Chapter 4: Does your gentleness only belong to me
I looked down, and he pointed to the song Nanquan's mother's "Tears of Mermaid" and looked at me.
"No problem." I looked at his confident answer. After all, I wrote the list, and the songs on it were my best.
"Sit down." With that, he stretched out his hand to help me again.
I was gradually no longer afraid. I grabbed his arm and moved slowly along his strength. And he was also a little surprised by my changes overnight.
"Lei, can I go to your house to rehearse after class?" Anan opened the door and said sweetly.
But the moment I saw Golden Retriever holding me, An's smile was frozen on her face and quickly turned into hateful eyes. She rushed over with an arrow and pushed me to the ground. In front of Huang Mao, he looked down at me who was pushed to the ground.
"Xia Luolin, let me tell you, I have pity on you before I exchange seats with you. This doesn't mean that you can take advantage of the loopholes to occupy him. This school celebration will also be the stage of me and Lei. You can't get anything, and I won't let you take any advantage. Don't pretend to be pitiful here to win sympathy." With that, she kicked my wheelchair aside again, approaching aggressively.
"Shut up!" Huang Mao's sudden roar made the aggressive Anran suddenly stop.
"An, I'm also telling you that I can't cooperate with you on this school celebration. Don't oppress me with your father and my father. If you think I sympathize with her, you can come to me and see if I will sympathize with you in the same way."
With that, he pushed away Anan, who was stunned, and picked me up from the ground and left the classroom. Only Anan stood there alone, snickering at several classmates in the classroom.
"Hey, you put me down. My wheelchair is still in the classroom. The teacher will misunderstand when he sees it." I whispered.
"I'll pick it up for you later. If you are afraid of anyone's misunderstanding, you can tell the teacher that I'm changing your seat. I have no problem," he said coldly, and at the same time, he looked down at me with his eyes sharp.
He walked to the infirmary and left without knowing what he had said to the medical teacher after putting me in **.
I sat in the infirmary and thought that it seemed that An and I really had a grudge against each other this time. She obviously had extraordinary feelings for Situ Lei, and my sudden intervention cut the red line like scissors...
"Zhaolin, what's wrong with you?" I was thinking about this series of things, but I was suddenly interrupted by Yuan Meng's loud voice.
Before the door was pushed open, she had already felt her momentum and her voice from afar.
Yuan Meng pushed my wheelchair and trotted into the door. Before he could speak, the teacher coughed at her a few times, and then pointed to the sign hanging on the wall that did not make noise. Yuan Meng was stunned at first, and then immediately closed his mouth and sat by my bed.
"What's wrong with you? Just now, Situ Lei came to me aggressively and left with one sentence. I was so scared that I almost spit out all the food I ate last night. Yuan Meng said to me in a soft voice like a kitten.
Who is Situ Lei? What did he tell you? Why did you bring my wheelchair? I watched her talking with her voice and asked with a smile.
"You are stupid. You have been at your desk for more than a month and don't know what they call you."
"It turned out to be him." After Yuan Meng said this, I suddenly realized who Situlei was in his mouth.
"Yes, that's him. At the same time, he is also the son of Situ Bohan, the school director, the young master of Minghan High School. He just came to see me, gave me the wheelchair, asked me to pick you up in the infirmary, and then left.
Yuan Meng said to help me up and touch this and that, for fear that I would be seriously injured.
"Don't look. She doesn't even have a hair. You can take her back." The medical teacher saw that we were chattering like mice, so he had to expel us in person.
"Yuan Meng, tell me seriously, what is the relationship between Situ Lei and An?
Out of the infirmary, Yuan Meng leisurely pushed me out. Anyway, I don't know anything when I'm new here. It's better to ask once now, otherwise sooner or later I won't know how I died in the hands of An.
"Nan and the Situ family are close friends, and it seems that they are the daughter-in-law of the Situ family by default. Originally, she was very unconvinced that Situ Lei chose to change seats with you instead of helping her. Now even the school celebration program has become that you two can stand her?
Hearing Yuan Meng say this, my previous idea has also been completely implemented. He also nodded in agreement with Yuan Meng's words.
"Miss Qianjin has a bad temper. It's better not to provoke Xiaomin." At this time, Yuan Meng didn't forget to talk to me.
"I think you'd better quit. If you really co-star with Situ Lei, An will not let you go in the future. You don't know how many girls who tried to get close to Situ Lei were driven away by Anra. You will definitely suffer in this way.
Yuan Meng put away the relaxed look he just joked with and said to me solemnly.
"Don't worry, she is nothing more than afraid that I will take Situ Lei away. Do you think I can do this? It's her who thinks too much. Do you know that Anan said loudly in the class today that Situ Lei sympathized with me. I had no choice but to pat the wheelchair. I told Yuan Meng about what happened before I went to the infirmary.
"Maybe it's not that she thinks too much." Yuan Meng curled her lips and muttered in a low voice.
After walking aimlessly for a long time, Yuan Meng didn't mention where to send me. I just feel that life is as far away as the road under my feet, as far away as a corridor.
The sun was scorching and the sun was shining on our heads. I was a little afraid of the heat, so I asked Yuan Meng where we were going.
When I asked, she told me lightly that she wanted to go to the music room opposite the flower dance opposite Haiyuan. And tell me that this was ordered by Situ Lei.
He also asked for leave from the director for me and practiced the rehearsal of the school celebration with him.
Although I am a little unhappy with his domineering behavior, I have to do so for the sake of the school celebration and the smooth cooperation between me and him for the first time.
The flower dance is on the other side of the tree-lined path. After we passed through the green and playground, the perfect barrier between the same barbed wire and the wall tiger as the school gate appeared at the end of the wall surrounded by a big tree.
After that, Yuan Meng pushed me a few steps along the wall and saw the iron gate that was designed the same as the school gate, but narrowed a few times. Then it is still tedious and troublesome to draw in and out.
After entering the flower dance, I found that neither in architecture nor in the overall combination is much different from Haiyuan. It's just that the iconic water-spray sculpture and star park are missing here, which is a place called Dandelion Park.
Because the dandelion wind will fly everywhere, the design is still the same as that in the Star Garden, but the Situ school director named the whole garden for such a small dandelion, which makes me feel that the school director here is more strange and mysterious.
In comparison, I still prefer the pure white starry sky.
In addition, from all the students who have passed by, I found that the color of the school uniform of the flower dance is lavender, which is far from the blue and white navy uniform of our Haiyuan.
Compared with Haiyuan, the students of Huawu are more like beautiful people who don't care about the world, and they all nodded politely and smiled when they passed by.
At the beginning, whether it was Yuan Meng, Anan, or Situ Lei and most of the students in the classroom. Their appearance and mode of action are as difficult as floods and beasts.
Now I think what Yuan Meng said when she first met, I should go to the flower dance. Now it seems quite reasonable.
However, why should the same school be divided into two factions, and why did Situ Lei not use the good Haiyuan classroom and insisted on rehearing the flower dance here?
Since entering this school, there are always some inexplicable problems jumping around on the top of my head and can't be sorted out clearly.
Through the grove of the flower dance, there were waves of slow and soft music in the distance. The tone was a little familiar, but I couldn't remember it for a while.
We are getting closer and closer to the classroom, and the soft and slow music is getting clearer and clearer.
"Shh, stop."
I suddenly pressed Yuan Meng's hand and asked her to stop and quietly pushed me to the window, and then carefully poked out my head to look into the window for fear of being seen by the person playing the piano.
I have thought about many possibilities, which may be the scene of many people in class, or it may be the elegant playing of a long-haired girl often seen in TV series.
But I didn't expect that what I saw through the glass was Situ Lei playing seriously with his eyes closed.
His fingers beat lightly on the keys, and a beautiful melody floated out. The flexible notes are like a small fish, enjoying the precious freedom to wander outside, swimming into my ears and heart.
His expression was so rare and warm, and the sun shone on his golden hair, making his skin look whiter. The small hairs on the temples are also extremely clearly illuminated by the sun, like a child who has not grown up.
"Don't look, you have to go in. If I deliver you safely, I will go back to class. I'm not as good as you to ask for leave for me. Yuan Meng said sourly, and then pushed me into the piano room with a bad smile and didn't let me pick up the window to pee.
Situ Lei and I looked at each other in constersatience, and after Yuan Meng left, I felt a little restable.
I always feel that it's not good to be alone in the same room with a boy. Although I have been with him for a while, I didn't know his name until today.
A bad sense of strangeness swayed between me and him, making me not know how to take this crucial first step.
"Are you all right?" He took the lead.
"It's okay."
Simple greetings, long silence. It seems that we don't know how to open our mouths to break the deadlock of silence and a slightly embarrassing situation.
"Well, thank you for today."
I often feel that I owe him. Every time I encounter trouble and a dilemma that I can't solve, he will coincidentally be by my side to help me solve it.
It seems that I will never say thank you to him.
"Thank you for what? If it hadn't been for me, maybe you wouldn't have encountered so many things, and maybe your life would be more complete than now." He turned his head aside, not knowing whether he was talking to me or whispering to himself.
I looked at him and remembered the way he played the piano alone just now. Now I remember that the song he played is "Tears of the Mermaid" to be performed at our school celebration.
"Can you play the song just now?" I touched the piano beside him and said to him.
"Well, let's start rehearsing too. I'll play it first to find your own rhythm and feelings. If there is anything wrong or I can't keep up with you, you can interrupt me at any time."
He sat back in the chair, and the afterglow of his eyes seemed to quickly glance over me, and then withdrew without a trace.
And I also found that Situ Lei was no longer the one who was cold to people.
His tone is gentle, and there is unknown sadness hidden between his eyebrows, which is completely different from him, who usually only knows how to sleep and lose his temper in the classroom.
His piano sound is high and low, quiet and slow.
Maybe I have special feelings for this song, and I feel like that little mermaid. Once I put myself into my feelings, it is difficult to escape the fate of becoming a bubble and disappear into the sea forever.
I sing gently with the rhythm, and the innate lack of self-confidence dares to make me speak too loudly:
You look at the silhouette through the window all night
Flying in love with him at the junction of heaven and sea
You endured the pain and exchanged your legs with your voice
Only to get close to the person you love
You bet on destruction and believe that true love will last forever
I don't know that specialization is not suitable for human beings
And no one even heard you say goodbye
Withers with the waves after dawn
Your tears are innocent
It doesn't belong to this indifferent world
Abanded everything just for one person to be able
The opportunity to give your true love
Your tears are innocent
It turns out that feelings are so difficult to learn
Who is around him who doesn't regret before and after disappearing
Is your sadness like the sea
so profound
I sometimes secretly looked like him, and an inexplicable warmth came to my mind. It seems that a seed of sunlight has been implanted in the heart, and it gradually sprouts and spreads branches and leaves...
But at this time, we didn't know that there was a person peeping at everything here outside the window.