Chapter 103 Emotional
PS: Mo Ming hasn't asked for anything. Now there are many words. Mo Ming begged for collection and red tickets to give some motivation. He hasn't been in a state recently. He has been running naked and silently thanked everyone.
Zhang Mengru listened to Jun Luoyu's frivolous words and didn't know where the courage came from. She was angry and pushed his shoulder away indignantly. Does this man regard her as that kind of casual woman?
Zhang Mengru was extremely aggrieved and stared at Jun Luoyu very angrily, as if waiting for his answer. Looking at Jun Luoyu's stunned appearance, his eyes showed glancholy and said, "Do you know Luo Yu! Han Xue once said that you are a lustful playboy, but I don't believe what she said. I only believe that my feelings are real! I didn't expect you to be such a person. You disappointed me so much. It was Zhang Mengru who misread the wrong person!"
"Well, damn it... It's self-defeating. God, how can the woman you created be so troublesome? She is always angry and it's too hard to be a man." Jun Luoyu's heart was slightly bitter and overplayed. Are all women so stingy? Hey!
When Jun Luoyu heard the word 'cold snow', his body couldn't help but be shocked. He looked at Zhang Mengru with some embarrassment and looked at Zhang Mengru with an extremely ugly face. He didn't know what to say. He secretly said to himself: So she had regarded me Jun Luoyu as such a person? That's why you hate me so much! When did I become lustful? After getting such a comment from her, this woman is really unreasonable. It's really troublesome to see the wind and rain!
"Hehe..."
Jun Luoyu asked with a helpless smile in his heart, "Then do you also regard me as such a lustful person?"
Jun Luoyu's eyes are deeply helpless, and some misunderstandings have hurt himself, but what can he do?
When Zhang Mengru heard Jun Luoyu's straightforward question, she couldn't help but look embarrassed. She felt that she seemed to speak too seriously. The man seemed to be angry!
Zhang Mengru looked at Jun Luoyu uneasily and didn't know how to answer. This man was too contradictory. He looked so beautiful and excellent outside, but his personality was so domineering. What should I do?
Jun Luoyu reluctantly pulled the corners of his mouth to make himself feel chic and bitterly thought: Ha ha... It turned out that I was such a vulgar person. I was a playboy. Why did I never feel that my reputation was so bad that I couldn't help laughing bitterly.
Zhang Mengru looked at Jun Luoyu with a bitter smile and said a little worriedly, "I didn't believe it, but why did you just treat me so lightly? I'm your woman, not your toy, you know? I need you to respect me!"
Zhang Mengru righteously refuted, which made Jun Luoyu a little speechless. Although she was not frivolous, she thought it was also true. After all, the two had just dated for a while and did not know each other enough.
I can't help but want to tease this woman who has just been recognized by me. Hey, love is really damned.
Jun Luoyu felt that he might be wrong, but he couldn't say any reasonable explanation and didn't know what steps it took to communicate between men and women. In fact, Jun Luoyu's explanation will make people feel that it is just want to cover up.
Jun Luoyu smiled bitterly and shook his head slightly. The former 'gentleman's eloquence' became angry here, because he began to doubt himself! I couldn't help thinking: Am I really a lustful person? Why do I think I'm wrong?
Jun Luoyu couldn't help but have a trace of doubt about himself. He could feel Zhang Mengru's love for himself, but he also felt that she seemed to hate playboy very much.
Jun Luoyu deeply stared at the woman who had been hiding in his arms and crying, but now she is so brave and harsh to refute himself, and a wisp of inexplicable feeling rises in his heart. Such a woman is so good and considerate that she can only look from afar but can't be blasphemed.
But people's personality is too perfect and easy to be destroyed, and I can't destroy this perfection with my own hands, otherwise I will only feel hatred for myself.
A woman like this would be very happy, gentle as water, kind and weak, but with a firm heart, but it is not suitable for me, Jun Luoyu, like a burden that oppresses me.
The thoughts in her heart were confused, and a strange feeling shook Jun Luoyu's will. It seemed that she had made a decision. She sighed deeply and said, "Maybe Han Xue is not wrong. I, Jun Luoyu, is the kind of man who is both playful and lustful! I'm sorry, Mengru. I shouldn't have treated you like this just now. I think you're so good that I'm ashamed. I don't want to deceive you, which makes me feel shameless and despicable.
There is a sentence he didn't say. I hope to treat each other sincerely, but we are not relatives!
"Hehe! ......”
Jun Luoyu shook his head and smiled bitterly, with an indescribable loneliness and bitterness in his eyes, and a silent mockery permeated it.
He looked a little ashamed. Jun Luoyu rarely lowered his arrogant head and sighed in a low voice, "Mengru, I solemnly apologize for what I just did to you. Please forgive me. As for what just happened, just think of it as a dream, erase it and forget it! Let's all forget, as you said, people like me are playboys who don't know how to calm down and are too frivolous to be worthy of a perfect woman like you. I withdraw what I just said. I will clarify that we have nothing to do with this matter. You don't have to worry that I have been pestering you.
Hearing Jun Luoyu speak like this, Zhang Mengru trembled all over and his face turned pale in an instant.
And when Jun Luoyu finished saying this, he seemed to have exhausted his strength. He didn't know that the impact of love on his mood was so huge, and a deep sense of fatigue swept over his body and mind.
He began to feel a pain in his heart. His personality defects could not tolerate his weakness, but he gave up. Such contradictions were constantly pulling, as if to destroy the country he had established. A kind of heartache and guilt for tearing my love with my own hands!
This is more profound and sudden than the misunderstanding of 'Han Xue'. From great joy to great sadness, Jun Luoyu knows that he is not angry, only an extremely hazy sadness, leaving only helplessness, a powerlessness that can't love and love.
They are also unwilling to hurt perfect and innocent women like Zhang Meng. They are snow lotus flowers and need careful care, not vulgar treatment.
Such a person deserves the best love and gentle care. She is like a white snow lotus flower that can't be stained with any dust! You can't be fooled by yourself! This is an unforgivable sin, which deeply hurts Jun Luoyu!
Jun Luoyu is afraid that one day he will bury this beauty that should be cherished! There are many women in this world, but they are only unwilling to hurt this kind of woman who will hurt people's hearts!
"If I am a single-minded man, you will be my only one. Unfortunately, I never think I'm a good man! Fortunately, I'm still a bad man with some conscience. I can't bear it, so I can't hurt you!" Jun Luoyu's bitter self-deprecating.
Zhang Mengru, standing aside, seemed to have been struck by lightning, and his whole body seemed to have lost the aura of the past, his face was as white as paper, and his tears flowed silently.
Especially when I heard Jun Luoyu's last sentence: As you said, men like me are indeed not worthy of you perfect women. I take back what I just said, and I will clarify the whole matter to the outside world. There is no relationship between us. You don't have to worry that I have been pestering you.
These decisive words have been lingering in her heart, deeply hurting her fragile heart and crushing her heart. At this moment, Zhang Mengru fell from the clouds and shattered his whole body, because the sky collapsed.
She felt that the originally bright spring had become dark, and suddenly felt that the world was so cold. Tears kept sliding down like broken pearls, and the whole soul seemed to be pulled away in an instant. There was no feeling at all. It was numb like a walking corpse, leaving only the tears that kept slipping down.
Looking at Zhang Mengru's heartbroken face, Jun Luoyu suddenly panicked. Did he go too far? I just didn't want to hurt you again. We all hurt once, and we will understand love in the future.
However, Zhang Mengru's silent complaint made Jun Luoyu feel a burst of heartache. There is no sadness for no reason in the world. Since he knows that the choice is not human, why should they be together?
Jun Luoyu raised his head slightly to let people see the tears in his eyes and muttered to himself, "Why am I so affectionate? I can't bear it! Long pain is not as good as short pain, so as not to be more disappointed and painful in the future. Dream like, you will understand in the future.