Green Jade Love: Constant Chasing Lost to Waiting (Endless Waiting)

Qingyu's love: The constant pursuit lost to waiting

Since then, whenever I close my eyes, I will think of the man's figure. There are constant voices telling me that I'm going to look for him, and then follow him all my life. However, when I was young, I didn't know what love was and what love was. I just knew that I wanted to see him. When it comes to that person and wants to be with him, he will appear in his mind all the time, and he wants to be inseparable from him all his life.

With this situation of getting more and more intense, I chose to find my brother, my brother Qingshang, the prince of the wolf clan. I know that he was destined to take this responsibility from birth, but I didn't expect that I would meet him in my life, and then I established that with Qingshang. Precious family affection, maybe this kind of family affection is nothing, but in such a palace without any emotion, this relationship will appear more precious. I am more and more greedy for this taste of being spoiled. Whenever I can't think of something, I go back to my brother, and every time my brother It didn't disappoint and free me from the fog. Originally, I thought it would be good to live my life like this, but I have to say that there are always some fates in the world that need to be completed by myself. When I met the man called ink, my fate happened quietly. After the change, he is my disaster, a disaster that I can't get through in my life. I think that if I am given another chance to choose, I will still choose to meet him, and then stay together like this for a lifetime, from beginning to end, even if I don't get anything in the end, I still don't have any regrets. I am very happy. I met him in my lifetime.

That day, I fell into the mystery I gave myself again, surrounded me layer by layer, so that I couldn't get out of it. So, I still frowned and walked to Qingshang's brother's room as usual. The moment I entered the door, I saw the brightness in his eyes. I knew that kind of brightness Only for me will be released. However, I have to say that I like his brilliance very much, which will make me feel the warmth of the sun and make me feel the authenticity of Qingshang, because Qingshang has always been so illusory and makes people feel unreal. As for why, I don't say anything. This is what I feel.

After thinking for a long time, I finally asked shyly, "Brother, what does it mean to like?" At that time, I remember clearly that when I finished asking this sentence, I obviously saw my brother's painful eyes, as if a knife had been inserted into my heart. However, I didn't have any way out. In fact, I'm really not stupid. Over the years, I have also seen my brother's feelings for me, such as If you don't like it, there is really no way to explain what my brother has done for me behind my back for many years. However, at this moment, I have put the feelings that were originally in the dark on the surface. Unfortunately, all I can do in the end is to feel guilty about my brother.

"Brother, I think I like the ink color." Later, I couldn't suppress my trembling heart and said this sentence ruthlessly, because I knew that at that moment, I suddenly understood what I liked, and in order to prevent my brother from continuing to get hurt, I said all my thoughts completely.

I also know that when I say this sentence, many things are different from the original, and we will never go back to the same way we used to be. If possible, I really hope we haven't grown up. Maybe I won't meet him and become this The fetters of life.

Sure enough, as I thought, when I finished this sentence, my brother looked at me and blinked like this. In addition, it was a dead silence. To be honest, I really hate such a dead-like quiet palace, because this will make me feel that the breath of death surrounds me at any time. It's strange to say that I don't understand why such a grand palace can accommodate so many people and maintain such a kind of peace?

"Qingyu, what do you like about him?" After a long time, Brother Qingshang, who was some away from me, finally calmed down, and then looked at me as usual and asked, but there was no such affinity on his face, and there was no such warmth. It seemed that he returned to his mask again, his own world, no one Can't get in. I know that this time, I really hurt him, but there is nothing I can do. I can only do this.

"Brother, I don't know. Maybe the ink color is really not good at all, but the moment I saw him, I felt that feeling of pounding. This is a feeling that I haven't had since I was a child, and what I don't feel among these men around me. Brother, can you understand what I said? ?" In the end, I said these words cruelly. I don't mean any harm. I just want my brother to get out of this hopeless relationship earlier. He is so excellent that he will definitely find his own woman. I have always believed it. I also believe that my brother will understand my mood, because he has also liked it, and he has also conflicted.

In the end, my brother still let me leave. I knew that at the moment I left, the drop of crystal slipped down my cheeks. I saw it clearly, but I couldn't look back. I could only pretend that I couldn't see and stay away.

I ran out of the palace again and looked for the man's figure everywhere, but it disappointed me again and again. I was really afraid that I would never find it again, and I also hated myself. Why didn't I ask that person's contact information at the beginning? Alas, why am I so stupid? Thinking of this, I couldn't help but giggle.

In this way, I searched all the way. However, before I found the man named Ink, a sudden raid made me embarrassed. I didn't know how I returned to the wolf clan. I only knew that the moment I opened my eyes, it was Brother Qingshang who fell into my eyes, so I'm tired, but the surprise at the moment I woke up still caught me. I don't understand why a man like my brother likes people like me. Is this hopeless love really so good? But at that time, I didn't understand that in the past few days when I ran away, he was not idle and had been looking for my figure, and this kind of love was not as simple as I thought. This is an emotion that has accumulated over time, and it can't be released overnight. Let's ask ourselves, this world Is there really a kind of relationship that can be forgotten in an instant? If there is, then it is not a feeling, but hypocrisy.

I can't repay Brother Qingshang's feelings. Perhaps, he also saw my embarrassment. After seeing that I was fine, he told him to leave. Looking at it, I actually had the impulse to cry for a moment.

When my condition was almost over, I left the palace again. I thought that I should not be able to come back here so soon this time, because I was going to find that person. Fortunately, the emperor lived up to his expectations. Finally, one afternoon, I saw the dark man again, who was still so leisurely. Leisurely drinking tea, so I came forward to get to know this person again, but before I stepped forward, the man's eyes had floated over, and then nodded gently to me. The corners of his mouth always made me intoxicated with that charming smile. I knew the man Remember me, thinking of the embrage of the last meeting, my face inadvertently turned red. In the next few days, I knew the identity of this man. In this way, I pestered this man. I have to say that this man is really gentlemanly and tolerant of some unreasonable demands for me. The more he is like this, the more I The more I liked it, the more I realized that I was immersed in this whirlpool of love.

Well, in fact, for a period of time, I really found that there are many shining points on the man in front of me, which I can't help but ignore. I stuck all the way and finally walked into the fox clan with him. In the fox clan, I saw his brothers and sisters, although some of them are really better-looking and capable than him. Better than him, but I don't understand why my eyes always stay on him and can't extricate myself. I think it's fate.

However, what I didn't expect was that he would ruthlessly smash all my hopes and all my emotions on that day, and it was shattered and could not be put together. He said that he would compete with them and then marry the woman named Mo Xiaoran...

He said that he couldn't love me and had never loved me, but always loved me as his sister.

"Qingyu, listen to me, Qingyu, you should understand that commitment means responsibility. Although I am dark, it is also a promise that cannot be fulfilled by my own principles. I will never say it. Isn't it more cruel to give people hope and push people off the cliff? I think Qingyu will understand. Before understanding, Qingyu just wants to be a free and happy Qingyu as before. Finally, the ink color that I always liked left me the last sentence and turned around and left. My heart was dug a big hole, and I couldn't fill it. I looked at his distant figure in a daze, and then cried silently. In the end, there was not a word of cheating.

The more I thought about it, the more distressed I became. Then I turned around and ran away from this sad place. I ran to a forest in one breath. It was a forest that had never been developed. It was very simple. In this way, I settled in this forest. In a flash, it was ten years.

I don't know what happened during this period, and I don't care. I just know that I'm waiting here. Maybe one day, I will wait for the man named Dark, and then he will take my hand and accompany me.

Maybe one day, no one can say for sure.