Chapter 250 Xiao Xuanzi's life
"Mother, do you really want to hear the story of slaves?" Xiao Xuanzi asked faintly.
Yao Yulu looked at his look and saw a trace of pain on his face. For a moment, she didn't want to know. If the truth of the matter really made Xiao Xuanzi suffer so much, she would rather not listen.
"Xiao Xuanzi, don't say what you don't want to say. I just slept too much during the day and couldn't sleep at night. I saw you go out and asked casually." Yao Yulu said lightly.
Xiao Xuanzi shook his head, "Your mother, I'm willing to tell you, because I don't know that if I don't say it today, maybe I will die tomorrow, and then no one will know."
Yao Yulu's heart trembled and looked at Xiao Xuanzi. Unexpectedly, her heart actually felt a little painful. She really felt sorry for the man in front of her, a man with hatred.
Xiao Xuanzi seemed to be trapped in a deep memory and said quietly for a long time, "The slave's real name is Yu Xuan. The slave's father was an official of the court. At that time, the empress dowager was only a queen, and Xiao Xuanzi was just a baby child. The slave's father was straightforward and did not want to join the queen's snobbish family, the queen Then he blew in the emperor's ear and said that the emperor did not believe some of my father's corruption and wronging the law, but the queen actually came up with the so-called evidence at that time. The emperor was furious and raided our house to investigate. For no reason, he really found gold. Fortunately, my father secretly knew all this and took my mother And I was sent to the countryside, but soon came the news that our family had been beheaded. The slave's mother knew that she would be tracked down to the countryside immediately, so she took me to hide in the mountains overnight. This shelter lasted 18 years. It was not until my mother passed away that I decided to go to the palace for revenge.
Yao Yulu didn't know what to say after listening to it. She didn't expect that Xiao Xuanzi would have such a childhood. Presumably her childhood would not be too happy. Her heart hurt even more, but the empress dowager still had some prestige in the palace. How could she do it as a little eunuch?
"Xiao Xuanzi, I sympathize with what happened to you, but you have to think about it carefully and don't act rashly." Yao Yulu said with concern.
Xuanzi sighed and nodded quickly, "Indeed, recently I've been checking whether I can rush in directly to end the dog empress dowager, but the guards are too strict, and I really can't help it."
"Xiao Xuanzi, didn't you go straight in and die? I don't allow you to do this!" Yao Yulu said quickly.
Xiao Xuanzi couldn't help raising her head and looking at Yao Yulu, with a faint smile on her face. She was actually caring about him and his life and death.
"Mother, Xiao Xuanzi was born to revenge. If I don't avenge this revenge, I don't have the face to see my father who died unjustly."
Xuanzi affirmed that there was an unquestionable firmness on his face.
Yao Yulu couldn't help sighing and knew that Xiao Xuanzi's inner thoughts made her feel so tired. She didn't want Xiao Xuanzi to live in pain and hatred all her life, but there was no way to save her.
For the first time, Yao Yulu felt that she was so useless that she couldn't help him at all.
"Xiao Xuanzi, do you hold a mortal heart?" Yao Yulu couldn't bear to look at his face and asked with her face.
Xiao Xuanzi nodded affirmatively, "No one can stop me from killing the dog empress dowager. I entered the palace for this matter, and I never planned to go back alive!"
Yao Yulu's eyes felt sour. When she thought that Xiao Xuanzi would not be around in the future, she felt sour. She had long adapted to Xiao Xuanzi's meticulous care of her, and she had long been used to his carefulness. She really couldn't bear to let Xiao Xuanzi face all this.
"Do you really want this?" Yao Yulu asked in a hoarse voice.
Xiaoji was stunned and didn't react to Yao Yulu's words, but soon he nodded, "I have to do this."
Yao Yulu nodded and waved directly, "Go and have a rest."
Xuanzi stood still and looked at Yao Yulu in a staring way. It was so difficult to ask, and he couldn't open his mouth. After a long time, he turned around and walked out.
He sighed and stared at the dark sky outside. He really wanted to know if Yao Yulu would not let him die? What is her idea? Will she be sad after he dies?
Yao Yulu sighed slightly when she looked at the person who had been standing outside for a long time. She felt very sad in her heart. While sighing at his fate, she also felt sad for him. How desolate it should be for a person who lives for hatred.
She put down the book in her hand and blew the lamp. Everyone's fate was different, but she couldn't control it.
Yao Yulu became more and more sleepy. The next day, she didn't wake up until noon. Fortunately, Li Qingxiao ordered her not to go to say hello. Otherwise, she would have to get up early. She couldn't stand it.
The red silk brought a wash, and the gardenia petals were still fragrant. She seemed to be a little obsessed with this smell. However, she always felt that there was a bitter taste in the faint fragrance, but she didn't care and thought that gardenia was like this.
Yao Yulu dressed well and sat on the chair and looked at the red silk. The red silk was very quiet and quiet, but she was very steady, and she really looked like Wuer.
"Red silk, which palace did you serve before?" Yao Yulu asked, "I don't want to see red silk as a novice, as if I had been in the palace for a few years, and I knew all the rules.
"When I returned to the Empress, the maidservant used to clean up in Zhongluan Palace. When Grandpa Qiu saw that I was steady, he transferred me here. It was really an honor for the maidservant to be selected by the Empress." Red silk said with his head down.
Yao Yulu nodded faintly. She didn't look at the red silk as if she was panicked, but her stability was really similar to Wu'er. If only she could really be like Wu'er.
"The Empress sent someone to ask the Empress to go to Fengyuan Hall." Ninger came in and said.
Yao Yulu clicked a little bit and let Ning'er put on the cloak given to her by the emperor a few days ago, and then went to Fengyuan Hall. The snow on the road had not melted. She let Ning'er walk slowly. The white fox cloak on her body was not only warm but also beautiful, and she really looked like a fairy from a distance.
On the way, I happened to meet Lian Guiren. Lian Guiren saw Yao Yu's face turn pale, as if he had a grudge against her. Yao Yulu knew that it was because of her that the beautiful dream of Lian Guiren had not come true.
"The noble concubine is auspicious." Lian Guiren looked at Yao Yulu with an ugly face and saluted.
Yao Yulu only thought that Lian Guiren was jealous of her current status in the palace. She didn't think much about anything else and helped Lian Guiren up casually. "Lian Guiren also go to Fengyuan Hall. Let's go together."
"My concubine's grade is low, and I can go with the noble concubine there. Don't pretend to be a good person here." Noble Lian said with a smile.
Yao Yulu was stunned and frowned slightly. She really didn't think what happened to the lotus nobleman who usually didn't want to talk more. "Since the lotus nobleman doesn't want to be with me, I will take a step ahead."
"The road is slippery. Don't fall on the noble concubine. If you lose the child at that time, it will not be worth the loss."
There was a faint voice behind her. Yao Yulu couldn't help but frown and didn't bother to pay attention to it anymore. She couldn't help speeding up her pace, but she still felt as if something was blocked in her heart.
"Mother, why don't you just scold her and let her press on her head!" Ning'er said angrily.
Yao Yulu sighed slightly and spit out all her unwillingness. "We still don't know where she has offended the lady Lian, but there is no need to do this with us in conjunction with her usual life. Maybe it's really that we inadvertently provoked her. Since this is why bothered?"
"Does that make her so arrogant? Mother, you shouldn't be afraid of her!" Ninger still looked not angry. Presumably what happened just now made everyone unhappy.
"Mother, I know what the nobles will be like this." The red silk, which has always been silent, opened its mouth.
Yao Yulu and Ninger couldn't help looking at her, "Why on earth is that?" Ninger asked hurriedly.
"I heard that the lotus nobleman danced on New Year's Eve, and the emperor praised it at that time." The red silk said.
Yao Yulu nodded. It turned out that she had offended people unconsciously.