Chapter 29: Tears under the night
After Ye Yichen left, Han Youxi immediately began to clean up the room, picked up the clothes thrown on the ground, folded them and put them beside the bed, and then went to buy lunch.
I don't know how long it took before I got up drowsily, looked around, looked at the strange environment in front of me, and asked with a nervous face, "Where is this?"
"This is a hotel near the school. In the morning, you had a fever. I was afraid that the people in the dormitory would disturb you, so I decided to send you here to rest.
Youxi said as she sat by my bed, and her dark hair scratched my face, exuding the fragrance of flowers. She reached out and touched my head, and then touched her sure that her fever had subsided before she was relieved.
I really feel much better after sleeping, but my head is so full of mercury that I can't lift my head.
I vaguely felt that someone had picked me up, but I couldn't wake up. I thought it was a dream, but now it seems to be true.
Youxi smiled and said that she would go to the dormitory to help me get a wheelchair and asked me to eat here first and wait for her to come back. I nodded and sat alone in the room waiting for her, but I still had no appetite to eat.
Only then did I have time to take a good look at this room. The interior is very small and fresh, and there are several sweet and playful photos of couples hanging on the wall, which is probably specially reserved for the living and decoration style of the young couple who come to Hangzhou. Youxi actually brought me here.
After a while, Youxi came back with a wheelchair, helped me change back into my original clothes and helped me sit in a wheelchair.
"Yuolin, do you know that Minghan's exam questions have two answers every year to prevent students from cheating, because no one will think of a second answer, and no one knows which question it is." Han Youxi suddenly talked about this topic while eating.
I listened and only felt that it was irrelevant. My grades were up and down, and I have been floating in a relatively embarrassing position, and this school seems to me to be like a thick soup boiled in a witch's cauldron. You never know how many 'seasonings' you didn't expect.
After dinner, Yuxi went out for a walk with her friends, and I went to the bathroom to tidy up my messy hair.
Looking at the reflection in the mirror, I only feel that I really don't look like a girl. I don't like to talk, I can't dress up, and when I'm lazy, I go out without washing my face. There is no feminine softness all over the body.
Look at Youxi looking at me, the eye excrement that just woke up is still there.
I read about myself in the mirror and combed my hair repeatedly until it was soft. Because I don't care about it, the hair has almost been dry and glued together, and I don't know how many of them have been ripped off by me in the process.
When I was about to arrive at the pavilion outside the examination room, I looked at the time and found that it was half an hour earlier than the agreed, so I slowed down and looked at the surrounding scenery and rushed over there.
At this time, I found a figure in the pavilion, wearing glasses. Sure enough, it was Situ Lei. He actually arrived earlier than me.
But he seemed to be talking to someone on the phone. I was not too anxious, but slowed down.
"Mr. Situ, according to our current investigation, she should be Zhao Ying's biological daughter. The information you gave before may be a coincidence." A man on the other side of the phone said clearly.
"Are you sure that your people haven't found evidence such as birth certificates?"
"We can't get this. After all, it involves the privacy of the house, but it is not ruled out that they deliberately hide it."
At this time, Situ Lei found me and hurriedly hung up the phone.
He was so happy or unhappy that he didn't show me, and his face was expressionless for ten years. Sometimes he even makes me feel that I must owe him a lot of money, and his smile is so few in my impression.
"You came so early."
"Do you know where I came from?" Situ Lei said coldly.
"I don't know. I, I have something to tell you..."
"But I don't want to hear it now. You look happy today because of the lingering whispers in your ears all night?" He looked at me gently, but it made people look so sad and helpless.
He gently picked up the pendant on my neck and looked at it carefully: "How pure and flawless it is, but it is too perfect. Although it is so transparent, I can't see what's inside."
I don't know what he meant, so I knocked his hand on my neck.
"What's the matter? Can't you listen?" He looked at me as if he was longing for something.
"What the hell are you trying to say?"
"Nothing, it feels good to play with two men with one hand. Is this the first time to lean against someone else's arms with the gift I gave? It's also to take advantage of his sympathy for you, just like Ziyang is always talking for you now.
As he said, his eyes overflowed with chills and rushed straight to me.
"You do belong to the sea, which is so deep that people can't see and understand. The appearance gives people a pure and flawless feeling, but in fact, only you know what is contained in it.
He walked slowly and sat on the stone bench with his fingers crossed. His slender fingers were hard embedded in the skin on the back of his hand. It could be seen that what he said hurt not only me, but also stung himself.
"I haven't played with anyone. If you approach me because of sympathy, thank you. You don't have to be like this in the future. I will stay away from you. As for Liu Ziyang, he is also my friend. You have no right to interfere."
Every word he said hit my heart like a thousand pounds. It did not bleed or be crushed, but made bursts of muffles echoes in my chest.
"Well, I have no right to interfere with you for a long time. You think too much. This is the last time. Let's not see each other again.
After saying that, he got up and left the small pavilion. I was left alone with tears that were about to accumulate in my eyes. I don't know what he sent, and why did he say these words to hurt me.
In Hangzhou in January, the breeze blew our hair, and people on the path came and went. I was accompanied by the noise around me, and the thin clothes in front of me gradually faded away.
The moment he got up, I saw his eyes pierced deeply like an ice cone in winter and could not be pulled out. There is no temperature at all.
"Ziyang, have you seen Luo Lin?" At 1 o'clock in the middle of the night, Han Youxi anxiously called Liu Ziyang to ask.
"Is it missing again?" Liu Ziyang yawned.
"This time it's really gone!"
"Real? Is she still fake missing?" Liu Ziyang felt very normal for me not to see him again, but he also recognized the drawbacks of this sentence.
"Don't talk about this. Anyway, she hasn't come back yet." Han Youxi was a little anxious and almost spilled the beans.
"I really don't know. He separated early after meeting A Lei outside the examination room at noon. Go and ask Ye Yichen. Maybe they will be together again." Liu Ziyang's voice was confused, hoping that Youxi could hang up the phone quickly so that he could continue to sleep.
"Forget it..." Han Youxi hung up the phone angrily.
Since Situ Lei left, I have been alone in the pavilion. No one has found me and no one has come to me. I don't cry, scream or make noise. I just quietly look at the direction he left at noon and every word he said from his mouth 10 hours ago.
I didn't bring my mobile phone, so no one can contact me.
I don't think anyone can think of coming here to find me except Situ Lei. I desperately recalled when he became like this. What happened when I didn't know it made him completely different to me.
Why do I have to wait here stupidly, knowing that he really won't look back this time.
"Don't meet again in the future." This sentence lingered in my ears repeatedly. But I'm still not far from this place.
"Didn't you say that you would always be by my side? Didn't you say that you like me... Why did you choose to leave me in this way when I summoned up the courage to tell you that I like you too? Are all the things you said before a lie?
I touched the pendant and whispered to myself, then pulled it down from my neck and raised my high hand to throw it away.
" Luolin..." Suddenly, a man's voice came from behind him, and then grabbed the hand I was going to throw down.
I turned around with hope, hoping that he would come back. But what I saw was Ye Yichen, who was indeed sweaty, and his slightly angry face.
"Do you know what you're doing, hurting yourself for someone who doesn't like you!" Ye Yichen grabbed my hand and shouted at me.
"I don't like him. What right do I have to like him?" I also shouted to Ye Yichen.
"Since you don't like him, don't torture yourself like this and come with me." With that, he pushed me back.
"I don't want it. Let go of me." I struggled with his arm back with my hand.
He suddenly let go of my wheelchair, came to me and grabbed my hand and smashed him hard.
"Just hit it and vent it. Just think that everything is caused by me. No matter what happens in the future, no matter how much you hate me, I will be by your side until you no longer need me.
The tears that I had endured for 10 hours finally flowed out after Ye Yichen's words. I kept beating him while crying and didn't forget to say it.
"I blame you, why do you come to me, why don't you even give me time to quiet, why do you always rely on me like a plaster? Do I owe you?"
"I owe you, and now it's time to pay it back." He held me crying in his arms. I listened to his clear heartbeat through his chest, and my hand still waved his shoulder.
At the same time, Situ Lei, who received a phone call from Liu Ziyang, also rushed over and quietly watched me crying in his arms while beating Ye Yichen in the distance...
He didn't come over, just stood there until I cried enough and left the pavilion with Ye Yichen.