Chapter 11: Silent Farewell - 1
"Thank you..." he whispered in my ear.
My consciousness suddenly woke up and reminded me that I couldn't immerse myself in his arms like this. I hurriedly pushed him away. In order not to be embarrassed, my hand rubbed his hair in a panic: "Thank you, really."
In an instant, his head turned into a little brown bear who had just woken up under my messy rubbing. Looking at his current stupidity, he couldn't help laughing loudly.
"Well, it's time for class. Let's go back soon." Seeing that he was a little unhappy, I coughed and asked him to go back to the classroom with me.
"Well, let's go." He shook the messy hair I had made, stood up and pushed me to the teaching building.
Since then, Situ Lei will take me to Mingpei Xuanyi for dinner and chat every day. So that I can also learn more about him.
"Do you know five-petal lilac and four-leaf clover?" I looked at the lawn beside me, and I pushed Situ Lei behind me to walk.
"That's two kinds of plants." He almost had no brain to answer.
"Of course I know it's two plants, but do you know that lilacs actually have only four petals, and although the four-leaf clover is called, it actually has only three leaves." With that, I pulled down the brake of the wheelchair with my hand, and then went to the green area next to me to pick a four-leaf clover to show him.
"Is it really so difficult to find four leaves?" After seeing it, he squatted down on the lawn like a child to look for grass with four leaves.
"Of course, if it is so easy to find, can it be called happiness?" I looked at his childish appearance, with the proud look of his elder sister.
"Hmm?" He turned his head and looked at me.
"Five-petal cloves and four-leaf clover represent happiness, because they are rare and rare, just like happiness that everyone wants to wait for but refuses to come. Because everyone's understanding and generalization of happiness are different, people use flowers that are difficult to meet to imply that they find a happy moment.
I spoke to him like a little tutor.
And he was obviously a naughty child who didn't listen. He got up with a smile and patted the dirt on his hands: "Fool, this is just a lie imagined by boring people. You also believe it."
"Even if it is a lie, it is a good yearning. Many times if you don't deceive yourself with lies, you may not find the courage to live and move forward."
After listening to my words, Situ Lei was slightly stunned. I don't know if he thought of anything in his head at this moment.
It's not just him. Each of us has an inevitable time to lie. In the face of certain things, instinctively using lies to disguise and hide may be the best solution.
"If we can find them in the future, we will share them equally and give you lilacs. I want four-leaf clover." I raised my head and stared at the burning sunlight and looked at him with a smile.
"Okay, but why do you give me cloves? I prefer four-leaf clover." Situ Lei actually bargained with me at this time.
"This is a secret. I'll tell you later. Come on, I'm hungry." I didn't want to talk to him anymore, so I simply jumped off the topic. As soon as he heard that I was hungry, he stopped asking and pushed me to Mingpei Xuanqi.
The wind ran down my cheek, but it was also comfortable.
"I, I don't eat dates." I stared at the big bowl of honey dates and licorice soup in front of me and covered my nose and said to him.
"I didn't ask you to eat dates, just drink soup." He said while helping Grandma Xinxin pick vegetables.
I pushed the soup aside, ate the small cold dish mixed with white fungus, and took his words as a wind in my ear.
147-5269-8759, auntie should like soup, right?"
In an instant, my hair stood upright and I almost couldn't breathe.
I thought, good Situ Lei, when did you know my mother's mobile phone number? This is obviously a naked threat to me.
"Don't let me catch your handle." I muttered in a low voice, and then pinched my nose and drank the bowl of date soup.
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"Are you happy with Situ Lei these days?" Yuan Meng couldn't help asking me.
"Finally, I'm looking forward to your return. How's it going? Is the game going well?"
Yuan Meng went to participate in a tennis competition in the city on behalf of the school, so she trained very late every day. This time, she finally came back from the competition and had time to accompany me.
"Then you see, as soon as Yuan Meng took action, you will know if there is, Qiang Qiang..." As she took out a small trophy from her bag and swayed in front of my eyes.
I opened my eyes wide and moved my eyes with her golden little trophy.
"Although I only won the second place, I'm quite satisfied." Yuan Meng smiled and kissed her little baby with a satisfied face.
"Speak quickly, how about you and Situ Lei?" After being proud, she decisively remembered the inside story of me and Situ Lei, which had not yet been gossiped.
"Let me tell you that he cares about you very much. Originally, I just casually mentioned to him that I was busy with the game and there was no one to eat with you. This boy immediately volunteered to contract your lunch project." Yuan Meng smiled badly, and her eyes flashed like paparazzi from time to time.
"You have hurt me. He threatened me with my mother and won't let me eat delicious food." I said pitifully.
"Hahaha, look at your promising point."
When Yuan Meng said this, I was actually a little grateful to her. During her absence, Situ Lei and I got along with each other day and night, and the already complicated relationship became more elusive.
Whether I really like him or just rely on him, I have lived a full and warm life.
Suddenly, the school's loudspeaker rang:
[Xia Luolin from Class 4, Grade 2 of Senior High School, please come to the teaching office after hearing it. Xia Luolin from Class 4 of the second year of high school...
"What is the teaching office looking for me for?" I looked at Yuan Meng doubtfully.
"I don't know. I'll take you there." With that, she pushed me up and ran to the teaching office.
The feeling of running is probably nothing more than that. The roaring wind flashed through my ear, and the airflow hit my face and blew the bangs up. Close your eyes and open your arms as if you can ride the wind.
However, for Yuan Meng's speed, I can only hold the armrest of the wheelchair tightly. I'm afraid that as soon as I let go, I will be pushed down by this powerful inertia.
"Xia Luolin, right?" The dean pushed the glasses on the bridge of his nose, looked at me and stared at a piece of paper in front of him and stopped talking.
"Yes, what can I do for you?"
"It's not a big deal, it's about your transfer to the flower dance. Now there is a problem. So I came to ask you."
What, switch to the flower dance?
The director's words were like pouring cold water on my head. My chaotic head suddenly woke up, but I still didn't know what had happened.
"Director, are you mistaken? I didn't say that I would transfer to Huawu." I asked in a puzzled question.
"This is the voting list in your class, anonymous. If half of you agree to transfer to the department, then regardless of your own wishes, the school will follow the opinions of the students to transfer personnel. The director handed me the paper he had been staring at.
I took the paper and didn't know how to face it.
The number of votes is actually equal. It turns out that half of the people in this class want me to leave so much. I always thought that only An and others didn't like me, but it seemed to be far more than what I thought.
Looking at the numbers that depend on whether I leave or not, I only feel mixed feelings.
I returned the paper to the director and waited for him to give me the last decision.
"There is still a student who hasn't made a statement, because it's anonymous, so we don't know who it is. So solve it yourself. Let's see who didn't vote in your class. The director waved his hand to signal that I could go out.
Why is this? I never said I would leave Haiyuan. On the way back to the classroom, I kept thinking about it, but I didn't understand.
Who was the last person who didn't vote? The director said it was easy and asked me to solve it by myself. How can I solve it?
Obviously, it was my own business, but I didn't know until now. If the number of votes was not flat, I'm afraid I wouldn't even know how I was kicked out.
I thought that only society was dark. We didn't have to face some things too early in the ivory tower, but today, this childish idea has been completely shattered. There are always too many people who can't help themselves, but now I even have to rely on a small piece of paper in other people's hands to decide.
I returned to the classroom listlessly. At this time, the class had begun. I nodded and apologized to the teacher, explained my whereabouts and returned to my seat.
"What's wrong?" Situ Lei found that I was not energetic and asked in a low voice.
I didn't say anything, just shook my head. I knew it was the whole class's vote, and he must have participated in it, but he never mentioned it to me.
I don't want to ask him what's going on at this time, just sitting here and looking around. Looking at the face of each classmate, who wants me to stay and who is eager for me to leave quickly?
"I looked for him thousands of times in the crowd, but suddenly the man was in the dim light." I shattered. I wondered who was holding my precious vote.
"Pa..." A loud brain jumped on my forehead.
"Situ Lei! What are you doing!" I woke up with a headache.
"Who are you looking for? Look for him in the crowd. Situ Lei obviously looked unhappy, because the layer of frost on his face hung up again.
I glanced at him without saying anything, just continued to look at him.
At this time, I didn't know that the person sitting next to me did not cast the most critical vote. And what I didn't expect was that Situ Lei would cast a vote for me to leave...