Chapter 36 Pain

Since the emperor of Southern Chu came to the south to discuss the fiefdom of the eight families, Zhufu sang at night and entertained the emperor of Southern Chu. Emperor Yin would be drunk in Zhufu every night. After getting drunk, he stayed in Zhufu and did not return to the camp built by the soldiers of Southern Chu on the southern border until the next morning.

Tang Saier waited for Yin Ren in the camp every night, waiting for him to come back to her with the smell of wine and fragrance.

She doesn't know how long she can wait like this, and she doesn't know how much a person's heart can hurt.

She clearly knew what he was doing in Zhu's house every night, but she couldn't blame Yin Ren, because she knew his helplessness. It was because she knew his helplessness that she sat there overnight with tears and heartache, waiting for him to come back.

Today is the seventh day they came to the south, and it is also the seventh time that Yin Ren returned to the camp in the early morning with the atmosphere of wine.

With the wine and kiss marks all over his body, he walked into the camp drunk. He looked up and saw Tang Saier sitting at the table with a haggard face and tears, and looked at her with guilt.

"Why haven't you slept? I told you not to wait for me."

Yinren looked sadly at Tang Saier's haggard little face and deeply sunken eyes, walked to her and gently held her little hand. She hasn't had a good rest for the past few days.

"If you don't come back, I can't sleep."

Tang Saier slipped a line of tears on her face and said in a trembling voice.

Yin Ren... I don't know... If it goes on like this... Can I continue to love you...

Yin Ren... I don't know... If it goes on like this... Will I go crazy...

I'm so tired... so tired...

The long wait night after night... in exchange is only... the heartbreak night after night... I don't know... how long can I hold on like this...

I really want to escape... I don't want to think about you anymore... about Zhu Yangchen...

"Believe me, this kind of waiting will not continue. Zhu Yangchen is not alert to me at all now. We can do it right away. I'm just waiting for the best time to catch all the eight families. You won't cry for me all night in the future."

Yin Ren held Tang Saier's little hand tightly and said softly.

"I'm sorry... I don't want to be your burden... I know you're also very tired... You also want to cry... But you can't shout tired... You can't cry... Because you are the emperor of Southern Chu... Because you carry the safety of millions of people in Southern Chu on your shoulders... So Yin Ren... I really don't want to make trouble for you... I don't want to be your burden..."< /P>

Tang Saier gently leaned against Yin Ren's arms and said sobbing.

"Sier, as long as you believe in me, that's enough. I don't want you to do anything, as long as you believe in me."

Yin Ren gently wiped away the tears on Tang Saier's face and said softly.

"I believe you. I believe in you no matter what you do."

Tang Saier said in a trembling voice.

Yin Ren... I believe you... But... I'm afraid I don't trust myself enough...

Inren... I think that woman is lingering with you... My heart hurts... Why...

Why do I know you're acting... but I'm still so uncomfortable...

How I think... You belong to me... I don't even want others to touch you... Even a finger... I don't want others to touch you...

But you and her... have been lingering in Zhufu night after night...

Yin Ren... I'm really tired... Maybe... I'm more tired than you...

"Sier, when I calm down the affairs of the eight families, I will compensate you well."

Yin Ren gently hugged Tang Saier into his arms and said softly.

"Yinren, your arms are so warm and comfortable. How I want to indulge in your arms like this and never wake up. I hope this warm and solid embrace only belongs to me."

Tang Saier gently leaned against Yin Ren's arms and muttered.

I wish this embrace... and you... belong only to me... but I know... you don't belong to me...

"I belong to you alone."

Yin Ren said softly.

It's a pity... You don't belong to me alone...

How long will it take to wait night after night...

"Yinren, I wish I could meet you earlier, so that I can share some for you so that you won't have such hard work."

Tang Saier said softly.

"But I don't want you to share it for me, because the price to pay for these things is too high."

Yin Ren smiled gently, and a trace of pain flashed in his eyes, and said self-deprecatingly.

"I'm not afraid. I'm willing to do it for you. No matter how much it is, I'm willing to pay for you."

Donsayer said firmly.

"But I don't want you to get hurt. I'd rather die than you pay these costs, do you understand? As long as you are good and stay by my side, I don't want you to do anything. As long as you are good, that's enough.

Yin Ren looked at Tang Saier affectionately and said seriously.

"Yin Ren, I really want to share some for you. I don't want to see you so tired."

Don Seer said impatiently.

Yin Ren... If possible... I'm willing to do anything for you... Anything that can help you... Make you less tired... I don't want to see you bear everything alone... I don't want to see you so tired...

"I said, I don't want you to do anything. As long as you are always by my side as that gentle and kind woman is enough. You don't need to worry about other things. I don't want you to do anything."

Yin Ren stared at Tang Saier's eyes tightly. His eyes were so serious and serious. His tone was as if he was ordering her, so tough and unquestionable.

"Okay, I know. I promise you that I will be good. I won't do anything. I won't worry you or cause you any trouble."

Tang Saier looked into Yin Ren's eyes and said softly.

"Sier, I'm a little tired and want to take a break."

Yin Ren looked at Tang Saier and said tiredly.

"Okay, have a good rest. I'll go back to rest."

Tang Saier said with a smile.

Yin Ren gently let go of Tang Saier, turned to the bedside, lay down, and soon fell asleep.

Tang Saier stood by the bed and looked at Yin Ren quietly. He looked like a sleepy and tired child, frowning slightly.

Inren... I know you're tired... I'm also tired...

He gently stroked his frowned eyebrows and wanted to smooth it with these little hands, but his eyebrows frowned so tightly that he couldn't smooth them.

Tang Saier sighed and turned around and left gently. Instead of returning to her tent, she quietly walked out of the camp and walked to the mountains. She didn't know where she wanted to go or what she was going to do. She just wanted to find a place where there was no one, alone. Quiet.

Find someone without him... without Zhu Yangchen... without anyone... stay quietly...