Chapter 45 Question
It is still the inn in Andu and the room. Li Luo was finally rescued by Luo Mingyue.
A pale and sick face, with a tired face in his eyes, sitting in the bed, soft and fine black hair scattered, a sick face, although a little delicate, still soft.
The military doctor has bandaged the wound on his neck, and there is no big danger.
Luo Mingyue sat on the couch, and Li Luo finally saw him again. After experiencing a disaster of life and death, Luo Ming found that he seemed to have become more and more cherished and more worried about her. Fortunately, they were all there, and they could see each other, feel each other, and smell each other. It was okay.
After a few days of separation, Li Luo saw him again, with all kinds of complicated feelings in his heart.
She remembered that at the moment she fell off the tower, she thought that this time, her separation from him would be forever. At the moment she fell, she thought that what was waiting for her would be broken bones, but at the moment of falling, she was miraculously held by a pair of thick and steady arms in mid-air. When she raised her eyes, she saw, It is a pair of dazzling star-like eyes. In such a dark night, it looks more and more transparent and dark.
Li Luo didn't expect that as the king of a country, he placed hopes on everyone, but he jumped off the tower desperately for himself. When Li Luo felt his warm and safe arm in the air, she thought she was dreaming. However, when the warm touch from her waist made her have to believe it and jump regardless of her body. The person who came down was Luo Mingyue.
He didn't even care about his life for himself. Now, Wei Zhen's father and daughter, the two traitors, were also annihilated. Min Yue subdued Donghu. This is a good beginning, which means that his imperial road will become more stable and better.
In Li Luo's heart, she should have been happy, but she found that she couldn't be happy at all.
Li Luo often remembers that day in the tent. Every sentence that Wei Siliang said to her stung her heart, and every sentence made her feel extremely uneasy and heartache. Her mind turned over and turned, which was all the things that Wei Siliang said to her.
"How do you think you can be better than me? You say I'm pitiful, but in my opinion, you are a hundred times more pitiful than me. Although I became a noble concubine in the palace, I don't have that man in my heart. Naturally, no matter how he treats me, I won't care about it. But you, you come all the way from Yue family, but he doesn't care about you. You must be very painful and uncomfortable. /P>
"What do you think you are? In the final analysis, it's just a chess piece used by others."
"Who is Luo Mingyue? The king has always been cruel and unintentional. He can use a person to consolidate his imperial position for him. Why doesn't he do it? Do you think he will let go of his supreme dignity for the sake of a woman?"
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Li Luo's heart really cares. She can't completely pretend that it hasn't happened. She can't do it. At this time, she sat on the couch, and her face was not only pale, but also faintly a trace of melancholy.
Luo Mingyue sat in front of her, and he carefully found that the departure was unusual and absent-minded with her.
"Li'er" He called her, and his voice was full of tenderness and worry, and his bright eyes like stars stared at her closely.
He called her gently, and his eyes were pitiful. He stroked the wound on his neck. His eyebrows frowned tightly, and his face was full of reluctance and distress. Li Luo lowered his eyes silently and looked at Luo Mingyue's hands touching his neck. He asked gently, "Does it still hurt?"
Li Luo had melancholy blue eyes and didn't say anything. He just shook his head slightly at him, which meant that he was fine.
"These days, I have wronged you." The gentle voice came from his mouth, and he frowned faintly. He raised his dark blue eyes and looked at Luo Mingyue sitting in front of him.
As Wei Siliang said, he was using himself and thinking about it in his heart.
He knew clearly that he knew where he was. Sure enough, he knew that he knew that Wei Siliang was right. He really did everything he could to use himself to achieve his goal.
Luo Mingyue saw that Li Luo was absent-minded. His palm gently clenched Li Luo's petite hand to give her a sense of security.
The temperature from his palm was warm and gave people a sense of security. However, Li Luo gently pulled away from his warm palm.
"What's the matter?" Luo Ming was puzzled. After he came back, he found that Li Luo always gave him an indifferent, cold and hot attitude, a little cold. In just a few days, he seemed to be a different person, and his attitude towards him was also cold and calm. Luo Ming looked at her lying on the couch and felt very uncomfortable.
However, Li Luo still didn't say anything.
Every time I think of what Wei Siliang said to her, there is a burst of sadness in Li Luo's heart.
Luo Mingyue wanted to ask something. A strong voice came from outside the door: "Your Majesty, the medicine has been boiled." Luo Mingyue heard it and got up to open the door. Li Luo saw that it was the slightly older military doctor who had just bandaged his wound standing outside the door.
Luo Mingyue took it from his hand and came towards Li Luo. He sat in the couch, carefully scooped it up with a spoon and sent it to Li Luo's mouth.
However, Li Luo just quietly took the medicine bowl and drank the medicine in one gulp.
Luo Ming looked at Li Luo and suddenly felt that she seemed to be far away from her and strange. Her deliberate alienation made Luo Ming feel more uncomfortable, and he could not calm down.
"What's wrong with you? As soon as you came back, I felt strange. What did I do wrong when you deliberately alienated me? Obviously, Luo Mingyue was very dissatisfied because of Li Luo's behavior, and his handsome face was faintly angry.
Li Luo looked at Luo Mingyue's tightly wrinkled eyebrows at this moment, and his eyes crossed with him. Looking at his dark and deep eyes, he said in a hoarse voice, "You did it on purpose, didn't you?"
"What?" Luo Mingyue said doubtfully.
"That day, you could have saved me." Li Luo's melancholy eyes stared at Luo Mingyue, as if trying to find something from his deep eyes, although she had already figured it.
In the face of Li Luo's questioning, Luo Ming deliberately dodged his dark pupils and avoided the blue eyes that Li Luo stared closely.
Is he guilty? I think about it.
Luo Mingyue stood up, took a few steps forward, turned his back to Li Luo, and said in a magnetic voice, "Do you know all?"
Sure enough, Wei Siliang was right. He did deceive her. That day, when she was taken away by Wan'er, he obviously had a chance to save her. However, he didn't, and he didn't do it.
"So, have you achieved your goal?" As if this matter had nothing to do with her, there was no emotion on her face, and a faint voice came out of her mouth.
She turned her head and waited for Luo Mingyue's answer.
Luo Mingyue also seemed to be talking about something that had nothing to do with him. He turned around and looked at Li Luo and said plainly, "Your father didn't appear. I think this should be the answer you want to hear most."
Li Luo stared at him and listened to him continue to say, "However, he did not appear. Even I think it's strange that it's because your father didn't receive my letter, or because they don't care about you as a daughter."
Li Luo listened, and then remembered that when she stood on the tower that day, she saw the sergeant below that there was indeed no Yue's soldiers and horses. Even if there was a trace of loss in her heart, however, what she hoped more was this result. In fact, Li Luo didn't want her father to appear in such a bloody disability with thousands of troops and horses. Cool, in the battlefield of beacon fire and smoke.
If her father really fought with Donghu because of her, then her heart will definitely hate herself and scold herself to death. She is not willing to let her father take such a big risk for herself, and she really doesn't want to see the bloody storm on the battlefield, if her people, her clan People, because of her loss of their lives, their homes, and let their people live in deep trouble, let sisters of the same size lose their fathers and brothers, let gentle and kind women lose their husbands, then, Li Luo will make himself an unforgivable sinner and become a person who has nothing. Fa forgives her sinners. At that time, she will only hate herself more and more and will not forgive herself.
At this time, there was no loss in Li Luo's heart. What was more, it was expectations, wishes, and her heart cherished the beauty and true feelings for her hometown.
She came to her senses and turned her eyes to Luo Mingyue again. For him, her heart was bitter.
The untied heart knot finally returned to the same place. What she cared about was not only because of this matter, but also one thing that made her heart feel pain again. The past, after all, became an indelible thorn in the heart, deeply plunged into her heart.
She took a deep breath and got out of bed. Facing Luo Mingyue, her eyes were indifferent and her tone was sad: "If you just use me to achieve all your goals, then you have succeeded now and no longer need me. If you can, after returning to the palace, please make an edict to abolish me and let me Go home, okay?"
Luo Mingyue fell in his heart. Hearing what she said, a breath suddenly surged in his heart, as if he had been blocked by something, which made him inexplicably uncomfortable.
"Do you want to go? Want to leave me?" He said lightly, but there was deep pain in his eyes.
Li Luo looked at him indifferently and suddenly felt that he was ridiculous. In his heart, it was just a tool to use it. Now, he has subdued Donghu, and he has no use value. Since he does not love himself, it is meaningless to stay here.
"Here, no friends, no relatives, no freedom, no grassland, no Gobi, likewise, no love, why do you stay, let me go"