Chapter 84 Struggle

"Ah!" Yangzi opened his eyes and woke up, (so tired... last night... seemed to have had a long dream. It seems... terrible, uh... nightmare?)

Looking to the side, Cheng Chen is not here... Where are the people? He got up and walked around the room. No one stayed for a while. He picked up the landline and called Cheng Chen's mobile phone. "Where is it?"

"Let's go to work."

"Ah, what day is it today?"

"Monday, are you asleep?" Cheng Chen smiled and said with a little doting tone over there, "Okay, I'm very busy today. What's the matter?"

"Ah, no, just ask, I thought it was the weekend." Yangzi said and hung up the phone.

Sitting on the sofa and holding his stomach... (This is...) Looking at the bracelet on his wrist, Yangzi was stunned. When he came to his senses, he found that his face... tears... Why, do you have this kind of emotion? What is this bracelet? It's very beautiful. It looks crystal clear, transparent like a glass bracelet with a delicate emerald green.

Is this? Is this? Glass? But it looks very beautiful. Anyway, it's so beautiful that it can't be real jade. And, why do you think... it seems to have seen it? Did Cheng Chen send it?

I don't know why, I wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes and called, "Did you give me the bracelet?"

"What bracelet?"

"Ah... I saw..." Yangzi paused and said, "There is a bracelet. I haven't seen it. I thought you bought it." Yang Zi didn't know why he didn't say it was on his hand.

Hanging up the phone, Yangzi looked at the bracelet confusedly... It seemed that something had been forgotten... Dream... I had a long dream yesterday... I was so tired, what was it...

Yang Zi had a headache. He forced himself to stop, got up and drank some water, ate something, then shook it twice, and then lay back **. He felt restless. He turned on the stereo and played the big sad curse for a while, but fell asleep unconsciously.

Not long after, I woke up again. Just now... It seemed that I was dreaming again. There were some sporadic fragments, as if in ancient times, wearing ancient costumes, someone was shouting themselves... A very familiar voice, who is it? Who is it?

"Ah..." Yangzi was very irritable. The music of the Diamond Sutra had stopped, turned on again, played it repeatedly, and then slowly relaxed his mood.

I called the unit to ask for leave. On this day, Yangzi was in a state of unconsciousness. At noon, I forced myself to go out for lunch downstairs, and then walked around the community (pregnant women should keep a good mood.)

I called Cheng Chen in the afternoon and said, "I've been restless all day today."

"Pregnant, find something to do." Cheng Chen appeased the way

He hung up the phone, but Yangzi felt that there was no improvement, and his heart was still empty. What the hell is it? I really want to think of that dream.

The phone rang, "Wife, suddenly there is a project to go on a business trip, and I won't come back at night." It's Cheng Chen

"Oh." Yangzi answered briefly and hung up the phone.

Cheng Chen was stunned by the busy sound in front of the receiver. In the past, she was not like this. She always pestered herself. What's more, today it seemed that she was in a bad mood. She didn't act coquettishly or talk about herself to pay attention to her body and so on. Cheng Chen suddenly became a little unaccustomed to it.

He quickly went home and saluted. Yangzi seemed to be out of his wits, and he didn't care where he was going, and he didn't want to hug him as usual.

"What's wrong?" Looking at such a Yangzi, Cheng Chen suddenly didn't want to leave. Touch her hair and sit down.

"Nothing." Yangzi subconsciously hid the bracelet under his sleeve and didn't want Cheng Chen to see it. Hurry up and go."

Cheng Chen left reluctantly. This feeling is really strange. Yangzi couldn't let go before.

After dinner, Yangzi sat in **, with the Diamond Sutra open, and there was no sleepiness. What's going on? Want to think of that dream, who?

Let's sleep. Maybe we can have a continuous dream?

Turn off the light.

When I woke up the next day, I only had a messy dream last night. I had no clue. Yangzi asked for another day off. Anyway, he hasn't been on the project recently. The leader asked if he was not serious, so he didn't say anything.

Yangzi sits on the sofa and watches TV. Now they are all messy time-travel dramas. They are all in love with Yongzheng, which is also interesting to watch. Looking at those ancient costumes, (Hanfu is still beautiful) Yangzi suddenly thought, um. I remembered that I had taken photos in Hanfu before, and now I was interested and enjoyed it.

(It seems wrong, and it shouldn't be like this.) I don't know why Yangzi suddenly had such an idea, but this is basically the place to see Hanfu.

There is a shadow in my mind, (it should be like that, and then a... very quiet man with deep eyes... always calm... well...) Why do you think so?

A headache... Why do you always have strange ideas? No, those eyes, I've seen... I've seen... Who is it? So familiar, that figure... That name is on the mouth... Yes... Think about it, think about it, it's very important to find him! Suddenly, a strong emotion surged into his heart, and Yangzi kept talking... Yes... Xuanchen... Xuanchen!!!

is the name!! Xuanchen!!

Suddenly, it was like a spring that opened the gate, and the memory came. It was him! It's Xuanchen, Xuanchen! His appearance, his temperature, his eyes, his gentleness...

This bracelet... heirloom

If you don't want to be a concubine, will you marry Mrs. Zuo?

Trust me

Wait for me to come back

Don't worry

Even if I defeat the battle and be a deserter, I will guarantee my safety

This is... What a beautiful dream... Even if I recall it now, I still feel so beautiful.

But... bracelet, no, this bracelet is really not from this world.

Yangzi's dull memories, all kinds of emotions are emerging... Touching, expectation, pain, admiration, sweetness, despair. What happened later? I can't remember...

Yes, go to bed...

Yang Zi thought about it, lay down, and soon fell asleep.

I dreamed of some clips and woke up quickly... Sweating profusely, looking around, it's still in modern times.

The clip just now... is unbearable, as if it was... It's so disgusting that I don't think about it anymore. Well... It suddenly occurred to me that this was the dream I had when I woke up yesterday morning...

It's disgusting... Oh, I don't want to.

Yangzi shook his head, threw those ideas behind his head, and got up to cut some fruit for himself. When I cut the fruit, my eyes fell on the bracelet... (Oh, damn, what the hell is going on) I thought of that person again. He seemed to be very familiar with him and liked his feeling very much.

No, I must figure it out, it's not... That's not my fault. Just think of being bitten by a dog and wipe it clean. Nothing, I'm a woman in the new era.

After doing this psychological construction, Yangzi soaked a cup of milk cereal to help sleep. After eating, he lay down to **... Of course, he didn't fall asleep, just like going to the execution ground.

Alas, I sleep too much... Forget it, I always have to sleep when I go out.

Later, I did fall asleep, but I still woke up every day and my life was still the same. I always felt a little uneasy. Those clips wrapped around me and took photos of the bracelets in my hand and sent them to Cheng Chen and his parents. They all said that they had never seen it, and they were more sure that the source was suspicious.

After thinking about it, I struggled for two days, and finally felt that I had to figure it out, ** or something... Let it go.

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(It's uncomfortable... painful... weak... It seems that I had a dream... complicated clips... It seems that I really want to pursue some answer, tired...)

Yu Yu tried to open his eyes.

"Are you awake?" There is a sound in my ear.

Turning his head with difficulty, Xuan Chen... opened his mouth and couldn't make a sound.

"Don't move. I'll pour you a glass of water." Soon the man turned around and poured a glass of water, which moistened his mouth warmly, so comfortable.

Tears flowed down, just looking at him, (Are you all right...) I wanted to ask, and there was a series of meaningless sounds in my voice.

"I'm fine." But he understood what he was going to say and replied immediately.

He is thin, dark and has a beard, but he is more resolute. Yuyu raised her hand slightly, and Xuanchen immediately held it. Yuyu struggled. Xuanchen immediately clearly put her hand on her face... (Well, it's getting rough)

"It's good that you're still alive." Yu Yu choked and said, his voice was hoarse and difficult to distinguish. I was slightly shocked.

"Ye-huh." Xuanchen gently wiped away Yuyu's tears. Don't talk. You have a fever. Your throat is very dry and painful. He said, "Can I eat? I'll serve you a bowl of porridge."

Yu Yufang felt so hungry, "Eh, I'm hungry."

Xuanchen nodded and turned out.

Yuyu lay on ** and looked around. It was a very simple room, white and gray walls, green brick floor, and the layout was also very simple. (Where is this? ......)

When Xuanchen came back, he saw Yu Yuyu's pale face, trembling and shrinking on the innermost side of the bed, and his heart sank. After standing for a while, Fang summoned up his courage and walked over, "Eat something."

The man didn't answer, his face was buried in his hair, and his quilt trembled violently. Xuanchen put the bowl aside, made it on the outside of the bed, and hugged her, but heard a scream and struggle, "It's me, it's me." Xuanchen patted her and comforted her, "It's me, I'm Xuanchen."

The man gradually calmed down, but he was still sobbing.

After a long time, the crying sounded down and no more shaking. Xuanchen gently and resolutely pulled open the quilt and took care of her hair with his hand, "You...you... found me?" The voice was muffled, and the more he spoke, the lower it became. In the back, Xuanchen could hardly hear it.

Xuanchen's hand paused, and he only felt that his heart was as if he had been cut piece by piece with a knife.

Questions that can't be answered, can't open mouth, can't speak, can't make a sound. Although in the past few days, I have thought about all kinds of possibilities and made all kinds of psychological preparations to face her, at this moment, when I heard such a simple question, I still felt so painful that I could not suppress myself. I only felt as if I was going to die. The sharp pain spread from my heart to my limbs, and spread to every cell in the body, called Arrogant, trampling.

Xuanchen closed her eyes, her eyes were swollen, sour and unbearable.

I felt that the people under him began to tremble again, and Xuanchen forced himself to cheer up. "En." A simple syllable exhausts all the strength of the whole body.

The man suddenly trembled like fallen leaves in the autumn wind. "You go out first, okay?" The man said in a hoarse voice, almost begging.

"Good." Xuan Chen closed his eyes, stood up, and whispered, "But you have to eat porridge, or I'll come in and feed you." The man didn't answer. Xuanchen closed the door and went out.

not far from the door, Qingsong knelt on the open space, with thorny grass under it, holding a stone in his arms. In the sun.

Xuan Chen stood in front of her.