Chapter 79: The Secret of Tears

The cool rain keeps hitting the body, and the occasional meeting is inevitably entangled. Everything in the world seems to be doomed. But I can't see through people's hearts and can't guess the ending.

Anan, who suddenly rushed to me, made me have no strength to fight.

God gave me body and life, but did not give me the right to freely dominate it. God gave me thoughts and breaths, but did not give it the ability to protect itself.

No matter when and where, I am a person who can only quietly wait for the arrangement of fate, but whether fate favors me or abandons me, as long as my heart can still beat, I will not give up this extremely fragile life for me.

I don't know if this kind of me is pathetic, pitiful, hateful or terrible...

With my eyes closed, I felt the wind, rain, and her.

I thought that in this empty place, she would vent her resentment on me again, whether it was insulting or beating, as unfriendly as every time I saw her, or terrible enough to fatally hurt. But she rushed over without warning and hugged me and cried bitterly.

I even began to doubt whether the person in front of me was the AnRAN I knew well,

"An, An... I've never been treated like this before. I'm a little panicked.

I stroked her soaked hair and the clothes attached to her body. She clearly felt her sobs, and her whole body trembled for some other reason.

She hugged me, and no matter what I said, she sobbed so that I didn't know what had happened to her.

The possibilities of life are really unpredictable, as if you can roughly guess what to eat for breakfast today, but you can't predict whether you will have a chance to win a jackpot lottery in your life.

We can't know what kind of encounters will happen in this short life, and whether we can live a high-quality life that others can't expect because of the accidental blessing of fate.

Just like me at this time, I never thought that Anan, who hated me so much, would cry in my arms like a child who had not grown up and was frightened.

She trembled and choked. I couldn't see her face, but I could clearly feel the helplessness and panic on her face at this moment.

"Xia Luolin, do you still love him?" After a while, she finally spoke.

"I don't love..." I didn't hesitate to answer.

Although she didn't say her name directly, only he could make her condescending, and only he could hurt this hedgehog-like girl like this.

I have been harmed by that person to the point of being homeless today.

"Then can you go and leave here again? I know it's easy for you. You are not reluctant to come to Minghui..."

Anan looked at me, and the water on her face kept flowing down, making her unable to open her eyes but struggle to raise her eyelids.

Two years ago, she arrogantly sent me away with money, but today, two years later, she looked at me with such pleading eyes and begged me to leave here again.

Although I don't know what happened, she makes me feel sorry for her. It also reminds me of my helpless self on that rainy night.

"An, you know better than anyone what has happened to me. Be yourself and stay by his side. I won't pose any threat to you."

"Can't you see that he loves you two years ago or now? I love you so much that you won't even give me a big gap!"

"Whether he will give you a space or not, you are still together now. Why don't you cherish him, but just hope that I will go. The harm he caused to me is like an unfilled gap, and the afterlife or this life can't be filled and healed..."

I grabbed her shoulder, and her eyes became more and more blurred and lax.

The sky suddenly lit up, and in an instant flashed through the eyes like day, followed by a muffled thunder.

Angan slowly got up, but her long hair was entangled with my hair, just like our life, which was so entangled, difficult to straighten out, and continued to multiply with the rain.

Time allows us to finally grow into a community of mutual blood. If we want to separate each other, one of them must die at the cost of blood and life.

"It's not what you think at all. Two years ago, Lei didn't do anything to hurt you at all. The injured person is him..."

Another loud noise, the sky seems to explode, bright, dazzling, harsh and shocking...

"What?"

The loud noise in the sky just now made me not hear what she said clearly, but two years ago, injuries, and Situ Lei...

"Ran, do you know what you are talking about?"

"Why..." I turned around and saw Ye Yichen suddenly appear behind me.

"I went to the dormitory to find you and saw the note pasted on the door."

Ye Yichen came over and pushed my wheelchair back. Our hair together was slowly separated. An Ran stretched out her hand and tried to grab me for fear that I would leave him. But he just moved his fingers, and his body seemed to be unable to make too much movement.

In Ye Yichen's eyes, Anran in his eyes is like a pathogen at this time. If I am too close, I will catch the same disease as her.

"Yi Chen..." An looked at him, and his pupils became more and more empty.

"Ran, we don't need to mention the past. Now that you have made a choice, you don't have a chance to look back." Ye Yichen put away his previous kind smile and had a cold light in his eyes.

"I don't even have the right to regret it?"

Anan said as he retreated and no longer stretched out his hand to touch me like just now.

And Ye Yichen in front of him is like a killer with a narrow eye, without any feelings or room for turning.

Either escape or die.

"The road you have walked has collapsed, and it is impossible to turn back." Ye Yichen looked at her and didn't seem to say every word with any emotion.

"So you actually hate me. I regret it now. If you want to give up, you won't forgive me."

You know, I can't hate you. There is no hatred between us, let alone forgiveness. However, whether you give up Situ Lei or not, I will not change with you again.

The conversation between the two of them made me vaguely feel that in the two years in Austria, there was an indelible haze on each of them.

We are like the food chain at the bottom of the sea, destined to take a hair and move the whole body. No one can escape fate and sadness.

" Luo Lin, let's go back."

Ye Yichen's eyes never left An, but pushed me to the door.

I looked at Anlan still standing in the rain and suddenly felt that she was like a target. Although it was shrouded in an enviable aperture, it was just to cover up the injuries on her body.

"I can go back by myself. You can send Anan back to your room. She has beenlined in the rain for a long time. I broke free from Ye Yichen's hand.

"Why do you care about her?" Ye Yichen looked at me puzzledly.

"Don't you feel sorry? If you don't feel sorry, you won't keep looking at her and can't leave. You don't have to disguise your feelings in front of me.

He looked at me as if he had been seen through and understood for the first time.

Everyone's wounds can't be shared with others. It only belongs to you. Even if you say it doesn't hurt and your face doesn't matter, there is always someone who can understand and see through. And at this time, the person who understood him was me.

His expression softened, like a cat being touched to its softest place and removing all its precautions.

"Thank you." As he spoke, he kissed me on the cheek and ran towards Anren.

Each of us always easily hates, forgets, and doesn't care. But how can the road we have walked together, the time we have experienced, and the things we have done can be easily cut out of our own bodies?

The once simplest and warmest warmth.

I watched Ye Yichen take off her clothes and put it on Anan's body, and then picked up her already stiff body in the rain and entered the apartment before leaving at ease.

"You put me down!"

Anan struggled in Ye Yichen's arms and pounded him on the shoulder. But Ye Yichen did not respond at all the way to the elevator.

"Excuse me, which floor is An's room?"

Ye Yichen smiled and politely asked the people in the elevator, as if she was holding a sack in her arms, completely ignored An Run's screams.

The apartment of the student union soon spread. A half**, a clean and fair-skinned teenager with an enchanting and charming smile was listening to President Situ's default fiancee's room number.

Along the way, everyone in the apartment stared at him with incredible eyes.

Anran's soaked body and hair kept dripping. Her body trembled slightly, but she still had extra strength to beat Ye Yichen. The road they walked also left obvious water stains, and more and more people followed the traces to watch the bustle.

"If you are not honest, I will make the people here misunderstand more deeply. You know, I never joke." Ye Yichen showed a bad smile and looked down at Anan and said.

After returning to the room, Ye Yichen took Anra into the bathroom, wiped her hair with a towel, and then put hot water before walking out of the bathroom and waiting outside the door.

"You take a shower first, and then we'll talk."

Ye Yichen leaned against the door of the bathroom and listened to the sound of the water flowing inside, as well as the shadow of An Rang through the door. His face is getting worse and worse.

"Yi Chen, thank you." Anlan whispered that the small sound was almost covered by the sound of water.

"I've heard too much of this sentence." Ye Yichen smiled bitterly.

"Why did you bring Xia Luolin back? Is it possible for me to see my situation and know that those hopes and fantasies are impossible?"

"You can think whatever you want, but I don't hate you, which doesn't mean I don't hate him."

"So, this time you came back for Lei? The first thing you have to do is to chase Xia Luolin?

There is no doubt that Anan is the person who knows Ye Yichen best in the world, not because they are childhood sweethearts, but because they have too many common ground and their respective persistence.

But the more similar two people are, the less likely they are to come together. Excessive persistence will not make love last long, but will only cause deeper and more irreparable harm to each other.

......

Ye Yichen was silent for a long time. He had no worries and worries, let alone deceive the woman he once loved. Finally, he faintly squeezed out his answer from his mouth:

"Hmm..."