Chapter 82 Remence
After Zhu Chenhao left, Lou Suzhen pulled Wang Shouren to the bed, then put down the tent layer by layer and said, "Aren't you looking for a safe place? Here it is!"
Wang Shouren was so surprised that he was a little at a loss. He never thought that such a big palace was the safest place! In order to say a few words, it will take a lot of effort! At this moment, he sat on the bed face to face with Lou Suzhen. At such a close distance, he could even hear every breath of the other party. Wang Shouren got up a little unnaturally and didn't know what to say. Fortunately, Lou Suzhen sat at the bottom of the bed, and the two also opened the distance of a table.
"If you have anything to say, say it! As long as you whisper, they can't hear them ten feet away!" Lou Suzhen whispered.
Although he couldn't see her face clearly, he could still feel the breath she exhaled and the fragrance on his body. He couldn't help asking, "Do you think ordinary couples whisper like this?"
"Is there no news about Yunyu yet?" Lou Suzhen asked. Wang Shouren just wanted to make a light joke and had no other intention; obviously, Lou Suzhen was not joking.
Wang Shouren said, "Well...not yet! However, I have seen a person in the capital who looks very much like Yunyu, but she is not willing to be beautiful and talented. She is a female bachelor selected by Emperor Xiaozong, so she is definitely not Yunyu!"
Lou Suzhen said leisurely, "But people will change. Don't you think I have become comfortable and happy!"
Wang Shouren said, "Who is the person attached to Zhu Chenhao's body this night? You haven't known him for so many years, right?" He couldn't see Lou Suzhen's expression clearly. After asking, Lou Suzhen did not answer immediately, but was silent for a while.
Lou Suzhen said, "Bou'an, put these things down!"
Wang Shouren said, "Why do you say that?"
Lou Suzhen's voice became a little sad: "The real Zhu Chenhao is just a child now. If you kill him, Liu Jin will still find another way. You can't stop him!"
Wang Shouren said, "What, is he Liu Jin?! Is it the eunuch who serves the prince of the East Palace?!"
Lou Suzhen probably regretted that she spilled the beans, but she couldn't get it back, so she had to admit: "Yes!"
Wang Shouren said, "I once guessed him, but he is extremely cautious and won't come forward directly every time, so I'm not sure that he is the chief envoy - was he who requested the restoration of the royal guard for King Ning, right?"
Lou Suzhen said, "Yes, I have also slowly come to the conclusion since that time. Since Zhu Chenhao said he wanted to go to the palace and met the eunuch Liu Jin and Zhang Luo, I found that he was getting more and more wrong! Zhu Chenhao didn't listen to my advice. He was ambitious and talented. He still wanted to recruit soldiers and plot evil. There was only a dead end. He said everything he had no choice but to say in vain. Later, I found that he often had some strange behaviors, such as changing a person. Later, his phenomenon became more and more serious, and he became dementia during the day and excess energy at night! Through continuous observation, I saw that he was a little feminine, and I was basically sure that he was a eunuch! And the only eunuch in the palace that Zhu Chenhao has contacted is Liu Jin!"
"Sozhen is really smart and confused for a while. Isn't it easy to judge that he is an eunuch? - Pixel Zhen's such a national appearance, he is separated from you from the bedroom, isn't it a eunuch?" Wang Shouren said.
"That only means that he is still polite!"
"Only the eunuch will guard the beautiful woman to be polite..." As soon as he said this, Wang Shouren knew that he had said something wrong. He was afraid that Lou Suzhen would push him to have such an idea, so he quickly changed the topic and said, "Let's not talk about this. Let's talk about the deathbed entrustment of the king of Ningkang. You also know the king of Ningkang. In his early years, he was always afraid that the nightmare would come true, so he didn't like this only grandson. Instead of waiting for the whole house to be killed after usurpation, it's better to kill Zhu Chenhao!"
"Enough! Don't you think you are evil? He is just a retarded child now. He is not the teenager who takes pleasure in torturing people, but you have always wanted his life! The reason why King Ning Kang looked at him like that was also because of Zhu Chenhao's domineering at that time, but now he is not like this!"
"Suzhen... Don't misunderstand my idea. Zhu Chenhao doesn't have the ability to make mistakes now, but his identity can mess up the world!"
"I don't want to hear your alarmist words anymore! Everything you have done is just for you to return to the afterlife smoothly!"
"You...what are you talking about...for myself?" Wang Shouren was extremely disappointed. It turned out that Lou Suzhen had always treated herself in this way! His tone began to be a little sad: " Suzhen, ask yourself, am I really for myself? OK, just think about it for myself! Jiang Beier is still held in Liu Jin's hands in your afterlife. Don't you care at all?"
"I know that she was locked in a black box by Liu Jin, but as long as you don't obstruct his big event, he won't do anything to Jiang Beier!"
"His big deal?! His big deal is to rebel!"
"That's why you came to me! Do you want the second secret map?
"That's right!"
"If you die, I won't give it to you!"
"Sozhen... Why did you do this? This is not what you look like! Why did you become like this?! Can't you really tell whether a person's life is important or the life of the world?!"
"The general trend of the world will be divided after a long time, and it will be divided after a long time. Who can guarantee that Zhu Houzhao's accession to the throne will not cause a bigger war?! Did Zhu Di think about Zhu Yunwen's feelings again? The killing of human life in war is like an ant! But Suzhen is just a woman. She will never consider what she can't bear from a political standpoint! In addition, your cleverness has to not be used in the royal palace - I can guess what you are doing these days. The reason why you fell into the water that day was nothing more than to check the entrance to the underground arsenal, and what you secretly stuffed to Su Wuniang was a map to Changle Palace. After you finished drawing, I erased the mark left on the desk! The purpose of you looking for me tonight is also to take the secret map in my hand!"
Wang Shouren was speechy for a moment. He found that it was very difficult to explain this matter to Lou Suzhen. She was completely immersed in the maternal role of protecting Zhu Chenhao. He lived alone for more than 20 years in this Ming Dynasty for her afterlife, and only said one sentence for himself! He tried his best to save her from the sea of suffering, but he was regarded as a deliberate dangerous person! He was silent and was right.
Lou Suzhen saw that Wang Shouren had been silent and guessed that his tone of voice might be too aggressive, so she eased and said, "Don't worry, if Liu Jin rebels as Zhu Chenhao, I will move down the dragon blood stone at the secret entrance, and the organs of the whole underground palace will be closed. Buried in the ground forever!"
"Is this true?!" Wang Shouren asked.
"Well, this is the last will of King Ningkang!" Lou Suzhen replied solemnly.
"If so, that's fine! On the contrary, I know it, but I have a big heart! King Ning Xian and King Ning Kang are really far-sighted and prespected. They can imagine that there will be today's situation..." Wang Shouren sighed.
"Yes, just for the sake of my ancestors, I can't bear to really break their blood. Zhu Chenhao looks like this, which is also a good thing! Whether he lives or dies in the future, he will be fearless!" Lou Suzhen said.
"It turns out that your concern for him stems from this!" Wang Shouren said this to Lou Suzhen and also a comfort to himself!
But never thought that Lou Suzhen's next sentence was more like a bolt from the blue. She said, "It's not only for these, but also the bones and meat in my stomach!"
Wang Shouren was stunned and couldn't come to his senses. He was puzzled: "Isn't he polite to you? Isn't he an eunuch?" Later, he shook his head - except for Liu Jin, he is still Zhu Chenhao!
At this moment, he felt unprecedented emptiness and loneliness. He asked himself, "What am I doing?" What has always been wanted to be eliminated is Jiang Beier's caring husband and father of the unborn child? And I have been planning for so long, it turns out that a small broken blood stone can be solved! What a joke! Since no one needs me, what is my life? Why do you have to live so hard!"
Hegel has a famous saying: Truth is an finished process. If we regard truth as an absolute necessity, then this sentence for Hegel means that all our understanding of the absolute necessity of nature and society must be searched in the finished process, that is, in history. Even he began to think that Lou Suzhen might be right. For the future, who can say that this must be right!
"Okay, take care of yourself!" Wang Shouren summed up and said.
"Well, you too... Do you plan to return to Beijing?" Lou Suzhen asked.
"No, in the court, I am humble and light-spoken. It's not easy to leave and go back to my hometown, and I'm so happy!" Wang Shouren said lightly.
"Are you no longer looking for Yunyu?" Lou Suzhen asked.
"She is safe, but she just doesn't want to see me for the time being! It's ridiculous. I always thought the burden on my shoulders was heavy, but in the end, no one needed me at all!" Shouren can't suppress his loss, just like a deflated ball.
"I'm sorry..."
"No, you are not wrong, but you made me understand a truth - no matter how important a person's death is to more people, I have no reason to deprive him of his life. For thousands of years, history has been confused, and I ask myself that I don't have the ability to find this answer! If someone stands in front of me and tells me that I must die, history will be more wonderful, I will say: 'Fell me. Damn, why did I die?'!"
"Ha ha... Then don't you hate me?"
"Hate you? Is this Su Zhen's way of joking? Of course I won't hate you!"
I can give you a promise. No matter what Liu Jin's underground arsenal becomes, no escort will be in vain. If the emperor restores the escort one day, I promise you that I will put down the dragon blood stone by myself! If Zhu Chenhao is desperate, I hope you can still find a way to spare his life!" Lou Suzhen said.
"It's a deal!"
"It's a deal!"