its 228: quarrel
"Of course, a genius is good, but I don't want to be a genius like Su Yundi." Cheng Xingxing looked out of the window. The flow of people is bustling, and it is a prosperous scene.
"I used to envy him, really. He is better than me in everything, appearance, academic performance and sports. I have nothing to do. I have no other skills except that I love reading novels, love literature, can recite hundreds of poems, and secretly write more than a dozen literary works such as essays, poems, novels, and essays. But this is what makes me proud of, and there is nothing to boast about in our world. I'm ordinary-to-life, my academic performance has not been good, and I'm not a good athlete. It's like a college student from heaven to accompany Su Yundi. In fact, I have been doing this for so many years, setting off his greatness with my smallness. I envy him, so I regard this envy as a friendship and have always been willing to follow him.
Thinking of all kinds of things at the beginning, I became a star full of emotions.
"If I hadn't come to Yunsu with an adventure, I would have lived in the shadow of Su Yundi all my life, and I would be his friend all my life to set off his extraordinary. I really envy him. I long for what he has - handsome appearance, excellent academic performance, and ball skills that make girls scream. I fantasize about getting these countless times, and then I am surrounded by a group of girls and listen to their cheers and screams. Until... until I came to Yunsu, until I saw the other side of Su Yundi, saw the selfishness, cunning and ruthlessness of this kind of excellent talent, and how he was full of superiority. How he ignored the people around him, but only regarded himself as extremely precious, I found that I hated such people very much.
Looking at Mulan, there was a trace of sadness in Cheng Xingxing's eyes: "My life dream is actually very simple. It's just that I can graduate smoothly, find a stable job, and live safely."
"Yes, that's the impression you gave others before." Mulan nodded.
"But it's different now, isn't it?" Cheng Xingxing smiled bitterly, "I found that I was getting closer and closer to Su Yundi. I'm really a little afraid. I'm afraid that because of that sense of superiority, I will gradually become a guy who ignores other people's lives and only cares about his own happiness. But this feeling is really good. I can't abandon it. I can't help but want to show myself. I can't help but want to make my language sharper, make my personality more public, and make my actions more decisive. In short, I want to be as happy as the hero in the novel!"
"Long-term depression will eventually lead to an outbreak." Mulan looked at him and said slowly.
"That's right." Cheng Xingxing looked at Mulan and nodded for a long time. In my previous life, I have been longing and depressed, but now, this suppressed emotion suddenly broke out because of Ma Xing's incident, and I can't stop it since.
"I've heard a lot of such things." Mulan lowered his head and said, "Some people have always been filial and can sacrifice their wives and children for their parents, but later, they have done things to kill their father and mother. Some people have always been sanctimonial. Even if they accidentally touch the woman's finger, they will blush and apologize repeatedly, but in the end they do it... The terrible thing about blaspheming young children. I think they have been depressed for too long, and when they finally can't stand it, the outbreak will be even more terrible.
Cheng Xing was stunned for a long time before he said, "You're right. Thank you for using these things to point me up. I... I seem to have figured it out."
"In fact, there is nothing to be afraid of." Mulan said with a smile, "If you want to be better than others and want to show yourself, this is not a bad thing. As long as you control it, don't let yourself simply do it for the sake of performance, regardless of good and bad, regardless of the occasion, and without thinking about the overall situation, then it's nothing. If you have that talent, you should be respected accordingly and buried in vain, but it's not a good thing.
"I see. Thank you." Cheng Xing laughed.
Mulan also smiled and said, "Why are you thanking me? You are my doorman. Although I'm not your secretary, I should also solve your problems.
Looking at Mulan's innocent and lovely smiling face, Cheng Xingxing couldn't help but have an impulse to go up and hug her and kiss her. As soon as this idea appeared, he couldn't help blushing.
Although I have done the work of four people sleeping in the same bed, after all, it is out of control after drinking. The sophomore man in high school has not taken the initiative to pursue a girl, let alone have never been in love. He is a typical Chu brother. In this kind of thing, there is no sense of superiority at all, let alone experience that can make him familiar with it.
"I'm full. Let's go back." Cheng Xingxing grinned and stood up. Mulan lowered his head somewhat disappointedly and then got up and walked out.
At dusk, Xun Xianxue came back. Regardless of his stomach rumbling, he ran to find the star first and reported what he saw on the field today. There are five games in this day. Among the generals in the next game, there is still no outstanding one. They are basically five hundred main-level figures. There is not much difference in troop strength, and there is nothing amazing about military tactics.
He became a star and thanked Xun Xianxue for a long time. In fact, he sighed in his heart: Xiaoxue has never learned general magic. He doesn't know what to observe when watching the battle at all, and he doesn't feel who uses the army better and who has hidden strength. Alas, wine is really a good thing, but it's not a good thing. In the future, you can't go wrong because of excitement and greed.
While chatting, I suddenly heard a noise outside. When I listened carefully, a man and a woman were arguing about something. The two voices sounded very familiar. Cheng Xingxing listened carefully for a moment, and his face suddenly changed. He stood up and pushed the door out.
In the corridor, a door was half open, and the sound of a quarrel between a man and a woman came from there. The star rushed over with a dark face, opened the half-open door, stared at the room, and whispered, "Su Yundi, what are you doing with the people of our wonderful door?"
This is Yunheyue's room, and it is Su Yundi and Yunheyue who are noisy in the room at this time. Yun Heyue had tears on her face and was very excited. Su Yundi was also pale and angry. At first sight, Cheng Xingxing rushed over. Yunheyue lowered her head and stopped talking. Su Yundi turned around and stared at Cheng Xingxing fiercely and gritted her teeth and said, "Cong Xingxing, Yuemei is my woman. I'm coming to her. It's none of your business. !"
"Go to you. Damn it!" As soon as Cheng Xingxing saw Su Yundi, he was so angry that he couldn't help opening his mouth and swearing.
In a word, Su Yundi's face became more ugly and said in a low voice, "Do you dare to say it again?"
"Do not say good words twice!" Cheng Xingxing stared and roared, "What's your woman, did you get a marriage certificate or did you worship heaven and earth? Xiaoyue was originally from our wonderful door. At the beginning, she was confused and left with you, a playboy, but now she wakes up and returns to the door. How dare you force her to walk!"
"Get out of here. Damn it!" Su Yundi roared and scolded. What a wonderful door, we are now from Xianzhumen! She is also my lover. Your little wonderful door dares to force the doorman. It's strange that our fairy bamboo door can provoke you!"
"Do not talk nonsense!" Cheng Xingxing replied viciously, "Shut up the fairy bamboo door. Do you remember who saved our lives in the hands of the mountain thieves? Do you still remember who invited the single master to accept himself as a disciple? Do you remember what the single door owner did to you? What did you do yourself? When there was a problem in the door, I immediately climbed the high branch and ran away. What is it? At this time, it's embarrassing to have a fairy bamboo door. If you don't have a fairy bamboo door, you won't have the strength to speak, right?
These words are poking at Su Yundi's pain. After all, he is not the one whose conscience is completely eaten by the dog. At the beginning, he left at the most critical time of Shenmiaomen, and he was indeed uneasy. But the more so, the more he wanted to forget the divine door, and the more he wanted the door to simply disappear, because in this way, there would be no one he was sorry for in the world, and no one would jump out and point at him because of the betrayal.
"To become a star, don't talk nonsense to me!" Su Yundi roared, "No matter which school Yuemei is in, she is my unmarried wife, my lover, and my Su Yundi's woman!" I came to find her to go home. No one cares!"
"Bah!" Cheng Xingxing spit and said, "Your woman? She didn't marry you. Why is she your woman? Even if she marries you, it is her freedom to divorce! How dare you come and quarrel with her? Let me ask you, what's wrong with the four beautiful women around you? Hold it left and right. Have you ever considered Xiaoyue's feelings? She is willing to bear the notorous reputation of traitor for you. Are you fucking going to repay him like this? Ah?"
"To become a star, it's not your turn to take care of this kind of thing!" Su Yundi sneered and dodged the saliva spit from the star. I'm talented, and naturally there are beautiful women who fall in love with me. You can't compare this! Yunsu is a polygamous society. They are willing to follow me. Why should I refuse them? Yuemei is my first lover, and she will naturally be the wife of Dafang in the future. I have promised her this for a long time. Those sisters are all well-informed and willing to be young.
Speaking of this, he turned his head and looked at Yun Heyue: "Sister Yue, they have made such sacrifices for you. Are you worthy of them?"
Yun Heyue lowered her head and said nothing, just two tears.
In the past, those tears would definitely break the heart of a star, but now, it only causes a burst of anger.
"Xiaoyue, why are you crying? This is the territory of our wonderful door. Do you allow him to be wild like this? Cheng Xingxing shouted, "Try him a few words to listen! Let him know why you are disappointed in him and why you come back to your mind!"
Su Yundi didn't say anything, but stared at Yunheyue with red eyes. Yunheyue wiped her tears and raised her head firmly: "Brother Su, I loved you very much in the past and was willing to do anything for you, but... but I can't accept you now. My love is all given to you, but your love is... I admit that they are all beautiful and excellent women, all of whom are worthy of you, and I want to have no strength, I want to have no door, but I am an ordinary woman, and I don't deserve you. It's better for us to get together and break up.
"Did you hear that?" The star asked harshly.
Su Yundi looked at Yun Heyue, constantly gritted his teeth, clenched his fists, and roared sadly and indignantly after a long time: "Is that why? Do you ask me to love the second woman forever? Why don't you ask yourself why I had a different idea at the beginning? Think about it! At the beginning, we left the wonderful door together and experienced so many things together. You... You have been regarded by me as an unmarried wife, but how do you treat me? If I have a little close behavior, you can run away. I beg you to give it to me, but you turn me away. I'm a normal man, and I also need it. And you refuse me again and again. If I don't look for others, can I only wait for you to be kind?"
"You...what did you say..." Yun Heyue's face turned red.
Ah? What's the situation? Hearing this, the angry star suddenly stunned.
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(How did you have a good rest on May Day? Lao Li didn't rest. He was arranged to plant trees in some tree planting group. He worked several kilometers away a day against the wind and rain... I didn't say anything. Tomorrow we will gather at 5 o'clock to dig a pit... Brothers, it's not Lao Li who is blocked, it's Lao Li who is blocked! Also, due to the time, I may not reply in the group, but I have read all the group messages. Lao Li will not call the name for anyone who gives comments and suggestions. Anyway, thank you.)