Chapter 25 Go home together. On
As soon as Anxin came back, Jin's mother, who had been sitting at the table and had been waiting for a long time, immediately stood up with a smile. Just as she wanted to say something, she found that there was someone behind Anxin, which made her face full of doubts. When she saw Su's father, who was helped by Mu Junhao behind her, her face immediately changed.
When I found that my mother's face was wrong, I could only say softly, "Mom. Dad is back."
Seeing her long-lost husband returning home again, Jin's mother not only had any joy, but pointed to him angrily at this time and said, "Why are you still coming back?"
"Mom! Don't do that." Anxin hurried forward to comfort his mother. His father has come back, so don't say such a thing anymore.
But Jin's mother still said loudly as if she didn't hear the words of peace of mind, "Why are you still coming back!" Do you want to take money from home to gamble again? Let me tell you, there is no money at home. There is no more money." An's mother shouted loudly, "Don't give up!"
After saying these words, An's mother's tears also flowed down. It seemed that what Su's father gave her were painful memories. As soon as she saw him, she would shed tears sadly, especially when she saw her daughter standing beside her.
Looking at such a mother, Anxin could only reach out his hand to help her wipe away the tears that kept falling.
But An's mother spoke again and said vicious words. Why didn't those people who asked for debt directly cut off your arm and make you crippled!"
"Mom, don't say that." She spoke at ease to stop her mother. She knew that her mother was really very sad. Otherwise, she, who had always been gentle and considerate, would not have hurt her father with such vicious words.
For my father, thinking about my mother is not to hate him, but to feel that he is disappointed, because a man who used to be so excellent eventually became a gambler, and what happened to him also made his mother helpless and sad. The failure in his career made Su's father depressed, but his mother couldn't help. I could only persuade him and comfort him, but in the end, Su's father fell, which made his mother very sad. She cried with him and quarreled with him, but she couldn't call him back after all. She could only watch him sink deeper and deeper.
However, this is really hurtful, so she doesn't want her mother to go on. And looking at his father who always bowed his head without saying a word, he could feel that he had changed, and he also regretted it. Otherwise, his father would not have recognized him just now, because he felt sorry for himself and could not face himself. That's why, isn't it?
Since my father already knows it's wrong, don't care about it anymore. Let the past pass. Isn't it good to live a new life? Isn't it enough for our family to go back to the past?
"If you don't say that, what should I say?" An's mother looked at her daughter and suddenly cried and said, "Don't worry, do you know how worried I am about you because of him?" You stubbornly refused to tell me how the money came from. You don't want me to worry about it. Well, I don't ask, but I haven't slept soundly for a day, and I feel so uncomfortable when I think of the money that you don't know what you suffered. An's mother patted her heart fiercely and said, "You are my biological daughter, but because of him, I don't know what wronged I have suffered. What's more, she is not your own father. Do you know? Sometimes I think you are stupid. You're so stupid."
The worry that had been buried in my heart finally came out today, which made An's mother cry even more. Although it doesn't say anything, it doesn't mean that it's not worried. It's just for the constant embarrassment that has been hidden all the time, but today it's mother can't tell the 500,000 things like an introduction.
lowered her arm and bowed her head at ease. Sometimes she felt stupid and never even thought so. However, what can she do? They are a family. No matter whether Su's father is a father or a stepfather, there is no difference in Anxin's heart. Although Su's father is wrong, he is always her father. How can she bear it? What if the heart ignores him? Moreover, Su's father was not like this at the beginning. In the past, he was a good husband who would go home on time and take care of his wife in every way. He was a good father who would go to the amusement park with peace of mind and Su Tianyi on weekends. It was only that he finally lost his fighting spirit after being defeated by the cruel reality again and again. Reality is often the most helpless. No one wants to get to this point, but there is nothing we can do!
"But..." At this time, An's mother trembled again and said, "I hate myself more." She blamed herself and said, "If it weren't for me, you wouldn't have suffered like this. If I didn't give you a happy life or give you a happy home, I wouldn't deserve to be a mother."
Anxin lost his father when he was a child, and An's mother thought that Su's father would give Anxin the lack of father's love, but she didn't expect that he let Anxin live so hard. This is an important reason for An's mother's self-blame.
"Mom, don't say that." An An immediately shook his head to deny An's mother's words. You are the best mother in the world. No one has done better than you. I have never blamed you, let alone blamed you. You are my mother. You brought me to this world. You gave me life.
That's loving her, loving her, and taking care of her mother. How can she resent her? Don't say that, and don't think so. You are my good mother. Hold your mother tightly in your arms.
Don't blame yourself, you are not wrong, because you just want me to live a happier life.
And every word of her made An's mother shed more tears, and she could only cry when she was hugged. Because understanding is often more self-blaming than blame.
At this time, there was a sudden sound of opening the door, and then Su Tianyi's surprised voice came. He said unbelievably, "Why are you at my house?"
This was said to Mu Junhao, who stood in the living room first to attract his attention.
Mu Junhao had an expression that he didn't want to explain at all. In fact, he helped Anxin help Su's father back. It was very late when he got off work, and it took some time to meet Su's father to solve the group of bad teenagers, and Su's father was injured, and Anxin couldn't help it. In addition, it was difficult to take a taxi at night, so this is Mu Junhao's appearance. The reason why I'm at home.
And the crying Anxin and An's mother also attracted Su Tianyi's attention. He said worriedly, "Mom, what's wrong with you?" As he walked towards the three, he saw Father Su, who was sitting on the sofa and crying silently because of Anxin and An's mother's words.
Seeing Su Tianyi coming back, she quickly wiped her tearful face. She said, "You're back."
But Su Tianyi did not respond to peace of mind, because his attention was now occupied by Su's father, who suddenly returned home. He looked straight at his father, and the latter also felt his eyes and slowly raised his head.
Obviously, he is a father and son, but his eyes are speechless. And Su Tianyi's resentful eyes made Su's father not know what to say. It turns out that they have become so strange.
It took a long time for Su's father's weak voice to come, like a temptation. He said, "God's will..." but this sound carried all his strength.
But "Don't call me." Su Tianyi suddenly said emotionally and even took a step back. His action made An An see the injury in Su's father's eyes.
"You are not qualified to call me."
For a moment, Su's father opened his eyes wide, and then the resolute words made him bow his head again speechlessly. There seemed to be nothing he could do but silence.
And Su's father's injured face stung his heart. Now he knows that he is wrong, so he feels ashamed to face everyone. If his family still blames him and blindly accuses him at this time, how will he feel? If you don't understand him, accept him, listen to his reflection, or even give him a chance to speak, isn't that equivalent to sentenced him to death?
At this time, Su Tianyi continued to shout at Su's father, who bowed his head and said, "You don't deserve to be a father at all. I'm ashamed of you."
This sentence once again inserted a knife into Su's already broken heart.
"God's will, how can you say that!" Anxin immediately frowned and looked at Su Tianyi with reproach.
This is really too ruthless, especially from Su Tianyi's mouth, which will hurt Su's father completely.
They are father and son. What's unforgivable? And even she can give Su's father a chance. Why did Su Tianyi hurt him again and again? You should know that his sentence is more important than ten words of peace of mind. He is Su's father's only son and wants to repent after doing something wrong, so he He felt guilty, but how could Su Tianyi bear such ruthless words as Su's father?
"What should I say?" Su Tianyi looked at Anxin and asked, "Let me smile and say that you are back?" He said fiercely, "I can't do it."
He hurried to see Su's father, but he lowered his head and didn't see anything.
After saying this, Su Tianyi turned around and left the home he had just returned.
So he didn't see Su's desperate face when he raised his head after he left.
And Anxin hurriedly chased out "God's will, God's will. Where are you going?" However, Su Tianyi ran forward without looking back. At this late, Anxin dared not shout the other party's name in the corridor. She could only chase him closely. In order to catch up with him, Anxin could only speed up the speed of going down the stairs. However, in the dark corridor without lights, she was too anxious to see the steps under her feet, so she took a foot. Suddenly, she stepped on the air, and then Anxin fell down fiercely. She lay on the steps and frowned tightly in pain, but she still didn't give up calling the other party's name "God's will!"
But he still didn't call back the other party, and finally he could only watch Su Tianyi's figure disappear in sight.