Chapter 216 Don't let go.
The atmosphere in the car cooled down, and I don't know how long it took, he said softly, " Answer the phone!" The mobile phone has been ringing for a long time. Maybe there is something urgent, otherwise it will be so persistent? Moreover, they do need anything to break this awkward atmosphere now.
The man who had been lying on the steering wheel slowly raised his head and turned his head. Mu Junhao looked at An at a loss with his crying red eyes. He did not dare to look directly at the man's face, which was still with tears, nor did he dare to face such a vulnerable man. He turned his head at ease. Mu Junhao's appearance has never appeared a few times in her life, but most of it has been met by her, but it also makes her upset.
Self-deprecating smile, in fact, it's useless to say anything now. How can we continue if it has become like this? Think about it at ease, maybe they all have their own bodies. Once they make a decision, it may hurt more than two people, so why be so difficult? Why should we break the current situation? Isn't it good to continue to maintain the status quo?
"Can you not marry him?" Just as the atmosphere was about to completely calm down, Mu Junhao whispered, "I don't want you to get married." It is full of deep retention, but also extremely uneasiness. He is not sure that Anxin will give him a positive answer. In fact, he knows that this request is impossible to achieve at all. He also knows that it is selfish to say so, but he can't watch Anxin marry someone else.
This words suddenly provoked an incomprehensible sarcasm and laughter, "Who will I marry if I don't marry him?" Turning her head, she frowned at Mu Junhao and smiled, "Why should I do what you said?" Who do you think you are! Why do you want to manipulate my mind! However, after anger, he was deeply helpless. Mu Junhao, do you know that your words are really selfish! You don't allow me to do this, don't allow me to give me hope again and again, but you have done things that make me sad again and again. What on earth is your heart thinking? I have been confused. I can't be as sure that you love me deeply as before. Do you know? I'm really in pain!
If she doesn't get married, what will she do in the future? It's good for someone to marry her like this! She is no longer a little girl. She has long passed the age that everyone is competing for! Therefore, there is no chance to pick one by one. Besides, Guan Haohan is a good man in a hundred miles. When he is with himself, he suspects that he is ancestor's virtue, but...
The matter has now been exposed. Maybe she doesn't have to marry Guan Haohan. After all, she may delay him for the rest of her life! However, Mu Junhao doesn't seem to give up if he doesn't get married! Pulling the corners of his mouth, he was disturbed by Mu Junhao and didn't know what to do!
Slowly turning his head, Mu Junhao's black gem-like eyes were full of affectionate eyes. Looking at it uncomsuredly, he turned his face again, and the man said at this time, "Because I still love you!"
Her body trembled fiercely, and her heart also ache. She subconsciously clenched her fist, and then the tears began to turn around her eyes. She didn't know why she became like this. In addition to heartache, she also had uncontrollable anger. So she looked at Mu Junhao and shouted, "Can I beg you not to Say these inexplicable words again! Mu Junhao! Are you so happy to trample on my feelings? It's you to be together, it's you to break up, revenge is also you, love me or you! I'm a human, not a pet that comes and goes when you call. I can't go as you want, and stay.
"I have never trampled on your feelings!" The man with red eyes also refuted excitedly, "Every time I'm with you, I use sincerity!"
Tears involuntarily slipped down the corners of the man's eyes. But it makes the peace of mind more intense. "What on earth do you want! You tell me! What the hell do you want from me?" The hysterical roar seemed to vent all the dissatisfaction in his heart, but why, this heart is indescribably uncomfortable! My throat tightened for a while and began to hurt! Do you want to torture me to death?
Looking at Anxin's tearful face, Mu Junhao closed his eyes, and his powerless voice sounded softly, "I don't know!" Crystal tears also slipped down the man's eyes. The man who has always been strong also shed tears without concealment. If he is not really at a loss, if he is not really unable to choose, if he is not really unable to give up, a man will not be like this.
He pulled the corners of his mouth sarcastically, "Mu Junhao, do you know that you are really annoying!" Obviously, I don't want to cry, but why didn't I say a word? The tears couldn't help falling. "You asked me to leave you. You said you would never meet again, but now you tell me that you still love me and don't want me to get married? Why?" I couldn't control my tears anymore and let them come out of my eyes at ease, shouting hysterically, "Can you stop torturing me!" It's wrong to love you, and it's not good not to love you. What do you want? Why can't we be more straightforward? We are divided, and we are entangled like a seesaw war. I... I'm really about to collapse!"
"I know how much trouble I have caused you, but I can't help it!" Frowning, Mu Junhao looked helpless, "It's not that I haven't let go! I also told myself not to bother you again, but I can't forget you at all. I can't forget!" Tears burst, and men are no longer strong and fragile. "Do you know that I really hate my identity? If I'm just an ordinary child, we don't have to miss so much. I don't want any glory and wealth, and I don't want any power. I just want to live a down-to-earth life with the woman I love. For the rest of my life, but there is nothing I can do! My fate has been decided since I was born! I am destined to live a different life than ordinary people!"
covering her eyes, Mu Junhao's words left her tears uncontrollably. They just want to live an ordinary life, but this is more difficult than climbing to the sky. The man can't help it. She knows, and she also understands, but she just can't control the resentment in her heart. Why does she have to go through so many ups and downs? Instead of falling in love so hard, why don't you just meet them at the beginning?
"I can't sleep all night, looking at the empty room and the empty half of the bed, I really hate it! In the eyes of outsiders, I am infinitely beautiful, but I can't even protect the people I love most. No matter how high I stand, I don't even have a bosom friend. What's the use? Sad smile, is this the loneliness of the strong? Instead, he would rather do nothing and be a coward.
"Stop talking!" She couldn't listen any more. She could already imagine that whenever night fell, the man's sad eyes. The cold moonlight shone on the ** in the air, and the cold touch went deep into the bone marrow. She always knew that he was also suffering when she was being tortured. But what can I do? Their feelings didn't seem to have been blessed from the beginning. They just wanted to find an excuse to be together! But, no, nothing.
"Do you know?" Looking at the crying peace of mind, Mu Junhao said softly, "Looking at you care about Shen Shengxian and care about Han Sichen, my heart is really uncomfortable. Obviously, you are thinking about other men by my side. I know that I have done a lot of excessive things, but I'm too scared. I'm afraid that you will leave me like four years ago. ." The voice trembled and trembled, and the man's feelings were on the verge of getting out of control. "You can't imagine how I came through those years. Relying on our only memories, I slowly counted the days. During that time, except for work and work, I didn't have free time at all, because whenever I stopped, my mind was you. I don't understand why one person can love another person so much. I really don't understand. I know that my love is a burden for you. Without me, you may have lived a better life. Maybe you may have found happiness long ago, but rest assured, I would rather hate me than leave me like you.
Mu Junhao's words were touching and evoked those sad memories of peace of mind. "I know, I know all." He shook his head sadly and begged at ease, "Don't say any more! No matter what you do to me, I won't blame you, let alone hate you! You can't give up on me, but I'm not! It's just that I understand it too late. You're too stubborn. We're all going in the wrong direction. It has been staggered too far.
"No!" Mu Junhao suddenly became a little excited. He held An's hand tightly. "Although we are going in the wrong direction, I will find the origin for you. I will wait for you there. As long as you are willing to turn back, we can continue the next road together." Looking at the surprised peace of mind, Mu Junhao stretched out his other hand and gently wiped the tears off her cheek. "Now I finally understand that I can have nothing, but I can't live without you."
The tears that had just stopped collapsed again. Can you believe it? Can we continue?" Mu Junhao..." He threw himself into the other party's arms fiercely. If I believe you for the last time, I also believe that God will not treat us so cruelly.
"Don't let go of each other anymore, okay?" Holding my body tightly in my arms makes me selfish once. No matter what you face next, don't leave me again, even if you die, okay?"
nodded fiercely, "I won't let you go! As long as you stop breaking up." As long as you don't let me leave, I won't leave! Even if death comes, I will climb to your side and die in your arms at the last second.
I never knew that my feelings for you could be so strong, and I never believed that there would be a chance to work together again, but this time, it will be the end.