Chapter 42 Looking for nowhere
In the autumn when Wang Shouren left, Loufu received the emperor's decree of marriage. The house did not dare to speak, but looked at each other in consters.
Lou Suzhen's face was expressionless, and she couldn't see happiness or unhappy. After a long time, she slowly spit out a breath of Xinlan: "Lou Suzhen's life should be like this! This news of marriage is not allowed to spread by everyone in the house!"
Since that day, she has stayed at home, sometimes sitting in a daze in her boudoir, sometimes dancing a dance " Neon Clothes" over and over again, sometimes rolling up a picture and opening it, and the food brought in by the maid often comes back intact.
In the autumn night, when I dreamed back at midnight, Lou Suzhen, who was sleeping, was awakened by a leaf hit on the window frame.
She gently pulled her Nichang and walked into the garden downstairs. There was no one in the garden, only the bright moon and breeze, and the clear dew of the pond. She danced lightly with a smile, still seductively and fascinated all sentient beings, but on this autumn night, she felt bleak.
That year, Tang Yin stroked the piano, Wang Shouren played the flute, and Lou Liang painted. She was immersed in the throbbing of a burst of love and danced. And now? When she went to the garden, she was left alone, and her heart was broken!
Until the early morning, when the maid found her in the garden, it was cold all over.
Like a wooden man, she was pulled back to her boudoir by a panicked maid and couldn't help thinking of Su Shi's words "Everlasting Fun", so she wrote:
The moon is like frost, the wind is like water, and the scenery is infinite.
Qugang jumping fish, round lotus dew, lonely and lonely.
Like three drums, a leaf, and the dark dream cloud was shocked.
The night is vast, and there is nowhere to find it again. I feel that I have traveled all over the garden.
Tianya tired guests, returning from the mountains, looking at the heart of the old garden.
The swallow building is empty, where is the beautiful woman? The swallow in the empty lock building.
The past and the present are like dreams, and they have never dreamed, but there are old joys and new grievances.
At a different time, the night view of Huanglou sighed for Yu Hao.
After writing, the pen in her hand fell to the ground. The maid heard the sound and turned her head to look. Lou Suzhen had fallen lightly on the ground. Lou sex came to tears when he heard the news: "Suzhen, you are my father's heart. We can't make this kiss! We are willing to kill ourselves, and we will try our best to withdraw this imperial edict! The officials my father knew in the officialdom in those years, and my father's students were admitted to the entrance examination. Dad went to them and begged them to help me with this. Suzhen, wait for Dad..."
Lou Suzhen was as energetic as a silk. With all her strength, she raised her arm, grabbed Lou and said, "Dad, the emperor's order cannot be violated! Suzhen has lost her grandfather's life because of the marriage. She can't lose her father's life anymore. I'll get married!" When Lou Suzhen said these words, she only heard the breath out and didn't breathe in. Lou sex saw her like this and knew in her heart: she kept a breath and planned to die when she married into the Ning Palace! Mo Ruo's father's knowing daughter, her thoughts can't escape Lou's eyes.
When Lou sex almost felt desperate, Wang Hua in the capital also heard the news of marriage. Although Wang Hua was still idle at home during the mourning period, there were many colleagues who came to and from the house every day. Hearing this news, Wang Hua's heart skipped: Never let Wang Shouren know about this, or the sky will fall!
Wang Hua called Lan'er and Wang An and told him, "You should pay more attention to the young master and don't go anywhere except to the private school. Has the young master made any abnormal behavior recently?
Wang An said, "Master, the young master has been talking about one thing recently, that is, why hasn't he received a letter from Miss Lou? He also said that even the young lady's letter deliberately did not mention Miss Lou. Something bad must have happened, saying that when the master is free, he will come to ask the master to go back to his hometown.
Wang Hua patted the table: "It's ridiculous! All day long, I only care about the private affairs of my children, and it's like learning!" On second thought, this is not the time to be angry. The most urgent thing is to find a way to hide it from him. When Zhu Chenhao and Lou Suzhen's wedding date is over, it will be safe. As for the pain in my heart - young people, it won't be long before it will rain and clear. Yunyu is such a good daughter-in-law. Which tendon has not been twisted right - no, his tendon has not been twisted right at all!
Wang Hua then immediately sent a letter to Zhu Yunyu from his hometown. With the foundation of Zhuang Yuanlang's writing and composition, it must be a reason to be moved and sprinkled several pages! Zhu Yunyu, who didn't like Chinese characters in the first place, thought about it and finally understood: he deeply sympathized with Lou Suzhen and Zhu Chenhao's marriage, but after all, the other party is a prince, and his temperament will change when he is old; Wang Shouren can't know this matter, and it's useless to know it; if it's leaked, according to Wang Shouren The consistent style is bound to make people restless. In the end, it will stab the emperor and may kill the head, even the nine clans, which is not good for Loufu. In order to "Hello, everyone", we can only work together to deceive Wang Shouren, but if you want to deceive him, you must take a handwritten letter from Lou Suzhen to dispel his doubts!
The champion is worthy of being the champion. This effort is really amazing!
Zhu Yunyu was so angry that she kicked the stool and smashed the chair by her father-in-law's selfish performance. Fortunately, Wang Shouren's grandmother's ears are not very good when she is old, otherwise she may faint when she sees Zhu Yunyu eager to demolish the house.
After Zhu Yunyu vents his anger, calm down and think about it. There is really no other way! She also remembered Lou Suzhen, so she packed her bags and rushed to Shangrao.
These days when Lou Suzhen can't enter the water and rice, Lou's plan has been thoughtful. On the same day, I saw Lou Suzhen in a coma. She was so confused that she was so anxious that she circled around the house a lot, but she couldn't figure out a way. Hearing the doorkeeper shouting to the ladies, a stone fell to the ground: finally saved!
Zhu Yunyu entered the room and saw Lou Suzhen's appearance. Without saying a word, she rushed to Lou Suzhen's bed. Immediately, her nose was sore and she shed tears. She held Lou Suzhen's hand and couldn't speak. Lou Suzhen saw that it was Zhu Yunyu who came in. She finally cracked her lips, smiled and said, "Yunyu, you are finally here. I miss you so much!" I thought you didn't want me anymore!"
Zhu Yunyu choked and shouted, "Suzhen..." and was choked and couldn't speak. After calming down her mood for a long time, she continued to say, "Suzhen, why do you torture yourself like this?! You will die of illness if you go on like this!!!"
"Marry that beast, Suzhen's life is worse than death. Doesn't he want to marry me?! Doesn't he have a decree?! Then I will do what he wants! I'm going to die on the night of marriage, let him have a bridal night with a corpse..."
" Suzhen... Don't say anything, Yunyu's heart is broken! Suzhen, look at me... Can you cheer up... Do you think you only live for yourself? Grandpa Lou, his heavenly spirit, will not promise you to do so! And Uncle Lou, when I saw him this time, I thought he had recognized the wrong person, and his whole body was haggard... If you can ignore these people, then what about Bo'an..."
"Ber Ann, what's wrong with him..."
"If you are alive, Bo'an can still worry a little. If you die, can Bo'an live alone? Maybe they want to fight with Ningwang Mansion. You should know that Ningwang Mansion is now different from the past. They colluded with the eunuchs in the palace, and even there are people in the court to speak for them. Bo'an's eggs hit stones, and there is only one way to die..."
"Yes... Yunyu, you're right, I can't die, I can't die... Bo'an still has a mission to complete in this life. After completing it, he can return to the 21st century. I will wait for him to return to his world. This is the only thing I can do for him..."
Mission? 21st century? Suzhen, what are you talking about?" Zhu Yunyu was confused and thought that Lou Suzhen was too weak in physique and had an illusion and was talking nonsense. But Lou Suzhen's spirit suddenly started to fight and struggled to get out of bed: "Yunyu, come on, bring me food. I want to eat, I want to live!" Yunyu, remember: I must not let Bo'an know about my marriage with Zhu Chenhao!"
Zhu Yunyu looked sadly at her nonsense and didn't know what to do to make her return to Lou Suzhen, who envied everyone. If she could replace Lou Suzhen again and was captured by the bandits, even if she took her life, she would be willing!
When the maid heard that Lou Suzhen asked for something to eat, she ran to the kitchen and brought a large table of food. As a result, she was blocked by Zhu Yunyu. Zhu Yunyu asked, "How long has it been since Miss?"
"Ten days and ten nights!"
"Take all these things down. If she eats these, she will kill her. Her appetite needs to recover little by little. You can stew a bowl of healthy soup, boil it, take out the soup, and leave only the soup for her to drink."
When Lou Jing saw Zhu Yunyu coming, he let his daughter eat. He couldn't wait to kneel down for Zhu Yunyu, so he quickly ordered the maids: "Everything is up to the ladies, go!"
"Yes!"
At this time, Zhu Yunyu accidentally saw a secondary word on the table, which was Lou Suzhen's note. Thinking of Wang Hua's instructions, he shook his head and sighed, "There is still an ancestor in the capital, waiting to find a way to coax him! How many lifetimes have I been unlucky to meet your two ancestors!"
Looking at Lou Suzhen drinking the soup served by the maid, Zhu Yunyu was also relieved. She said softly, " Suzhen, you are obedient now. Have a good sleep, and you will feel full of strength when you wake up. Sister Yunyu, I will always be with you!"
Lou Suzhen held Zhu Yunyu's hand tightly and slept contentedly with a smile.