Chapter 281 The Difficulty of Proud King Chapter
PS: Anyway, during the period of chasing the moon, it was updated at night, so I simply merged the two chapters and uploaded them.
Recently, I have been speechless that the book has become like this, and chasing the moon also feels a little unexpected. It seems to be terrible. Hey, it's really lonely to be ignored. It has slightly affected the mood of code words. It feels too hard to separate yourself from the moon-chasing meeting.
Now the following chapters are purely for practicing writing and filling in some pits. The content is more multifaceted, and the city will account for a relatively large proportion. It's mainly because I want to practice my writing routine.
I want to see what type of online articles are suitable for chasing the moon! Therefore, everyone understands that the achievements have become like this, and the pursuit of the moon is also persistent now. The character is still very strong. I hope everyone can continue to support it in the future.
Chasing the moon has established a group, 31650151. Friends who approve chasing the moon can join the group, and you can chat when you have time. And those who like to play online games can also join the group. Recently, they have been playing a world of gods and ghosts called Shenma, in the endless sea. Maybe I will play other games in the future.
Jun Luoyu was in an extremely bad mood at this moment and blurted out: "Now love is played as a game, and everyone is very happy. Maybe I should try to treat it as a game."
" Luo Yu, why do you think so? I'm not like this..." Zhang Mengru listened to Jun Luoyu's almost ruthless words, and his heart seemed to have been emptied by oxygen. His face was pale and pale, and his affectionate eyes became a little empty.
Zhang Mengru felt uncomfortable and blamed himself. I forgot that he was an arrogant man. I forgot that he was a person who never wronged himself. He was a man who could be good but also ruthless. Why is this man so difficult to love? I don't know him? Then I can't afford to love him at all. Do I still want to love him? Love it, but it's too tired and heavy...! Don't love it... can I!
Zhang Mengru suddenly refused to accept the answer in her heart and did not want to let go of the man who loved miserably in happiness. Since he loved him, he would try to love him to the end.
Zhang Mengru has always believed in her vision. She decided not to misread the man in front of her. He is the support of this life.
Don't wait until one day. Looking back, the man was holding another woman in the dim light.
Zhang Meng was sad and crazy. He chased after him inflexively, hugged Jun Luoyu's straight back, and cried bitterly: "No, Luo Yu! I don't want you to leave me, if I know I shouldn't expect so much!"
"The dream will change, and the dream will misunderstand you like this, which makes you sad, woo... but. You can't stop Mengru. Mengru said that he loves you all his life and will never change. You can't imagine Mengru as a woman who is disloyal to love. Mengru also knows that there has always been a shadow of cold snow in your heart! This once made me sad. I always thought that it was wrong. I shouldn't compete with Hanxue for your favor. You can like Hanxue. I don't care about anything now. I just hope you can also care about me. I also hope that Hanxue can be happy with us.
"e!" Jun Luoyu was a little stunned and couldn't say anything. In short, his heart had been deeply shocked by her. He looked down at the jade hands that were gradually clenched and couldn't help sighing: "Mengru, I, Jun Luoyu, have never said I don't want you. I just hope you can soberly think about whether we are really suitable to be together. I... I think you are very good, really, but my ideas and practices are different. Haven't you found that you will be hurt if you follow me?
Jun Luoyu thought psychologically: I'm sorry, Meng Ru, forgive my selfishness because I love you. I recently found that you are my biggest weakness. As long as it comes to your business, I will not be able to face anything calmly. I don't want such a thing to happen. You exist with me. It will only make me stop the pace of martial arts. I, Jun Luoyu, don't want to be a son and daughter lover. In fact, I thank you for letting me taste the bitterness and sweetness of love, but the son and daughter lover will only bind me. I Jun Luoyu, don't want any weaknesses to exist. I'm sorry, dream, I made you sad.
Jun Luoyu turned around and looked at the pear blossoms and rain with guilt. Zhang Mengru, who was extremely haggard, couldn't help feeling a heartache. Did I give up like this? But some words have been hidden in his heart and he can't spit it out: "Mengru, do you know? You often make me lose their temper, which makes me feel un comfortable. This should not be my behavior! More clearly, you are my weaknesses. What should I do? Now there are many crises. A little worse pool will be doomed, so all of us will be in danger. I hope you live the life you want. I, Jun Luoyu, also went back to the past and practiced wholeheartedly. Maybe this is right, and you will also return to the quiet world.
Zhang Mengru didn't pay attention to what Jun Luoyu said at all. She hugged Jun Luoyu tightly and stepped into his arms. She was afraid to feel the indifference of Jun Luoyu leaving from her side again. She was afraid that she would never go back as soon as she let go. She couldn't stand losing Jun Luoyu's life, just like a fish leaving the water.
Different thoughts have made great differences in each other's ideas and practices. Jun Luoyu hopes that he can quickly cut off the chaos, cut off the love thread, and not be trapped by love. That feeling of bondage makes him very uncomfortable, but he is unwilling to hurt them and cause today's scene.
If Jun Luoyu does not love Zhang Mengru, he will not do everything before. He is a strong and unstoppable man. Once he is blocked subconsciously, he wants to continue to move forward. If he can't pass, he will be tough. People like Jun Luoyu are destined to become strong, kings, and the idea of means will always start from the overall situation.
Jun Luoyu is still walking on the road of the king. He faces contradictions and can't make a decision. The love that has been entangled in his heart. These feelings that affected his mind made him happy and made him often unstable, and all this seemed to gradually take shape in his heart.
Jun Luoyu doesn't know if his mind is abnormal. Maybe that's what he thinks in his heart. He hopes that they can all live a peaceful life, especially when the ghost practitioners come to the Long family for slaughter. His sense of crisis is even more.
"Meng Ru, listen to me once, okay?" Jun Luoyu stretched out his hand very gently to wipe away the tears hanging in Zhang Mengru's eyes, with a strong apology in his eyes. But his apologetic eyes made Zhang Mengru feel uneasy, and his two jade hands couldn't help holding them tightly to prevent Jun Luoyu from moving.
This move made Jun Luoyu's already fluctuate heart be beaten again. He sighed helplessly and said, "Mengru, go back and think carefully about whether we still have a future in the future? A man like me is not suitable for you at all. Ha ha, it's too strong. This is not a behavior that a lover should have. It's also hurts me to see you hurt because of me, but some things seem to be doomed. I don't seem to be able to change for you. We all need time to grow up.
Jun Luoyu can't deny that she still remembers Ling Hanxue, but it is impossible to say that she weighs more than Zhang Mengru in Jun Luoyu's heart. Zhang Mengru really got along with Jun Luoyu and has real feelings, and Ling Hanxue's encounter will only open the door of feelings, and it is obvious which is more important.
If the woman he is facing today is Ling Hanxue, there may not be such a scene. At least Ling Hanxue's cold arrogance does not allow her to compromise.
"Dream, you are always the best in my heart, but the more beautiful you are, the more guilty you are." Jun Luoyu said softly.
I sigh in my heart: Time may make you forget me. Jun Luoyu imprinted a kiss on Zhang Mengru's forehead, gently opened Zhang Mengru, showed his body, and disappeared between several flashes.
"Luo Yu, Luo Yu..." Zhang Meng was as stunned. She looked at Jun Luoyu's disappearing figure with beautiful eyes and clearly felt the heartbreaking pain, as if the dream was broken. But everything in reality told her cruelly that what happened was true, and Jun Luoyu left.
Not long ago, they snuggled up to each other and became today's solitary shadows. It was because of constant misunderstanding that the unpronouncement finally opened the gap between each other. Jun Luoyu's care for her gradually made her lose her lover's original intention.
Zhang Meng's original beautiful and clear eyes lost his former brilliance, and his face turned pale in an instant, just like a serious illness. He felt a whirlwind and powerless. She looked at the direction of Jun Luoyu's departure with a haggard. How much she hoped that the handsome and upright figure would appear in front of her again and told her that Mengru was my Jun Luoyu's delicious dish.
Jun Luoyu's personality belongs to the kind of arrogant nature that is tough, lawless and strong. All this is related to his growth. They are in different atmospheres. In fact, if the temperament of the two is not attracted to each other, maybe they will not have the possibility of coming together at all.
When Jun Luoyu was a child, when he practiced dragon boxing in the Long family, in fact, he was not as peaceful as he thought. There are many direct children of the Long family. Each of them is secretly jealous of this foreign son. Why can Jun Luoyu be personally taught by the head of the Long family? As the direct descendants of the Long family, they can only study under some uncles, which makes them hate Jun Luoyu more and often touch Jun Luoyu. If people are too brilliant, they are easy to be hated. Jun Luoyu has shown his talent since he was a child, and he has also suffered countless persecutions. If he hadn't been strong enough to support him, maybe he would have been calculated to succeed at that time.
Xiaojun Luoyu was young at that time. Although he was very smart, there was a big gap between him and these direct children of the Long family who had studied dragon boxing for some years. Jun Luoyu is a bullied person. His personality first appeared when he faced Long Yunye when he was a child. He fought back again and again, failed, and was beaten down. It doesn't matter. He will stand up with a sneer and resolutely fight back in the face of countless punches and kicks. And with the passage of time, his cultivation and force gradually increased When it rises, the bad means make many people secretly palpitate. Fortunately, there is Long Yunye behind him, and those dragon parents can't do anything about him. Otherwise, Jun Luoyu is so young and so strong that the limelight overshadows many direct children. You can imagine what his status in the Long family will be in the future. If Long Yunye hadn't been repeatedly stressed that Jun Luoyu had any mistakes. Only they ask, they dare not mess around because they are afraid of the majesty of Long Yunye. Maybe Jun Luoyu may really be erased.
Such a living environment has created such a king Luoyu. Everything has become his habit, but the problems he is used to considering are different from those who have been living in a peaceful world.
Jun Luoyu has lived in a restless environment since he was a child, which makes him feel a sense of crisis all the time. This sense of crisis has been shrouding around him. He has to become stronger and has to face various disputes. The entanglement and disputes have lasted for several years. When he practiced Dragon Fist for five years, few of the Long family have been his opponents. May I ask who dares to fight against him at this time! Such potential can no longer be suppressed by them. Even if Long Yunye comes out in person, it will be difficult to capture Jun Luoyu at once. If Long Yunye hadn't always regarded him as himself, maybe Jun Luoyu would have killed all those who were hostile to him, how arrogantly he grew up and arrogantly looked at those who once wanted to persecute him.
Jun Luoyu has been strong since he was a child. This is his nature. He asked himself that he could not change for a while. If he asked him to compromise, he would definitely not be able to do it. It's okay to endure, but there is also a limit. What he hates most is that others get an inch. This feeling makes him very uncomfortable. It's easy for him to be angry with this person who makes him feel uncomfortable. Tell him that I, Jun Luoyu, am not angry with you, and I can lie down, but Zhang Mengru can't fight, so he can only persuade him. What do you think is the feeling of a person with strong force being taken an inch?
Of course, he didn't think that Zhang Mengru had an inch of him, and the two had not been together for a long time, and Jun Luoyu was still very willing to spoil her. After all, the ignorant love made his brain a little inexplicably irrational, especially after experiencing Ling Hanxue's incident, which made him go crazy and kept him in his heart. With a knot in his heart, he was worried that if he would be bound by Zhang Mengru and finally fall, then the road of martial arts would be extremely difficult.
He does not want to have any weaknesses between them. If he is used by people with intentions, he may fall into a desperate situation of martial arts again. Second, he does not want to be bound by anything, even if it is his favorite, but also makes him feel uncomfortable. He needs a wider world to expand his future. Responsible, domineering, ambitious, everything inevitable forged today's king Luoyu.
If you ask Jun Luoyu to accommodate a person, it is simply difficult to ascend to heaven. His dictatorial personality does not allow anyone to interfere with his ideas, even Long Yunye can't. In fact, Long Yunye has been accommodating Jun Luoyu and slowly developing his independent and domineering character.
He seems ruthless, but he is extremely affectionate. He doesn't want people related to him to be in danger. He is willing to face and solve any crisis alone. He took all the dangers and challenges, just because these people were related to him. At the moment he opened Zhang Mengru, his heart was also very painful, but he kept telling himself in the bottom of his heart that he could not be soft. Some things must be done, and some things would be slowly eliminated in the process. He loved Zhang Mengru as much as well, otherwise he He will not be distressed and soft-hearted. If he doesn't love Zhang Mengru, he doesn't need to be embarrassed at all. Jun Luoyu is used to standing aside and thinking about problems, so it also gives people an unfathomable feeling, but he will become contradictory when the problem involves him.
Unfortunately, he understands that he can't have these weaknesses, which will definitely bring him problems he doesn't want to see. His worries are not wrong. He just doesn't want to turn a deaf ear to Zhang Mengru, which is the real merciless. Random interference makes him distressed. Having too many personality defects means that he is not perfect. He has too many weaknesses. How can he ignore it after he finds out? Today, Jun Luoyu does not have the ability to ignore these weaknesses that are enough to bring him an eternal crisis.
Maybe Jun Luoyu felt a strong sense of crisis for the first time and let him do all this. Jun Luoyu's approach is too selfish for Zhang Mengru. He is worried about the overall situation. The external crisis will hit China. If something goes wrong with him, the consequences will be unimaginable.
Jun Luoyu chose to hurt his favorite person and hoped that he would wake up, just because Jun Luoyu did not want to have any weaknesses. These weaknesses that will make him lose their state may be really important to Jun Luoyu, which is more than his personal feelings. He is the leader and the king cannot be easily defeated. The king is as majestic as him. Don't give in to anyone, including your lover.
Sometimes people say that ruthlessness is the king Xiaoxiong. It is difficult for clear officials to break housework, and it is easy for a person who is originally very smart to get into the horns.
If he didn't want to be stronger and stronger, how could he be such a person? He is Jun Luoyu, the only one in heaven and earth. He comes from the pride of the depths of his soul.
Jun Luoyu returned home in a very depressed mood. He felt empty. The woman who once lived in his heart was driven away by him. She was full of guilt and helplessness for Zhang Mengru. Mr. Lin Lin made him feel that what he was pursuing was taking was getting stronger and stronger, or...
"Ah, ah, ah... why is it so... ah... why is it so, why am I like this?" Jun Luoyu looked up to the sky and roared. He finally found that he was always inexplicably affected by something, which had been like this since he was a child.
Like a mad cow, he rushed into the musical instrument room, reached out to grab the electric guitar that had accompanied him for many years, and plugged it into the speaker. His fingers trembled and messed, venting and plucking the strings, making all kinds of deafening whistling sounds, plucking the strings without rules, and closing his eyes. His heart was in chaos. He found that there was something that had been suppressing him, and the pain was immersed in his sadness. For the first time, he tasted the feeling of sadness, that What a sadness. He actually gave up his lover with his own hands, just because he was afraid that his lover would become his weakness.