Chapter 65 Deep Love

While tasting wine, Li Jin looked at Ye Ziyun, who was in high spirits. He was in a good mood. As long as he met Ye Ziyun's agreed dishes, he would reward the people who cook in the kitchen. After several times, Ye Ziyun felt that Li Jin seemed to be a little too much. He wanted to restrain his emotions and turned to think that it was the Spring Festival anyway. Everyone He has worked hard for a year, especially his arrival, which has caused a lot of trouble to these people. Besides, he is not short of this money. He just wants everyone to be happy, so he just let him go. He is still interested in tasting every dish.

Shuangwen stood and imagined: If it can be like this every year in the future, I guess their days as servants will really fly to the sky. Thinking about it, they will take the corners of their mouths and giggle.

For the first time to spend the Spring Festival outside, although there were no relatives around him, Li Jin took a lot of time to be careful and considerate. In addition, there was no constraint and rules of the elders in front of him. Ye Ziyun didn't have time to experience the bitterness of spending the New Year alone. In front of him was only freedom and happiness after breaking free from the shackles.

Ye Ziyun was happy, and Li Jin was naturally happier. After a meal, Ye Ziyun didn't eat much, but Li Jin's wine seemed to be a little drunk, feeling a little drunk, and a pair of star eyes looked at Ye Ziyun with some confusion.

The servants took things away from the outer room, because the inner room was warmer, and Li Jin seemed to be a little unstable. Ye Ziyun wanted to watch the night, so he sent him back at this time. It was estimated that he would be the only one tonight, so he asked Shuangwen to help Li Jin to her Luo ** and make a cup of tea. Give him a short cup of tea in **, let him drink slowly, and also refresh and sober up.

Li Jin simply kicked off his shoes, half lying **, looked at Ye Ziyun sitting in front of the bed, and took the opportunity to instige her: "Yun'er, you also come up. It's much warmer. Let's take a break and chat for a while. It's still early. At that time, it was beautiful to set off fireworks."

Ye Ziyun looked at the autumn frost standing aside and looked a little surprised, and did not move.

Chunlu took Xia Wu and Dong Xue a few tea and snacks, and then went down to eat. At this time, only Qiu Shuang was left to serve here. Looking at Ye Ziyun, Qiu Shuang did not move. Li Jin thought that Qiu Shuang stood in front of him and was in the way, so he sent her down: "There is nothing to do here now. Wait a minute, your lady will be vigil at night. It's going to be late. I still need you to watch carefully in the evening. You can also go down to eat and pick it up first. Now I'm here. You and Chunlu and others will take a break and come back first, or you won't be energetic to serve your young lady later.

Qiu Shuang knew that Mr. Li was obviously watching himself standing here and getting in the way and wanted to send himself out, but this also made people unable to refute it, so he had to go on reluctantly.

Looking at Qiu Shuang's reluctant face, Li Jin certainly knew what she was thinking, but what he wanted was that he could be alone with Yun'er. A big living man stood in front of him and was very happy. Holding the corners of his mouth and saying to Ye Ziyun, "It's good for them to let them go down to rest at this time. If you don't serve them in the middle of the night, you can't make a mistake. It's not good for the Spring Festival. Just come up and sit there and it's hard to talk to you. Ye Ziyun had to kick off his shoes according to his words and lay on both sides of the short ones with Li Jin, left and right.

Looking at Ye Ziyun finally half lying on the side, with an uncontrollable smile on his face, Li Jin had to pretend to take a cup of tea to cover it up.

Ye Ziyun looked at his red face and asked him worriedly, "Brother Li has drunk a little too much. Why don't you go to bed? I can also watch the night alone."

Li Jin won't agree: "It's okay. I'm not drunk. I'm awake. It's just because I'm happy, so I'm a little forgetful."

Ye Ziyun said, "The Spring Festival is very happy. I used to look forward to the Spring Festival when I was at home. Only on this day will the whole family get together. In the past, it was okay to have a big brother to play with me, but since the big brother got married, I was embarrassed to always pester him. After all, there was a sister-in-law, and then there was Ze'er, and the eldest brother became more and more busy. You don't know that the second brother is always not at home. He hangs around outside all day long and only stays at home on the Spring Festival. I can't go out. I'm bored at home, so I point to my second brother to accompany me, but he is fine. He only knows that he is happy all day long and doesn't care about me. Everyone is busy this day and can't take care of me. Every year in the early morning of New Year's Eve, I will run to pester him. Wherever he goes, I will follow him, and my second brother will patiently accompany me all day on this day. He is well-informed outside, so he is very happy to play with him.

Li Jin smiled and said, "I'm not as good as you. I haven't had a family since I was a child, so the Spring Festival is dispensable for me. In the past, I used to walk around outside, and there was no fixed foothold. On the 30th, there was no place to celebrate the Spring Festival. It is said that the Spring Festival is just a big table of dishes alone, and it's nothing like usual. It's nothing like that. A person like vigil is not interesting, so this day is no different from usual. You can go to bed whenever you are tired. There is no such thing at all. I've grown up. It's the first time I have a relative to spend the Spring Festival with me, so I'm so happy. Speaking of this credit, it's still yours.

Ye Ziyun said, "Brother Li is 20 years old. If you get married, won't someone accompany you? Look, my eldest brother is one year younger than you, and Zeer is two years old.

Li Jin looked at Ye Ziyun with fixed eyes. It took him a long time before he said quietly, "I used to be young, I was uncertain, and I didn't meet someone I liked, and I didn't want to marry one casually, which would make others suffer from me." He simply sat up, supported his short hands, looked at Ye Ziyun seriously and said, "I have someone I like now, but it doesn't go as good as I want."

Ye Ziyun couldn't understand the hints in and out of his words. He secretly said, "Really, how did you pull it up here?" It's not easy to pick it up. I just want to talk about how to change the topic. Seeing the food on the little table, I picked up a piece of cake and handed it to Li Jin and said, "Brother Li, I think you didn't eat much when you just ate. You must be hungry now. The snacks made by Qiushuang have always been good. Or you can try one."

Seeing her slender jade hand holding a piece of snack in front of her, knowing that she was deliberately trying to open the topic, the brilliance in Li Jin's eyes instantly darkened, and she took the snack in her hand somewhat sadly, took a bite, dry, what delicious food! Li Jin and tea finally swallowed this tasteless dessert.

Both of them were silent for a moment. Ye Ziyun looked at the cold scene and looked at Li Jin's unhappy face, so she tentatively said to him, "Brother Li, I think you have drunk a lot of wine just now. I asked someone to come in and take things away. You lie down first."

Li Jin didn't say anything in silence. Ye Ziyun knew that he had acquiesced. He called the little maid outside to come in and pack down the things, and personally straightened Li Jin's people and gently covered him with Jin. Upright, Ye Ziyun whispered, "Brother Li, you go to sleep first. I'll go outside to read for a while. Call me when you wake up."

Li Jin looked at Ye Ziyun and didn't say anything. Ye Ziyun sighed inaudiblely and turned around and prepared to go out.

Suddenly, a hand was stretched out. Li Jin grabbed one of Ye Ziyun's sleeves. As soon as Ye Ziyun turned around, he saw that his pair of skin star eyes were full of desire: "Yun'er, don't go, just stay with me here."

It seemed that he was afraid that he would sink into those deep eyes. Ye Ziyun turned his head in a panic and wanted to get rid of his hand, but Li Jin pulled it vigorously and couldn't get rid of it at all. Ye Ziyun lowered his arm and said, "Brother Li, you are tired. Take a break first."

Unexpectedly, Li Jin sat up with a "so" sound, pulled Ye Ziyun and held her tightly in his arms. He muttered in her ear, "Yun'er, I know you understand what I mean. Why do you always have no confidence in me? You always have to avoid me like this. When I want to get close to you, you Just hide far away. What are you afraid of? I'm afraid I can't give you the happiness you want?"

Ye Ziyun was too tightly held by him and tried hard to break free, but how could he shake it? After a moment of hesitation, he finally stroked his hand on his back and whispered, "I don't know what you mean. How can I not know my heart? I also live in suffering every day. I want to put it down but I can't let it go. I also wanted to promise you regardless, but I have no confidence in myself. I'm afraid of me. It's not good enough. It's not worthy of you."

Li Jin opened her easily and still put his arms around her shoulders and said, "In my heart, Yun'er is better than any woman in the world. Since you also like me, why can't you try to accept me? You haven't tried. How do you know what the outcome will be? Besides, Yun'er is not good enough, and he is not worthy of me?"

"But you know my body. Mr. Fan also told you, and my mother also told me that I can't get married in the past three years. You are twenty years old. Can you wait for three years?"

Li Jin decided to tell her what happened: "Since I love you sincerely, not to mention three years, it doesn't matter if I wait for you for thirty years. In fact, there is one thing we have told you without telling you. We are afraid that you will have a burden and it will be harmful to your health. Now I want to tell you that you know how much I love you, and those don't care about me at all. But don't worry when you hear it. Things have improved now, and it won't have any impact on you in the future.

Ye Ziyun had a hunch that it must be very serious, otherwise his mother and eldest brother would not hide it from him and asked him worriedly, "What's the meaning? Don't you tell me?"

Li Jin held her cool hand in the palm of his hand and said word by word, "Mr. Fan told me when he diagnosed you at the beginning that you may affect fertility because you are extremely cold."

Ye Ziyun was like a bolt from the blue, and suddenly tears fell like rain. Li Jin hurriedly wiped her tears with his hand. Unexpectedly, the more he wiped. Li Jin grabbed her arm and said, "Yun'er, don't worry. We didn't tell you, but we were afraid that you would do this, so we hid it from you. I was forced to tell you today. Mr. Fan has given you a prescription from the beginning. You have taken the medicine for three or four months. I'm not comforting you. Last time my husband came, he told me alone that you didn't take this medicine for nothing. Now the situation is very good and will not affect the future. I will never lie to you. If you don't believe me, next time you come, you can ask him yourself to see if I have lied.

Ye Ziyun said, "Since you know that I may not be able to have children, and you are an only child, I can't promise you. If you are still like this, I will have a bad conscience. I can't hurt you."

"So what, what can you do without children? All I need is you." Li Jin suddenly woke up and said, "I know what you mean. Are you afraid that I will dislike you that you can't have children and take a concubine, right?" Li Jin shook Ye Ziyun and asked, "Isn't that what you and your mother are worried about?"

Ye Ziyun said, "Now which man is not a man with three wives and four concubines, not to mention that I may not be able to have children. It would be even more normal for you to be like that."