369 A person's stage
There are also classic songs such as Fireworks, Fruit and Day and Night. In addition, she positioned her empty concert to face different groups of people. She also sang Cantonese songs and affectionately covered Lu Qiaoyin's "Good Breakup" and Eason Chan's "Mount Fuji" and other "Awakening Classics". She sang, thinking that she had been working hard on the music road on the way to the draft. Her Cantonese pronunciation was round, and she did not deliberately imitate the singing, but also sang her own taste. Lin Longhong was tired of singing. Finally, she chose to sing the Cantonese version of "Red" and the Mandarin version of "I" by her eternal idol Zhang Guorong, singing "I". These songs were sung so wide that she had some coolness. This coolness added a little sad meaning, which reminded her of the beginning of the year, spring and summer came. Yi, she also wants to grow up vigorously. If it is a flower, she will also bloom.
From the competition to the signing of the contract, she doesn't know Nana's true feelings for him, and she doesn't care about it flawlessly. Her life has been working hard towards ideals, and Nana has already been in her forgotten corner.
Now she is in Beijing, and she is dealing with people carefully in Jumei Entertainment. She has seen a glimmer of light on the company's packaging for her.
At this time, she received a phone call from her old lover Zhang Yide during the competition in Changnan City and asked her to come back.
Changnan City.
Zhang Yide already knew that the prosecutor's court was investigating him, and he was also restricted on the TV station and wanted to go abroad. The road had been blocked. He knew that he might mean double regulations.
He sat on the chair at his big desk and smoked another cigarette. The glasses he wore were more than $1,000 when he visited the United States last year. He is now wearing these glasses and looking at the blue clouds outside the window. The big white clouds are swimming lightly like a snow lotus, and the smoke in his hand is winding up in the backlight.
He suddenly felt that the world was very beautiful. The green trees in the TV station and the lawn in front of him were enough to taste the beauty of life. He looked at everything in front of him greedily. Even the wall climbing tigers, he felt gorgeous, and the small ants crawling underground, he was free. He can't wait to remember everything in front of him.
He is in his forties, and he thinks that this double rule may mean that the glory of his life has come to an end.
During his time, he didn't give it to his family, and his wife and daughter didn't have any ventilation.
He only notified Lin Longhong. He said to her, "There is something urgent!" Then ask Lin Longhong to return to Changnan City from Beijing.
Thinking of Lin Longhong and the woman he really liked, they were in Nanbin Road. He even regretted letting Lin Longhong participate in the "You Are a Star" draft and signed a contract with Jumei Entertainment. This woman is getting farther and farther away from him, and he also found that her heart was not in him, and he was unable to do it.
The cigarette butt is about to burn. He is reluctant to throw it away. He can't wait for the fire to burn himself. Destruction is a pleasure. The burning clouds are getting redder and red, just like the fire burning the sky. However, he has a feeling of falling deeply into the black hole. He is the maker of the black hole, but now he is about to fall into the deep black hole. This is a terrible fate!
He was prosecuted, and he used his position to accept bribes.
It is due to the change of leadership of the TV station.
When Lin Longhong participated in the draft, Zhang Yide had been busy "to stand in line" on the TV station. As a result, he was greatly frustrated and did not get what he promised.
At this time, she received Zhang Yide's order. After thinking about it, she still followed his arrangement and flew back to Changnan City from Beijing.
He asked Lin Longhong to come directly to the TV station to find him.
Lin Longhong came back, and she walked in the shade of the TV station. This municipal platform has a history of 40 years. The greening in the station is very good, with rows of French sycamores, metasequoia, white poplars, cedar and diamond poplars, organically dividing the TV station. There are also magnolia, plum, osmanthus and other trees in the front and back of the building. If you don't look closely, the TV station is like someone's manor, lush, quiet and distant.
At this time, Lin Longhong walked into the TV station. She wore sunglasses and walked with her head buried, which was not recognized by some radio staff he knew during the draft.
Zhang Yide's office director's home is in the building at the end of the TV station. She went there and knocked on the door.
"Please come in." Zhang Yide said inside.
Lin Longhong pushed the door open. He saw Zhang Yide with a straight face and his head leaning on the chair, as if he was angry and thinking about some problems. Seeing Lin Longhong come in, the expression on his face was a little loose.
"Lin Longhong, you're here!" Zhang Yide said to her.
"The recent reform in Taiwan has been messed up." Zhang Yide smiled.
Zhang Yide talked about the reform of personnel in Taiwan.
"The general trend." Zhang Yide said on the back of the chair.
"What's wrong?" Lin Longhong asked.
Alas, recently, there are four deputy directors in the station---you may not know that the new director was finally sent by the superiors. Zhang Yide smiled sarcastically.
What's going on? It's not that you were supposed to be, but you also said that you stood in the right team--"Lin Longhong was surprised by Zhang Yide's original ambition. Zhang Yide coughed a few times covertly.
In the past, the director's responsibility system was implemented in the Taiwan. The director often put the secretary aside. In addition, the three deputy directors and the secretary joined hands to seize the handle of the director, drive the director down and implement the director responsibility system under the leadership of the party committee. In the competition, I resolutely stood on the side of the director, because the director and I were fellow villagers. The director once hinted that after the success of the revolution, he was raised and asked me to take over. Sure enough, the headmaster was tough, and the secretary and the three deputy directors couldn't move him. He also became clearer on his path to rise. At that time, I thought that after the director went up, I would also be promoted by him. And finally, the director went up, and the new director he suggested to the superior was another person.
"Alas, this is politics!" Zhang Yide sighed and said.
It's true that what everyone doesn't understand is precisely politics. It takes father and son soldiers to fight the country, but they have to work together on a united front and achieve balance. Even in order to show his grandiency and non-neffinity, the director did not offend the secretary and the other three deputy director who played against him after going up. Director.
After Zhang Yide told Lin Longhong about these things, he said that some understanding was also his own process. He pretended to shake his shoulders easily and said, "A scholar can't compete with people in officialdom. Fortunately, I have no intention of pursuing anything in my career." Lin Longhong saw that Zhang Yide was wrong. He is not an open-minded person. Even an open-minded person will feel uncomfortable when he suddenly loses what he can get at his fingertips.
What makes Zhang Yide more headache in the station now is that after the new station took office, it does not care about Zhang Yide, but fights with the public factions that used to oppose the director. The new director is also buying people's hearts. In this period, Zhang Yide used to suppress the relationship in Taiwan and sign clear pressure indicators for Lin Longhong in the talent show, including him taking Lin Longhong to Binjiang Road, which is the South Bank Rongqiao New Area, which is the legendary rich area of Changnan City, where he received bribes from some advertisers. It has also been put on the agenda...
If there is competition, there is a gap. If there is a gap, there is a contradiction. If there is a contradiction, there is a struggle. Now Zhang Yide is trapped in the whirlpool of struggle.
He suddenly jumped up, grabbed Lin Longhong, and hugged Lin Longhong tightly. His fingers were slender and prominent, but extremely pale. Lin Longhong also suddenly felt powerlessness and helplessness.
They hugged, kissed and hugged in Zhang Yide's office. Lin Longhong didn't want to say anything. For a person with great psychological pressure, the only thing she can do is to satisfy him as much as possible, hoping that he can relieve some psychological difficulties. Lin Longhong lay flat on his desk, and a trace of sunlight passed through the cracks in the shutters. Her side eyes saw Zhang Yide buried in his chest and kept kissing. His hair was no longer as meticulous as usual, but scattered, and there were still a little white spots on the corners of his ears. Lin Longhong suddenly felt pain below, but she endured it. He hugged the man...
Zhang Yide thought to himself, I love this woman, or I won't think about her at the bottom of my life.
In Lin Longhong's heart, this man did pave a lot of roads for himself at the beginning, but now he has to fly over from Beijing to do this kind of thing with him? Do you really look like a prostitute? Lin Longhong thought painfully that she felt pain in Zhang Yide's moan. She remembered that she passed the TV screen wall in the hall of the TV station and saw a love drama on it. A boy and girl turned into the woods and disappeared into the darkness and kissed, like an oxygen-deficient fish closing their mouths on the water king. What a ridiculous but innocent scene in my own eyes! Lin Longhong's thoughts were blocked at this time. She thought that it was time for her to leave Zhang Yide and leave Zhang Yide. This spark suddenly appeared in Lin Longhong's mind, and a kind of thought was like a shining incandescent lamp in front of him.
Even if you want to leave him, you have to know his history. Anyway, he is a successful person after all. Listening to his story, will he look more mature in his beautiful struggle now?
That day, Zhang Yide told Lin Longhong about her past.
I used to be an ordinary engineer in a construction unit. When I was in college, I wanted to be a respected engineer, so I was very serious and hard-working in the leadership majoring in civil engineering, and I have always been meticulous in drawing pictures.
But that time I failed to apply for the ideal position and changed my idea of starting a technical career, which made me want to climb into an official career.
The incident was the provincial design institute's open recruitment of designers for the whole province. Zhang Yide signed up very actively.
The engineering is dead, but after coming out, I feel that the building is not dead. In my opinion, every building should have something thoughtful and able to speak. Because buildings can convey the painstaking efforts of an architect or a builder. I am already familiar with the structure and emotions of construction sites and high-rise buildings. At this point, I am single-minded to take the road of technical major.
I signed up and made full preparations.
On the day of the exam, I went out early in the morning, but I still encountered a gambling car. Because I was in a hurry to take the exam, I jumped out of the blocked car and trotted all the way to the examination room.
The exam went well, and my second place in theory entered the interview. This makes me very confident, because according to the recruitment of the design institute, the theory accounts for 80% and the interview is 80%.
After the results came out, my friends are congratulating me. I believe that the interview will also be successful and ask me to treat me in advance.
On the day of the interview, I met an interview group composed of the dean and director in the conference room of the design institute. They asked me directly as soon as they opened their mouths. What is the design theory?
Regarding design theory, I tend to be more nationalized with fashionable design, which makes people feel very professional. For example, during the public design bidding of the Provincial Ethnic Museum, I thought that if the appearance reflects a cultural cohesion, the building will have a kind of restrained depth. The concept of design works shows a kind of architectural change towards fashion in China from the perspective of practicality and nationalized and delicate performance, and there is no Show off the suspicion of showing off... I said eloquently.
Obviously, my answer made several examiners present nodded with satisfaction.
"You examine the questions from the perspective of the grassroots, from the practicality to the satisfaction of energy supply and aesthetic characteristics that reflect the most essence of a design work." The dean of the exam said with great admiration.
But at this time, I also saw some strange eyes of other examiners. This is a feeling. Just like the reception room of this design institute, there is a big golden ingot with a vulgar smell permeating around. In the writing counter within sight, the tight, fast and efficient sense of urgency and competition shows a strange smell in the air floating behind me.
"Our design institute is a career organization. In addition to strong business, we also need to be politically qualified." An examiner said beside him.
I came to participate in this interview, and I was full of energy and kept a high level of clarity. The main exam words spoken next to me were out of words, which made me have a faint feeling of ominousness.
I listened carefully to each of our words, answered carefully, and thought secretly.
Then we asked me some professional questions about the design and the builder qualification that Nana has. When it comes to my professional and practical business level, I will do my best.
After talking for more than ten minutes, an examiner nodded to me and said, "Go back and wait for the letter."
When I left the design institute, I breathed a sigh of relief.
I looked back at the building in the deep forest. The frame of the building was very high, but the window was very narrow. Walking in the deep red carpet corridor, I felt an invisible strictness and mystery. When I came out, I looked back nostalgicly.
After a long half-month waiting time, the design institute announced the four finalized indicators on the Internet, but there was no me. My friend thought it was strange, but I laughed because I had nothing to do with it.
A friend asked me to go to the design institute to ask what's going on? I won't go. I know I didn't go. They don't want you. What's the point of asking? After all, the small arm can't twist the thigh.
It was a very gray day. I locked myself at home and thought about it. I really felt a little world-weary. One day, I received a phone call from a vice president of the design institute. He said he wanted to talk to me about something.
So, I walked into the office building of the design institute again and into the deep corridor with a red carpet in the building.
It's in the vice president's office.
"I, there are only four indicators of our design institute. To be honest, we have the same conditions as you, and even worse, but we are related. There is also competition between our hospital and other hospitals. We also need to cover the relationship on the surface. Many soft things can't compete with strength, so we also regret that you didn't get the selection this time. However, the old dean still remembers you vividly. It's rare. If you want to come, but there is no establishment, our hospital still welcomes you.
The vice president said a poem of the Tang Dynasty: 'I don't understand how to hide kindness in my life, and I talk about Xiang Si everywhere' means that I'm willing to be a Bole and not give up Nana's talent.
When I walked out of the design institute, I closed my eyes and thought hard.
How to go on the road of life is just a thought. I closed my eyes and my heart was quiet, and I could hear the voice in my heart. No, I won't go to this design institute, although I really want to go.
I finally decided not to enter this design institute.
When I left, the design institute was going to participate in the city's sports meeting and was organizing the rehearsal team of the people in the hospital. Everyone in the team took a feather fan, as if everyone were Zhuge Liang.
I walked through this team. As long as I nodded, although there was no staff, I could also enter it. But I walked by in a hurry. I looked sideways at the four new young designers in the team, and among them, there were related to my position. I saw our proud look.
Since then, I have vowed to be an official. I am no longer interested in doing purely technical work. I think the glory of my life can only be achieved when I reach the height of an official.
Later, I applied for a job in the TV station to work in charge of infrastructure. Although I had an engineering background, I was unwilling to study for a bachelor's degree in enterprise management, and then actively joined the TV station to participate in the development of the TV station, and gradually broke away from my major and became the management of the TV station.
Once I went on a business trip with the deputy director in charge of advertising of the TV station. After returning, I reported to the Secretary-General of Taiwan on the industrial situation of the city under inspection. The deputy director didn't make it clear for a long time. The secretary-general said, "One virtue, you can supplement it."