Chapter 199 Not enough

Zhang Meng fell silently and felt extremely wronged in his heart. He knew that he loved him badly, but why was this man still so cruel to do such a thing to blow himself?

Zhang Meng sat on the sofa as if his soul had been pulled away, and his eyes lost their former glory. I don't know where she did something wrong, and Jun Luoyu didn't care about her feelings so much!

Jun Luoyu felt that in the face of emotional problems, it was like driving a duck on the shelves. Without confidence in the past, coupled with the person he is facing at this moment, Zhang Mengru, the woman he is least willing to hurt! Jun Luoyu found that his self-confidence, which was proud of the Fusang ghost practitioner, disappeared without a trace and became stretched, with a speechless and awkward look on his face. I can't help mourning in my heart: "omg, the most difficult thing to face in the world is not the enemy, but the woman I like.

Looking at Jun Luoyu's speechless expression, Zhang Mengru is in pain, and this man will not explain it a little! Without knowing how to behave at all, Zhang Mengru couldn't help thinking bitterly in his heart: Is it boring just because he stubbornly doesn't give him what he wants? What kind of woman does he like? Is it really difficult to understand the tacit understanding with him?

Jun Luoyu is a very difficult man to understand. His person is a 'fasm' who has been buried for tens of millions of years, mysterious! And his heart is like a place that has not been uncovered for tens of millions of years, which is difficult to approach.

The more Zhang Mengru thought about it, the more heartbroken he felt. He couldn't help asking himself: Did he really love himself? Or is he completely a substitute for the cold snow when he is with himself?

Little fox listened to Zhang Mengru's questions asked Jun Luoyu! I can't help thinking that I was forced into the world of Jun Luoyu as a third party. And what face do you have to ask for everything at this moment? Let the young master decide everything! If God's will is so good, who can be blamed?

Looking at the stunned and depressed Jun Luoyu, the little fox felt bitter at the corners of his mouth. What should he do? The young master must be very embarrassed now, right? If the young master asks the little fox to leave, what will the little fox do?

Jun Luoyu's original cold and clear eyes became a little lax. He no longer paid attention to the outside world, thought about the questions raised by Zhang Mengru, and asked himself, "Have I really never loved Mengru? Do you love? Don't you love..." This question has been repeated in his mind, accompanied by the scene of getting along with Zhang Mengru in the past! Jun Luoyu is very happy with Zhang Mengru. What is there to be dissatisfied with having a girlfriend like a flower? I once thought about being responsible for her to the end, but what made him gradually distract his feelings for Zhang Mengru? Which woman is Ling Hanxue, who resolutely refuses himself? Or what?

"Mengru, I don't know if I love you or not! Maybe you can't feel it, maybe I can't understand what true love is now! But I really like you to be with you. I am very happy to be with you. In my heart, you have always been a perfect woman! But... you should know me, but I found that you really don't know me...!"

" Luo Yu... I... Maybe it's me, I really don't know you enough!" Zhang Mengru raised her sad and sad eyes and looked at Jun Luoyu's increasingly blurred appearance affectionately but painfully. Her voice became hoarse and looked extremely weak. She can't stand the answer given by Jun Luoyu.

"I'm sorry, we have been together for too short, so many hidden problems have gradually emerged! Now that I think about it, it seemed too fast for us to get together! We don't know each other well enough to communicate well! But I really like you, you don't need to doubt my intentions for you! Do you know that you make me feel sad? Do you know what this means? It's just how all this has changed. In fact, I can't find the root cause myself! Maybe as you said before, I, Jun Luoyu, is a play-hearted person, ha ha!" Jun Luoyu said lightly with self-sneer at the corners of his mouth. Jun Luoyu rarely said his inner words. He, who has always been a strong man, actually has his soft side. This made the two women present feel that Jun Luoyu's mood was complicated at this moment, and his words were mixed with strong feelings, but because he was too strong, he looked different when expressing his feelings. It's not that he doesn't have feelings, but that he doesn't have much experience in dealing with emotional problems! Jun Luoyu is a little childish in dealing with emotions. Sure enough, it's hard for Qing officials to do housework! The smart and wise man outside seems to have become childish and childish in front of love.

"Fao Yu... Han Xue, does it still make you feel worried like this? Then who is the woman you really want in your heart? Is it a little fox, cold snow, or other women?

"Dream, you must know! Xiaohu is not about this*. Don't blame others. I'm sorry for you, not me! Over time, it will show all these problems! I, Jun Luoyu, is like this. I can't change it! I won't change for anyone. If anyone wants to change me, I have to invite her out of my world!" Jun Luoyu became a little irritable when he heard Zhang Mengru mention Ling Hanxue's name, and unconsciously breathed a lot.

"... Luo Yu, Meng Ru, never wanted to change you in the past! You are you, and the real you are the Jun Luoyu I like. I don't want to be hypocritical, but love makes people selfish!" Zhang Mengru never thought that she could persuade Jun Luoyu to do something that violated his principles for her, but love is really complicated, and it is not easy for two people to be together like the overlap of two worlds.

"Meng Ru, in fact, I have always felt very sorry for you in my heart! It seems that I have felt guilty from the beginning with you. Your perfection, let me know my shortcomings, and there are some things I won't do! However, I can't give you what you should have... It feels like there is no tacit understanding. I feel so tired, hehe... I'm really not suitable to be a lover. I'm an unqualified man!" Jun Luoyu said with a self-deprecating bitter smile at the corners of his mouth, and his starry eyes were gloomy and low.

" Luo Yu, don't say any more! I don't think I'm perfect. You think it's all about yourself! I'm not as difficult to get close as you think! Just let me think about it quietly. Now we don't make a decision too quickly, okay?" Zhang Mengru was obviously shocked by what Jun Luoyu said. Is this the real idea in his heart?

"Mengru, I'm sorry! I made you suffer so much. I can give you time to think about it, but don't wrong yourself anymore. This is not what I want! I'm going to a foreign base tomorrow to carry out a special training plan, so you should think about it carefully during this period! As said on TV, the twisted melon is not sweet! I disdain the reluctant love!"

"Loyu, I found that when you are real, you are too real, which makes me unable to adapt!"

"Meng Ru, even if there is no little fox today, there is still a problem between us, but I have always chosen to ignore it. I know that the two want to really have a tacit understanding. That's a very difficult thing. After all, our world outlook and values are different! Maybe you are looking forward to a man who can give you a stable life and love you wholeheartedly, but I don't seem to be able to give you these now!"

"Fayu, you're right. Meng Ru really doesn't know you enough! You are too complicated and difficult to understand. I will never be able to figure out what you are thinking, which makes me full of powerlessness!" Zhang Mengru finally couldn't help saying what she had always wanted to say.

When Jun Luoyu began to open his heart and speak his heart, Zhang Mengru's mood became much calmer. All problems were because they didn't know each other, or they didn't know enough enough to give their lover what they needed! Perhaps in the process of falling in love, men and women can't help setting rules for each other. When the two are in love, hidden problems are not displayed, or can be ignored. But once the relationship fades, or when one party calms down and takes the lead in discovering the problem, it also indicates that there is a crisis in the relationship between the two sides.