Chapter 38: Abandoned Sea of Flowers - 2
After a few days insipidly, Ye Yichen did not appear, and there was no phone call or text message. I think he should be rethinking the relationship we only saw. Or give up after recognizing the fact that it is useless to go on like this.
"Did you make him unhappy?" Dad asked.
"Who?"
"Xiao Ye."
"Dad! Are you my father? Why do you think I provoked him? Why didn't you say that he provoked me? Since my mother was hospitalized, my father has been favoring Ye Yichen in various ways. I don't know what he thinks about him. Maybe he has helped our family too much. Dad has always been good to me and I have ten good personalities.
"Come on, every time he doesn't let you, you catch up with the old Buddha in his eyes. If you are unhappy, he doesn't even dare to breathe. How dare I provoke you?" Dad's reason is very good.
In the face of this, I have nothing to say, because he really spoils me as my father said. I can't confess to my father that he was hurt by my words.
"A person doesn't deserve to treat you well or owes you. We can't be a conscienceless person." Dad suddenly looked serious.
"Well, I know."
"Hello, is Xia Luolin here?" The door was suddenly pulled open, and a man looked into the room as he spoke.
"Are you?"
"I'm Ming Han's teacher."
The door of the ward was completely opened. I looked at the middle-aged man with glasses in front of me, as if I did have some impression of him, but suddenly I couldn't remember that there were too many teachers in Minghan. It was almost difficult to remember each of them. Some people could only meet 2-3 times in almost a semester.
"I want to know something from you. Can we go out and talk alone?"
Although that school has nothing to do with me, isn't it rude for people to come to me?
It was drizzling outside today, and I came to the eaves of the backyard with this person who claimed to be Mr. Minghan. He said that there are few people here and it is convenient to talk, and he can also enjoy the precious spring rain.
"If you have anything to say, I have to go back to accompany my mother." I don't like to be with strangers, and I don't have time to enjoy the rain and scenery with him. I have had enough of the scenery of the hospital.
"Do you like Xiaolei?"
"This is my personal business. It has nothing to do with school."
"What if you are his sister?" He looked at the light rain outside and said quietly.
"Hmm?" I don't understand what he means.
"The couple in this hospital are not your biological parents. Maybe they want to hide it from you for a lifetime. Maybe they don't think it's time to tell you the truth, but I'm afraid that Xiaolei will sacrifice his life for you."
"What did you say? We have lived together for 18 years, and the parents who are intimate with me every day are rejected by you? Who do you think you are?"
His words made me freeze my whole body. I don't understand what he means and I don't want to understand what it means to be non-parent.
"Your biological mother's name is Ji Yuwei, who died after giving birth to you 18 years ago, and your father is Xiao Lei's father, the founder of Ming Han, Situ Bohan." He is very calm and has always been talking calmly.
I looked at him as if I were looking at an alien. I couldn't understand every word he said, and I didn't want to understand it.
"What you said is so ridiculous that I don't believe a word." I tried to keep this calm, and then turned around and was about to leave.
"Don't you want to know why your mother is injured and lying here?" He chased me out and asked me against the drizzle in the sky.
I stopped and suddenly realized that his words had another meaning. His indirect communication to me that my mother's injury was not an accident, but was deliberately arranged.
"Who did it?"
"You misunderstood me. No one has harmed her, but your mother knows what happened. She should have wanted to give it back to the Situ family, but this accident happened when she took your adoption certificate."
He saw me stop, as if he had seen hope again, and began to approach me slowly.
"But these are just my guesses, but the beginning and end of this matter should not be much different from what I said. Because on the afternoon of her accident, Situ Bohan, your biological father, went to your house to find her. He hoped that your mother could give it back to him.
At this time, the rain ticked on my head and body. I listened to every word in his mouth in the rain. He also drenched with me and slowly told the story that had nothing to do with me but could change the fate of my life.
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Your mother's name is Ji Yuwei. She is an ordinary girl who can't be ordinary. She and Bo Han are college classmates. It was just an accident that they met each other in a class outing.
After they first met, Bo Han fell in love with her. He said that he could not forget that she was running in the flowers in a skirt, that he could not forget that she shouted his name with a smile, and that she said that she was like a white rose blooming in the rain. He didn't need such a vigorous and unforgettable love. He just wanted to keep the original innocence of love.
Bo Han never forgets her words, her movements, and everything about her. He said that although Yuwei is not the kind of woman that makes people move when they see it, her smile can penetrate into her heart and lungs to warm him.
Soon they fell in love and lived together. Your mother and Bohan's family background are far apart, so they went to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get the certificate without the consent of their parents, and then told the world that they were married and could not be separated.
It's just that Bohan's mother has always been dissatisfied with Yuwei's family. In order to prevent too many conflicts between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, and in order not to prevent Situ Bohan from being caught in the middle, they just rented a house outside.
It was not until Yuwei became pregnant a year later that she officially moved into the Situ family and became the righteous young grandmother of the Situ family.
"Is that child Situ Lei?" I asked him.
"No, things are not as simple as you think."
At this time, we were all very wet. He stretched out his hand to push me to a place where he could shelter from the rain and continue to talk, but I pushed his hand away.
The rain kept slipping down my hair. I really hope the rain can wash away the man in front of me and everything I heard.
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Yuwei's body has been so weak that she had an accident during childbirth. For 14 hours, Bo Han hesitated to listen to Yuwei's painful voice at the door of the delivery room, but nothing could help.
And when the child was finally born, Yuwei also showed the last smile of her short life and passed away.
She hasn't had a chance to hold the child she exchanged her life for, has no chance to look at her more, and can't wait for the child to call her mother.
When the nurse came out with the baby in her arms and told Bo Hanyuwei that she was no longer alive, he roared in the hospital that almost collapsed, and even grabbed the nurse and refused to let go. He said that he did not want the child, as long as Yuwei survived. In the face of this young and strange little student, he only felt that Yuwei's death was not worth it.
The doctor and I tried our best to pull him away. Whether he wanted to or not, we must calm down and accept this unchangeable reality.
"Mr. Situ, please sign it. We need to tell you that this child has congenital leg adhesion, and you have to make a decision whether or not. If you leave it alone now, the child's survival rate is very low. However, even after the operation, she is disabled for life.
The doctor said to Situ Bohan, who was already powerless to roar with an operation consent form.
"She doesn't mean anything to me. If she has to say something, then she is also the executioner who took Yuwei's life. No one has the right to ask me to interpret my love for Yuwei on her. Don't ask me anything. I don't want to know whether she is dead or alive.
With that, Situ Bohan waved his hand and stood up. He didn't know where to go, but kept walking forward. At this time, he had lost all his direction.
"Later, I signed my name on the consent form for the operation, and the child who had the leg separation surgery immediately survived. She stayed in the hospital for three months before I took her home.
He said that he sat on the ground, probably standing in the rain for too long, and his physical strength was somewhat weak.
"That child, is it me...?" My voice is trembling, and even if I don't believe what he said, I can't calm down.
"Yes or no, what I said doesn't count, it's up to you believe it or not."
After I was discharged from the hospital, I took the child back and handed it to Bohan. I knew that he could not wake up from the sadness of losing Yuwei at that time, and three months had passed, and he should face these rationally.
I don't know exactly what happened after that. I went abroad with my family because of work and didn't come back until five years later.
When I saw Bohan, he was accompanied by a 5-6-year-old boy. He said that this was his son. No matter what others said, there were many rumors. He declared that the child was his son, the only heir of the Situ family: Situ Lei.
Hearing this, the quiet little mine in my mind finally exploded, and my eyes were gray.
I can't figure out how this absurd thing happened to me. Why was the originally peaceful life become more and more destroyed from the first day I entered Minghan? I was like a piece of intact paper that was repeatedly torn by countless people. Finally, everyone let go together, leaving only broken confetti in Falling in the wind...
"Now Bo Han wants to find you, he can't let Xiao Lei repay his debt to you for him."
"Having said so much, I was finally abandoned by that person, wasn't it? So, Situ Lei is so close to me that I want to help his 'father' pay off debts because I know these things, right?
My tone is mixed with the rain dripping at this moment, which looks colder and more ruthless.
"Yes, Xiaolei has always been a sensible and good child. He admires his current father very much. When he knows these things, he is determined to find you and return everything that belongs to you."
"Real, then I really thank him. Are you done? If it's over, I'm leaving."
With that, I turned the wheel forward to leave. However, the lawn wet by the rain is already relatively slippery, and some potholes on the ground have also formed hidden small puddles due to rainwater irrigation. This makes me move a little slow and laborious.
"Xia Luolin, I'm here to tell you that there is no purpose, but what I want to say is to let Xiaolei go. For the sake of helping you when you were young.
He shouted at my fading back.
"Bohan is also calming down after a lost year. He has also found you and done a lot for you silently. He can still be your father now. But you shouldn't let Xiao Lei pay for him what he did wrong.
"Gone him?"
I turned my back to him, and he couldn't see my face. Maybe he thought I was crying. Maybe he thought I should be physically and mentally hurt at this moment, but now I'm laughing.
I thought Situ Lei was so close to me because of sympathy, but later I had the illusion that he really liked me so much that I was so good to me.
And now I know that he just feels ashamed to be with me. Should I praise him for his excellent acting skills or laugh at myself for being too stupid?
"I have a father, but that person can never be Situ Bohan."
"luolin, you..."
At this time, Situ Lei ran out of nowhere. He squatted in front of me and grabbed my shoulder with both hands and looked at me with wet eyes in front of him.