as clear as before. He looked at me and said slowly, "You say, unless I like men, you can stay with me."
I laughed, and my tears fell down. The alcohol rushed to my head and became blurred in front of my eyes for a moment. I laughed and said, "I don't like this kind of story at all. Will you really like men because of my words?"
"No..." Mo Yuyu smiled, touched my face, and whispered, "I like men in the first place, but I just want to be with you."
I knocked off his hand, sat straight with my arm in my arms, stopped laughing and said coldly, "Pervert."
"I never want to deceive you, no matter what." Mo Yuyu said, "But you have too many things to tell me, Su Ling, you will be too tired."
"Mo Yuyu, the friendship between us is just like this." After thinking about it, I always have an inexplicable mentality that I am used to protecting him. In fact, maybe he doesn't need me to be so self-righteous.
"Whhhh whether I'm tired or not is my own business. This is a deal. We can deceive each other's parents and get real freedom. Do you understand? So, don't cross this line and take care of my personal affairs, OK?"
"Why are you always so stubborn?" Mo Yuyu sighed heavily, "I can help you with the money."
"I really don't need it. Those we have negotiated are enough for me to get married, and it's not that I haven't got any benefits." I tried my best to calm down my emotions. Su Ling, who was fierce and naive when she was young, was in the past. Now I have too many scruples about. "Really... you don't need to help me so much."
I lowered my eyes to try to ease the atmosphere between us and said, "Since we have seen each other's embarrassed appearances and know the truth, let's be ourselves in front of each other." After saying that, he stretched out his hand and put his arm around his shoulder, just like when he was a brother before. "I'm like this. I don't want to involve you in these things. Didn't you see my fucking boss?"
He nodded, trembled gently at this long-lost intimacy, and patted my hand on his shoulder.
"I still pointed to you to help me block the god at home..." He had no choice but to nod again.