Chapter 75: Scared Missing-1
He didn't answer me. He just found a place for me to sit down and went out to get the wheelchair back for me.
I saw through the window that two flower pots fell to pieces on the ground just where we were talking. I watched him walk to the place where we had just fallen, picked up the wheelchair and came back. Like a person who was familiar with and used to doing all this, he was silent and quietly wiped the dirt on the wheelchair.
"Are you hurt?" He asked lightly.
"None."
He raised my arm to check if I was injured. But I have been avoiding it and don't want to be touched by him.
Suddenly, I saw a touch of dark red on his pure white T-shirt, dark black, and slowly spreading out.
"Your arm..."
"Nothing."
I began to look for outside and around the hall, as if there was no trace of scratching him.
Finally, my eyes fell on the wheelchair.
The smooth cuts under the armrest of the wheelchair are not polished. Sometimes when some packages can't be torn, I will put them under the armrest and gently draw a cut.
"The infirmary is on several floors, where I seldom clean up. If I don't handle it well, it's easy to get inflamed." I urged him to leave me alone to go to the infirmary first.
"Do you care about me?"
I don't know why he stood still, but I felt that he was getting closer to me. I instinctively retreated a few times, as if I was worried about what would happen in this place where there was no half a figure.
"I don't want to ask you anymore why you hate me so much, and I don't even want to have anything to do with me. If I have completely changed in your heart, I won't force you to do anything. As long as you need and I can do it, I can satisfy you with all my strength. But you have no right to interfere with what I want to do. He said he picked me up and put me in a wheelchair.
A trace of loneliness that people can't see through quietly passed by, and I only felt some heartache, but the pain was quickly buried by the accumulated hatred.
Perhaps the moment that just flashed was Situ Lei that I knew and was familiar with. And the cold demon who has been taking pleasure in hurting me is just a phantom in the dream.
I don't seem to understand him more and more, and I don't know what he wants. It feels like you never understand the difference between stars and stars to science students, and I can never understand the difference between those things that sting you and the thorns that hurt my heart.
And what is the so-called injury under your cold appearance? If you want to make me suffer, then his goal has already been achieved, so why?
"What are you thinking?" He suddenly asked.
At this time, I came to my senses and looked away from him.
"Nothing."
"Go back. If you have nothing to do, don't come here in the future, let alone meet me." With that, he pushed me to the door.
"Oh, there won't be another time."
I forced the wheelchair out of his hand, then turned around and looked at him with a smile. The smile was a little weak and a little contemptuous, but it was more a mockery, mocking himself for putting down his self-esteem to see him today, and even pleading with himself.
"President, what are you doing here so early... Hey, your arm!!!" Committee Fengji came out of the elevator with a broom. After seeing the red blood oozing from Situ Lei's arm, he threw the broom and ran over.
"I accidentally scratched it. Don't be so nervous."
"No, I'll take you to the infirmary." As he spoke, committee member Feng Ji took Situ Lei's arm and walked to the elevator.
Her eyes have been staring at Situ Lei's injured arm. She doesn't know whether she is too focused to see me next to her or only Situ Lei in her eyes. Her pace is getting slower and slower, and the journey just a few steps away from the elevator is like a difficult journey under her feet like the Long March.
As she walked, she suddenly collapsed to the ground, but she still grabbed Situ Lei's arm.
"Don't keep staring at the blood." Situ Lei pulled her up and helped her aside to sit down.
"No, you have to go to the infirmary with me."
I haven't seen this discipline committee member several times since I entered school, let alone had any deep contact with her, but I feel that every time I see her, she will leave a different sensory impression on me.
"Okay, Ling Fei, I'll go by myself later. You send her back to the dormitory for me first." Situ Lei said and looked at me who was sitting aside and was about to leave quietly.
"You, aren't you Xia Luolin?" After seeing me, she immediately regained her spirit, and her eyes were sharp enough to scare away several unruly men.
"No, I can go back by myself." I refused.
Committee Fengji looked at Situ Lei, and Situ Lei stared at me blankly.
"Okay, I know."
Ling Fei nodded to Situ Lei and then walked towards me, completely ignoring my refusal to push me out of the door of the student union office building.
When I went out, I looked at the broken flower pot under the window. Was it too windy to blow down from the roof? Was he injured in order to protect me?
It seems that every time he is injured, he is with me, the last car accident, this time the flower pot. And all the previous things. We are destined to curse each other and restrain each other's existence. Even God is tired of us, but he still refuses to interrupt this final intersection. Waiting like a play, waiting for the last between me and him, and who will be the final winner?
Committee Fengji and I had nothing to say along the way. She pushed me quietly. Our relationship was as natural as breathing, and we turned a blind eye to each other's existence like air.
She did not impatiently push me to walk under a gardenia tree, and the flowers overflowed. The girl behind me is sometimes fierce and sometimes as quiet as she is now. That night, the freshman met her to deal with the two men, Situ Lei, who was so relieved that she didn't even look at her. At this moment, he stood behind me like a flower and walked with me.
There is no intersection between us, let alone likes and familiarity. She just sent me back to the dormitory by the order of the president. I didn't know her name was Ling Fei until today.
"Did you and President Situ know each other very early?"
The leaves were rustled by the wind, and a few drops of undyled dew last night also fell on their shoulders, and a trace of coolness penetrated from the skin into the heart. Her soft voice also flowed into her body.
"Well, it's a high school classmate."
"That's great. No wonder the president cares so much about you. If those women see it, I'm afraid it's jealous again.
"Will you?"
I feel that there is a faint envy in her words. That feeling is as natural as the petals falling now, without the jealousy of the so-called women in her mouth, but a simple desire.
"President Situ gives people the feeling that he will always be an unattainable king on the iceberg. He is capable and thoughtful. But it gives people a feeling that they have no feelings.
She pushed me to walk more and more slowly, as if she wanted to tell me more about Situ Lei, and these things were words that she had been suppressed in her heart and couldn't find anyone to talk to.
"President, although he is not as proud as the proud appearance of Ye Yichen who came with you, after getting along with him for a long time, you will find that there is this kind of gentleness in his body that is different from others. It's not a cold ice without feelings, but a gentle heart, flame ice cream.
"...
When she heard her use flame ice cream to describe Situ Lei, she suddenly couldn't help laughing. And she also laughed with me.
"You know him very well." I said to her with a smile.
"What about you? Don't you like the president?" Ling Fei suddenly asked this, it seemed that there was no malice, let alone any intention to inquire about what was on her mind, but simply regarded me as an ordinary classmate who had known Situ Lei for a long time.
"I don't like it. I just want to keep some distance."
"Because of Ye Yichen who came with you, are you afraid that he will misunderstand?"
"He and I are not the relationship you think. The three of us used to be Minghan, but Huawu and Haiyuan separated a wall."
"Maybe it's not good for me to say that suddenly, but I think the president likes you very much, and his love for you has exceeded his care for Miss An."
"Is Miss An you are talking about?"
"Yes."
"Is Situ Lei very good to her?"
"Well, Miss An seems to have lived with the president very early. In the eyes of our outsiders, she is the well-deserved Mrs. Situ. It's just that I haven't graduated yet, so it's inconvenient to get married too early.
She said and stopped. Maybe she was tired of walking, or maybe she took the topic to a place that made her unhappy and looked a little weak, so she casually found a tree and sat down.
It has just rained all night, and the road is mixed with soil under the root of the tree, with a sense of wet and muddy stains. But she didn't seem to care about this at all and let herself sit down in her gray-white shorts.
And I also heard her words that Situ Lei lived together earlier than An and sat there at a loss.
How ridiculous cohabitation is. Although I have already learned from Ye Yichen that they are together, I didn't expect that they had developed so far. In the past that has drifted away, there is still the residual warmth of saying that he loves me in his arms.
Angan won, and he won Situ Lei's heart and the happiness she wanted. Perhaps it was when Situ Lei's heart was occupied by Anlan that he recalled the pain I brought to him, so he chose to hurt the other party like Ye Yichen.
"Don't tell others that Situ Lei is good to me. In fact, it's all a misunderstanding, not what you see."
Since the relationship between Situ Lei and An Rian has reached the point of living together, in case the words of the discipline committee member spread, this is undoubtedly adding trouble to their peaceful life.
"No one in the student union talks about the president, rather than dares. It's just that I have seen the gentleness of the president, and you are not a member of the student union, but also his classmate in high school. So I will only say these words to you.
From Ling Fei's look, I vaguely felt that she silently liked Situ Lei or maintained an unusual feeling for him.
If she knew what happened to me and what happened to him, would she regret saying these words to me? Like those people I have met before, she would put away her kindness and turn to me...