Chapter 388 I'm not a saint

Li Weidong really didn't expect Yang Qianrou to say such a thing. Before, I always thought that she was just because of the charm of ** and wanted to hook up with him to go to bed. It's great to be a lover. I didn't think that this elder sister's head was serious and wanted to be his wife!

This problem is really a headache. Whether you accept it or not, it is very confusing. Li Weidong believes that Yang Qianrou is telling the truth. How can the undercover agents in reality, especially the beautiful undercovers, be as clean as those good people in the movies? In fact, including now, from time to time, there will be some news such as spies in a certain country to seduce high-ranking officials and beauties plotting intelligence. Although this kind of thing sounds a little bit It's disgusting, but which country dares to say that it has never done it? It's just that I can't admit it! They are already an adult and are not coaxing children. If Yang Qianrou really tells Li Weidong that she is still a virgin, and they have a very innocent relationship with Yue Tianxiong and Fang Lin, then Li Weidong probably doesn't want to be too lazy to bird her. It's really fake!

The contradiction is that most of the time, lies often sound beautiful, and at least they are not as unacceptable as the truth. Yes, objectively speaking, Yang Qianrou made such a great sacrifice for the undercover, which is really admirable. Sacrificing her body and sacrificing her life are the same as punishing evil and maintaining justice. They are equally noble and heroic. But that's what I said. If you really fall on your head and find a woman like this to be your wife, how many people dare to pat your chest and say that you will never mind your past? It is valuable to have the courage to sacrifice, but it means to sacrifice someone else's wife instead of your own wife. Of course, it is unacceptable.

Shit, what's the matter! Li Weidong was depressed and thought, why do you have to be a wife? Is it actually okay to be a lover? Officer Yang, you are so beautiful and sexy. If you threaten me casually, I will definitely follow you, but it's too difficult to be a wife!

Seeing that Li Weidong didn't say anything for a long time, Yang Qianrou's eyes didn't feel red, but she still tried to smile and said, "Dongzi, in fact, I understand what you think in your heart. Really, I don't blame you. It's just that I still want to hear you tell me an answer in person, even if it's a refusal. Don't worry, since I have the courage to confess to you, I also have the courage to accept it as a friend. At least don't give me a speechless ending, okay?"

After a while of silence, Li Weidong said, "Okay. You have said that you like me because I am straightforward. If it is disrespectful to you again, then I will say it directly. Sister Yang, thank you very much. Thank you for telling me your past openly. I also admire you from the bottom of my heart. As a policeman, you are good. I can't even imagine that you, a girl, can make such a big sacrifice. Without you, Yue Tianxiong may still be at large until now. Without you, maybe even I would fall into his calculation this time. Although you are a woman, I believe you are stronger and braver than most men. You are a well-deserved hero. If the police in the whole world could be like you, there would not be so much sin in the world.

Yang Qianrou couldn't help crying. She suppressed her face and said, "Forget it, you don't have to wear a high hat for me. If you have anything, just say it directly."

Li Weidong shook his head and said, "No, this is not a compliment. It's really my heart. Sister Yang, you are a good policeman and deserve to be understood and respected, but what I want to say is that understanding and respect are not representative of feelings. I respect you because you can abide by your responsibilities and adhere to your ideals and beliefs, but I, Li Weidong, am just an ordinary person. I want to find a wife who can help me insipidly, not a hero who eliminates violence and selfless dedication. You can sacrifice your body for your duty, but I can't accept it. I will never tolerate my wife sleeping with other men**!"

"Sister Yang, you are right. Although you have an unbearable past, it's not your fault. You are not dirtier than any woman. On the contrary, I think you are very noble. You are really beautiful. I think every man dreams of getting a beautiful and sexy woman like you as a wife. There are also many things in you that I appreciate. It is my blessing for Li Weidong to get your favor. But this is not the life I want. Who knows when you will go undercover? Do I have to wear a cuckold on my head and encourage my wife to work hard. My husband supports you?

"Yes, I admit that I'm not a dedicated person. Maybe I'm not qualified to say such a thing, but just like you have your responsibilities, I also have my bottom line! I have never asked my wife to be alone with Li Weidong in her life and never leave her. That's too pretentious. The future is too long, and no one can predict the separation and combination. But at least, I can't watch my wife being trampled on by other men and turn a blind eye!"

"I'm sorry, I'm narrow-minded, selfish and feudal, but I've never boasted how broad my mind is. I'm so selfless that even my wife can give up! I'm me. I'm not a gentleman or a treacherous villain. I won't deliberately kill anyone like Yue Tianxiong and Fang Lin, and I won't be as great as you, Officer Yang, sacrificing myself for others. I'm not a saint! I just want to live the ordinary life of a small citizen, guarding my wife and children's abundance of food and carefree. No matter how many Yue Tianxiong and crimes there are in the world, it is also the responsibility of the police and ZF, all of which have nothing to do with me. I have no interest and no obligation to save the earth.

Yang Qian's soft and delicate shoulders trembled, and she obviously cried, but she turned her face to prevent Li Weidong from seeing it. Li Weidong did not comfort him, and some things could not be persuaded in words at all. Maybe these words are very cruel to Yang Qianrou, like sprinkling a handful of salt in her wound, but these are indeed Li Weidong's true words. He can't accept her against his will for fear of hurting Yang Qianrou, and he has a pimple in his heart for a lifetime, right? If Yang Qianrou is really sent to be an undercover agent one day, will she still have to be a green hat as a ninja turtle?

After a while, Yang Qianrou turned her head, and there were still tears on her cheeks. The long and slightly raised eyelashes are wet with tears. It looks like pear blossoms and rain. I feel sorry for it. With a gentle sigh, Yang Qianrou said, "Dongzi, anyway, thank you for telling me these truthful words. In fact, I know that I am not worthy of you, but my personality is like this. I don't hit the south wall and don't look back. As a result, I humiliate myself.

Li Weidong quickly said, "No, Sister Yang, what are you talking about? I really don't mean to insult you at all..."

Yang Qianrou shook her head and said, "Stop it. I know what you mean. I understand. Dongzi, I have never blamed you. The world is very fair, and it is impossible for you to occupy all good things. Yue Tianxiong was arrested. I completed my undercover task, but I lost the qualification to love you. This is fair for me. Everyone's path is their own choice, isn't it?"