Chapter 20 PTSD

Bai Ru keenly noticed that as long as he planned to mention what happened last night, his emotions would fluctuate that he could not even detect, and almost subconsciously generated anxiety, uneasiness and fear. She knew that the spiritual impact of last night's experience on the extraordinary was too strong.

Bai Ru poured a glass of water again, put it in Minfan's hand, put the chair in front of the bed, and whispered to him, "Relax, believe me, it's safe here. If you don't want to talk, I can try to hypnotize you, which can help you calm down and even make you forget your previous unpleasant experience."

Kuang Feifan slowly took a sip of water, thought about it, and suddenly shook his head: "No, let me try to say it myself. Since I have encountered it, I must try to face it directly by myself. I remember you said that PTSD must be able to vent my emotions correctly to get treatment. I don't want to eat anything in the end. Antidepressants."

Bai Ru couldn't help smiling: "That's called post-traumatic stress disorder. Yes, psychological treatment is needed in the early stage, but I don't think you are suffering from this disease now. However, whatever you want, I support your decision. However, if you recall it, it's easy to be easy to miss, and you may talk about your experience. Add your own fantasy to the event, but it's not a big problem. What I'm most worried about is that you can't stand it mentally.

Wang Feifan shrugged his shoulders: "Try it. I think my nerves are quite big. Didn't you often praise me for having steel-like willpower before?"

Bai Ru hit him gently: "What do I praise you? You used to praise yourself, but you are really thick-skinned."

Bai Ru tried her best to convey a relaxed and pleasant message to the situation to help him relax.

Of course, Feifan understood what she meant, and pretended to show a hippie smile and said, "Yes, if I was not thick-skinned, how could I catch up with you at the beginning?"

Bai Ru quickly handed him a white eye and couldn't help laughing.

After laughing for a while, she said, "By the way, the clothes that protect you are still there. Do you need to let him in and help you make a record by the way, so that you don't have to talk about it again tomorrow."

Kuang Feifan took a deep breath and suddenly said, "Ru, can you not let him hear our conversation?"

Bai Ru was slightly stunned, and then clicked on the ward and said, "The sound insulation here is quite good. If you talk inside, you can't hear it outside."

Huang Feifan pondered for a moment and said cautiously, "I... don't want to tell the truth about this matter."

Bai Ru thought a little and understood what he meant: "You are afraid that this matter is too mysterious, and no one will believe it."

Kuang Feifan smiled bitterly: "Now He Shaoqing hasn't woken up and can't testify to my confession. I want to say that he was bitten by a ghost in the small building. Do you think the police will believe it? Moreover, can they investigate clearly?"

Bai Ru didn't say anything. She knew that what Kuo Feifan said was reasonable. Ghost killing has always been just a scene in movies and novels. In real life, no one believes it, or no one wants to believe it.

She looked at the extraordinary and asked seriously, "How are you going to explain yesterday to the police?"

Kuang Feifan showed an indifferent expression at this moment. He raised his hand and scratched his head. He was not sure and said, "I was thinking about it to say it was an unknown beast attack, or I simply said that I... lost my memory."

Bai Ru listened and smiled: "I like this vulgar reason."

He nodded excitedly: "You also think the reason for amnesia is good, right? I like it, too."

Bai Ru hummed softly: "Of course, as soon as He Shaoqing wakes up, you will have a witness. If he does not lose his memory, your experience can prove each other. Second, your reason can also pull me into the water."

He smiled and didn't say anything. It seemed to mean the default.

solved one thing, and Feifan remembered another thing and asked Bai Ru, " By the way, what kind of treasure is the 'Mani stone' amulet you gave me? It seems to really work. Also, who is Lin Bing who taught me? You...master? Or are you... some kind of big brother or something?"

What's more, Feifan just wanted to say "ex-boyfriend", but he changed his words in time. He was afraid that Bai Ru would be unhappy when he said it. Don't look at Bai Ru's usual soft, "two-finger pinch" kung fu also reached the point of perfection.

His question made Bai Ru couldn't help laughing: "That 'Mani Stone' pendant was given by an old lama I knew when I was helping a friend in Tibet to substitute in Hope Primary School. It does contain the willpower he injected. If you have the opportunity to go to Tibet, you can see large and small Mani piles everywhere. The Mani pile is piled up by pieces of Mani stone, and the Mani stone engraved with the Buddha, coupled with the old lama's prayer, has the aura. Whether you believe it or not, it will bless you peace.

"As for the Lin Bing you said..." Bai Ru deliberately dragged a long cavity, with a cunning light in her eyes. Obviously, she had guessed the meaning that had not been said in the last sentence of extraordinary, and Feifan couldn't help but carefully avoid her eyes and smile.

Bai Ru was too lazy to pursue him and then said, "Lin Bing is not a human being. In fact, what I told you is the first two words of the nine-character spell. 'Lin' is a temporary imp, and 'bing' is a soldier's soldier. Originally, each word needs a fingerprint to cooperate, but fortunately you have an amulet in your hand. The nine-character spell is the same without the blessing of fingerprints. It has played a certain role and has a certain deterrent effect on ghosts.

"Nine-character spell?" If Feifan had some understanding, he couldn't help asking curiously, "Is it that some kind of 'front fighters are in the front'?" I remember accompanying you to watch a Hong Kong drama, in which the heroine often said this sentence, and it turned out that it could be used separately.

Bai Ru stared at him and pretended to be angry and said, "You just remember the heroine. When it comes to business, you don't have the text in your mind. Lin Bing is my elder brother?"

"Uh..." Moreover, Feifan couldn't help but fight. No wonder it's not only that a woman is not easy to raise. Even if she says a wrong sentence, she can remember it for almost a lifetime and has to get it back to the edge of the sky.

turned around, and his eyes darkened, and he said in a rather frustrated tone, "Bear by the way, Ru, I'm sorry for something. I... failed to keep the 'Mani Stone' amulet you gave me in the end. I'm sorry."

Bai Ru stretched out her hand and gently twisted it on his arm without thinking. "Ouch," Kai Fei exclaimed softly and subconsciously took a cold air, but then she found that she didn't have much strength to twist herself.

"What apologies." Bai Ru pretended to be ansly, "The amulet is to keep you safe. Now that you come back safely, there is no need to pay attention to the things outside you. At least, it really blesses you, doesn't it?"

He nodded vibly and said, "Yes. It's really awesome. Thanks to this amulet, by the way, there is also a jade Buddha pendant on He Shaoqing's body. Without their blessing, we may not be able to come back.

"Jade Buddha pendant?" Bai Ru grasped a key word in Kuang Feifan's words, but she did not continue to ask. She could see that Kuang Fei's spirit had been greatly relaxed, and he should take this opportunity to tell what he had experienced.

Bai Ru knows very well when she can joke and when she should be the best listener, so when she began to talk about the experience of seeing a ghost in the small building, she never interrupted or interrupted, but patiently sat next to him and gently put her hand in his palm, with her body slightly. Lean forward and lean on his arm.

In addition, he speaks very slowly and often stops to think about it, but as long as he feels the softness of Bai Ru in his hand, there will always be an inexplicable sense of security in his heart.

In addition, his extraordinary personality is occasionally a little macho. In the past, it was impossible to hold a woman's hand to seek a sense of security, but at this time, he not only did not feel faceless, but also lost the spirit of a man. On the contrary, there was a feeling of closer relationship with Bai Ru's heart.

Time is slowly passing, one talking and the other listening. What's more, after even talking about the nightmare he had just had, the sky outside the window was slightly bright, and unconsciously, the two of them sat together for a night.

After a brief silence, Bai Ru slowly sat up straight, but her hand was not pulled out of the extraordinary palm. However, she didn't know when their hands had become ten fingers.

Moreover, Feifan stood up and broke the silence between the two first: "Are those ghosts not dead yet?"

Bai Ru laughed and said, "People become ghosts only when they die. How can ghosts die? At most, the soul is scattered, but it's just a different path between people and ghosts. I don't know what will happen after becoming a ghost, such as going to hell, reincarnation and so on. The real process can only be known after we die.

He asked doubtfully, "What if I see a ghost?"

Bai Ru was silent for a long time before saying, then said, "To put it simply, it is Chaodu or disperse. It is said that after death, the soul should directly enter the wheel to return to reincarnation. The ghost is the last resentment before life, and the soul will become a ghost to appear in our world. To break up is to directly erase the ghost, while Chaodu is to transform. Resolve the resentment of the ghost before his death, so that he hopes that the ghost can be reincarnated again, but no one knows how the ghost was reincarnated after the super crossing.

What's more, he asked tentatively, "Have you... done it?"

Bai Ru took a breath: "Yes. Occasionally."

What's more, Feifan can finally be sure that his ex-girlfriend, who can also be said to be the girlfriend he is going to chase again now, is the legendary ghost hunter.

When he said this cognition, Bai Ru couldn't help covering his smile, and he couldn't help but feel his eyes lit up.

"Whatever you want. Anyway, I'm a part-time job, and I don't have an official name." Bai Ru explained one sentence.

Kuang Feifan really wanted to kiss Bai Ru's hand in his palm, but before he raised his hand, a question suddenly crossed his mind. He blurted out, "Since the ghost in the small building is not dead, will he come out?"