Chapter 65 Heartache, heartache.

Just this sentence, the relieved struggle became weak, and she slowly lowered her arm, as if she were Mu Junhao's weakness, and Su Tianyi was her weakness.

And Mu's father hummed coldly when he saw this.

Han Xiao patted her on the shoulder with comfort and smiled at her with a reassuring smile: "All the people who operated on my brother are the top doctors. Don't worry! He will be fine! Definitely!"

Looking at Han Xiao, who was constantly comforting him, he was helpless, but he could only nodded stiffly.

Mu's father is a person who will definitely do it. If he wants Su Tianyi to die, then Su Tianyi will not survive tomorrow.

So... I can only leave obediently.

When she was guarding the door, she was very nervous, and now no matter how anxious she was, she could only sit honestly in the empty room and silently watch the time slip away from the electronic watch. Full of worry, she could only bear to worry and sit here and watch the passage of time quietly.

Silence filled the big room, and Mu Junhao and everything that happened to him slowly poured into his mind under its guidance.

I still remember that when the teacher announced that Mu Junhao was about to transfer to his class, the classmates suddenly exploded, because his previous troubles have made many people know that a lawless person will become a member of this school, but he never thought that his students would transfer to this problem. In the top class, you should know that they all rely on their own efforts to become students in this class, but he was assigned to the best class without any effort. Naturally, this is very unfair to the so-called good students. Although others are not satisfied with his arrival, they don't care, because She felt that no matter who came, it had nothing to do with her. Her attention was all in the books, and she didn't want to pay attention to anything else. Now, when I think of what I thought at that time, I can't help laughing at my original mood.

It's really unpredictable. At that time, I'm afraid that she wouldn't have thought that they would have the result today even if she wanted to break her head.

And when he walked into the classroom, there was a lot of gasp, which made him raise his head curiously at that time. For a moment, he was really a very handsome boy, but his eyes were cold and warm, so she was only briefly distracted at that time. He told himself that there was no harm in being away from him, but he never thought that as soon as this idea appeared, the teacher arranged them together and turned them into deskmates. Although he was unhappy, he didn't say anything. He just thought that as long as he didn't provoke him, he would be fine. However, he never thought ...I didn't provoke him, but he came to provoke himself.

Later, I asked him why he threw away his book at that time. He said that it was to attract his attention, and that from the first time we met, he had a special feeling that he wanted to get close.

"Oh!" Thinking of this, I suddenly couldn't help laughing out of sarcasm. Mu Junhao, close to me, there is no good thing, you idiot looking for trouble!

Thinking that when she was with Mu Junhao, the single-minded guy always paid for himself without complaint, regardless of any consequences, but there was nothing else to repay him except pain. However, this unfair treatment did not make him love himself. It is a little weaker, or even stronger.

Idiot! Fool! Pig's head!

He kept scolding Mu Junhao, who loved himself more than himself, but when he scolded, his eyes turned red and his throat was sore and swollen.

At the beginning, she didn't understand her heart, which led to almost missing him. Although there were some misunderstandings and some unhappiness, they finally came together. However, they never thought that their hand-in-hands provoked so many things, and they kept coming one after another, so that they didn't enjoy the sweetness at all. They were overwhelmed and even forced to break up in the end.

Thinking of this, there was a pain in her heart. She still remember how fierce he was when she broke up with Mu Junhao that day, and how deeply he was hurt by her words against her heart.

If he has never met how good he should be, has never been moved, and has never loved so deeply, then he doesn't have to suffer pain because of himself, let alone be like now, even his life is in danger. Without himself, he would still be the arrogant and unrestrained Mu Junhao and still live a free life.

Moreover, if you had known that their love would be so difficult, peace of mind would have chosen to hide your sincerity at the beginning, or keep confused. Don't understand that you also love him, so that you won't hurt him again and again in the end.

However, after all, if what happened can no longer be changed and the damage has been cast, and every time I think of the ruthless words I said, I will feel terrible. Especially now, when he is waiting to come out of the operating room, he feels even more like an asshole, a man who loves himself so much. Why? What about not just grasping it? Why did you hurt him? Don't you have the heart to push him away?

However, it is because I have a long heart and a weak heart that things will become like this and become a dilemma. If you are more vicious, if you are more selfish, don't care about Su Tianyi, and only think about your own happiness, then you and him will not be so painful, although you Maybe she will die, but because they love each other, they are not afraid of anything. Even if they die, they will not feel sorry. However, they can't let go, but they can't be cruel, because Su Tianyi is the only relative in the world. It is already a shame on their parents that they don't take good care of their brother. If they let him do it again because of themselves If you die selfishly, what face do you have to see your dead parents?

She closed her eyes helplessly. For him, she could only hurt Mu Junhao, again and again, deeper and deeper.

And Mu's father's face appeared again at this time. What he had said also hit An An's heart fiercely. He was right. He eventually became his burden, but she really didn't want to leave him. After this incident, she clearly knew how much they cared about each other and how much they cared about each other. Mu Junhao loved him. In the face of such a strong love, even a hard-hearted person may be moved, not to mention that he has always loved himself?

However, after this incident, she also knew that Mu's father's opposition would be stronger, and Su Tianyi would once again become the reason why she had to leave Mu Junhao. In her heart, she began to feel sad and tears rolled down her cheeks. I'm afraid she would eventually defeat him.

............

I don't know how long it took, he slowly opened his eyes, and what came into his eyes was Han Xiao, who wanted to cover his body with a blanket.

I suddenly woke up and sat up in a hurry, surprised that I fell asleep unconsciously.

"You're awake." Han smiled and said, but the tired face could not be covered with a smile. Let's sleep a little longer! After all, you are frightened. Have a good rest!"

However, for peace of mind now, what he cares most is not about himself, but Mu Junhao. Therefore, as soon as he recovered, he immediately grabbed her hand emotionally and said anxiously, "How about Mu Junhao? How is he?"

Han Xiao came here. Does it mean that Mu Junhao's operation has been completed? So is he awake now? Isn't it sad not to see himself? Her mind was full of the familiar figure, and what happened, these four words kept surrounding her, making her worried heart even more anxious.

With her words, his hand covering her with a quilt obviously paused, and then continued the action just now, but he did not answer her words.

However, everything about her was seen by peace of mind, and her silence seemed to affirm a bad situation in the thought of peace of mind. In an instant, a bad feeling came to her mind. She stared at Han in horror and said, "Mu Junhao, he...he..."

The rest of the words seemed to be too heavy for her to continue to say, and her heart was also painful when she thought of that possibility.

No, definitely not. She shook her head hard. She said to herself in her heart, "No, Mu Junhao won't leave him so easily. He will be fine! It will be all over! However, the fear in my heart did not stop, and it began to spread little by little in my heart. Because Han Xiao's silence made her suddenly confused, and now she absolutely can't stand a little shock.

She struggled to get up from the sofa. She wanted to see him. She wanted to see him! The desire to see him strongly ordered her to meet Mu Junhao at this time.

But...but, where should I go and where should I find him? She was completely unfamiliar with this place. Out of this door, she didn't know where to go to see Mu Junhao, who she wanted to see, so she turned around and pleaded Han Xiao and said, "Take me to see him, and you take me to see him!" Han Xiao, I beg you!"

"You still...don't go." Han laughed and said.

And this sentence made her panic, and Mu Junhao's voice kept ringing in her mind, so she said at ease, "Take me there!" I beg you to take me there!"

No matter what, even in the earliest situation, she will see him. He will live if he lives her, and if he dies, she will accompany him. With such determination, it seems that even the worst situation is no longer afraid, but please remember to wait for me for a while on Huangquan Road.

Pleading words, worried face, anxious mood, finally let the hesitant Han Xiao agree.

but...

In an instant, tears surged out, and she also understood Han Xiao's worried look and the reason why she didn't want to meet him. She covered her mouth. She was really afraid that she would cry. Although it's not her worst plan, it's almost the same.

The unruly Mu Junhao is now surrounded by gauze and lying quietly with unnamed instruments all over his body. If it hadn't been for the numbers shown above and tell her that the person in front of her is still alive, she really thought that Mu Junhao, who was lying in the sterile ward, had stopped breathing. The dead.

"My brother's injury is much more serious than expected." Han Xiao's soft voice came slowly. She said, "There is no need to talk about trauma. There is not much intact skin all over her body. Moreover... the blood in the skull, the chest bone pierced the internal organs, and three ribs were broken. The doctor said that if it hadn't been for my brother's strong desire to survive, he would have..." With that, he couldn't go on.

And every choking words of Han Xiao's voice are reassuring, and his heart is cut like a knife.

She was in tears, but she could only stand outside the ward and look at him like a mummy. She couldn't do anything, you know? If possible, I really want to lie there instead of you, because I don't want you to get hurt for me anymore, Mu Junhao...

Everything started because of her, but in the end she was safe and sound. The person who should not be hurt again was the deepest and the most thorough pain again...

How can I repay you with a healthy body... My love...

Reaching out and touching the glass window in front of us, but the transparent object cruelly separated us from the two worlds. Is it painful all over and hard for you lying there?

That hurts you all over. How on earth should I save you...

"The doctor said that my brother would wake up in a while." Han smiled and said, "But it will take a long time to recover, because... he is... too serious."

The three words 'too heavy' pierced the heart like a sharp dagger. Her heart, which had been broken by this, was hit hard again.

Han Xiao said softly again at this time, "Your brother has woken up." She said, "Would you like to go and see him?"

Incredulously turned his head and looked at Han Xiao, who said this, because he thought that for Han Xiao, Su Tianyi should make her hate him to the bone. Although he didn't take action, Mu Junhao would become like this. He couldn't shirk his responsibility, but now she let herself visit him, which...

Looking at Anxin's incredible face, Han Xiao suddenly smiled, and then she said, "Do you know? I can't wait to kill your brother now, because of those who hurt my brother, only he is still alive. I really want to rush to the ward and end his life.

The tightly clenched fist and the hateful face were telling Anxin that she really wanted to kill Su Tianyi.

And her words also lowered her head with guilt. She knew that she could understand, because she also had this mood. When Jack hurt Mu Junhao, she couldn't wait to smash him into ten thousand pieces, and now it was still Mu Junhao who was hurt, but Su Tianyi became Jack, and Han Xiao became himself, but that mood and hatred did not change at all.

"But I can't do this." Han Xiao loosened his clenched fist, and the hatred on his face was replaced by helplessness.

Looking at her with surprise, her hatred was understandable, but this sudden forgiveness was suddenly a little unintelligible.

Han Xiao continued: "Because he is dead, you will be sad, you will be sad, my brother will be sad, and he will be sad, and I... will be heartbroken."

Suddenly, there was a sadness in his heart. Because Mu Junhao cared about himself, Mu's father could not kill himself. Because Mu Junhao cared about himself, Han Xiao could not kill Su Tianyi. Obviously, everyone was making sacrifices for Mu Junhao, but he was desperate for himself, and he made him hurt all over. I'm afraid there is only one such fool in the world.

"Moreover, even if my brother wakes up, in order not to make you sad, he will not kill Su Tianyi, so I can't do this, because I don't want him to hate me."

Sadly, it is also because of himself, because he loves himself, Mu Junhao will give up giving a way to the person he hurt, because that person is his younger brother, and he does this just not to make himself sad, even if the man almost died.

For yourself! For yourself!! For yourself!!! That fool can ignore everything! I don't care about anything! Suddenly, I hate him so much that he doesn't value himself so much. I hate him for his rudeness to disappear without a trace. I hate him for being so wronged myself for himself, and I hate him for loving him so much that he is desperate for himself.

However, after hating, it is full of heartache and heartache.

Looking at the bloodless face in the ward, the body full of scars, her heart was like cutting with a knife. She was so painful that she couldn't breathe, and the pain was worse than death.

What should I do if you ask me to do this?

It seems that I have exhausted my life to love you, and I can't match what you have done for me.

Suddenly hope that this man who loves himself has been sleeping and never wake up, because in this way, you don't have to be hurt by me anymore, you don't have to do anything stupid for me, and I can always stay by your side, silently accompany you, and don't have to separate from each other and suffer. The pain of thinking erodes the pain of the heart.