chen: awareness, another kind of sublimation

For a long time, I didn't mention it before I lost my memory, at least after Peach Blossom Land. Naruto doesn't know his past because he forgot the past. Therefore, Naruto has always had no big ideas and just wants to live quietly and happily. After having relatives, Naruto even thought about it all his life, that's all. I seriously farm with my parents until I get old.

Because of this, Naruto's original lively and stubbornness against fate was worn out in the Peach Blossom Land. The sharp edges and corners are also slowly melted in the passage of time and the package of happiness.

So, a filial, sensible, cute and even a little lonely.

Before, Naruto's dream was nothing more than to take good care of his parents and marry a suitable wife at the right age. Three children, two women and one man, and the boy is the youngest. In this way, the first few sisters can help carry it. It's very simple and warm. Maybe this is the life that Naruto has always wanted.

However, he is destined to be a person with a tortuous fate, even if he comes to another place and loses himself. Unable to escape, Naruto once thought about whether he could not escape his fate.

Life is a chess game, a huge game of heaven and earth. Everyone is a chess piece in the chess game, which is only at the mercy of fate. Except for death, there is no way to escape. Unfortunately, Naruto is an unimportant but most important pawn. Destiny is to use cannon fodder.

Sometimes, Naruto is strange. He always thinks of a sentence.

"Some people are born with jade, and some people are born with generals. And some people are destined to be cannon fodder at birth. No matter how you disobey, you are just a pawn, and you will always be."

I don't know who told him. He was working on his father. While resting, he leaned against the tree and looked at the blue sky, he suddenly said this.

When he saw the villagers killed, Naruto felt powerless for the first time. He was watching, but he only looked at it. He leaned against the wall because his feet were no longer at his disposal. He is angry, but...

This has always been Naruto. Weak, useless, weak. He was so weak that he wanted to die after seeing his parents die. It's so cowardly.

But when he heard his mother tell him to live, he only thought of his father's words. One sentence made him burst into tears.

"I'm sorry, son. Let us bind you..."

When his father was watching the starry sky with him, he heard his father's self- saying that he had not understood yet. But he just thought in a daze,

"Dad's shoulders are so warm. Hey hey, my mother used her shoulders to catch my mother drunk."

As a result, he was heard by his father and said that he was a big adult kid.

Naruto's dream has always been so simple.

"I will bring Sasuke back."

"I really hope to stay with my parents like this and be quiet and happy."

However, when all this was broken in front of Naruto, the originally calm heart was turned upside down by anger.

At that time, he only had a cold fight in his mind. Kill! Kill! Kill! Endless killing!

Meet the god and kill the god, meet the Buddha and kill the Buddha.

Anger is really not a good thing, and the violent Naruto burst into unprecedented power. Ten miles away, destroyed.

When he was seriously injured and planned to kill him, he lost his mind, but inexplicably calmed down.

He put away Chakra, but kept nine tails outside, with a solemn face, walked heavily to the village, carried the villagers out of the village one by one, dug the ground with his right hand, and dug out tombs one by one.

After the burial, he stood in front of the tomb and said many things to the void.

The sound of wind, rain, revenge, and the sound come to your ears.

You can only see a man standing proudly.

Silent. Time quietly left in the sound of rain.

Then, there is the attack of the shadow and the counterattack with Naruto.

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I thought I had nothing to worry about. Originally, I thought that I had no reason to live. Originally, I thought it would be better to die than to harm others.

However, I remembered the sharp laughter and the frightened face. Where there is an innocent reputation, anger rises from the bottom of my heart.

I'm not crazy because I know how to be calm.

I didn't fall because I still have to take revenge.

Naruto did not give up living, just for that kind and kind face.

At this time, he is no longer a naive and weak child. After experiencing life and death, he carried heavy things on his back. That thing is called revenge

He has begun to grow up slowly and understand.

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So when he killed the shadow and his eyelids gradually couldn't support it, he was still standing. Because he knows that he can't fall now, and he can't get up again. He stood in front of the grave for a long time. Only by looking at the small mountain bags in front of him can he be sober.

He is waiting. Wait for the people who came for this battle. He believes that no one will notice such a big movement. He is waiting and gambling. Bet that he can hold on until someone comes, and the blocked people will save him.

So, when he looked back and saw the beautiful face not far behind him, who raised the curtain of the sedan chair and saw him, he smiled. Falling down.

"Quick, the teenager over there, go and save him."

So, two figures appeared beside the fallen teenager............

"Why does my heart beat? Does he smile at me? Has he been uneasy all the time? But............”