Chapter 60 Girl's Cardamom Heart
Chapter 60
In April, the spring is bright, the leaves in the courtyard are green, all kinds of flowers are in bloom, butterflies are flying, bees are buzzing, and the air is filled with a lazy and inexplicable fragrance.
Lu Qingli sat in the sun and looked at the purple and red spring light in the courtyard, but her mood was as uninspired as this lazy spring light. Her two small hands unconsciously fiddled with the green flower branches around her and tore the pink green stems to pieces.
The footsteps around him were rustling, and someone came to him and coughed. Lu Qingli shook her body and looked up and said, "Brother Song..."
Song Nan hummed, moved the wooden chair and sat down next to her. She looked at the spring and smiled, "Qingli seems to have something on her mind these two days. I've been waiting for you to hear the story, but you haven't seen anything."
Lu Qingli whispered, "Don't listen. It's boring to worry about others."
Song Nan smiled and said, "It turns out that Qingli has grown up and knows that those stories are illusory. Don't you want to know whether Jia Baoyu married Lin Daiyu or Xue Baochai?"
Lu Qingli said boredly, "I can't marry Qingwen, so I don't want to hear it."
Song Nan smashed her mouth and said, "Well, come to me when you want to hear the story. I don't want to hear the story of the Red Mansion. I have other stories. In short, as long as Qingli wants to hear and play anything, the eldest brother will satisfy you."
Lu Qingli looked up at Song Nan with a crying expression. The gentler Song Nan was, the more sad she was. Although Brother Song had always been so kind to him, now she didn't feel good at all. The more polite Song Nan was, the farther she felt that she was from Song Nan.
"Tell me if you have something on your mind." Song Nan looked into Lu Qingli's eyes and asked softly.
"Brother Song..." Lu Qingli's tears fell down: "You... must be good to my cousin. My cousin's life is hard... You are together... My sister is also happy for her... You... Whoo-woo..."
Lu Qingli couldn't help but feel the pain in her heart. Tears rolled down her clothes like pearls, and a beautiful little face suddenly felt like a pear blossom, which was heartbreaking.
Song Nan sighed, reached out and handed her handkerchief, and whispered, "You all know that it's you outside the night, isn't it?"
Lu Qingli sobbed, "I didn't mean to. I just... got up in the middle of the night... I wanted to see Brother Song... I didn't expect... You have reached that point..."
Song Nan said, "Is this the reason why you have been hiding from your cousin these days and don't want to see anyone? In fact, your cousin is helping me with medicine. We... are really good, but not as you think.
Lu Qingli shook her head and said, "I saw it with my own eyes. Brother Song doesn't have to explain. Besides... I'm also very happy that you and my cousin can be together, and you don't have to... don't have to explain anything to me."
Song Nan was silent for a while and sighed, "The two most loving sisters I have ever seen in the world are you and Aunt Fang. She thinks of everything for you and you think about her. I really envy you."
Lu Qingli said lightly, "Maybe, who called her my cousin."
Song Nan said, "I know what you think in your heart. I'm not a wooden man. How can I not know what you are thinking?"
Lu Qingli's face turned red and bowed her head and said, "You...you...know what I'm thinking."
Song Nan said softly, "In a word, don't blame your cousin. I asked your cousin to stay, and I will marry her in the future. She refused me for you. Do you remember why she suddenly left without saying goodbye that day? It's because she doesn't want you to be sad; you have avoided her and ignored her these days. Do you know how sad she is?
Lu Qingli said, "I haven't annoyed her for a long time. Last night, I thought about her all night. She is my only relative. What am I unhappy about seeing that she can live a good life with Brother Song?"
Song Nan said, "That's it, so I say that you two sisters are the best two sisters in the world. I also know your kindness to me, but... You are still young and there are few people in contact with. There are many handsome people in the world who are a thousand times better than me. I think your good impression on me is just an attachment to my brother. What's good for me? If you want money, you don't have power. In the future, won't you regret dying when you meet better people? I will treat you like my own sister. If you have someone you like in the future, I will get you a beautiful dowry and let you marry in a beautiful way, okay?"
Lu Qingli said shyly and anxiously, "No!"
Song Nan said, "Why is it not good?"
Lu Qingli looked at Song Nan bravely and said, "Brother Song, Qingli is no longer a child. I know what I like. There may be a rich, powerful and handsome man in the world, but... in my heart... you are the only one; you know, I dream of you every day, and I wake up shaking in front of my eyes. It's you. When you go to the barracks, I will wait for you to come back for hours. If you laugh, I will be happier than anything else. If you are unhappy, I will also be unhappy. Brother Song, tell me, is this a feeling for my brother?
Song Nan was moved and speechless.
"Qingli knows that she is not as good as her cousin and has no intention of competing with her sister. Qingli just doesn't want to bother Brother Song and her sister. I know that you all regard me as a child, take care of me and care about me. You are the only relatives in the world, so Brother Song, please rest assured that I will not be angry or lose my temper. With resentment, I just want to stay by your side. How can Brother Song treat me? Only let me like you. Don't regard my love as a child's nonsense, okay?"
Song Nan is speechless. If a 16-year-old girl is indeed regarded as a minor in later generations, and here, women who have married and have children in 1928 are everywhere, and her mind is not as naive as she thought. With these words, it is difficult for your iron heart to turn into softness around her fingers, and Song Nan is not iron. A stone-hearted person.
"You...what's the pain?" Song Nan sighed.
"I'm willing... so I don't suffer." Lu Qingli's little face turned red, and the words she had been holding in her heart for many days finally came out. Although she was shy, her heart was extremely happy.
"Qingli, you make me very embarrassed. If this can make you feel better, just rely on you, but you have to listen to me. If you have someone you like in the future, don't be ashamed of what you said today, and don't force yourself."
"What if there is no one you like?" Lu Qingli bit her lower lip and asked.
Song Nan looked at her expectant eyes and said word by word, "Then I will marry you, as long as you don't feel wronged."
Lu Qingli's eyes were full of brilliance and her heart was full of joy. It turned out that Song Nan came to find herself today to say this sentence. The already gray sky suddenly became clear, and Lu Qingli almost cried again.
Song Nan doesn't want to be so shameless. Although her resistance to beautiful women is almost zero, she has always been more and the better. Naturally, it is harmless to go different things overnight like future generations, but there is no such thing as twisting her buttocks and leaving overnight. That's the behavior of bad people's reputation.
For example, the two sisters, Ye Fanggu and Lu Qingli, are bold and dare to kill their enemies, but in the final analysis, they are all kind and poor women. They must not play with their feelings. Because of this, Song Nan dares not easily accept Lu Qingli. If they accept it, they want to marry them home. It is a kind of pressure for her, which is a pressure for Song Nan; however, However, since that night, Lu Qingli has avoided Ye Fanggu. Ye Fanggu has always wanted to explain something. Lu Qingli never gave her a chance. For Ye Fanggu, the family relationship with Lu Qingli is more important than anything else. Now it has become like this, and the blow is imagined.
Song Nan thought that even if Lu Qingli knew it, she would be dead, but Ye Fanggu washed her face with tears and taught Song Nan to be at a loss. Today, the conversation with Lu Qingli was also in response to Ye Fanggu's pleas. Song Nan knew that if she did not come forward, Ye Fanggu would not be happy for a lifetime if this matter was not solved, so Song Nan had to come. .
After that, Song Nan was also moved by Lu Qingli. That confession came from the bottom of her heart. It was the voice of an innocent girl. If she could be ignored, she would be inferior to pigs and dogs. Besides, Lu Qingli was beautiful and cute. As long as Song Nan abandoned the guilt brought by later generations against the Lori girl, she was actually Beautiful in the sky.
"Brother Song, you have to keep your word." Lu Qingli gasped slightly and couldn't believe her ears.
Song Nan stretched out his little finger and said, "Laun the hook."
Lu Qingli wrinkled her nose and said, "Who is playing this child's trick with you?"
Song Nan was stunned. Lu Qingli suddenly stretched out her head, kissed Song Nan's cheek, and quickly escaped like a frightened deer.
"This is the oath, Brother Song should remember it." Lu Qingli's voice came from the corridor behind the flowers and trees.
Song Nan touched a small wet place on her face and shook her head with a smile.
"It's up to you." Someone whispered from the side.
Song Nan didn't look back and said with a wry smile, "Are you satisfied?"
Ye Fanggu dodged from the side with a smile and said an anguishly, "You have taken advantage of it, and you still look aggrieved, hypocrite!"
Song Nan laughed and stood up. She only felt that her eyes were full of spring, the bees were busy, and the happiness in her heart was unspeakable.