Chapter 79 Hello, Mosu

The days in Lecheng are calm and slow.

Since my mother lived here for a while, she has become more and more relieved about my life. Grandma was sick and my father stayed in Fucheng to take care of her, so she didn't come this time. My uncle came to Lecheng with his mother. He saw that we had a bar in Lecheng and had been playing in the bar for several days, but no one cares about him.

I accompanied me to go for a prenatal examination. The boundary of Lecheng is small and there are few cars. It only takes more than 20 minutes to walk slowly from home to the hospital.

She held me, but she walked fast again and again on the road. I dragged her with a smile and said, "Mom, I can't walk so fast."

I was a little embarrassed and slowed down again.

In the past few days, she bathed me, and the water scalded me. The egg custard was made with eggshells. Mo Yuyu couldn't say much, but he did all these trivial things about life before my mother, which made me somewhat embarrassed. Seeing that she looked different, I smiled and said, "Don't worry about it. You haven't done these little things for many years."

She said, "Yes, if only your father had come, but it's a pity that he didn't come this time."

"There will be plenty of opportunities in the future." I said.

"It's also right." She said.

As soon as I got out of the hospital after the prenatal examination, I saw Mo Yuyu standing at the door to pick it up, holding a thin foreign batch in his hand, saying that it was windy and afraid of rain. Before we went out, the sky was a little gloomy. I didn't think of him to be so meticulous. I looked up at him. Mo Yuyu said with concern, "Let's go home quickly."

I didn't stay in Lecheng for a long time. In less than a week, she went back with her little uncle who was having fun.

Mo Qianyu sent them back from the airport, took the mop in my hand, and said, "Just now, my mother told me that I want your uncle to come to the bar to help."

I'll wait for him to continue.

"I didn't agree at that time. I just said that the bar has just opened now. Let's talk about it later." Mo Yuyu said, "Don't you like your uncle?"

Since I was pregnant, my mood has always been a little ups and downs. It's okay if he doesn't ask. A question evokes a little complaint in my heart. I said, "I don't like it. It's simply annoying. It's just at home!" But he is my little uncle. Even if he is not doing his job now, my mother is willing to give him pocket money. Why didn't you agree at that time? Aren't you afraid that my mother would be angry?

Mo Yuyu said, "Even if she is angry with me, I don't want you to be wronged. Knowing that you don't like someone, what are you doing at home? This is your home, and only you have the final say.

I said, "Don't let him come." As he spoke, he walked upstairs. Mo Qianyu protected him from behind and whispered, "Uh-huh" and said, "I know."

Lying at night **, Mo Yuyu made a cushion and slept under the bed. Taishan got into his arms, and one person and one dog slept soundly.

The little guy with a belly was dishonest, and I couldn't help humming with a kick. Mo Yu turned over and asked, "Are you uncomfortable?"

I smiled and said, "The child kicked me."

"It's really hard..." He sighed and sat by the bed. "Would you like to drink water?"

"No." I sat up a little. Mo Yu quickly found a soft big cushion behind my waist, careful and meticulous. I smiled and said, "You still have to work hard to raise a child in the future."

"There's nothing hard." Mo Yuyu said, "I always feel like a dream. I never thought that I would have a child in my life."

Late at night, I only listened to him.

"I always think how happy my mother would be if she was still alive now." Mo Yu said in a low voice.

"She will know that she will know what you have done for her."

"Every time I think of her, I feel that there is a big stone in my heart, and I can't breathe." Mo Yuyu said that I knew that his calmness was like hiding a depressing childhood, but I didn't know what to say for a moment. The mistakes of the previous generation have been forged, and those who bear the pain will never be relieved.

I leaned on him and said, "Actually, I'm a little angry, because you value marriage too much."

Mo Yu turned his head, looked at me with clear eyes, and asked, "Do you think so?"

"Actually, I don't have many ideas, really. I'm not a complicated person. From childhood to age, my life creed is that others are kind to me, and I am kind to people. But later I understood that there has never been real fairness. The person you love may not love you, but the person who loves you doesn't love you. The person you treat may hate you, and when you just give up, you will feel reluctant... When I understand this, I will no longer be afraid of losing, and the result is nothing. It is expected that the process only needs to have a clear conscience. If there is a special existence, I will be afraid that you are not by my side now. And now, everything can't be more perfect. I just feel that all this is just a form of fulfillment to reassure myself.

"If it weren't for this marriage, how could we be together?" Mo Yuyu asked, "This is a marriage that I am willing to take responsibility and pay affection for. In my mind, it is not just a physical marriage, but my real marriage. Who else can I be with besides you? But Su Ling, you closed your heart and told me..."

"Why are you unhappy?" He asked gently, although his voice was low, it made my heart tremble.

"Mo Yuyu, do you have to ask?"

Mo Yuyu's pupils are very deep, but I see the firmness in his heart.

"You know I've liked girls since I was a child, but do you know why I've liked girls since I was a child?"

Only Ruochu knows this secret.

Now it's the second time I've said it myself.

That year, I was five years old.

My mother is busy all day and neglects to take care of me. After cooking at home, my father also went to school to study for the students at night.

I've been clever since I was a child, and I've been playing on ** by myself.

My uncle came over drunk at that time. He opened his parents' drawer and didn't find any money. I don't know whether it was because of the alcohol, or whether he watched too many small films in the video hall every day. From then on, I hated the touch of any man, but my father took care of me every day.

I don't want to recall these past events, because I can't blame them. It has happened. Maybe the person who did these things in those years doesn't remember what he has done. Maybe he is just curious, but no matter what his motivation is, it has completely destroyed my gender perception.

I covered my face and didn't know what to say. Such an old thing has become an unbreakable scar in my heart. Every time I want to spy, I feel very painful.

Mo Yu's hug made me feel suffocating. I covered my stomach and shouted softly. He immediately let go of his hand and said, "I understand." I thought he would be surprised, but I didn't expect him to say that he understood.

I thought I would never tell anyone about these past events again.

When I said this, all the grudges and doubts had been put down. We were originally a pair of people who shared the pain and pain in our hearts to be freed.

"These are all over," Mo Qianyu said word by word, "Su Ling, you just want to be a mother and be strong."

"I've always been strong enough."

"I know, so I rely on you very much." He said softly, "I shouldn't have let go in those years, so now I have to spend so much time and so much strength to walk into your heart."

"Is this also love?" I asked, in fact, I have always wanted to ask.

"In fact, I don't know if this counts. I don't have any experience in love," Mo Yuyu said. "I have only loved one person wholeheartedly. However, I have never relied on him and tolerated him so much. Because I love him too much, I will have requirements and expectations. When these can't be satisfied, I will be lost and far from the peace as I am now.

I habitually touched my stomach and said, "I still love Ruochu very much..."

Mo Yuyu was stunned, took my shoulder and said, "People have been taken away by you. You sigh now, and she can't hear it."

"Be careful." I said, "Try the truth, you start to be sour, saying that I don't like to listen."

"What I'm saying is the truth. Su Ling, you always don't treat yourself as a woman. In fact, in my eyes, you are still. You don't have to carry everything like this. You can cry if you want to cry, laugh if you want to laugh, and lose your temper if you want to lose your temper. Live happily, okay? He asked softly.

"Feather, hello mother." I laughed out.

He didn't refute like before, but said quietly, "I'm gentle and delicate. That's what I do to you."

I suddenly can't complain anymore. What Mo Yuyu has done is just to protect the people he care about and a family life that can make him comfortable and calm. After all, the turbulence and bloody wind on the road are not the life he wants, nor is it what I want.

Lecheng is very good, stable enough to spend the rest of his life.

"I didn't know what's the use of making money before, but now I think it's quite important." Mo Yu said.

"I want to run our bar well, the people on Lecheng Road. Do you think we should have a visit and win feelings?" I asked.

"It's up to you." Mo Yuyu said, "But let's have a safe and stable baby first."

"Well..." I was excited to talk about the business of the bar half a day later, and discussed with him to buy a corner building to open a hotel. I said that I was sleepy and went to bed near dawn.

He patted me and gestured skillfully, "Are you practicing the technique of coaxing children?"

"Of course I have to practice, or will you bring it in the future?" Mo Yu said.

Take care of the child... After thinking about it, I felt that my head was big, so I quickly pretended to be asleep.

Then the days were even calmer. One night, I dreamed that I was chatting with Mo Yu when I was young and frivolous. He lowered his eyes and listened to me talking about my dream. His beautiful and deep eyes lit up with my comparison. At that time, I said, "I want to go to a comfortable place and open a bar to buy. Building for rent..." He smiled and said something that I didn't hear clearly. He leaned over and wanted to listen carefully... But he was awakened by the severe pain in his abdomen, and the amniotic fluid was broken... In the panic that night, Mo Yuyu ran downstairs with me in his arms. Because he had said hello in advance, the hospital's ambulance quickly came to the door of the house, and I held his hand. I just felt that his hands were full of sweat.

In the past, I felt that dysmenorrhea was God's greatest punishment for women, but now it has been added, and so is having a baby. Although the child didn't make me suffer much when he was pregnant, he suffered a lot when he was born, and I couldn't bear to look back on the pain during this period.

My daughter doesn't look like me at all, so she is very beautiful.

Mo Qianyu took care of me and the child alone. He was extremely skilled in holding the child and changing diapers, and even the nurse was amazed. When he was in the hospital, he restrained himself and completely became a super dad when he got home.

Unfortunately, the idea of taking the child home for a one-month drink is shattered. The child is too young to fly for fear of affecting her, and it is too far to drive back. I can only wait until the child is older.

The business in the bar is not bad. Every afternoon, I take my daughter to bask in the sun. I haven't figured out the child's name for a long time. Mo Yu and I have read the dictionary countless times and competed several times. Finally, we agreed to call it Mo Su. It was not bad, and finally stopped.

After all, it was Zheng Langming's credit, holding Mo Su and video chatting with him.

Now he is the general manager of Mingguang Pharmaceutical Factory of Shao Group. As a great man in the field of biopharmaceuticals, he has appeared on the cover of several magazines. But in the video, this guy still looks picky and said, "Sister, this child doesn't look like you. He looks much better than you."

Mo Su didn't know if he understood and praised her, and smiled with his calves.

I'm too lazy to talk more to this guy who doesn't have a good word. I said a few more words to him. He still wondered, "Why not... Su Ling, I have the medicine I produced here. Why don't I mail you two boxes..." I decisively turned off the video. As soon as I turned around, I saw Mo Yu coming over with a dark face and took Mo Su away and said, "Su Ling You hate it."

I couldn't help laughing. Mo Yu hugged Mo Su and said, "Mo Su, be good, help me when you grow up."

I smiled and said, "How can she help?"

Mo Su opened his black eyes, looked at me, looked at Mo Yu, and giggled.

Mo Yuyu's phone rang. He picked it up and said to me, "I'm going out to do something."

I took over Mo Su and casually answered, "Okay. Why do you have to go out so late?"

"..." He didn't say anything. He hesitated and said, "Here comes a friend."

"Go early and come back early." I smiled and raised Mosu's little hand to say goodbye to him, "Say goodbye quickly."