Chapter 39 Apologize

What everyone knows, but he is the last to know this. Li Luo has to admit that he really deceived himself and has to admit that he once blindly believed in him, naively and deceived himself that he thought that he liked him, but it turned out that he just acted as him to consolidate. It's just a tool of her own imperial power. It's just a tool to use. Ha ha, this time, she can no longer pretend to be stupid or pretend that she doesn't know anything. She wants to cry sadly in her heart, but she can't release these sufferings. Her sadness and her sadness can only be buried deep in her heart. Ming Yue's hurt all over her body, like a sharp knife, stabbing into her fragile heart one by one, so that she only remembers the pain and doesn't remember how to cry.

Li Luo suddenly looked up to the sky and laughed. This laughter gave people a sense of despair, heartache, sadness, Li Luo was stunned, and his heart was bitter.

"It turns out that these are just illusions, all of which are used to deceive the world, but I take everything as true. In the past, I thought he had me in his heart and would treat me sincerely, but now, I have to fill myself with lies and try to pretend that I don't know anything. However, I know that this is no longer No matter how possible, lies can't replace the facts in front of you, hehe..."

The blood seeps out from the forehead, bright red and stagnant, and is constantly dripping down from the forehead.

She was talking to herself, and her eyebrows were full of sadness. Li Luo felt that she was really sad. Perhaps as Wei Siliang said, she even began to believe that she was so humble and cowardly. In the dark, her clear lake-like eyes slowly faded, and gradually lost its brilliance.

She squeezed her lips and slowly fell down.

In the evening, the sky has already darkened. The dark night is like a huge net covering the sky. In this dark night, it looks a little charming. However, among all the tents, one of the tents looks particularly bright.

In a trance, Li Luo half opened her eyes, her whole body was extremely uncomfortable, and her forehead was faintly painful, which stimulated her whole body's from time to time. She lay on the couch, but she couldn't move. A delicate little face had already lost its color. Her face was as pale as snow, and her lips were the same, pale and a little dry.

Li Luo thought of her body, but she found that she was weak and couldn't get up at all. She was covered with a thick quilt. She tried to lift her arm, but it was sore and painful. In panic, she felt as if there was a person beside her, taking care of herself. She tried to open her eyes, and there seemed to be a white shadow in front of her. In front of Li Luo, he kept drifting and making some noises. Li Luo listened carefully, which seemed to be the clear sound of water.

She frowned slightly. Although her head was a little heavy, she still held on her strength and wanted to get up. The white shadow on the side of the collapse seemed to notice it. She immediately helped her up. Only then did Li Luo see clearly that the white shadow was actually Wan'er. Wan'er washed the white brocade hand with clear water, twisted it dry, and then pulled Li Luo's hand and began to replace her. Scrub it.

Li Luo stared at Wan'er and brought himself here. Will he finally come to see him? Li Luo thought so in her heart, but Wan'er was a little uncomfortable to her. She lowered her eyes faintly and deliberately avoided Li Luo's eyes.

Maybe she felt a little guilty about Li Luo in her heart. Wan'er didn's not say anything. She just saw that Li Luo woke up. She picked up a bowl of porridge from her side, scooped up some evenly with a spoon, put it on her mouth and gently blew it, and then sent it into Li Luo's mouth. Li Luo looked at her without saying anything. In a word, he just held up his weak body with all his strength, took the porridge in front of him and said plainly, "I'll do it myself"

Wan'er can see that she doesn't want to accept her own help.

Maybe Li Luo is really hungry. Although what she has in her hand is only a bowl of extremely light white porridge that doesn't have much taste, Li Luo can actually eat so sweetly. Originally, when she woke up, there was a feeling of dryness and burning in her throat. However, as soon as she ate the light porridge, she immediately relieved her discomfort, and her throat seemed to Infiltrated with a coolness, Wan'er looked at Li Luo. Qingming's soft smile slowly rippled on her face. She only heard a soft and green voice in the room: "The master told me to take care of you. I have treated the wound for you. As long as you have a good rest and change the medicine on time, the wound will naturally heal slowly. Wait for then. When the wound scabs, there will be no scars, and then it will be completely recovered."

She paused and looked at Li Luo eating porridge. She said, "You should eat more. You haven't eaten anything in the past two days, so you are so weak. Now you are injured and bleeding. You should eat more."

After drinking porridge, Li Luo put the bowl aside and drank a bowl of porridge. Li Luo had some strength, and her mind gradually returned to clarity. Although she was still as pale as snow, she was much better than before.

Li Luojing looked at Wan'er. There was no previous warm color in her eyes, but changed to a very light, calm look at Wan'er and said, "You don't have to say this. No matter what you used to do, now, you and I are no longer Jinlan sisters, so you don't have to pretend like this."

After saying that, Li Luo turned his head and stopped looking at her.

"I..." Wan'er said that what she had done was obviously disappointed in her and didn't want to listen to her anymore. Although she knew that Li would hate herself and hate herself because of this, there would always be some reluctance and forget about the past in her heart, but in spite of this, what can she do? There is no way for me to leave.

In the face of the fact that she once regarded herself as a sister and redeemed herself without hesitation, and in the face of the trust in herself, she should not have been cared for such a long time. Let's take care of her like this, and the appearance of Li Luo, although she approached her for the task, and although she had something in her heart that she could not let go. Although these things can make Li Luo unable to forgive herself anymore, but in the end, her heart is still grateful to Li Luo, because her appearance makes her no longer so lonely. However, the world is always contrary to expectations. It is true that she deceived her.

At this moment, Li Luo should hate himself very much, so he will talk so coldly.

She looked at Li Luo, raised her crystal eyes slightly, sighed in her heart, and said quietly, "I'm sorry," and then lowered her eyes. This time, Wan'er was sincere. In the face of Li Luo, she knew that she was wrong and knew that this 'sorry' may not forgive herself. However, she knew in her heart that she owed her such an apology, although this apology may have been irreparable for what happened, although this apology, yes It doesn't make any sense for Li Luo, but she will feel at ease only when she says it.

The voice was very light, but Li Luo heard it clearly. Maybe the room was quiet. It was really quiet. Li Luo could also clearly hear the sound of the wind blowing outside.

Li Luo turned her eyes slightly and looked at Wan'er. The word 'sorry' had already expressed Wan's guilt. Li Luo saw that Wan'er's face had a painful look. What she showed on her face had made Li Luo feel her apologies and guilt. This time, she still chose to believe and still chose to believe the woman in front of her. Zi, at least at this moment, she is sincere. From her eyes and look, she can feel that Wan'er did not deceive herself.

In fact, in Li Luo's heart, she sometimes feels that Wan'er is just a poor girl, and her heart should be fragile. From knowing her background, since her father left, she should be very much to be noticed and cared for and valued. Maybe she is lonely. It is because she is afraid of this loneliness and this feeling of a person that she loses herself and makes herself confused.

Li Luo frowned slightly and looked at Wan'er with a sigh. Under her pale face, her lips slightly raised an indifferent smile, extremely light and soft.

Li Luo opened his mouth and his voice was gentle: "That day, you didn't let Xue Ying do it, but chose to let him bring me back. Didn't you want him to hurt me?"

Wan'er's bright black eyes suddenly looked up. She looked at Li Luo with doubt on her face and asked, "How can you know?"

Li Luo smiled gently again and said calmly, "Thank you"

Wan'er took a kind look at Li Luo, but said nothing more. She squeezed the corners of her mouth, picked up the medicine box and the small bowl of porridge. She got up and walked out of the account. Before she walked out of the account, Wan'er turned her back to Li Luo, and her soft voice came again and said, "You don't have to thank me. In the end, this kindness I still owe you. At the beginning, my goal was not you. I didn't want to hurt you in the first place, and the person who should say thank you should be me."

Li Luo lay on the couch and listened to Wan'er's words quietly.

Wan'er paused for a moment and continued, "It's you who made me feel that I can be valued and cared for along the way. It's not just a tool in other people's hands. I should say to you, thank you."

After saying that, Wan'er opened the curtain and walked out.

Li Luojiu looked at the direction of the curtain, and there was a little compassion in his heart. In the tent, the candlelight flashed faintly, bright and dark. Outside the curtain, the sound of the wind, the sound of the wind blowing through the earth and the sound of the grassland made Li Luo sigh in his heart. Wan'er, in the final analysis, is just a fragile **. She needs someone to turn her mind. It needs people to pay attention to it. Li Luo always believes that this woman is kind and innocent in her heart.

The days pass day by day.

It is also spent day by day in the tent of the Donghu people, but every day, for Li Luo, is extremely tormented. Every day seems to be a year, just like being in purgatory and unable to get out.

Although she can't go out, and although she is in the camp of the Donghu people, she still knows something more or less from the side.

For example, Wei Siliang told her earlier that Luo Mingyue used himself to write a letter to his father, but there has been no news so far. So, did his father deliberately not reply, or did his father not receive it at all?

She left and fell in the Donghu people's camp. Even if she wanted to know, she couldn't get out.

However, the war will not change because the plan is disrupted. If Wei Zhen and his daughter do not reach their conspiracy, I'm afraid the battle will not stop.