Chapter 370 Without Love, No Hate

Li Weidong's voice was very calm, but what he said was indisputable and did not mean to discuss at all. Lin Yumeng suddenly calmed down and wiped away the tears on his face. He looked at him for a while before saying, "Dongzi, I'm very happy that you can say such a thing, but I'm sorry, I can't promise you."

Li Weidong said, "Why? Because of Weiwei, or do you don't love me at all?

"Actually, you know the answer yourself, don't you?" Lin Yumeng sighed gently and said, "Dongzi, do you remember what happened when we were young? We go to primary school, middle school, and a class together. We go together after school every day. At that time, other students always laughed at us as a young couple. There are other boys who bully me. Every time you protect me, but you have always been thin and weak, and you are always beaten and bruised. Dongzi, since then, I have said to myself that when I grow up, I must marry you and be your wife, because I know you are good to me, and you will protect me for the rest of your life.

"If it hadn't been for what happened three years ago, if it hadn't been for that bastard Luo Jie, what do you think the two of us would be now? I dare not think about it, but I can't help thinking about it. Dongzi, do you know that in the three years we have been separated, I have been looking forward to the moment of reunion, fantasizing that one day you can coil up my hair and put on my wedding clothes. Dongzi, I love you. I'm going crazy, but I still can't promise you. I can't be sorry for Weiwei. Love is not the whole of life, nor is it the reason for me to hurt others.

"Maybe you are right. In this real society, there are few men who are not derail. The more excellent men are, the more so, because there will always be too many ** around them. Dongzi, I don't mean to laugh at you. Compared with those who are looking for young ladies and have mistresses, I think you are at least more sincere than them. I also believe that you really care about me, as well as Bingbing and Linlin. But have you ever thought about how Sister Weiwei will feel about sharing a husband with others, which is fair to her?

"I know the feelings of Bingbing and Sister Linlin for you. Maybe they can accept such a fact, but I can't. Dongzi, Sister Weiwei is good to me. You know it even if I don't say it. I hurt you three years ago, and now I can't hurt Sister Weiwei no matter what. If I really do that, my conscience will never forgive me in my life.

"Dongzi, I know that you are because of what happened between us, so you want to be responsible for me, but this will make me sad. Do you remember what I told you? I'd rather you be angry with me than you pity me. As for that, you really don't have to care too much about it. You can be me... The first man, I'm very happy, so you don't owe me anything. You are an excellent man. Maybe there won't be only one girl in your life, and I'm destined to be just a passer-by. I am very satisfied that I can leave a good memory. Dongzi, forgive me for not being able to promise you, but at least, I will smile and bless you forever.

Lin Yumeng is actually the kind of girl who doesn't talk much. She is often quiet, especially when she stays with Li Weidong, and she is even a little restrained. But these words were very calm, as if they were for Li Weidong or for themselves. There has always been a smile on her face, but there are crystal things in her eyes. Maybe she dares not look at Li Weidong's eyes. After saying the last sentence, Lin Yumeng hurriedly turned around and walked to the door.

"Hight!" Although Li Weidong's voice was low, it obviously brought out a sense of anger, which made Lin Yumeng shiver involuntarily, and his footsteps followed. After being silent for about a few seconds, Li Weidong whispered, "Is that really what you think of me? Mengmeng, do you think I said I want to marry you just because I feel sorry for you and want to be responsible for you, right?

Lin Yumeng didn't look back. Tears gushed out, but she pretended to be nothing and said, "Isn't it?"

"Then we used to go to the seaside to watch the sunrise, and when we go home from school, we will stand on the street and eat shabu-shabu together. What do you say about this?" Li Weidong's voice suddenly increased a little, and he said word by word, "I admit that I have hated you for three years, but do you know why? It's not because I almost went to prison and was forced to transfer to another school, but because the people I like and the people closest to me betrayed me and betrayed me! Mengmeng, I admit that I am narrow-minded, but I also hope you can understand that there is no love and no hate. The reason why I hate it is because I am unhappy with my feelings for you, you know!"

Lin Yumeng's shoulder trembled, and finally couldn't help covering his face and crying. Li Weidong sighed, walked over and pulled her body, picked up her little face full of tears, and said softly, "Mengmeng, do I love you or pity you? Even if you don't believe it, at least you have to give me time to prove it. I just want to ask you one thing now. You must tell the truth. I beg you, okay?

Lin Yumeng wiped her nose and tears, and then nodded solemnly. Li Weidong was silent for a moment and said, "You can call me shameless or selfish, but I really want to know that if you were my girlfriend now, I would fall in love with Weiwei and Mengmeng. Will you accept her?"

"Ah? This..."

Lin Yumeng couldn't help hesitating and didn't know how to answer. Li Weidong said, "I just want to hear the truth. You promised me, don't be perfunctory!"

I will. Of course I'm willing to accept her! As long as I can be by your side, I'm willing to do anything. Lin Yumeng heard a voice in her heart shouting wildly, but it was even more uncomfortable for her to say these words herself than killing her, so her pretty face turned red, and she still hesitated a word.

Li Weidong looked at her embarrassed look and suddenly laughed. Lin Yumeng knew that he had seen through his mind. She couldn't help but be shy and anxious, and said, "You, what are you laughing at!"

Li Weidong took out a tissue to wipe the tears on her face and said slowly, "Mengmeng, I already know the answer. From now on, you don't have to worry about anything or think about whether Weiwei will accept you. That's my business, but you don't doubt my feelings for you anymore. By the way, there is another sentence I want to correct you. I'm not only your first man, but also your last man!"

The animal's eyes are like something burning crazily, and the hot one burns into people's hearts. Lin Yumeng instinctively wanted to avoid it, but he held his face and couldn't get rid of it. He reached out to push him away, but he grabbed his little hand and pulled hard. As a result, his whole body was tightly held in his arms. Lin Yumeng was so nervous that she said repeatedly, "Let go of me! Dongzi, please, don't..."

The poor girl didn't know that the more she refused to dodge, the more she aroused the desire of the animal in front of her. Li Weidong took her shoulder in one hand, grabbed her delicate chin in the other, and kissed her little mouth hard. Unexpectedly, at this moment, there was a sudden knock on the door.

"Damn, you will die if you knock a little late!" Li Weidong was depressed for a while and reluctantly let go of Lin Yumeng. Lin Yumeng was happy for a while. She rushed forward and opened the door, but as soon as she opened the door, she regretted it to death, because only then did she remember that her face was still burning. Even the blind man could see what was absolutely inappropriate for children in the room.

PS: Yesterday, my editor called me three times to urge me to update, and I was still texting at one o'clock in the middle of the night. I was sweating! I've been a little busy recently, and I'm really in a bad state. I'll try my best...