Chapter 290 Dusty Memory
Li Weidong himself couldn't figure out why he said those two words. After three years, he once thought that the intimate name had disappeared with the past and would never be mentioned again.
Do you feel sorry for her? It should be... Don't count. At most, it's because she was injured for Yao Wei. I made it like this last night. I was a little moved and guilty. That's all. Li Weidong persuaded himself like this.
Yes, the name Mengmeng is too intimate. Li Weidong doesn't want to give her the impression that he still loves her. In fact, if what happened last night, it may not matter to call casually, but the blind date between the two people has become a reality. At this time, if he behaves too ambiguously, he is afraid that Lin Yumeng will misunderstand or even rekindle the old relationship. If that's the case, how should he face Yao Wei?
On the way to the hotel just now, he kept telling himself in his heart that what happened last night was originally an accident, and it was useless to escape since it had happened. If Lin Yumeng really wants to sue for being raped, there is nothing we can do. If we hurt others, if we are soft-hearted, it will be a one-night stand, and we will be lucky to escape. Anyway, in this era of emotional fast food and materialism, one-night stand is as common and casual as calling outside. If it really happens, Li Weidong will not feel guilty that he can't eat and can't sleep, and he has to thank the world by himself, because that practice is more like pretending to be pitiful and useless. At most, I will try my best to make up for Lin Yumeng in some ways in the future, such as helping her improve her living conditions, or helping her arrange the treatment of leg injuries, and so on.
In a word, a one-night stand is okay, but he doesn't want his heart to cheat, because he thinks that it is the real betrayal for Yao Wei. And between him and Lin Yumeng, he can do anything, but he can't be emotional.
Li Weidong himself thinks this idea is quite selfish and shameless, but in addition, how can he solve it? I can't take her back and say to Yao Wei: This is my mistress. You can get along well and help each other in the future. If you really say so, even if Yao Wei doesn't settle accounts with him, Xia Ruobing and Shen Lin will have to chop him up.
But these ideas seem to have changed with a "cute" call. Li Weidong never thought that he would scream so naturally after such a long time, as if the two words had been hanging in his mouth all the time. Looking at Lin Yumeng, who hit the pear blossoms in the rain, Li Weidong raised the cotton in his hand but forgot what he wanted to do, and his expression became very embarrassed.
Probably seeing Li Weidong's thoughts, Lin Yumeng quickly wiped the tears off his face and said, "You... don't think too much, I didn't mean that."
"No, I didn't think much about it, and I didn't mean anything else."
Li Weidong was a little panicked somehow. He quickly avoided her sight, lowered his head, and continued to carefully clean the wound with alcohol.
But while wiping, Li Weidong's hand suddenly shook, and Lin Yumeng couldn't help shouting. This time, Li Weidong did not comfort anything, but hurriedly raised his head and did not squint. Lin Yumeng glanced at him and found that he didn't know why his expression was not natural, and his breathing was a little heavy. She couldn't help asking worriedly, "Dongzi, what's wrong with you? Isn't it uncomfortable?"
"Ah? Oh, it's okay." Li Weidong seemed to have just come to his senses, and his face turned red somehow. He hesitated and said, "I'm fine. Well, if you put up with it, it will be almost ready."
"But you..." Lin Yumeng struggled to stand up and wanted to touch if he had a fever, but as soon as he raised his head, he seemed to suddenly understand something. He made a low ah, covered his face with his hands, and his legs were subconsciously twisted tightly.
"Mengmeng, don't be nervous. I actually didn't see anything. I...cough!"
Li Weidong felt that his intellectual attributes had dropped to zero at this moment, and he actually said such an idiot. Isn't it three hundred taels of silver here? It was embarrassing for a moment.
In fact, it seems that he can't be blamed for this. Li Weidong really doesn't want to peep or anything. Lin Yumeng's wounds are on his thighs, so he just cut off the two trousers just close to her thighs, and the trousers naturally turned into trousers. But of course, this kind of copycat shorts will not be as close as the genuine shorts, and the hem is short. The most critical problem is that Lin Yumeng is vacuumed at this moment and doesn't wear anything...
So Li Weidong accidentally slipped his eyes. The most secret and full of ** places for girls are looming. If someone can still resist thinking about it, he is simply not a man. What's more, the girl just circled with herself. Thinking of the crazy scene in the car last night, Li Weidong seemed to have a small drum in his heart, beating all the time, and the bottom was very uncomfortable. In this situation, I can't help but have no nosebleeds. I can't help but admire myself.
But the embarrassment is embarrassing, and the wound is only half treated. If it is infected and inflamed, it will be a big deal. Therefore, although Li Weidong was a little guilty, he had to bravely say, "Mengmeng, the wound must be wiped clean." Well, can you open your legs? I promise I won't peek at you... No, no, I can't see it at all. Er, this..."
These words were upside down. I wanted to cover it up. I blushed when I heard it, not to mention Lin Yumeng. He was shy and anxious but helpless. He grabbed the pillow and covered his face, and did not dare to look at Li Weidong. Li Weidong was almost depressed to death. It was really more uncomfortable than letting an old man do such a job.
She patted Lin Yumeng's thigh tentatively. Fortunately, she didn't insist this time and hesitated for a while and opened it. Li Weidong said to himself in his heart: Calm down, you must calm down. If you are so distracted, I don't know what will happen later. He took a deep breath, and then dipped it in alcohol with cotton. He didn't care whether Lin Yumeng would hurt or not, so he quickly wiped the wound.
Some of the blood stains on Lin Yumeng's legs have dried up and condensed into blood scabs. There are not only below, but also many places near the thighs and roots. It's really not easy to start in this place. Li Weidong said weakly, "Your... thigh is also bleeding. Is there a wound?"
Lin Yumeng said, regardless of the unbearable pain of the wound, and said urgently, "No, no, do it yourself." He held it with one hand and wanted to sit up. He grabbed the cotton in Li Weidong's hand with one hand, but he was exhausted and almost fell under the bed. Thanks to Li Weidong's quick hug.
If you don't have it, you don't have to react so much. Could it be... Li Weidong patted his forehead and said, "Ah! Is your one coming? Mengmeng, wait, I'll buy you sanitary napkins.
"No, come back soon!" Seeing him turn his head and run away, Lin Yumeng quickly stopped, lowered his head with a red face, and said in a voice that was not much bigger than a mosquito: "Yes... last night, I... for the first time..."
"Cough!"
Li Weidong was accidentally choked by saliva and coughed. At this time, I suddenly realized that it was the first time for a girl to fall red. I was depressed and thought: Shit, what about intelligence plus two? It's not all shrewd to think about other things. Why is it like an idiot in this regard, short-circuiting at the critical moment? Well, it seems that I'm still inexperienced. I'm still too pure!
The wound was treated, and then the bandage was wrapped finely. After that Li Weidong took a long breath and touched his forehead, he was busy sweating. However, as soon as I dropped the first aid kit, I suddenly realized a serious problem: Lin Yumeng was unable to move and had a wound on her leg and could not get wet, so she still couldn't take a shower!
Lin Yumeng also thought of it at this time. She quickly glanced at Li Weidong and said, "Can you help me to the bathroom?" I'll just wipe it."
"How can that work? You're like this now, alas." Li Weidong looked depressedly at Lin Yumeng, who was dragging all over his body and dragged his hair for a long time. Li Weidong summoned up his courage and said, "Why don't... I, I'll wash it for you?"
The blush on Lin Yumeng's face had just subsided. After hearing this, it suddenly turned red to the root of her ears. Being able to take a hot bath immediately and comfortably is undoubtedly a huge ** for her. Which girl doesn't like cleanliness and is willing to sleep so dirty all night? It's worse than death. But it would be too embarrassing to let a boy bathe himself. It's better to just kill her.
"No, I'll wash it myself. ...Or just one night like this, it's nothing."
Her voice was very low, but her tone was very resolute, which made Li Weidong relieved. In my heart, I said that I was a lonely man and a widow ~ dry fire and washed white together. It's unbearable to think about it. It's strange to be able to hold it. He doesn't believe that there is really Brother Hui in the world. Brother Hui is just a legend. The key question is: what happened last night can be said to be rape, it is a two-hearted, unwillingness, pure accident, but how should this kind of thing be explained again? Is it possible that the drug had another attack and was rude again?
But he was really worried about letting Lin Yumeng take a shower by himself. Fortunately, this time he was smarter and moved a pair of carved wooden chairs. The chair was quite wide and big. He sat on the bathtub and tried it. It was also full of strong, and there were backrests on both sides, so he didn't have to worry about Lin Yumeng's legs being inconvenient to slip.
Hold Lin Yumeng into the bathroom. Li Weidong put her inner and outer clothes and trousers where she could get them, and prepared all the applications such as bath towel and bath lotion. He said, "I'm outside. Call me after washing. Remember to be careful. Don't get water on the wound.
Lin Yumeng hummed in a low voice, and then Li Weidong retreated and locked the door. In a while, there was a splash of water in the bathroom.
Because she had difficulty in moving, she took this bath for a long time. Li Weidong was worried that something would happen to her, so he was relieved to call her every now and then. When she finished washing and changing her clothes, she took her to ** to cover the quilt. Li Weidong wanted to say that he had changed his clothes and left, but Lin Yumeng suddenly whispered, "Dongzi, can you... accompany me? I'm scared."
"Ah? Shall I... accompany you?"
Li Weidong didn't know whether to laugh or cry. He said to himself that you should figure it out. I'm obviously a strong traitor, okay? If you are rude, you still have to stay with you. What's the same thing? I guess you can tell anyone casually, even idiots won't believe it.
He hesitated for a moment and nodded. In fact, after experiencing the nightmare last night, it's fake to change into any girl if she is not afraid, no matter how strong she is. Moreover, Li Weidong is not very relieved to leave her alone. I'm afraid that she will make some mistakes or can't think about anything, and it will be too late to regret it.
I took a hot bath in the bathroom and found that Lin Yumeng had fallen asleep when I came out. The girl was obviously exhausted and scared. In her sleep, she frowned slightly and grabbed the neckline tightly with both hands. Looking at her beautiful and haggard face, Li Weidong sighed gently.
Open the curtains and have a look. The sky has been slightly bright. From last night to now, even if Li Weidong's spirit is extremely strong, he still feels a trace of fatigue, and the entanglement in his heart makes him feel a little depressed. Sitting by the bed and trying to smoke a cigarette, I lit the lighter and found that ** was still throwing a small ball of cotton, which was wiped by Lin Yumeng just now, and there was still her falling red on it. Li Weidong was a little stunned for a moment. ZIPPO caught fire, but forgot to light a cigarette.
The gate of memory seems to open suddenly, and the previous bits and pieces emerge uncontrollably. The carefreeness of the past, the childhood sweethearts, and the unique hazy and tender emotions at the beginning of the age of love have been sealed in my memory for a long time, but it is like what just happened yesterday, and even every detail is extremely clear. Until then, Li Weidong suddenly found that after such a long time, those memories had never been forgotten.
If it weren't for the nightmare three years ago, what would he and her do today? ......
But...
The flame suddenly shook in front of his eyes and almost burned his hair. Li Weidong suddenly woke up from his memory. He picked up the small ball of cotton and casually wanted to throw it into the trash can, but he couldn't bear it and put it in his pocket.
I sat in the chair and wanted to take a nap, but I couldn't sleep, and I was inexplicably upset. Simply turn on the TV and turn over the channel casually. Except for Hong Kong and Taiwan soap operas, which are TV shopping scammers, and occasionally there are two pieces of news, all of which are a good situation in the motherland. Finally, I found a song-playing channel. Shuimu Nianhua penetrated into his ears with a faint and sad melody. Li Weidong felt that a string in his heart that had been silent for a long time was suddenly stirred.
I saw it in the smoke
Your melancholy face
What's the reason for you to say?
You say goodbye to me
It's a friend
It's a lover
Or the person I love most in my heart
After you let go of your hand
Turn around
Let me forget you
With the confusion and impulse of youth
Let me hug you
Let's dance in the quiet night
Forget all your sadness
Blow up the sad blues
Ah, you are my favorite person
It's just that you don't want to believe in love
I'm afraid it will grow old one day...
A sigh, like a distant memory, and from the bottom of my heart. Li Weidong lost the remote control, lit a cigarette, stood by the window and smoked silently, watching the night in the city gradually fade. The rain hasn't stopped yet, and the rain is falling, which is a mystery.
PS: It is said that it is very evil to open twice. We are all pure **, which is really difficult to do... ^_^