Chapter 55 Be Frank
The noodles are cold, and the clear soup is soaked in the noodles. It condenses and sticks together, and the pieces can no longer be opened. Mo Yu got up and wanted to fall down. I stood up from the sofa, caught up with him, and hugged his waist from behind.
This is the first time I have hugged him so intimately.
The huge pain that is about to be lost makes me vulnerable.
He froze and did not move.
"I won't tell you... I'm afraid you will be like before..."
Finally, he said it. Mo Yu seemed to sigh, "I know, so I've been waiting."
I already have a misplaced soul. I'm afraid in my heart that I won't be recognized by people close to me.
In those years, Mo Yu was too impulsive and naive. Although he was thinking about me, his means were too fierce. He stepped on my sharp reverse scales at once. In fact, he was so angry that he refused to look back for many years. Is it really just because he decided my business without authorization?
I let go of my hand. Mo Yuyu went to the kitchen and put down the bowls and chopsticks. The sound of water sounded, and after a while, the sound disappeared again. The whole room was empty and quiet, which was unbearable. I stood where I was, only felt that my whole heart was empty.
Mo Yuyu came to me step by step, and An's expression was faintly sad. The light in the living room must be too bright. I blinked, and the outline of Mo Yuyu gradually blurred in the water light.
"Su Ling... Su Ling..." In a trance, he was calling me. When he woke up, he was already lying in the soft big ** in the master bedroom.
"What's wrong with me?" I asked, feeling a little dizzy.
Mo Qianyu helped me sit up and said, "You haven't had a good rest these two days. You are too nervous and fainted." He firmly held a cup of hot water in his hand. "If I hadn't been fast, you would have hit the coffee table. The coffee table is broken, and the bride has a lot of gauze on her head... How can I explain it then?"
"I'm sorry." I took the medicine obediently.
"I remember we had a small quarrel before. I said you are narrow-minded... Do you remember how you refuted me?" Mo Qianyu fed me medicine, put the water cup on the bedside table to avoid the dazzling light, twisted the desk lamp to a faint light, but asked coldly.
"What kind of person and what kind of things did you meet that made you afraid of getting entangled with other people's things?" Mo Yuyu looked at me seriously, "I said that you don't want to be friends with me, don't listen to my heart, and don't want to communicate with me in depth... Do you remember how you changed the topic?"
I covered my head and said weakly, "Oh, I have a headache..."
"Don't install it. If I don't ask clearly today, I won't ask again in the future. Mo Yuyu looked exactly the same as before. The most terrible creature in the world is an extremely powerful and persistent little sufferer.
"What do you want to know?" I had no choice. "I've said what I have to say. After I get into college, I go to school, pick up girls, work, break up, make money after graduation... What can I say about such a simple line of life?"
"What has happened so that you will never interfere with others in the name of caring again? Why do you think that care must be interference? He asked, "Su Ling, why?"
There is no reason, there is no reason! I held my head and whispered, "Do you have to know?"
Mo Yuyu looked at me, and his dark eyes were full of sadness, "I want to know. Su Ling, who used to be, is not what she is now.
"The former Su Ling can't come back." I laughed and said, "There is no previous Su Ling at all. It's just a simple fool. What you have been thinking about may just be your fantasy.
"Or, what you have always wanted to get back is just the spiritual support of your fragile time."
"Mo Yuyu, don't be so stubborn."
Mo Yu's sad expression was so real. He sat next to me and sat with his head down. His thick eyelashes quietly covered his eyes. I was poor for a moment and didn't know how to comfort him. I was used to it and rarely entangled, so when he was so sad like this, I was helpless.
Silence is really embarrassing. I stretched out my hand and rubbed his hair, like a good toy bear. "I'm sad now. Let me be quiet, okay?"
"Good." Mo Yu stood up and gently closed the door. I listened to his footsteps slowly disappearing at the door, and I only felt endlessly tired.
The huge panic and guilt in my heart made me unable to sleep peacefully. I shouted "Feather..." The door opened in an instant, and he turned around and sat back to me again. I opened my mouth with difficulty, and I only felt that if I said this, I would get a relief.
On that day, if I hadn't been too worried and ran to the hidden nest for the first time, there would have been no assassination group to follow me.
The sky was gloomy that day, and there would be a rainstorm at any time.
The dark clouds pressed heavily in the air, and from time to time there was a muffled thunder. I drove to the unknown hidden nest, the place where we often dated.
Obviously, she told me not to meet in the near future. When the matter at hand is over, she will contact me immediately, give me a large amount of money to release the purchase deed, and we will go abroad immediately.
At the most critical moment, I didn't trust her. The reason is just that I'm afraid of such a stupid and simple reason that something will happen to her. I don't know anything about Ruochu. I don't know that she transferred the real estate to my name just in case. I don't know that there are many eyes watching all this coldly, let alone the international assassination team invited by Shen Yuhua at a high price. There has been no news for a whole week. Without knowing it, I pushed Ruochu to a dead end in the so-called concern.
The road I was familiar with was so long on that day.
7cm sharp high-heeled shoes walked on the gravel road of the community, making a dull sound. I talked to Ruochu on the phone, and she was still in a calm tone at the end, with a little relaxation. When she opened the door, she saw me. Ruochu pulled me into the room and raised a smile.
It's just that I didn't know at that time. Her smile was full of desolation.
"Su Su, you are so disobedient, what are you doing here at this time?"
"I'm worried about you, so I just want to have a look. Shouldn't I come?" I asked.
At that time, I should have looked very stupid.
Mei You has taught me so much, but she still can't teach me to survive on the tip of the knife. Because my life is too smooth, I can't understand why Ruochu's life is always so trembling, with an exquisite heart and seven tricks to understand things.
She kissed me on the forehead and took out the bank card from her bag. "If you come, settle down." Put these away, this is all my life.
I hurriedly pushed her, "What do you do for me with all your own?"
"If... I mean, if something happens to me, you take the money and break the contract, and then go home safely, okay?" Ruochu's hand was cold, and he couldn't help stuffing the card into my hand and patting the back of my hand to comfort him. He didn't look at all anxious.
"Su Su, pour me a glass of water."
I obediently went to the kitchen to pour water, and she began to call.
Ruochu always has a phone call that she doesn't want me to hear, so she always speaks in a low voice.
There was no boiling water in the kitchen. I plugged in the kettle and began to boil water. The sound of the kettle was noisy and sharp. I stood by the kettle and waited, looking out from the glass door of the kitchen. Ruochu stood in the center of the living room and called me with his back to me. He had long hair like a waterfall, and the beige chiffon skirt was scraped over by the balcony. The wind blew, and my whole body was fluttering. I didn't hear a few words. I just tried to hear a few words, "I promise... be safe..."
She hung up the phone and turned around to face me. She saw me listening to her phone call on the glass with a concerned look. She only smiled gently and said three words to me, "I love you."
I came out with a glass of water and slipped under my feet. The cup of water fell to the ground. The hot water splashed everywhere, and there was a large area of red on my feet. The hot dull pain came over. Ruochu immediately came and pulled me into the bathroom. The cold water was sprinkled on the scald. Ruochu kissed my forehead and sighed, "Take good care of yourself in the future. I don't know. Who else will love you as much as I do? It's really stupid."
Thinking about it carefully, every scene of that day was her farewell.
I was as dull as I was, but I didn't know it at that time.
At that time, the steps were dangerous, and now I feel that I can't breathe, but Ruo Chu made a decisive decision in a moment and rushed to the end.
I'm not the strong and capable Su Ling you think. I'm very stupid, slow to react, always know it, and move forward with my intuition.
"Ruochu, where are you going? What happened?" When I saw her going out with her bag, I asked in panic. I wanted to be with her, but my feet frowned with pain because of the burn.
"Did you hear the phone call?" If you raise your thin eyebrows for the first time, it's not amorous. Before I could speak, she raised her palm to stop me from answering. As usual, she said calmly, "Susu, these things have nothing to do with you!"
When she was about to step out the door, she turned her head again and threw it to the door, with cold lips with attachment and reluctance. "As soon as it's over, we'll go. I have a way." She smiled and lied without blinking her eyes. "So why don't you stay at home?"
There was a thunderous roar in the sky, and the heavy rain poured down.
Ruochu closed the window on the balcony and touched my face. Her hands were a little wet. "Su Su... wait for me to come back."
At this time, she is still lying to me! She went to die, but she was so calm. It was just for the face-to-face agreement between Long Teng and Shen Yuming to take care of all the failures alone.
She expected me to get out, but she didn't expect me to keep her life. Zheng Langming borrowed money to force me to a dead end and forced me to become a general. If it was Su Ling in the past, she would never have taken this step.
Everyone thinks that their calculations are exquisite, but they don't know every step and the coincidence of fate.
Mo Yuyu has read the documents about Ruochu's new identity brought by Baoer, but there is also a hidden document that he did not see, which is explained in detail one by one. The man, in the dark and wet basement, still vaguely controlled the direction of everything. Thinking of the gentle back, he only felt that his heart was unfathomable.
After listening quietly, Mo Yuyu listened with a rigid face and a gloomy look.
"So you have to follow Ruochu's example, send her away, and find an opportunity to find a way to send me out?" Mo Yuyu said with hatred, "You woman, don't learn to be so desperate to learn!"
"I can't think it's so far-reaching. It's just a step." I looked at him calmly.
Mo Qianyu couldn't bear to hold me in his arms. "If you don't ask, you won't talk well. You can understand everything, but you won't tell me. You don't say anything, and you can bear the most unbearable pain! Su Ling, you have to make people love you so much.
"Can you knock me out without such complicated thinking? Can you stop being so numb? I'm a man. I can afford it." My mouth is hard.
He held him so tightly. For a long time, Mo Yuyu's voice came from the top of his head, muffled, "Master Su, you always calm down. I'll think about these things. You just need to believe me. As you just said, let's go the road together. Isn't it really a lie to me?"
I shook my head and said, "Master Su, I have a promise."
"You are not Ruochu, don't learn from those deceptive words. There are a lot of things you can't afford. Mo Qianyu said, "Su Ling... In fact, I'm very happy that you finally chose to face the past frankly. In fact, I also have something to do..."
"Uh-huh..." I finally finished my words all at once. I was so sleepy that I finally couldn't listen to him. I always lack a little meticulousness and patience with close people.