Chapter 70 Narrative.

Suddenly became speechless, because Mrs. William's words seemed to hit everything and slowly lowered her head. Although she smiled, she was not sincere. She smiled, but just hung at the corners of her mouth. It's not a sincere smile, but it will be seen, and the only time............

At that time, I was really happy, because it was not only a reward for my efforts, but also excited by the fulfillment of my mother's wishes, so I really felt happy and happy. After that, he smiled and remembered about himself and Mu Junhao. Therefore, the more he thought about it, the more he felt sad and the more sorry he felt. What's more, he felt that his fate was unpredictable, and he felt that it was so cruel to separate us. Therefore, sadness kept pouring up at that time, but no one told him and shared his pain, so it turned into tears and kept rolling down, as if tears had become the best listener at this time.

And at this time, Mrs. William continued to say, "For so many years, your heart still seems to be worried about something and something that you can't let go of. Although I don't know why you came here or what happened or what happened before you came back here, I know Tao, you haven't been happy here for so many years, and your heart is not here.

Mrs William's words shocked her heart. It turned out that she had not let go for so many years. Although she told herself that it had already passed, in fact, this was just deceiving herself, and she was also deceiving herself. And now things make me see through my heart. But...

What can I do if I see through it? What can I do if I know it? This can only make me more sad, because I have a reason to leave, and I can't, and I can't, or can't change it.

Suddenly sighed that blurring is much better than seeing through!

Everything was said, but he could only smile helplessly.

Seeing her like this, Mrs. William said with a worried face, "Can you tell me what's on your mind? I'm willing to be a listener."

Her words made Anxin stunned, because she never thought of telling this secret to others. It's not that Mrs. William can't be trusted. It's just that this secret has been hidden in her heart for too long, which makes her feel that it seems to be a responsibility to carry it alone, and she doesn't want to share it with others at all.

So now, someone is willing to help them relieve their pain, can they say it?

And under Mrs. William's sincere eyes, Anxin finally opened his mouth slowly and talked about everything in his past...

"Maybe it's a joke!" Anxin smiled sarcastically and then said, "Let me meet a boy named Mu Junhao. When I first saw him, I felt that he was not a good person to provoke, because not only his identity was special, but also he exuded an inaccessible atmosphere." Up to now, she still remembers Mu Junhao's first impression. Her eyes were cold and tight, so she told herself to stay away from him.

"However, God made it difficult for me. Because although I avoided him, I let him provoke me, and I was disgusted with him at first. The more you want to hide, the less you want. She didn't mess with him, but he made trouble. I still remember that the book she bought with the lunch money she had saved for a week was thrown into the bucket by him. The whole book was wet and broken. She was really angry and had a big fight with him. Now when I think about it, I suddenly miss those years.

"But at this time, my stepfather borrowed usury because of gambling. If he couldn't get the money, my stepfather would lose an arm. Therefore, my brother and I were working hard, although we knew that it was impossible to make up so much money in a short time. But he refused to give up, and he helped me at this time and helped me solve the previous problem. At that time, I returned home and saw that my home was in a mess. My mother was sitting on the ground crying at a loss, and I was really shocked by the news. However, I couldn't watch the tragedy happen. Therefore, I knew that it was impossible to collect 500,000 yuan in a week, but I still worked overtime desperately and was still in class. Shang fainted, and he also took himself to the infirmary............

Thinking of this, he couldn't help smiling. At that time, he was very domineering and the teacher didn't dare to care about it. Later, he made himself a slave. He returned 500,000 yuan for himself, but he didn't let himself do anything or embarrass himself. Now that I think about it, he would put forward that condition at that time, maybe just You have to be bound and can't leave him!

"However, just when we were relieved, my stepfather actually borrowed money again, and the number was larger than the last time. At that time, when I learned about this, I felt that it was about to collapse, because our family couldn't afford so much money at all. The last time we got his help, and this time, it was absolutely absolutely Such a good thing happened again. Later, I was pulled to be a bartender because I couldn't afford it at home. Speaking of this, the relieved face is full of painful expressions. I clearly remember the days when I was a barmai lady. During the day, she was a good student in school, but at night, she was doing dirty and shady things, with inner pain, fear of secrets being discovered, but helplessly having to accept the facts, which really exhausted her.

"I didn't expect that he knew about this and took me away from there, and once again helped me pay off my father's debts, and he was also injured, because the money was earned by black fist." If Han Xiao hadn't told her about this, she might have been kept in the dark for the rest of her life. She never knew that Mu Junhao, who was absent from class, actually hid in the hotel to recover from her wounds. Every time she thought of this, her heart began to feel sad and rescued herself from hell, but he almost went to the king of hell to report on what he did for himself. I don't care.

"And after this incident, I also began to re-examine him at this time. In the process of getting along with each other, I slowly found that he was not what he saw on the surface. Domineering, cold, but his disguise, really, he is actually a coquettish, insecure and distressing person. I still remember that under the tree at school, when I saw his lonely back and confused eyes, the heartache surged up at that moment. She would not forget, but listened to the story of his experience, tears, comfort, and finally turned into a hug, holding the person in his arms to make him no longer lonely.

"Later, we fell in love, and we all cared about each other very much, but this relationship was not recognized by his father, because he thought that I would become a burden to Mu Junhao, and his identity as a young master of the underworld did not allow him to care about, and his father threatened me to leave him with my brother. So I randomly found an excuse to break up with him. Outside his own door, knowing that he was going to leave the other party, he endured his heartache and said a breakup. The random excuse made his face pale......

"However, he is a stubborn person. Once he falls in love, he will never let go easily. Therefore, he tried his best to let me come back to him, but I can't joke about my brother's life. Besides, my mother died of stomach cancer, and my stepfather, because I felt guilty and committed suicide. I only have one relative left for him, so I must let him live well, at least not let him be hurt because of me. Therefore, in the face of his pleading and persecuting and persecuting, his determination to leave him has never changed, and every time he looks at his sad back, he will cry silently, because he also loves him, but their feelings are not allowed, so they must leave. .

"Who knows that my brother actually likes me, and he united with Mu Junhao's enemies, kidnapped me to blackmail him, and wanted to kill him. He, who was bruised all over my body, still loved me, because their threats worked." In order not to be disfigured and agile, he became a useless person who could not resist. The bloody whip not only hit Mu Junhao, but also hit her heart. He was hurt all over, and her heart was full of holes. And the strong man, who did not make a moan from beginning to end, had to ask himself if he was all right before falling down.

"In this kidnapping, everyone died except me, him, and my brother, and his family wanted to kill me as the culprit, but gave up for fear of his sadness, and my brother who participated in the kidnapping was also forgiven for my reasons. However, after this incident, I also I know that his father's words are not completely unreasonable, because this is an example, so I, who still love her deeply, was once again threatened to leave him before he woke up from a serious injury, and can never return to his motherland and disappear into his sight forever..."

With the end of the reassuring narrative, the room fell silent.

After coming here, although I was sad at first and didn't even want to continue to live, because the world was really too cruel without him, but later, I gradually figured out that after all, I was actually willing to leave myself at the beginning, and I did it so that he would no longer be hurt, so, since He should not have so much dissatisfaction in his heart, nor should he complain about others, nor should he hate Mu's father who separated himself from Mu Junhao. After all, he is also for Mu Junhao's good.

but............

I couldn't help sighing gently. Just when I had almost let go of all this, when I thought that I would continue to live like this in my life, I never thought that Jing would have given me the opportunity to return to China with such a thing, and my suppressed heart would suddenly be like breaking through the cage. Similarly, he shouted for the deepest desire in his heart, so the only reason left is fighting with him...