124 How cruel is his heart?
"I didn't lie to you. The correct thing is that she doesn't know anyone."
"What do you mean? Has she lost her memory?"
Lu Jingyan made a wait gesture and turned to Lin Siyu, who was trembling all over, and said, "I'll talk to my friend and I'm about to go out. Go and draw your picture, good boy."
Lin Siyu nodded, slowly let go of his hand, and left quickly in panic under the suspicious gaze of Zhou Yushu.
"She was already like this when I got a call from the hospital and came back from abroad. The doctor said that she was seriously stimulated mentally and physically. She woke up in a coma for a week, but forgot everything, and she didn't even know who she was. And the personality is completely like a changed person, as you just saw, afraid of seeing strangers, and insecure. I don't even dare to go out. I just stay at home and draw some messy things every day.
"You said that she forgot everything about everyone and didn't even know who she was, so how can she remember you?"
"She doesn't remember who I am. It took care of her for a period of time before she was not afraid of me and regarded me as a relative."
"She is so good at acting. Are you sure she really has amnesia?" I have to admit that the previous vicious Lin Siyu left a deep impression on Zhou Yishu. Up to now, she still doesn't believe that Lin Siyu has lost her memory.
"There will always be flaws in acting, but she can't find any trace of her words and deeds, and the hospital has given her a precise examination to confirm that she has lost her memory because of stimulation."
"But with her reputation, how can no one know so many things happened to her?"
"I paid money to buy out the lockdown of the news from the hospital. Of course, no one knows. Besides, I'm her agent, and I've helped her deal with the company's affairs.
"But I still don't believe it. How did she become like this?" Zhou Yishu is still confused.
"If you know what kind of stimulation she has received, you won't doubt the hospital's diagnosis and what I said."
"What stimulated her?"
Lu Jingyan breathed a sigh of relief. He turned his head and looked at Lin Siyu, who was brushing around the drawing board with a brush on the balcony outside the floor-to-ceiling window in the living room. He said faintly, "She was raped by a violent wheel, and she was also the most cruel sexual abuse. She left wounds of various shapes on her body. When she was sent to the hospital, she was in danger, if it hadn't been robbed. Save it in time..."
He didn't go on, but sighed and looked back at the stunned Zhou Yi.
"All the bad things she did has been recomeded. Now she has nightmares of being violent every night, but she still doesn't remember anything when she wakes up.
Zhou Yushu clenched her fist and couldn't speak.
"The nightmare is not the most terrible. The terrible thing is that her retribution is far from over."
Zhou Yishu looked at Lu Jingyan in disbelief. She really couldn't imagine what kind of shocking news was waiting for her.
"She is pregnant, and the doctor said that she can't have an abortion with her current physical condition."
So, Lin Siyu gave birth to a child whose father doesn't even know who it is?
"I took her home. She thought the child was mine, so she didn't reject me to take care of her."
"Then you..." Zhou Yishu wanted to ask him if he knew whether it was an accident or revenge that Lin Siyu was gang raped, but the question turned to the tip of his tongue but he couldn't ask.
She is so scared.
I'm afraid to hear the facts that are difficult for her to accept.
"She has become like this now. Except for me, she is helpless. I can't help but die." Lu Jingyan raised his hand and pressed her shoulder, "Yi Shu, do you still blame me for taking care of her?"
Zhou Yushu doesn't know how to answer.
She hates Lin Siyu.
But Lin Siyu has suffered retribution and has become like this.
She is not a cruel person. Seeing the current situation, especially when she heard that she was so violent, how could she still hate Lin Siyu?
Now I just feel sorry for her.
"Actually, she forgot that everything was a good thing for her. You can forget all the dirty past in your memory. Even if you still have nightmares, you will gradually forget them over time.
"But it is also possible that she will suddenly remember everything over time." Zhou Yushu looked directly at him, "Brother Jingyan, are you going to take care of her like this?"
"I haven't thought about it in the future, and I can only take one step at a time."
"Your life is ruined by her." Zhou Yushu seemed to have a feeling.
Lu Jingyan smiled bitterly, but said nothing.
Zhou Yishu looked at the direction of the balcony again and looked back, "I'm leaving."
"Wait, I'll be with you."
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The two walked out of the alley together. Lu Jingyan asked her, "Where are you going? I'll see you off."
"No, I want to wander around. I haven't been back here for several years. I want to find my previous memories." Zhou Yushu refused his kindness.
Because she doesn't know where she is going.
Lu Jingyan looked at her and opened his mouth with an expression of wanting to talk.
"Brother Jingyan, what do you want to say?"
"Can you... not tell Song Chun about Siyu?"
"Why?"
"In fact, it's nothing. I just think he probably doesn't want to hear about her, so don't mention it to him."
Lu Jingyan's dodged eyes made Zhou Yishu have a bad feeling.
Is it possible that Lin Siyu was violent... No, it won't be.
"In fact, what you think can't be true. I never intended to lie to you, but you didn't ask me.
What Song Chun said last night suddenly sounded in his ear. Zhou Yishu's heart couldn't help trembling fiercely, and his face suddenly turned white.
"Yi Shu? Why is your face suddenly so white?" Lu Jingyan stared at her face in confusion and asked, with his palm covering her forehead, "It's a little hot. Isn't it uncomfortable? I'll take you to the hospital."
"No!"
Zhou Yushu opened his hand and took a deep breath to stabilize the chaotic mood.
Her extreme reaction made Lu Jingyan feel more and more that something was wrong with her. He put his arm around her shoulder again. "You're sick. I'll take you to the hospital and be obedient."
"I'm not sick. Do your work. I'll go first."
After saying that, she left without looking back.
Lu Jingyan looked at her back as she gradually walked away, and a bitter smile came out of his mouth.
The feelings that I once didn't know how to cherish are irreparable. When he realized this, he had lost the feeling he wanted most and the person he wanted forever.
Zhou Yushu walked alone on the bustling street, watching people coming and going, and a large golden warm sun cage around her body, but she only felt cold.
It seemed that the blood all over his body was frozen at the moment he saw Lin Siyu.
She couldn't believe that Lin Siyu's cruel experience was caused by Song Chun.
However, even if she can't believe it, so what?
All the signs pointed to him, and even Lu Jingyan was on his defensive tone, and even asked her not to mention to him about meeting Lin Siyu.
How cruel is the man she knows, his heart?
What else did he do that she didn't know?