035 How can I give up

Along the way, both of them were extremely silent. Zhou Yushu could not ignore the sweetness and joy in her heart, which had been replaced by sourness.

Entering the house without saying a word, Zhou Yishu took a bath for herself without looking at him, let alone what he was doing. When she came out of the bathroom, she happened to hear Song Chun calling on the sofa in the living room. His voice was very low. I don't know if she didn't want her to hear it. In fact, she didn't want to hear it. As the saying goes, she wanted to be an ostrich, but unfortunately, she still heard it after all.

At this moment, the tone of his phone call is the tone she has never heard before. She doesn't want to treat his subordinates as coldly as he is, and she doesn't spoil her like. That plain tone is like having sex with his family, no, not like, but on the phone with his family.

"There was a party at night, so I came back a little late and didn't see your phone..."

"Well, I've eaten. I just came back and cooked some noodles by myself. Are you feeling better?"

"Don't worry, I'm fine. When I'm done here, I'll go home and see you..."

Yes, that's right. He must be on the phone with his wife. Zhou Yishu couldn't listen any more. She rushed into the bedroom as if she fled and forgot to turn on the light. She just sat there alone. She didn't know what she was thinking or how long she had been sitting like this. Suddenly, the light in the room was on. Zhou Yiqi's eyes couldn't adapt for a while and she couldn't open her eyes.

She stretched out her hand to block the dazzling light and saw Song Chun come in. He had taken a shower, and his hair was still wet with drops of water. Why are you sitting here?"

Zhou Yushu recovered. She shook her head gently and said, "It's nothing. My hair hasn't dried just now. I'll hang it for a while and go to bed."

Song Chun stretched out his hand and touched her hair. "It's almost dry. Go to bed. I guess you're tired enough to play tonight."

"Hmm." Zhou Yishu, like an obedient doll, lay down in **, and then let Song Chun help her cover the quilt.

Because she was worried, at first, Zhou Yishu was very confused and did not fall asleep. Later, perhaps because she was really tired tonight, she fell asleep in a daze. She just slept very lightly. She turned over and woke up in the middle of the night, but saw Song Chun standing on the balcony smoking. This was the first time she saw Song Chun smoking. She knew that he was smoking before, but he never smoked in front of her, and tonight, he made an exception.

Maybe she is too naive to think of the world as too simple and beautiful. She used to think that she was a person who could not care about other people's eyes at all, but now she finds herself wrong. Not only could she not care at all, but on the contrary, she was deeply hurt by the eyes of those people, which not only hurt her heart, but also affected the feelings between them. In addition, tonight's worsening phone call affected all their emotions.

She fell asleep again drowsily. When she woke up, it was already dawn, and she was the only one.

I didn't want to get up, but when I remembered that I had to go to a company to report this morning, Zhou Yishu still struggled.

Zhou Yishu came to the company in chaos, at least officially began to work as a clerk.

However, before she turned on the computer and typed a few words, she felt that her head was heavy and her body was almost unable to support it. She lay weakly on the table and only felt that something cold slipped through the corners of her eyes. Why? What on earth did she do wrong?

"Zhou Yushu, the manager asked you to go to her office."

She pulled out a tissue and wiped her eyes, then took a deep breath before she got up and walked to the manager's office.

Standing in front of the manager's desk, Zhou Yishu was still in a trance. She just felt that his mouth was closed. What was he saying, but he asked her to react for a long time.

"Zhou Yushu, what's wrong with you today? Are you not feeling well? Or is it uncomfortable on the first day of work? The manager's question made Zhou Huishu more or less sober.

"No, I'm fine." Zhou Yushu shook her head gently.

"I think you'd better go back and have a rest today. You don't look well. There is another important project that you need to pick up tomorrow. You can't be in such a state." The manager said seriously.

Zhou Yushu nodded gently, "Thank you, Mr. Zhang." After saying that, she left the office. Just simply cleaned up the information on the table, and Zhou Yushu left with her bag.

She wanted to call Song Chun, but thought that he was at work now, so she sent him a text message, "Are you busy now? I seem to be sick."

However, from the time she got on the bus to getting off the bus and going home, he never texted her back.

Zhou Yishu came home and fell down on **. Maybe when she was sick, she was the most vulnerable. She put her head in the quilt, and tears came out of her eyes, and she couldn't stop.

I don't know if it was because she was sick or tired of crying. Zhou Yushu fell asleep in a daze. When she opened her eyes again, it was already afternoon. The afternoon sun shone diagonally through the floor-to-ceiling window, which made her unable to open her eyes.

Zhou Yushu picked up her mobile phone and her thumb stayed on the call button, but she didn't have the courage to press it. She really wants to say to him, Chun, where are you? Can you come back soon? I miss you so much.

However, until the sun slanted and the sun gradually faded away, the mobile phone still lay quietly in her hand.

Zhou Yishu staggered up from **. She hadn't eaten for a whole day, but she didn't feel hungry at all. Maybe she really thinks too much. At least she should believe him.

In order not to let herself think nonsense anymore, Zhou Yishu decided to find something for herself to do. She cleans the house every day, so she is clean everywhere and can't find any work to do for a while. Finally, she still wants to tidy up her bookcase. Most of them were directly moved here when she graduated from school. He pulled out one of the books, but a photo fell lightly at her feet.

That's a picture taken by Song Chun when she used to work in the Song family. I remember that the last time Song Chun showed her those photos, she picked up one casually.

Bend down to pick up the photo and hold it in her hand, but Zhou Yushu felt as if it weighed a thousand pounds. Closing her eyes, it came to my mind again. From the beginning to now, what the man has done for her silently.

It can't go on like this. She has to leave here for a while, otherwise any small object in this house may remind her of Song Chun.

It suddenly occurred to me that Sun Yunfeng said last night that he wanted to ask her out to talk today. That's good. Anyway, I haven't been to his house for a while.