Chapter 30 Heartache.

smiled. After listening to the words of peace of mind, Han Xiao smiled gratefully, "Thank you. Really. But... you have to be mentally prepared." At this point, her face began to become worried. She said, "I don't know where my father knew about my brother's black fist for you. He was very angry. At first, he just quarreled, but neither of them refused to give in, and then he took action. Few people can hurt his brother, but his father is one of them. That's why my brother got hurt."

The son took risks for the sake of others. How can a father not be angry? How can he not be angry?

Looking at the worries on Han Xiao's face, she continued, "But it won't end like this. Dad's next step is..."

When the words came here, it suddenly stopped and it was difficult to speak. Han Xiao clenched his lips and frowned. The worry on his face turned into struggle and contradiction.

Although she hasn't finished her words, she has guessed the second half of the sentence, that is, "get rid of me."

Han smiled and said no, but this is the best answer...

Understand, she understands, she understands that Mu Junhao must be the heir of the Mu family in the future, but his identity does not allow him to care about anyone, because this will become his weakness. It turned out that you had to lose so much when you stood high.

A burst of sadness surged into my heart. Identity is really a helpless thing. The more prominent it is, the more dangerous it is.

"Are you scared?" After a long silence, Han Xiao asked softly.

"Afraid!" Looking at the other party, he answered without hesitation. Life is hard-won, and no one will not be afraid of death.

And her words made Han smile with a sad face. It seemed that most of the heart she had been looking forward to suddenly cooled down, and she seemed to regret that she had told everything to her peace of mind, but the helpless things had been said, so she could only wry bitterly and say, "I knew it would be this result. How could anyone do it for an irrelevant sacrifice? There are so many animals, and only the fool of my brother will do that. It's ridiculous to believe that you will give so-called warmth!"

Looking at Anxin again, Han Xiao's face was already cold. He said coldly, "Then you can leave your brother now. I will treat you as if you didn't hear what you promised me before."

But the next sentence of peace of mind shocked her, "But I won't back down."

Whether she is not over her own strength or arrogant, if she can, she wants to talk to Mu's father. She wants to tell him that Mu Junhao is a human, not a machine.

smiled and said at ease, "As long as he doesn't give up, I will always stand behind him."

As long as he looks back, he will see me standing behind him.

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When she was separated from Han Xiao, most of the lunch break had passed, but she was relieved but didn't want to go back to the classroom, so she wandered around the campus aimlessly. Suddenly, she found that she had never been to some places on campus that she had never been to after school. Every day, she came to school and went straight to the classroom. After school Go straight to work. It turns out that life is so monotonous.

And Mu Junhao's figure broke into his mind at this time, making An An couldn't help sigh. In fact, her heart was not as calm as she saw on the surface. She was also hesitating, and she was also struggling, because now she was pushed to a dilemma. Although she promised Han Xiao not to leave Mu Junhao, she did her own way of doing it. Will it hurt him one day? I'm not sure about it, but I'm leaving...

She closed her eyes at ease. She couldn't bear to say that Mu Junhao would not live without her, but it was not easy to find another person who could open his heart. In the face of Mu Junhao, she was annoying at first, but gradually the contact made her know that he was lonely. I feel sad. If she has the ability to make Mu Junhao live happily, she is willing to do her best to help him.

If you open your eyes at ease, don't hesitate and don't wander. Although I don't know if my worries will become a reality, at least it should make you live a happy life now.

made up his mind and smiled at ease.

turned around and found a familiar figure sitting alone under a tree not far away.

It was obviously sunny and good weather, but Anxin felt that the sunshine did not give warmth to Mu Junhao, because his figure was so lonely, and his handsome face was full of confusion and puzzlement.

Just a few meters apart, she felt that they lived in two different worlds.

And the breeze seemed to feel his sadness, and at this time gently blew the hair on his forehead, like a pair of warm hands comforting him.

I don't want to cry or cry, but my feelings are uncontrollable.

seemed to feel something. Mu Junhao slowly turned his head and looked at each other. The helplessness in his eyes deeply stung his reassuring heart.

Slowly approached Mu Junhao. Every time he took a step, he blamed himself. Sorry, I had hesitated. Now that I have made up my mind, I won't let you show such a fragile expression again.

Sitting beside Mu Junhao speechlessly, they don't seem to say anything and won't feel embarrassed. This atmosphere will not arise between ordinary people. Unless it's someone with the same heart.

leaning his head on An's shoulder, Mu Junhao said tiredly, "How do you know I'm here?"

smiled helplessly and said at ease, "I didn't know you were here."

Hearing her answer, Mu Junhao also smiled, and then there was silence.

Although the bell of the class rings over and over again, the two people leaning together are still motionless. The figure sitting with them in the shade of the tree is so enviable.

"Remember when I said that I wanted to eat until I was full and woke up?" Mu Junhao's voice suddenly came slowly.

"Remember!" That's what he said when she went to deliver food to Mu Junhao, who was recovering from the hotel. She also laughed at his childishness.

"That was my greatest wish when I was a child!"

Suddenly began to regret that she said that sentence, because she remembered what Han Xiao had said. Mu Junhao was found by Mu's father when he was ten years old, and he had lost his mother before. He was wandering outside at such a young age and helpless. How on earth did he survive? And the hardships are unimaginable to ordinary people.

"My mother followed the old man when she was 16 years old and was rejected without hesitation after being cheated by him to play with chastity. And my mother's family thought she was ashamed and broke off her relationship, and she was pregnant at this time. I couldn't bear to deprive me of the right to survive, so I was born, but my mother didn't even go to high school and couldn't find a job at all. However, she still had to support me, so every meal was bought by my mother's sale of my body. But I still often get hungry. So being able to eat enough was my greatest wish at that time. Especially after my mother's death, this wish became stronger. In the past, she could still eat, but later it often happened when she was hungry. That kind of taste is really uncomfortable.

Although Mu Junhao calmly told what he had suffered, the understated sentence could not hide the hardships, and the heart of peace had already been tightly tied together because of his words. I'm sorry, I trampled on your innocent wishes and didn't know anything. You can say that casually. I'm sorry, I'm really sorry.

"Ha ha!" But at this time, Mu Junhao seemed to think of something and suddenly laughed. Then he said sarcastically, "Later, the heir identified by the old man died in a car accident. He searched all the women who had had sex with him just to find a successor for this huge family business, so no one cared about death before. The living wild seed suddenly flew up to the branch to become a phoenix. He said disdainfully, "Huh! Blood is really ridiculous! Do you know?" He suddenly looked back and said, "In the past, others called me small wild seeds, especially my mother, who still did what I thought was dirty in the eyes of those people, but I knew at that time that crying was useless, so... Humph!" Mu Junhao sneered and said, "I pressed the most happy child who chased me to the ground and beat him hard. I want him to know what will happen to hurt me."

Quietly listening to Mu Junhao telling everything, his heart was so painful that he couldn't breathe.

"Later, my mother suffered." With that, Mu Junhao leaned his head on An's shoulder and said, "She kept apologizing to others, lost a lot of money to the child, and had to endure those people's unpleasant words. I really wanted to kill them at that time." Mu Junhao's tone became cold in an instant.

And I knew at ease that Mu Junhao was not joking. He really had that idea at that time. I can't imagine that a child would have such an idea after experiencing some cruel things.

"I hate those chattering people the most. I really want them all to shut up."

Some people don't know anything but are commenting on it. They don't think about what harm he has brought to the parties. Maybe what they did is not right, but he must have his reason. If he doesn't hurt you, please don't talk.

"When I was ten years old, my mother died, and I began to wander. Because I was too young, there was no place to hire me, but if I didn't work, I had no money. If I didn't have money, I couldn't buy anything to eat, so I had to rummage. Sometimes I found a half-rotten apple or some leftovers. I will be happy for a long time, because I won't be hungry.

What were you doing when you were ten years old? Did you act coquettishly in your father's arms or ask your mother for your favorite toys? At the same age, Mu Junhao suffered such a crime.

I suddenly began to complain about God's unfairness. Why should I treat you like this?

"At that time, I really wanted someone to give me a home, and I often dreamed of this, but unfortunately... I woke up by the roadside or on the street corner every time. It also lets me know that no one will want me at all.

The indescribable lonely voice made the eyes of peace of mind sore.

"Peace of mind." Mu Junhao's voice suddenly came.

"Hmm?"

"Can you hug me?"

Mu Junhao, I have never been a tearful person, but why did I often cry after meeting you? I once suspected that I had become weak, but now I find that you hurt me too much.

He held the other party tightly in his arms and whispered, "Mu Junhao."

"Hmm?"

"Mu Junhao."

"hehe."

Childishly calling each other's name over and over again, can this make you feel that you are not alone? Can you feel needed?