Chapter 69 Definition of Happiness
Yurou gave birth to a son smoothly. When Yuyu heard Xuanchen, she was very happy, but she couldn't go out of the palace to visit. After waiting for two months, Yurou wrote a letter to Yuyu and asked Xuanze to hand it over to Xuanchen. Yuyu looked at the letter and ran to his room excitedly and cried. My gentle sister, who has been considerate to herself since she came to this world, finally married a good man and a son. Yuyu lay on the table and cried in the room.
Qingsong was so scared to hear from the outside that he came in and asked what was wrong. Yuyu hugged Qingsong and cried, "Nothing. I'm just so happy. My sister gave birth to a son. The mother and son are safe. I have a little nephew, Qingsong."
Qing Song looked at Yuyu worriedly - what's there to cry about? Yuyu saw Qing Song's expression and couldn't help laughing, "It's nothing. I'm just too happy. Isn't it embarrassing?" The crying and smiling face is really funny, but Qingsong is moved. Is he so happy for his sister? In this world, it would be great if there was a sister who loved her like this... Qingsong thought, couldn't help but feel a trace of melancholy and patted Yu Yuyu's back, "No, it's not humiliating." He said with a smile.
Yuyu also smiled, with tears in the corners of his eyes. The two of them were so stupid, one standing and sitting, looking at each other and laughing in the room. There were tears on one person's face and another's tears rubbing against one's clothes.
Lying on ** at night, Yuyu was excited and insomnia. In modern times, because she is also a mother-to-be, she can especially understand the happiness of having children. Because she is an only daughter, she has never enjoyed the feelings of brothers and sisters. In this world, there are such good brothers and sisters, younger brothers and sisters, and I can't help thinking of Yu. Lan and Yuhua have seen each other once since they entered the palace, and I don't know what's going on now. Two years have passed, and they should have grown up a lot. Yuyu can't help but feel melancholy again.
I can't sleep over and over again. I felt more and more sultry. I simply got up, put on a coat, and walked to the courtyard. It was already summer. The moonlight was bright and the sky was full of stars. Yuyu looked up at the bright starlight, took a deep breath, calmed down, and wandered aimlessly in the courtyard. He wanted to go to the pavilion in the courtyard to sit down, which shocked the little maid who was staying at night, "Who?" The tone of the sharp voice has changed.
"I, Yu Yu." Yu Yu said in a hurry and whispered.
The little maid looked at the lamp carefully and breathed a sigh of relief, "Who am I talking about? It's too scary for you to be like this."
Yu Yu looked down, didn't she? She was wearing a tender yellow gown (it was no different from white at night), and her hair was really a little scary... She couldn't help laughing.
"What's the matter?" A flat voice sounded.
The two looked up and saw that it was Xuanchen. Standing at the door of the room, they only wore a blue-green coat, loosely tied their belts, loosely wearing loose hair, and a pair of black thick shoes. Obviously, they had just woken up by the little maid's cry.
"It's okay. I can't sleep and scare others." Yu Yu hurriedly explained, and the little maid hurriedly saluted.
Xuanchen didn't answer. He approached, took the lamp in the little maid's hand, and took a picture on Yuyu's face, "Why did you cry?"
With a jade answer, he waved his hand to the little maid, "Go down."
The little maid couldn't wait and hurriedly retreated.
"Why can't you sleep? Why did you cry? Xuanchen continued to ask.
"Nothing... happy." Yu Yu whispered, and he felt that his nose was a little sour. He didn't know why he was so sentimental. He took a deep breath and suppressed the heat. "I just knew that my sister gave birth to her son safely and felt... very happy, so I couldn't help it..." Yuyu said and lowered his head. I feel a little shy.
Xuanchen looked down at her and said for a long time, "You... like children very much?"
? Why did you suddenly jump to this question? "Well... I like it." In fact, Yuyu is not sure that she is not the kind of gentle person who likes to take care of children. She even often has a headache when she sees children fooling around, and there are also people who are afraid when they think that childbirth will be very painful. "I just feel very happy to see my sister so happy. Because I know that my sister will be a good wife and a good mother, I am really... happy for her. Yu Yu thought for a moment and felt that this expression was more accurate.
Xuanchen looked at Yuyu attentively and nodded, "So I can't sleep?"
"..." (Brother, can you not be so choked) Yuyu sighed in his heart.
"Sit down." Xuan Chen said and walked to the pavilion in the garden. Yuyu followed him, sat on the stone stool, and took a breath. Just now, he made a noise and sweated a little, and now there was only a trace of coolness. He put his elbow on the table, put his head on his hand, and tilted his head to look at the starry sky outside the pavilion.
"What kind of happiness do you want?" Xuan Chen suddenly asked in that same plain voice.
"?!" Yuyu didn't expect that Xuanchen, who had always been indifferent, would ask such an emotional question. He was stunned for a moment before he slowly began to recall that in modern times, Cheng Chen often asked himself this question. So Yuyu only thought for a moment and replied, "There is a happy family, and the people I love are safe."
Yes, the happiness of life is sometimes very simple. In order to pursue this simple happiness, we sometimes try to pursue something. For example, a happy family may need to pay for the tuition of their children and the old age of the elderly on both sides, so we work hard and make money. This is understandable. However, many people often lose their way in the process of pursuing and gradually forget why they worked hard.
For example, now, when Yuyu recalls, he can't remember his life in this world. He has been here for too long and has unconsciously integrated into it. I only vaguely remember that many quarrels with Cheng Chen later were against the original intention. When I had a house, I wanted a bigger house, a good job, and a better position and salary. Can it be called pursuit or dissatisfaction?
I am still at a carefree age. My parents are healthy, with a gentle sister, a considerate brother, a lovely younger brother and sister, and a stress-free life. In addition to the obsession with Cheng Zichen, perhaps this obsession itself is also because I don't want to forget the life in this world.
Yuyu has found that every time he is desperate for the life of one side in the bottom of his heart and wants to escape, he will return to another world. But... for so long, I have never returned to the present world, or even returned to the present world twice, and soon came back. The life here is really... so comfortable.
It may be the simplicity of ancient life, or it may be because it comes from a different world. Without worrying about the future, it is easy to empty your mind.
Yuyu unconsciously fell into a state of meditation again. Xuanchen beside her looked at her and knew that she was distracted again. She was always so easy... distracted. Without interrupting, she smiled slightly and let her be distracted, and a strange emotion came to her heart.
Xuanchen didn't know that the strange emotion, like the smile on his face now, is called "gentleness".