Chapter 72: The Conspiracy of Quietly Approaching-3
For several days in a row, Di Lan and I were the only two people in the dormitory who repeated the life of good morning and good night before going to bed.
I go to bed late every day, and the real sleep is only 2-3 hours before I wake up and enter a restless mood.
And Di Lan went out very early every day and didn't come back until late at night.
Yuan Meng has been locked in the room and has never come out. If there is enough dry food in the room, I think she should be almost eaten up. What's more horrible is that I haven't even seen her come out to the toilet.
Unless she is really angry, she can avoid me.
One day, two days, three days...
I waited like years for Yuan Meng to come out of that door and come out to beat me or scold me. Just don't avoid me like this.
At midnight, the night came.
Di Lan hasn't come back yet, and I still can't sleep.
It's drizzling outside, and I've been listening to it since the first drop of rain and the leaves outside the window. The sound of rain can calm me down.
I came to the window, because the night was deep, and it was not convenient for me to go out, so I stretched out my hand. The cold rain wet my arms. Occasionally, a gust of wind blew, and a few drops of raindrops as light as swallows blew down my face. I have always believed that this rootless water can wash away all the sadness in everyone's heart.
In the end, I couldn't continue to wait for her to recover and talk to me across the wall.
"Yuan Meng, can you open the door and let me in?" I asked in a low voice at the door.
It was quiet inside. I pressed my ears against the door, because there was always the sound of raindrops hitting the ground and leaves outside, so I couldn't hear whether there was any movement in the room. I tried to listen to the sound in the room, even if it was the sound of her venting and hitting the wall hard.
"If you are really angry with me, you can come out and beat me and scold me. I'm more afraid of this kind of silence than to hear vicious words."
I still said through the door, whether she was listening or not. I can't wait for her to forgive me without doing anything. It seemed that Yuan Meng could faintly feel Yuan's slow breathing in the room, and the uneasy calm replaced the violence of the past few days. But it didn't make my heart feel at ease.
As long as she ignores me for one more day, I will have a sense of crisis.
Because I never know whether I was facing the distance or forgiveness when the door finally opened.
"luolin, what are you hiding from me?" Yuan Meng's weak voice suddenly came from the quiet room.
"You really heard it and also care about Liu Ziyang's words."
"Well, I always feel that there is no secret between us. Even if you are not with me for two years, I often feel that distance can't separate us at all. But Ziyang's words made me have no confidence. You began to have things I don't know and changes that belong to you.
I felt that Yuan Meng's body was leaning against the door at this time, and I was so close, but it was so untouchable.
"...Well, do you want to know?"
I hesitated for a moment and was afraid that she would hate me like Liu Ziyang after knowing it. I was even more afraid that if I didn't say anything at this moment, I would not have a chance to confess to her in the future.
"I won't force you to say what you don't want to say."
I carefully moved my body from the wheelchair with a crutch and sat on the ground leaning against the door. I think this will be closer to Yuan Meng. Even if this door and this partition can stop our body temperature and make us unable to see each other's faces, our hearts should still touch each other.
"Two years ago, I returned to Austria privately, but I haven't contacted anyone except Liu Ziyang." I told Yuan Meng lightly what happened two years ago.
"I didn't go anywhere when I came back that year, and asked Liu Ziyang to quietly pick me up Minghan without telling you."
"Why don't you call me, but him."
Yuan Meng's voice was getting smaller and smaller, and I even felt a little afraid to hear me continue.
"I came to Minghan with him. I begged him to tell me about An Jian's residence and asked him to let me see An Jian, even by phone, as long as I could contact An Jian. But I don't care about the way."
"Anan?"
"Yes, later, he invited Anan to meet with Minghan and me, and then witnessed the process of reaching an agreement with Anan."
"What did you do?" Yuan Meng paused and asked.
"I accepted her money as a condition for me to leave Situ Lei. She promised to pay me a life security fund. With this money, I can live a worry-free life abroad. Moreover, you no longer have to come back here to face her, Situ Lei, and everyone in this city..."
......
"Idiot!"
Yuan Meng suddenly opened the door and almost looked up to sit against the door.
She looked at me and slapped me heavily in the face.
"Why are you hiding this kind of thing from me? Am I not as reliable as Liu Ziyang? Am I so untrustworthy in your heart? Is it..."
Her tears rolled down from her face. Like the crystal dripping in the night sky, it is so crystal clear and brilliant.
Although there was almost no feeling in my legs, the cold feeling of tears inexplicably flowed into my brain with my consciousness.
"No, no..."
My tears also came out with her.
"What is that? Until now, I know why Ziyang inexplicably alienated you and even treated you like an enemy. If he hadn't been able to say it today, how long would you have planned to hide it from me like this?
Yuan Meng couldn't help wiping the tears on her face with her hand, but the broken crystal fell countless times, and she couldn't wipe it, and I couldn't afford to pick it up.
"I'm afraid. I'm just afraid that you will never pay attention to me like him after you know it."
"What kind of person am I? Can Liu Ziyang and I be compared? Xia Luolin, let me tell you that even if you kill someone in front of me now, I will not hesitate to help you bury the body."
The moonlight outside the window reflected on her body, which was stronger than ordinary girls, and her fluffy short hair fluttered slowly in the night wind.
I looked at her from the beginning. She had been bored in the room for a week and didn't come out. She looked so haggard and inactive. It was me who made her like this, that I didn't encourage her when she was most sad, and that I hurt her when she needed company the most now.
But she still stands beside me in desperate choices, even if I make a wrong decision, even if I cause great trouble, she will not return...
"Yuan Meng, thank you, thank you..."
I held her strong calves, and although there were tears, they were tears of joy.
Fortunately, I said it. Fortunately, I knew her back then. Fortunately, she was different from me and never doubted our friendship.
For good, the people around me are you...
Yuan Meng sat down and hugged me.
"Ah..."
A sudden scream came from the door, and then there was the sound of heavy objects falling to the ground. The cry seemed to be familiar, and I always felt that I had heard something similar somewhere.
"Lei, lace..."
Yuan Meng and I turned around at the same time and looked at Di Lan standing at the door and the books scattered under our feet.
"Senior sister, how can you have such an improper relationship with Mengmeng? Senior Yi Chen knows what to do, and me, you let me know whether this amazing inside story should be recorded or forgotten. You guys are really too difficult for me!!"
Di Lan shook her body with a tangled face at the door, and there was a feeling of talking to herself in her sweet voice.
Yuan Meng wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, picked up the books scattered on the ground and hit Di Lan's head. In the end, Di Lan's excitement and self-talk ended in Yuan Meng's hands.
The moonlight is bright and bright.
It seems that I haven't stayed up all night simply for a long time to enjoy the moon.
Under Yuan Meng's coercion, Di Lan climbed over the wall and went out to buy beer and snacks. We opened the window and sat on the floor. Looking at Yuan Meng, who had hardly eaten for a week, drinking and eating meat, he looked like Lu Zhishen.
Mosquitoes suck our blood left and right, enjoying the good wine and meat under the flowers and the moon with us.
The gardenia outside the dormitory fell in the wind, and the white petals swayed in the air, with its faint fragrance, dancing only for us and fragrant for us.
Clear and transparent.
At this moment, I don't have a lingering fear in my heart and worry that this only friendship will be lost.
I am a child rescued from the edge of the cliff. The precarious branch broke when I was defenseless. I thought I would fall off the cliff and have no bones since then, but I never thought that the fog under the cliff was just a thin layer. Below is the paradise you have never seen before.
"If there is anything next time, you must tell me. Even if I can't help you, I don't want to be kept in the dark." Yuan Meng touched my arm with a can of beer, with real words and a cool touch.
"Well, not anymore." I rubbed her hair softly with a smile. It's messy, like a poodle.
Di Lan looked at us with a very contemptuous look, and then was knocked down by us, looking at the roof and laughing stupidly.
I don't know if it's the stimulation of alcohol or whether the scenery tonight is really so charming.
The small yard outside the dormitory was scattered with petals, which became sparkling because of the previous light rain. The freshness of the rain and the fragrance of gardenia flowers made me unable to open my eyes.
The eyelids gathered together weakly and became heavier and heavier. Even if they were eaten by mosquitoes, everything was fixed here. Let me hold Yuan Meng and sleep for a while. These days we are really too tired and tired.
"bell..."
It seems that the sound of the mobile phone came from somewhere. The ringing sound kept circulating, and the sound was very small and stuffy. Confused, I suddenly realized that this was my mobile phone ringtone. He hurriedly asked Di Lan to help me find where the mobile phone was.
Because the interpersonal circle is very small and I don't participate in any clubs, mobile phones are also a little flashy for me. It's troublesome to find them everywhere now.
Yuan Meng had drunk and lay on the ground and refused to get up. And I'm also a little drunk.
In Austria, I was drunk alone in order to escape from reality, or used alcohol to paralyze my nerves, so as to forget those so-called good times.
"Senior sister, can you put the phone away next time and be buried in the basket? What if you are thrown into the washing machine by your aunt?" Di Lan handed me her mobile phone while counting my sloppyness.
"Hey..."
I laughed with Di Lan while answering the phone.
But there was only a breath on the other end of the phone, and no matter how much I shouted, there was no response.
I threw my mobile phone aside: "This kind of thing is of no use to me at all. As long as I have you, it's enough." I held Yuan Meng in my arms and followed her messy hair like a lioness touching a little lion.
The mobile phone rang again. I picked it up impatiently, and the blood in my body immediately rose to the top from the boiling just now.