Chapter 84: Indelible Injury-3

A faint thick smoke floated in the air, and then thinned by the humid air. Those sparks had just ignited, but were extinguished by countless raindrops.

Rain gathered on the skin, like the landing point of their land, gathering more and more, and finally downstream, mixed with a touch of scarlet, like overturned red pigments, fishy, sticky, slowly scratching the skin with the warmth of the past, but gradually cooled and condensing.

The blurred vision and numb perception have made people unable to distinguish where these red **s come from. The rain still slapped the skin disorderly, mixed with the bright and deadly red, flowing straight down from the forehead to the eyelids. All the scenes in front of him were shrouded and replaced by this blood red. A feeling of stabbed pain suddenly invaded the brain.

"I don't want to have anything to do with you anymore..."

"Any involvement..."

It's the indifferent voice and faintly visible appearance.

It seems that all the injuries of external forces can't withstand these words, which is even more painful.

"luo...lin..."

Situ Lei opened his clenched hand slightly, and the starfish was held in the palm intact. The raindrops fell and scratched along its crystal surface, like a drop of tears. The sky also seemed to be mourning for him. The lingering rain suddenly turned into a downpour, jumping heavily from the air, as if it was paying tribute to the pair at the same time. At different places, but at the same time, I, who died for each other, and him...

---now----

After I quietly listened to Anan talk about all this, my avatar was suddenly poured into countless iron and lead, and the humming in my head was endless.

"Impossible, it's impossible..." I have lost all my expressions, whether it's surprise, fear, panic or indifference. The words in the brain and the expressions on the face can't describe the shock in the heart.

I can only keep repeating and denying that everything I just heard is false. That person can't do this for me, and it's impossible for me to want to kill myself just because of my one sentence.

"Don't you believe it?" Anran looked at me, who was already at a loss.

"How do you make me believe that he is still alive and sound in this school? I passed him yesterday. His indifference, his ruthlessness, everything has not changed, and even worse than before..."

"Then do you want him to die in a car accident two years ago to be satisfied!" Anan roared hoarsely.

"I, I don't know..."

"The car accident caused unpredictable damage to his internal organs. He had been unconscious and his kidney function began to fail. At that time, I desperately thought he was going to die. I thought that if I die, I will leave with him. But I was wrong. What he wants is not for me to die with him, but you..."

Anan said and closed her eyes, as if she was running away from something. These memories are undoubtedly another kind of harm to her, because these vivid things are undoubtedly reminding her that Situ Lei would rather die than live in a world without Xia Luolin.

When I watched Anran hide the pain in my heart and tell me all this, my heart seemed to be tinged by a needle. The needle that I had already pulled out of the belt meat somehow proliferated into a brand-new thorn and pierced my heart again, and was deeper and stronger than before.

If it was two years ago, I really wanted him to die and disappear into my world. But that's the resentment that I have when I'm angry and immature. And now I have happily accepted all this. Even if he dies, he will disappear from the world forever, and what I have lost will never come back.

"So he hates me and every word I said to him in those years, which makes him unable to forget me now. Is that so?"

I suddenly feel that this sad fate has affected everyone around me, whether I love or hate it. Once they get close to me, I can't escape this sad aura. It has long been doomed. I must drag them into the water together and immerse myself in the bitter sea with me. Never float on the coast.

"Whether it is a coma or a trace of consciousness, his hand has never been released, and your necklace has been held in the palm of his hand intact, and none of us can take it off. At that moment, I knew that I lost miserably and thoroughly..."

"Have you always carried that starfish?"

"Well, gradually, I began to regret what I did to you..."

"Has he completely recovered now?"

Although I don't feel guilty or sorry for the damage I did to him after knowing this, I inexplicably want to care about his current physical condition. I understand why he had to recover for so long after he was hit in Hangzhou last time. There was a deposited injury in his body, but I still filled in a new injury to protect me.

"I don't know, because his kidneys are ruptured and severely depleted. The doctor said that only moving to a new one can keep him alive, but how long he can live depends on the degree of fusion of new organs and his body."

"So, is his life still in danger at any time?"

"probably."

......

I suddenly became speechless. I once hoped that he would disappear forever, but I didn't expect to feel faint heartache when I might face the fact that he disappeared from my eyes.

"What about my father!" I suddenly remembered.

"Your father, hehe. After he knew that Lei had had such a serious car accident, he came to the hospital after Lei regained consciousness and said he was sorry for you. I don't know what he and Lei said in the room.

I thought I could finally know my father's whereabouts, but I didn't expect that the ball kicked around or returned to Situ Lei's feet. At the beginning, he told me that he didn't know if my father's whereabouts were a lie to me, or did he really just apologize and then left here by himself? But why did my house be transferred to Situ Lei's name? Did Situ Lei want it, or was it because he hated me so much that he forcibly occupied it with his father's apology?

My mind is full of all kinds of possibilities, good, bad, and even some things that I think are unrealistic and impossible things are emerging one by one.

Suddenly, someone pushed me behind my back and almost made me fall to the ground.

"Xia Luolin, after you know these things, has the cold heart in your chest recovered a little bit?" A ghostly voice came from outside the door.

I thought of her in a second, but before I could speak, Han and Ya slowly came in from the outside and pushed me away from behind who had been blocking me at the gate.

"After all, Lei also loved you, and you also loved him. Although he is like a stranger now, he knows that he has also committed suicide for you, and his heart will be more or less touched, right? Han Heya is still coquettish.

What she said is right. My heart is still in a state that is still chaotic and unresolved, such as a pile of messy lines, some parts are knotted, and some are entangled together. The more you want to untie it, the tighter it is, and more messy it is.

"I know that there is nothing to say. It doesn't matter whether she can avoid talking or feel that the time has not come. But what I want to tell you is that even if you are distressed or regret what you said two years ago, the reality in front of you will not change, that is..."

"Han Heya!" Anan suddenly interrupted her words.

"What's wrong? Are you afraid that I will say it? Are you afraid that the next words will hurt your only little self-esteem?"

She looked at An Qianqian's smile, and her smile was full of contempt.

"I've said everything. Since you can't tell me where my father is, I'm not interested in anything else to do next."

After saying that, I want to leave here. I don't want to breathe the air in the same room with Han Heya. Whether it's fear or disgust, I just want to stay away from her and the farther the better. When I wanted to go out, I found that Han Heya stood in the position I had just stayed in front of the exit. His face is still the contemptuous smile just now.

I know, I can't leave. She did it on purpose. After she pushed me in just now, I knew that I would never let anyone and Anan leave here until she achieved her goal.

"To be right, let's talk about you first. Why didn't I see you for a while, and you said these superfluous things again. This will bother me a lot." Han Heya suddenly looked away from me and turned to An.

"Where am I going and what to say? Does it have anything to do with you?" Anan asked.

"It doesn't matter, but I didn't see you when I went to the room just now, so I'm worried that you came to have a look."

"What's the matter?"

"It's nothing. I'm just worried about you. I'm afraid you say something you shouldn't say. So I have to work harder and follow you to wipe your buttocks. Well, that's been the case since I knew you. I always have to deal with the aftermath for you. Han Heya said helplessly, as if she had done something great.

"How long have you been eavesdropping outside?"

"I still know me. In fact, I haven't heard it for a long time, but I heard everything that I shouldn't have missed." Han Heya smiled with a smile.

"So, are you coming in now to laugh at me?"

"Of course not, I just feel that you have told her so much, but you only missed me. This is unfair to me, who played the most important role in this matter, don't you think? Han and Ya were aggrieved, as if their efforts had not been rewarded, like a child who couldn't get sugar.

But her poor appearance can't get the sympathy of me and Anyan. We all know what kind of person she is. This kind of behavior may deceive others, but it can't deceive us.

Obviously, the two of them have a common secret, which is not only about what AnRan just told me, but also very important. She doesn't want to tell me frankly.

Although I think so, I'm not too curious about this matter. I have a good mentality that I don't know everything that has nothing to do with me. I don't want to ask anyone or anything. Not to mention their past, I don't want to explore at all...

"Xia Luolin, whether you know whether A Lei's feelings are important to you or not, you can pour your life, which is a distant past and has nothing to do with you. Now Situ Lei doesn't belong to you, let alone Ran. He is my Han Heya's man. No matter today, now and in the future, what you hear now are indisputable facts..."

Han Heya seemed to have caught the biggest prey in the forest, proudly showing off to us, and at the same time declaring their victory like us, warning me and Anan's dirty hands were no longer qualified to touch everything around her.

Common people and nobles, noble and poor.

If Anan is at least a commoner in her eyes, the only thing that can match me is poor and lowly.

Anan heard this and turned around. I thought that if I couldn't see or hear it, I could deceive myself perfectly. I fantasize that Han Heya won't say anything, and the next thing won't happen...