Chapter 86 Self- Exploration

When Xu Kaixing completely set foot on the land of Hope No. 1 Star and walked on the soft grass, his mind was still immersed in his inner world.

With Xu Kaixing's continuous thinking and denying himself, Xu Kaixing's soul energy has become irritable from a slight chaos at the beginning, as if Xu Kaixing's consciousness began to deny himself.

At this time, Xu Kaixing's situation is quite bad. The soul energy is violent and uncertain, and even the brain map begins to fluctuate. Then Xu Kaixing's state at this time affects the storage space in the space node in his mind, so that when the soul energy airflow in the storage space enters the Han Ling's soul crystal in the ten-thousand-year ice crystal box, it brings Xu Kaixing Awareness.

Han Ling's soul crystal seemed to feel the fluctuation of Xu Kaixing's spirit and suddenly emitted a strong pink light, as if Han Ling's spiritual comfort to Xu Kaixing, but the light emitted from the soul crystal could not shine on Xu Kaixing through the storage space.

The pink light emitted by the soul crystal is getting stronger and stronger, but no matter how Han soul crystal calls, Xu Kaixing's thinking is still ups and downs.

Who am I? This question has existed for a long time. Every life wants to explore, but no one has ever answered this philosophical question correctly. What's more, Xu Kaixing is facing the double torture of philosophy and ethics. If Xu Kaixing doesn't 'see' the tube full of tube from Fan Tian's consciousness and sit on the wheel. Xu Kaixing on the chair, that 'Xu Kaixing' will not erode Xu Kaixing's heart like a spell.

The riot of soul energy can no longer be suppressed, and waves impact Xu Kaixing's meridians. At the same time, when Xu Kaixing thought about who he was, the chaotic and complex memories of the previous life were mixed with the memories of the present world, mixed in Xu Kaixing's mind, as if a maze was built in Xu Kaixing's mind, making Xu Kaixing The consciousness can't escape at all, let alone find the physical condition.

The light emitted by Han soul crystal is indomitable, as if it wants to break through the storage space and awaken Xu Kaixing's heart. With the light of the soul crystal, the brightness inside Han soul crystal is slightly reduced. Obviously, the light emitted by the soul crystal needs to consume the essential energy of the soul crystal, that is to say, it will hurt the soul crystal Nehan. Spiritual soul.

Who the hell am I? Why does it exist? If I were Xu Kaixing, what happened in my previous life? Xu Kaixing kept to torture his heart, but at this time Xu Kaixing had drilled into the tip of the bull's horn and could not pull it out at all.

Suddenly, a wisp of pink light appeared on the space node in Xu Kaixing's mind. This ray of light was like a universal light, shining on Xu Kaixing's confused consciousness, which calmed Xu Kaixing's heart a little, but the brightness of the light was too low to wake up Xu Kaixing at all.

Xu Kaixing didn't know how long he walked until he walked out of the grass of Hope No. 1 star and entered the mountains and hit a rock. Xu Kaixing unconsciously hit the rock. Soon the hard mountain was knocked out of a big hole by Xu Kaixing. Xu Kaixing then walked in and fainted in the cave made out of thin air. Sit down in the dark corner.

Thoughts are turning, Han Ling's soul crystal light continues to shine, and the riot of soul energy has also shattered the tenacious meridians that had been opened up, and Xu Kaixing still did not wake up from his torture.

Xu Kaixing lay quietly on the cold concave and convex ground of the cave like a walking dead body, with no focus in his eyes.

I don't know how long time has passed. When the cave hit by Xu Kaixing was slowly covered with moss, and the outside world was extinguished. The light emitted by Han's soul crystal began to dim. When Xu Kaixing's body was already chaotic, Xu Kaixing's eyes finally fell silent for an unknown time. It shook slightly.

With the shaking of Xu Kaixing's eyes, the pain spread all over Xu Kaixing's body, making Xu Kaixing frown slightly.

"Who am I? Who are you?" In Xu Kaixing's mind, the memory of his previous life suddenly turned into colorful bubbles, and then broke in Xu Kaixing's brain one by one and disappeared.

This is the human body's instinct for body protection. When a person is trapped in self-contradiction, the subconscious will be able to damage the body's surface consciousness and then return the body to normal. However, the existence of the subconscious is likely to bring great harm, such as amnesia or split personality.

Now Xu Kaixing's subconscious detects the deterioration of Xu Kaixing's body. If Xu Kaixing's surface consciousness is allowed to take the initiative, Xu Kaixing will completely die and destroy Xu Kaixing's memory of his previous life, commonly known as selective amnesia.

With the subconscious destruction of the memory of the previous life, the pain spread to every corner of Xu Kaixing's body. Xu Kaixing's eyes gradually lit up, with a focal length, and then the stiff body began to tremble slightly. Just as Xu Kaixing's consciousness gradually recovered, the Korean soul crystal light that had been coming from the space node It faded and returned to the storage space, just because I don't know how long the soul crystal will radiate. At this time, in the storage space, the Korean soul crystal in the ten-thousand-year ice crystal box has already been bleak, like a transparent crystal, which is not as good as before.

Xu Kaixing's consciousness gradually recovered with the introduction of pain. Xu Kaixing did not know what had happened before, but as soon as he woke up, he knew that his body was quite bad. Before he could think about anything else, Xu Kaixing's tired consciousness was added to the collection of soul energy.

It's just that Xu Kaixing's consciousness at this time is quite weak, and he can't control the irritable soul energy at all. Moreover, under the impact of the soul energy for many years, Xu Kaixing's meridians have turned into nothingness. Even if Xu Kaixing can collect the soul energy, he can't do it at all.

Xu Kaixing frowned in the face of his muddy body.

"Why did your body become like this after sleeping?" Xu Kaixing opened his turbid eyes and said in a hoarse voice. However, Xu Kaixing was scared by himself at this mouth. Looking at the surrounding environment, Xu Kaixing could not remember what had happened at all.

The physical situation is already extremely bad. Although the soul energy is still full of Xu Kaixing's body, it is impossible to be used by Xu Kaixing without meridians. When Xu Kaixing walked out of the cave with a stiff body, he was immediately shocked by the heavy snow outside the cave.

"Where the hell am I? How can there be snow?" Although Xu Kaixing's subconscious destroyed part of the memory of his previous life, Xu Kaixing did not realize it at all. It can be said that the memory of 'Xu Kaixing' obtained from Fan Tian's consciousness has disappeared, and Xu Kaixing naturally can't figure out the current situation.

Without the protection of soul energy, Xu Kaixing's body actually felt cold, which was impossible to happen before. It can be seen that Xu Kaixing has almost become an ordinary person now.