Chapter 86 Rebirth

On this day, when Xuanchen washed her face again, Yuyu said, "Don't have to do this." The voice is dull and calm, no longer as lively as before.

Xuanchen felt a pain in her heart. She was finally willing to speak, but she said something like this... Naturally, he knew what she meant. I'm just doing what I want to do. With that, he unfolded the face towel and wiped her face.

Yuyu avoided sideways and took the face towel. Xuanchen was not strong. She has always been like this.

Yuyu clenched the face towel in his hand, which was a good tribute cotton. In such a simple place, the things used by Xuanchen for her were as exquisite as ever. It's just... "What you want is not necessarily what I want."

Xuanchen paused, "What do you want?"

Yuyu was stunned and slowly opened his face and didn't look at him.

Xuanchen took a step closer and squeezed her chin with his hand. "Look at me and say, what do you want?" The tone is cold.

Yuyu was wronged by his almost rude attitude. He earned it and didn't break away. "Let go."

"I won't let it go." The tone was calm, but the strength in his hand was not relaxed at all. The eyes looking at Yuyu were sharp.

Yuyu was enraged. She looked at Xuanchen almost viciously without hesitation, "Let go!"

"No! Say, what do you want?" Xuanchen's tone was still calm, but he had more strength.

"I want to be quiet!" Yu Yu said loudly.

"Why?" Xuanchen still asked insipidly.

Yu Yu didn't expect him to ask this. The long-depressed anger and grievances burst out uncontrollably, "Why? What and why? Don't I even have the right to be quiet? What are you relying on? Why did you do this to me? Just because I, I, I..." Yu Yu said here, and his face turned red and he couldn't go on. There are bursts of pain in my heart.

After holding it for a few seconds, Yuyu shouted, "I haven't married you yet. It doesn't matter to us!" You can't do this!"

"I just want this, it doesn't matter who you are." The voice is still calm. I don't care," he paused and then said, "I don't care whether you married me or not."

Yu Yu's anger is deeper. Why can you... be so calm! When nothing happened?! If you have a little feelings for me, why do you say that you don't care so indifferently? You should be a little emotional, affectionate or angry, even if I'm just your maidservant. She suddenly stood up and almost roared at Xuanchen's face, "But I care! I care! I don't want to do this in front of the people I love!"

"What did you say?" Xuanchen's voice is still very indifferent.

"I said I care!!! Can't you hear it?!!!" Yu Yu almost roared hoarsely.

"No, the last sentence." Xuan Chen said lightly, with almost a smile at the corners of his mouth. Yuyu felt that he must have read it wrong.

The last sentence? Yuyu was stunned by Xuanchen's strange attitude and began to recall the last sentence he just said - I don't want to be like this in front of the person I love... The person I love... This is the first time to say that I love Xuanchen.

Yuyu was stunned. He didn't know what to say for a moment. The atmosphere seemed to be wrong, and everything was wrong. The strange atmosphere before seemed to have been broken by Xuanchen. Those heavy, dark and difficult seemed to be broken by Xuanchen's calm tone and faint smile. In his anger and sadness, he seemed to only see what he wanted to see.

If it hadn't been for the tears that Yuyu saw with his own eyes at night, Yuyu would have almost thought that this person only heard what he wanted to hear because he didn't love him at all, and ignored the anger and sadness he expressed. But Yuyu just believes that he only asks that sentence because he loves himself too much, because he really cares whether she loves him or not.

Yu Yu looked at him in a daze. He leaned over and kissed him.

It still happened, and nothing changed because of this kiss, and even because of this feeling, it made things more pathetic. However, because of this feeling, it seems to have nothing to do with it.

Yuyu attentively felt Xuanchen's kiss. At least, at this moment, he didn't want to think about anything.

Xuanchen's kiss was very gentle. She tossed and turned on her soft lips, and finally gently kissed Yuyu's lips, "I love you too." Xuan Chen said softly, his tone was as calm as ever, but he was so affectionate.

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The warmth at this moment does not seem to have changed much. Yuyu still talks less and smiles less and doesn't want to see people. But Xuanchen knew that something was different. Her expression was much softer, and she was no longer always stunned. Although she still didn't want to go out to meet people, she began to do something with Xuanchen in the room.

Xuanchen knew that he had knocked on the door and seemed to have gone deeper than before. But he still needs time, patience and meticulousness to not damage her, who is extremely fragile now.

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After a month, Xuanchen said to Yuyu, "Let's move to the suburbs. Life is more convenient." Yuyu nodded and didn't say anything. In fact, during this period, she just nodded and never resisted all Xuanchen's arrangements.

Xuanchen was a little helpless, but he also knew that he could only take his time and hate those people even more. Some time ago, Zhang Yaoqi sent several people to imprison those people in a separate dungeon in Wuning City.

When he arrived at Wuning City, Xuanchen set up a neat small yard in a relatively quiet area near the city, and moved in with Qingsong and Yuyu.

Xuanchen said that he was a husband and wife. He slept in the outer bed of Yuyu every night, just divided the quilt. Yuyu didn't seem to object. However, Xuanchen knew that this was not a good thing. Previously, in Jiulingyuan, she received the imperial edict and was about to leave, and she refused to stay in his room. Now that it's like this, it seems to be a little self-abandoned.

When she arrived in the city, life was more convenient. Seeing that Yuyu's body had almost recovered, she should have been raised. Xuanchen tried her best to make things for Yuyu every day. Seeing that she still ate very little, she thought about making more soup and snacks to nourish her body. Xuanchen's rice is actually delicious.

Yuyu is not unmoved when he looks at Xuanchen busy every day. Such a man is willing to cook for you and bring tea and water every day. Yuyu does not doubt his sincerity. It's just that I don't know how to get along with each other. There is some harm. It's just between the two people. No one mentions it, but everyone knows it.

Yuyu couldn't bear to make Xuanchen so exhausted. She began to force herself to eat more, and sometimes smiled at him.

This morning, when Xuan Chen was combing his hair for himself, Yu Yu looked at the man in the mirror in a daze, recalling the first time he helped him comb his hair. At that time, he was younger and whiter. Now his eyes have a little vicissitudes that he did not have at that time... ...I am pale and tired in the mirror, and I am no longer alive in the past. Yuyu suddenly felt ashamed that he had killed two people with his own hands. Yes, it's yourself, not those people. Why can't I get out of this game by myself?

When Xuanchen put on the ebony butterfly hairpin for himself, his smile suddenly appeared in front of Yuyu's eyes. Yuyu stood up, turned around, and barely hooked the corners of her mouth facing Xuanchen. She wanted to laugh, but she had forgotten how to laugh. Xuan Chen was a little surprised. Then, Yuyu stretched out his hand stiffly and hugged Xuanchen.

Xuanchen was stunned, and then immediately hugged Yuyu into his arms. It has been three months, and this is the first time that Yuyu has taken the initiative to contact with himself. Whether it's words, expressions or limbs. Xuanchen lowered his head and kissed Yuyu's hair. After hugging for a while, it was not until Yuyu let go that Xuanchen reluctantly took a deep breath of her hair and then let go of her hand. Looking at Yuyu, he showed a sincere smile. Yuyu just don't start.

Xuanchen was not reluctant. He went out with a smile and brought breakfast in. Looking at his skillful and happy appearance, Yuyu couldn't help smiling. I didn't expect this person to have such a side.