Chapter 48 Goodbye.
But this kiss not only made her not feel any sweetness. On the contrary, it made her suddenly beat like a beat and nervous, but it was not the kind of nervousness that was happy or even expected when she was kissed by her lover, but a scary tension.
Seeing this expression, Mu Junhao seemed to be very satisfied. The smile on his face began to deepen, and the kiss became more presumptuous, accompanied by the kiss with the hand reaching into his clothes.
Panic and relieved by the kiss on his face, she suddenly felt a foreign body getting into her clothes, and the hot temperature of the object that penetrated into her clothes suddenly made her body feel as if she had been burned. She shrank for a moment and realized that it was the palm of the other party, she could no longer maintain her peace. Suddenly, he pleaded in panic, "Mu Junhao, let go, let me go!"
She is not so pure that she doesn't even know what Mu Junhao's intention is. If she continues to develop, she can't imagine what the consequences will be.
But after listening to her words, Mu Junhao still smiled and did not let go of her at all. He even pressed her tightly. She could even feel everything on Mu Junhao's body.
Then he suddenly said in a half coquettish and half blaming tone, "You don't remember well!" And with the other hand, he tapped his reassuring head as if it seemed to be spoiled. He smiled cutely and said, "I said I wouldn't let you go."
His small movements did not make Anxin feel a little relaxed, but more panicked, and those cold eyes looked at her tightly without hesitation, making her feel that she was like a prey in his mouth, being bitten by him fiercely and never let go.
"Mu Junhao, we can't do it anymore. Let go." She begged him to let go, and then she slowly lowered her eyes and said painfully, "Your conditions are so excellent. What are you looking for? Girls who are better than me are everywhere. Go to them and let me go."
Pushing your favorite person into someone else's arms is really reassuring. However, she can't help it. She and Mu Junhao can't be together.
"Peace of mind." Mu Junhao said, "Don't you understand my temper? And I hate repetition, so don't let me say it again. Holding her chin, Mu Junhao said coldly, "Is it clear?"
Looking at the face in front of her that never let go, a sense of powerlessness suddenly surged into her heart. It seemed that no matter what she said, the stubborn Mu Junhao would not change her mind. However, she really didn't understand why Mu Junhao was so persistent and what advantages she had that others did not have, which made Mu Junhao like this. To her. However, she really can't be with him. She will kill him and kill her brother. So, he grabbed the restless hand in his clothes and looked at him calmly and said, "What do you want?"
But Mu Junhao still said with a smile, "You can't understand it, can you?" Then he suddenly said domineeringly, "I want you to never leave me."
This domineering and indisputable words made Anxin's heart tremble fiercely. They had broken up, and they also said so ruthlessly, but why did he still pester him and still didn't let go? Their love is not a matter of two people at all, because it still involves other people's lives, but you don't understand anything, and this makes me unable to blame you, but at the same time, it also makes me not know what to do. I can only say harsh words again and again, but you don't leave. In the face of such stubborn you, I'm really powerless.
Tears came out again at this time, crying silently. My heart is really contradictory and contradictory. I want to say everything, but I can't say anything. You who pestered me like this makes me both happy and sad, happy that you will never give up, sad that you know nothing. What should I do? What should I do? Holding my hand tightly, I want to never let go, but I can't let my brother lose his life. This feeling of suffering in my heart is about to torture me crazy. My heart is full of thousands of words to say to you, but I can't say a word.
It seemed that he could not bear to continue to cry at ease. Mu Junhao did not continue, and the atmosphere fell into an impasse. The two faced each other, but no one spoke.
Obviously, my lover is in front of me, but I can't hug you. This feeling of being close but far away, can you feel that my heart is bleeding because of this?
I don't know how long it took, Mu Junhao, gave up and slowly pulled out his hand. As his palms left his body, the covered skin immediately began to become cold, and the latter's piercing cold spread to his whole body.
Looking at Anxin without saying a word, Mu Junhao's eyes gradually had the same ** as her. His voice slowly said tiredly, "Do you really hate being with me so much?"
I don't hate it. She doesn't hate being with him at all. However, her throat is like being choked, which makes her unable to express her thoughts. She can only watch him keep crying and can't say a word. Moreover, looking at the crystal ** in the other party's eyes, the light made her unable to face. She prayed in her heart not to cry. I beg you not to cry, and also resented why she always brought him pain. Mu Junhao, who had always been dedicated to her, did not expect her to go back and forth in this way. Report him, I obviously want you to live a happier life, but why am I making you cry? Mu Junhao, I really don't want this. I really don't want things to be like this. You are my lover, but I am so useless and always make you sad.
He was obviously smiling, but tears still flowed from his handsome cheeks. He said self-deprecatingly, "I'm really a fool."
Because of his words, the tears of peace of mind fell even more fiercely. Mu Junhao, who can't even die for her, is really a fool, and he is still a big fool. He did so many things for me, but he can end up being abandoned. He laughs at the other party fiercely in his heart. He deserves it! Who made you fall in love with me, who made you fall in love with me! If you fall in love with me, you are doomed to cry, doomed to be sad, doomed to suffer, doomed to be separated, and scolded fiercely in your heart, but... "I'm sorry!" I cried and scolded the other party, but my heart was so painful that I couldn't breathe. You love me and love me very much. I know better than anyone else, because even now, you can't bear to see me continue to be sad and choose to let go. I really don't want to let go of you, because only one man in the world will treat me so well, but ............I'm sorry, but can this be my fault? I love you no less than you love me, but the decision of our fate is not in our hands, so I can't give you an emotional response, because my response is in danger of losing my only loved one, so we can only watch each other miss and can't be retained.
Looking at each other's tearful faces, I really hope that they have never loved each other, or should not meet at all, so that they will not get to this point, and will not make each other so painful, and make you, who love me deeply, cry. I'm really sorry.
Lift and put it down, put it down and lift it up again and put it down. I really want to wipe the tears on your face for you. I tell you, don't cry. Your tears are my blood, but I can't do anything. My face gradually becomes desperate, and my heart gradually becomes painful.
"Don't say sorry!" Mu Junhao roared, and then wiped away his tears fiercely, as if he had wiped everything that had happened to them. Then he looked at her coldly and said, "Reassuringly, remember that what you lost is a man who will be desperate for you, and what I lost is just playing around like an idiot. A vicious woman. Pinching the other party's jaw, he said fiercely, "Within you, I, Mu Junhao, would have lived better."
Looking at the other party's resolutely leaving back, she slowly slipped to the ground crying. It's over. She and Mu Junhao are really... It's over. Shouldn't you be happy? No one pestered you. You have always got the result you have always wanted, but how can your heart be so uncomfortable? It's as if you were going to die. It turned out that losing you made my heart hurt so much, but let's go, go, go far away with resentment against me, and never come back to me again, because I will be your burden.
However, you have to live a good life, just like you said. Mu Junhao will live better without me. You must remember that you should take good care of yourself, eat on time, go to bed on time, don't always smoke, and don't hit black boxing again, so I will worry about you.
Moreover, if you want to find the happiness that belongs to you, you must have such a long life. How lonely it would be if no one is with you. No one is worried that you will be hungry and cook for you. No one will leave a lamp for you who comes back late. No one will comfort you when you are sad. How frightening it will be. Fearful life, besides, you need so much warmth. It's really uneasy to live alone, so I will pray for you that the woman who suits you will appear soon and let her shoulder help you share your worries. At that time, I will bless you with a smile, because she will take care of you instead of me. I will accompany you instead of giving you the comfort you want.
But... cover my heart tightly. I'm really selfish, because I really don't want anyone to stay with you and want to accompany you in person? I want to see you sleeping beside me as soon as I open my eyes every day. I want you to hold me happily behind me when I prepare our breakfast. I want you to accompany me with a worried face when I am in danger. I want you to show me the way when I am confused. However, all this can only be a fantasy. My ruthlessness, your separation Go, let's go against it. From then on, we may not even be as good as strangers, right?
Sit down on the ground with his knees in his arms and crying fiercely.
Everything between her and Mu Junhao is over.