Chapter 140 Meditation

When telling his opinion on death, there are also some special meanings for Chen Yi. Some originally vague things seem to become clear with his story.

Therefore, when An Yunye also left, Chen Yi was not in a hurry to leave or busy looking through the thick instructions. He just sat in the wide driver's seat comparable to a double bed and thought quietly.

All the lighting systems have been turned off, and the sixth element cockpit is dark. In an environment with very good sound insulation, it seems that even your heartbeat can be heard.

Chen Yi sat there, feeling this special tranquility, thinking about his previous past, the road after him, and the direction of his growth.

What have you done and how should you do it?

Chen Yi actually has no answer - the three ultimate questions in life are nothing more than 'Who am I?' Where do I come from? Where are you going?' - And what he is thinking about at this moment is actually the kind of problem here.

Of course, even if he completely calms down, he will not raise the thinking level of these problems to the point that philosophy is a headache for countless people; he is just thinking about how to make his future plans.

However, for Chen Yi, he has never regretted the past, and what has not yet come is meaningless - if he is an ordinary college student, he may have a long-term plan for his life: take a few years to complete his studies, whether to take the postgraduate entrance examination, whether to study for a doctorate, and find ways to further study, just for Be able to get ahead as soon as possible...

However, Chen Yi's road today is completely different. Perhaps after the plane war with the power earth is over, he can return to the time when he just joined the secret service team, enrich himself with interest in learning knowledge every day, participate in training and exercise according to his preferences, and enjoy a peaceful and beautiful life. If you don't have time to earn extra money, you can buy whatever you want to play.

However, at present, responsibility drives him to keep moving forward.

For example, what Chen Yi needs to do now is to go to the moon, eliminate all human beings and all the powers at present, try to control important strategic resources, hate the powers, regard them as creatures that should not exist, shouting to return an equal environment to human beings, but wantonly arrest those who can be imprisoned, borrowing Here comes the double-standard mad dog that licks the boss's buttocks - the world's largest, with the participation of the most power, the anti-power organization of demon hunters.

For these people, Chen Yi is not popular at all, but this does not mean that he will underestimate the combat effectiveness of this group of mad dogs - you know, if anyone is best at dealing with the power, then the answer is undoubtedly a power.

And if there is any more standard answer, then there is only one - the organization of powers specially designed to arrest the powers.

However, Chen Yi still thinks that he will win. This is not about combat effectiveness or simulation training. This is just a simple need to win, no special responsibility, no special burden, but he thinks he will win.

Chen Yi also knows that even if they fail, the fate of the mad dogs will not change - more and more powerful powers will be invested in it, more and more powerful weapons and equipment will be used on the surface of the moon, and even the whole moon will be ploughed with big mushrooms.

Because the resources they occupy are called star sand, which integrates the three effects of interference, forbidden demons and explosion. It is known as the biggest killer for the superpowers, only the star sand that exists on the moon.

However, Chen Yi still wants to win. No, he doesn't want to win, he has to win. Because this is not just a battle of thinking mode or a little resource between the two sides. When he agreed to annihilate the enemy on the surface of the moon and look for the star sand, he has put himself and the enemy in an absolutely fair balance. There is only one thing they can do - try to increase their chips, hope I hope I can stay until the end.

The ultimate fairness and justice of mankind.

So both Chen Yi himself and his teammates have been enlightened. Even An Yunye did not put forward any meaning, but just asked about the chances of winning.

Perhaps it was too quiet around. Chen Yi's thoughts gradually calmed down. He stopped thinking and just relaxed: it was really a wonderful experience to find such a quiet place in a busy time.

Perhaps only in such an environment can Chen Yi really let go of everything, whether it is joy or anger; whether it is wailing or responsibility; whether it is trembling or calm; he can put it down and empty himself calmly, so that he can face himself without any pressure. My own heart.

Chen Yi felt it so quietly. With the advent of absolute silence, his hearing gradually became sensitive. The friction of clothes when moving the cuffs, the airflow through the nose when breathing, and the sound of heartbeat gradually became clear.

When Chen Yi's hearing was sharp, and even the sound of blood flow could be felt, he suddenly had a feeling of nostalgia - the state at this moment seemed to be a little similar to when a person went to ask his heart without knowing anything. It was dark around, nothing could be seen, and he could not touch anything. Yes, there is no reference around, I don't know the direction, I don't know the goal, I just walk.

What was your state at that time? Chen Yi suddenly asked himself that human tolerance for loneliness is limited, and tolerance for fatigue is also limited, and there seems to be something different about himself.

It's like the time when I went to ask my heart by myself after the fierce battle with Wang Lop. It seemed that my consciousness seemed to be in a special state. There was no clear conscience or empty fear. I didn't even pay attention to the passage of time at all, but simply and aimlessly in the paint. Walking in the dark.

It's like the spirit and the body are separated, the body is moving forward aimlessly, and the spirit seems to be watching a movie. No matter how long it is, the picture is dark, and the sentence "N months later" on the subtitles has reached the finale.

However, he can feel that he seems to have a very clear memory of every step: asking the heart is not a marathon or a rally. As long as you walk casually, no matter how slow it is, as long as you stick to it, you can reach the end of the long journey.

Asking the heart road is a projection from the world, the source of power. From the spiritual level, it is a trial of one's own soul, how to look at yourself, how to look at others, whether there is a childhood shadow, and what dark corner in the heart is. In the way to ask the heart, there is nothing to escape at all.

And in this spiritual world, Chen Yi himself didn't find anything, just in the dark road. After walking for a long time, it was over.

For such a situation, Chen Yi did not find any thoughts until the end, but fell into a special state. Half asleep and half awake, he seemed to have entered the road of asking questions again!